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I KNEW IT, I KNEW YOU
pairing. peter parker x reader
summary. you feel haunted by a stranger, a fuzzy gap in your memory that made no sense. but magic has a funny loophole when it comes to these kinds of thing.
warnings. inaccurate loopholes in strangerâs spell. based off taylor swiftâs new song: I knew It, I Knew You. not proofread
word count. 1.5k | masterlist (requests open!)
a/n. entering spider-man mode
You weren't solving a crime. Yet, if anyone got their hands on your notebook, they'd think the opposite. Contained in the lined pages was an elaborate assortment of fragmented dreams, crude sketches, and information written with little care for organization or grammar. It was a strange collection that you'd been piecing together for about six months.
You were missing something. And you knew how strange it sounded. How could you miss something, someone, you had so little memory of? For all you know, the person you were missing was nothing more than some stranger you passed on the street who, for some reason, clung to your brain and threatened to drive you crazy. The more you tried to rationalize it, the crazier it sounded to you.
You knew someone and had forgotten them; that was what you were going with. It was the only thing that made sense! And it didn't even make much of it. But there was a fuzzy space in your memories that reached out with desperate hands, like it wanted so badly to reach you, but wasn't close enough.
Maybe you had hit your head and couldn't recall, and that knocked whoever it was right out of your brain. Maybe whoever it was was a mere figment of your imagination, and you needed to see a doctor. But doctors were expensive, and you had too many pieces for it to be nothing.
You had initials, which you were fairly confident in: P.P. A Midtown sweatshirt you didn't buy, nor did your friends loan you that appeared in your backpack one day. And a list of memories that didn't feel right when you recalled them.
Obviously, that wasn't much to go off of, but you knew the fuzzy image of a stranger in your dreams and the twist in your gut when you gazed at the high school sweatshirt that something was right.
"Do you believe in magic, Spiderman?" you asked the red-and-blue-clad figure as he landed on the rooftop with a graceful thud.
He looked at you for a moment, quiet and still. "Uh, I mean, yeah. Kind of hard not to with..." He vaguely gestured around with his hands. Superpowers and magic seemed to go almost hand-in-hand, even if the said superpower wasn't brought on by magic. The disbanded Avengers had their own set of magical folks, mixed with the more science-y ones. They came together for the same purpose, until they didn't anymore.
"Okay," you said, kicking your legs against the edge of the building you sat on. The city was alive underneath you, lights stretched out as far as your eyes could see. There was something peaceful about the constant noise, a lullaby you grew up with. "Do you believe in coincidences?"
Spiderman scratched the back of his neck before he shrugged. "I guess so."
You narrowed your gaze at the superhero, and he seemed to shrink back slightly. You knew you weren't intimidating him, not when he could swing around the city and knock out bad guys with seemingly little effort. So what was it? If he didn't like you, he would have found another rooftop- there were plenty. Yet, night after night, he joined you.
"I don't think I do," you answered, swinging your legs around from dangling off the ledge to planted firmly on the rooftop's ground.
"What'd you mean?" he asked, voice steady, but you saw his fingers anxiously tap against the roof's ledge.
You chewed down on your lip and turned your gaze away from the masked hero. "If I tell you, you might think I'm crazy."
He stepped closer beside you, his own gaze fixed out on the city too. "Hard to seem crazy talking to a dude dressed in spandex."
That brought a laugh out of you.
"Okay," you started. "I think...you, Spiderman, are a part of this really confusing puzzle in my head. There are so many pieces, but the more I think about it and try to put them together, I circle back to you." Spiderman was silent. You swore you couldn't even hear him breathing as you paused.
Your courage was waning. Before you lost it, you reached into your discarded backpack and pulled out the well-worn high school sweatshirt. Spiderman was watching you closely as you held it up.
"Does this mean anything to you?" you asked him.
He cleared his throat. "Uh, t-that's a high school, right?"
You felt your heart sink slightly as you nodded.
Then, he spoke again. "I went there."
Your head snapped up, eye widening. "You went there? When?"
He hesitated, like the words were having a hard time forming in his throat. "Same time as you."
Something between shock and triumph ran through you. Under your breath, you whispered, "I knew it." Maybe not exactly, but you had a hunch. There was something terribly familiar about Spiderman that you couldn't put your finger on. It kept you up at night after your rooftop conversations. Something in his voice nagged you, pulling on a severed thread somewhere in the back of your mind.
"Did I know you? In school."
He sucked in a breath. "Y-You did. Until you didn't."
Confused, you clutched the sweatshirt to your chest. There was something about the hunk of fabric that brought you comfort in a way you couldn't explain.
"I don't forget people easily," you replied.
A sad sort of laugh left his mouth, slightly muffled behind his mask as he shook his head. "You didn't have much of a choice."
"Did I hit my head?" you asked. "That's my running theory."
He shook his head once more, more definite that time. "No." Spiderman turned his gaze toward the sky, too polluted with light to see the stars. He seemed to be thinking hard for several seconds, leaving you standing, hugging the sweatshirt as confusion swirled around your brain.
"Magic. It was magic."
"Magic?" you repeated. "Magic made me...forget you?"
"I guess not entirely."
You blinked, thinking back on the fuzzy figure that haunted your memories. It was like your brain was battling against something...magic, maybe? Your brain wanted to uncloud your memories, but it kept being stopped by something.
"I knew you," you whispered more to yourself. "Without the mask."
Spiderman nodded slowly. He looked around the rooftop before he reached for the back of his neck and stopped.
You swallowed thickly. "You can trust me," you rushed out, feeling your heart start to race.
"I know," he replied, with no hesitation, like he had said those words before. "I-It's not that. It's...I don't know how much you'll remember."
Neither did you.
Spiderman sucked in a breath and tugged on the back of his mask before he pulled it up and off. You held your breath as you watched.
Under the mask, he was around your age, with a pale complexion in the moonlight and soft brown eyes. There was a tenseness in his jaw and a slight furrow in his brows as he slowly lifted his gaze to look at you.
There was a tickle in the back of your mind, like when you start to recall something you once forgot. It was like there had been an itch constantly annoying you in your brain, impossible to scratch. But as you took a step closer to Spiderman, studying the expanse of his face, you felt the itch start to dissipate.
You're not sure what compelled you, exactly. You didn't feel fully in control of your actions as you stepped closer. With a shaky hand, you reached up and carefully brushed your fingers against his cheek.
Something akin to a bolt of electricity ran through your body. You jerked back as a bubble of pain popped inside your head. You squeezed your eyes shut and pressed your fingers against your temples for a moment as your brain was flooded. A dam had broken loose. The fuzzy images and confusing gaps in what felt like precious memories filled themselves out with each intense wave.
You didn't feel yourself fall back to the ground.
Freshman year. An empty lunch table. Star Wars nerds. Washington DC. The Decathlon Team. Chemistry. Homecoming. Iron Man. Tutoring sessions. Aunt May. Coffee dates. A spaceship. Thanos. Venice. Mysterio. A promise. A kiss. A way home. A leaked identity. More Spidermen. Too many villains. Dr. Strange. An "I'll find you." A spell.
Peter Parker.
A gasp left your lips as you opened your eyes to see a maskless Spiderman kneeling beside you. His expression was drenched in worry, his suit-clad hand hovering over your shoulder, like he was scared to touch you.
You all but launched yourself at him, practically tackling him in a hug that caught him off guard and sent you both crashing against the rooftop.
"Peter," you cried into his shoulder, holding onto him so tight you were only a little worried about squeezing the life right out of him.
He sputtered in response, until his brain caught up with his mouth. "Y-You remember?"
You pulled back just enough to see his face. He looked a little older, a little sadder. But the Peter Parker you knew and loved still twinkled in his eyes, even if it was behind a kind of haze.
"I remember," you replied, leaning forward to rest your forehead against his. His arms tightened around your waist as he let out a breath of his own relief.
PROJECT SUNSHINE â CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX: BOYS DONâT CRY
summary: steve harrington x lab!oc. series rewrite-ish | read on Ao3
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 4k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. season 5 will stray the furthest from canon events!
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The Crawl started later than usual.Â
Sunshine sat in the basement of the radio station with a babbling Anne on her thigh as she listened alongside Joyce for Hopperâs confirmation that he had made it safely into the Upside Down. They both had their attention fixed on the radio on the table, but Joyce was too anxious to sit in the empty seat behind her.Â
Steve, Dustin, and Jonathan took the stationâs van to track Hopper on their side as he moved through the Upside Down.Â
The rest of the party, along with Kali and Eddie, gathered around the whiteboard. The kids quietly chatted amongst themselves and got ready to note anything odd Hopper reported back.Â
Sunshine turned her attention onto the kids, feeling the lingering tension between them following Luke, El, and Willâs trip into the Void and their encounter with Vecna. Will had taken a similar posture to Luke; his body curled into itself as if he was scared of anyone venturing too close.Â
After his possession, they believed Willâs ties to the Mind Flayer had been severed. That, however, proved to be untrue the following summer when Will felt its presence regain strength as the Gate was reopened. Then, after their battle against the solid form of the Mind Flayer at Starcourt, they hoped the monster was done and gone for good. But nothing could ever be that simple, not for them, at least. A piece of the Mind Flayer had infected Henry Creel long before it got its hands on Will. That piece of the Mind Flayer was very much alive inside of the man-turned monster, and a piece of it still lingered inside of Will too. It was those two pieces that connected Will to Vecna, both of them having been infected by it.Â
Mike called what happened to Will inside the Void âhijacking.â Willâs mind had been momentarily hijacked by Vecna, allowing the monster to control him. Why Vecna used Will to go after Luke specifically, no one was sure of. El had more history with both the Mind Flayer and Henry, but Luke had posited that it was because El was the harder target. If Vecna had been recovering after their fight over a year ago, that would make sense.Â
Will was clearly terrified of getting hijacked outside of the Void and hurting someone else. He was so gentle, too kind for all that heâd been through. The weight of hurting Luke was heavy on his shoulders. Yet, his friends kept him from crumbling. They showed through their actions that they werenât scared of Will. They wanted to help him. They needed to. Finding Vecna before he found them again was the only way they knew how to do that.Â
But the monster, even after finally showing his face after over a year, was still elusive. They hoped that Crawl would bring them closer, but it was so uncertain; everything was so uncertain.Â
âThe Old Man is en route!â said Robin over the radio. She and Tamera were on lookout duty that night, a task usually done by Lucas and Mike, but the two wanted to stay close to Will that night, so the girls volunteered for the job. They watched from the top of the church's bell tower, which gave the perfect view into the military base, for Hopper to sneak into one of the cargo trucks for a ride into the Upside Down.Â
Over Sunshineâs shoulder, Nancy tapped her foot against the concrete floor repeatedly as her eyes were glued to her watch. She knew, down to the second, the amount of time it took for one of the cargo trucks to pass through the Gate hidden behind the walls of the base, and to travel the route to what they recently figured out was to the Upside Down base. Hopper would jump out of the truck not long after passing through the Gate and trek to the section he was set to search during that Crawl.Â
According to the information that Murray was able to, somehow, get his hands on, the delivery of supplies would take an hour. That gave Hopper just enough time to search the next square on their map for any sign of Vecna.Â
A couple of minutes passed before Dustinâs voice sounded from the radio.Â
âWe got him. Headed west now. Over.âÂ
Everyone let out a collective breath of relief. Sunshine glanced down at Anne, whose gaze flickered around the room in curiosity.Â
âNow we wait,â Nancy said more to herself than anyone. She pulled up a chair on the other side of Sunshine and sat, drawing Anneâs attention. Nancy greeted her with a small smile and wave. âSomeoneâs up late.âÂ
Sunshine sighed. âSomeone doesnât like to be left out of all the excitement.â Anne refused to sleep when the basement was full of people. It was like she knew something was going on and she didnât want to miss out. Even when Sunshine or anyone tried to get her to go to sleep upstairs, in the dark and quiet, Anne fussed until she was back in the action. Sunshine supposed it was a good thing she liked being around people, but she could see the little girl fighting off sleep with each passing minute.Â
âHolly used to be like that,â Nancy said. âShe still can be, sometimes.â A small frown formed on her lips, and she shook her head. âI thought all of this would be over before she was old enough to ask questions about what is wrong with this place.âÂ
Sunshine shifted in her seat, facing Nancy. âSheâs asking questions?âÂ
âHow could she now?â Nancy replied, a humorless laugh punctuating her sentence. âShe rides her bike to school every morning with Will and Mike, past a military base where the library used to be. She asked to go to our auntâs house on Lake Michigan for her birthday this year, but our mom had to explain why we arenât allowed to leave town yet.â She paused and lowered her voice so only Sunshine could hear her. âHer room is between Mikeâs and mine. How do you explain to your little sister why you and your brother wake up screaming sometimes?âÂ
Sunshineâs heart ached as she took in the sadness in her friendâs face. Using her free hand, not holding Anne, and grasped Nancyâs and squeezed it in what little reassurance she could offer. âYou canât,â she said. âBut youâre doing everything you can to protect her so she doesnât do the same. Thatâs something, Nancy.âÂ
With a tired sigh, Nancy leaned sideways into Sunshine, resting her head on the girlâs shoulder. âI wish I could have protected Mike from it.âÂ
âYouâre trying to keep him safe now. Youâve been trying since this whole thing started.âÂ
âIt wasnât enough.âÂ
Sunshine rested her head against Nancyâs. âIt has to be,â she said. âItâs hard protecting the people we love, especially when they want to protect you and their friends just as badly.âÂ
Nancy just hummed in response. There wasnât much else to say. They all were in an impossible space, trying so hard to save the people they loved, with no real guarantee itâll work.Â
âShit!â A loud hiss startled Sunshine upright. From across the room, Leia nearly tripped over her shoes as she moved toward the desk. A box of tissues sat on the corner, and Leia hastily grabbed a handful. A small drop of blood stained the front of her white shirt.Â
âAre you okay?â Sunshine asked her sister. Leia nodded as she pressed the tissue against her nose.Â
âDid you just use your powers?â asked Nancy.Â
Leia hesitated before she nodded again. âMike, uh, startled me. I slipped for a second.âÂ
âSlippedâ, as in lost brief control of her abilities. But Sunshine hadnât noticed the lights flicker or the radio crackle with static, which was often a result of Leia using her abilities, accidentally or intentionally. Maybe Sunshine just missed it.Â
Wiping the last bit of blood from her nose, Leia tossed the tissue into the waste basket and hurried back to the kids without another word.Â
Sunshineâs attention was pulled onto Anne as she let out a whinny cry. âWell, if you didnât fight sleep so hard, we wouldnât be crying, now, would we?â she said as she stood up from her seat and headed upstairs with the hope of finally getting Anne to sleep for the night.Â
The Crawl had been a success in terms of a smooth entrance and exit for Hopper, but he cleared another square of their map without finding anything.Â
About halfway through the Crawl, Sunshine got Anne to fall asleep and eventually returned her to her crib after the basement cleared out.Â
Steve stayed behind after returning, and he and Sunshine enjoyed a rare moment alone on the rooftop.Â
The night had long settled in, and the chill of fall was making itself at home. Sunshine had changed into a set of pajamas that Steve had brought from her house. Her mom had packed her a bag, complete with a container of cookies and another letter. Theyâd been exchanging letters since Sunshineâs return, which mostly consisted of her reassuring her parents that she was alright.Â
The soft t-shirt she wore didnât exactly protect her from the dropping temperatures, but she was too comfortable with her head resting in Steveâs lap to get up. An involuntary shiver ran through her, which he noticed immediately; Steve had been keeping a close eye on her since she returned. He shrugged off his zip-up and placed it over her like a blanket.Â
She gazed up at him, his hair gently getting messy by the breeze and his features more relaxed than usual. âNow youâre going to be cold,â she said.Â
He shook his head, lifting his chin to the starry sky like he was taking in the cool weather happily. âNah. Iâm not the one shivering.âÂ
The scene felt normal. So normal that Sunshine almost felt like she hadnât been gone. It was in moments like that one where she could almost forget. But then she became very aware that she couldnât feel the tickle of hair on the back of her neck, and phantom pain crept through her bones. The memories were like greedy hands, eager to take hold of her and drag her right back under water.Â
A soft sigh fell from her lips before she could stop it.Â
âWhatâs on your mind, my Sunshine?â asked Steve, his voice impossibly soft. She wanted to melt into him.Â
âI just wish I felt more like myself. I think I could do more if I did.âÂ
Steve brought his hand to the side of her face, holding her with a gentle touch. âYou donât need to do any more than you already are,â he said. âNo one expects more from you.âÂ
âI know. But I do.âÂ
He was quiet for a moment; his face pinched in deep thought. He moved his hand from her face and patted her shoulder, prompting her to sit up. Sunshine watched him with a curious gaze as he grabbed a bag of candy they had brought to the roof to snack on. He pulled off the zip tie that kept the bag closed, and with a look of intense concentration, he twisted it into a loop before he held it up.Â
âWhatâs that?âÂ
âA promise,â he said simply. âAfter this is all over, and thereâs no more evil governments after us or mind-screwing monsters, you, Sunshine, will never feel like the whole world is on your shoulders. Thatâs my promise to you.âÂ
Tears welled up in her golden eyes. She wasnât sure that was really something he could promise, but the sincerity on his face and in his voice gave her no choice but to believe him. She chuckled wetly as she gazed at him with all the love in her heart.Â
âThatâs a big promise.âÂ
âYeah, well, if thereâs anyone who deserves a big promise, itâs you.â He shrugged, like what he was saying was so casual, so easy. âYou have me, Sunshine. Forever. If you want me.âÂ
Sunshine was quick to throw her arms around him, and he wasted no time embracing her back. He held her with both a gentleness and a fierceness, like he wasnât going to let someone take her again. Sunshine felt safe with him; she always had, even in the most dire of situations. And he saw her, really saw her, not as some marvel of science, but a marvel of a girl who loved him.Â
âI want you forever, Steve,â she whispered into his shoulder.Â
âWhew,â he breathed out before he laughed, almost nervously.Â
He leaned back with a smile that was contagious. With the zip tie still pinched between his fingers, he held it out to her. âWhat do you say? If the world doesnât end here soon, want to marry me?âÂ
Sunshine couldnât help the laugh that bubbled past her lips, something so young and sweet. They really were just two kids, nearing the end of the teenage years with far too much baggage. And while Sunshine had spent most of her childhood not feeling like a kid, with Steve, it came back to her. Around him, she was that little girl running wild and free, not scared of what lurked in the woods or hid in the treetops. No, with him, she was the little girl who climbed the branches toward the sky and picked wildflowers. She wanted to feel like that forever, and with him, she would.Â
âOf course I do.âÂ
He beamed brighter than the moon overhead and slipped the zip tie ring onto her left handâs ring finger. It was an odd shape and silly; it was perfect.Â
âIf my mom knew I just proposed to you with a zip tie, sheâd kill me,â he joked. âI promise, Iâll find you a real ring, something almost as pretty as you.â He leaned forward, still holding her hand, and pressed a kiss to her nose.Â
With a shake of her head, Sunshine grasped the sides of his face and kissed his lips under the twinkle of stars that seemed to push their way out from behind the cloud cover just for them.Â
Sunshine could have fallen asleep on the roof, lying with her head on Steveâs chest and his hand tracing patterns on her back. The rhythmic thump of his heart lulled her eyes to a close, but as the early hours of the morning neared, they knew they needed to get some actual sleep somewhere a little more comfortable.Â
They stood to their feet and readied to head back inside. The night had grown even colder. Sunshine had slipped her arms into Steveâs zip-up and went to keep her hands warm in the pockets, but she touched something inside the right pocket.Â
She pulled out what she thought was just a piece of trash, a crumpled-up napkin. But before she could shove it back into the pocket, she noticed smudges of red that stained the napkin.Â
Steve paused at the door to the roof and made a face when he saw what she was looking at. âOh, gross. Sorry,â he said. âDustinâs nose started bleeding on our Crawl tonight, and I knew if I left the trash behind, Iâd get an earful from Robin. I meant to throw that away.âÂ
âDustin got a bloody nose?â Sunshine said, unable to hide the rush of panic from flooding her face.Â
âHe said itâs from when those assholes roughed him, Lucas, and Mike up,â Steve said, attempting to ease her growing worry.Â
She glanced back down at the napkin dotted with blood. âHeâs sure?âÂ
Steve nodded. âHe sounded pretty sure, yeah.â He held out his hand, and she passed off the napkin. âDonât worry, Iâm keepinâ an eye on him. I promise."Â
With a nod, she followed him back inside the radio station.Â
[...]
Mike tried not to roll his eyes as he lifted a full bag of garbage from the trashcan, but it was a reflex he couldnât help. His dad made some dry comment about him finally helping out around the house. The chores around the house had doubled since the Byers started crashing with them, but Mike didnât mind that part. What he hated was how his dad liked to act like he did nothing to help because he forgot to take the trash out a couple times. God forbid it slipped his mind between school and trying to stop some fucking monster from ending their world.Â
If the Byers werenât there, Mike probably would have shot back with some shitty comment that got him sent to his room, or one of those looks from his mom that made his stomach hurt with guilt. But Joyce was helping Karen wash dishes, and both women were actually smiling as they chatted. Jonathan was teasing Nancy about her choice of movie that she had picked out from their subpar collection, and they both looked a little less tense than they had in a while. And Will was pretty enthusiastically helping Holly draw her very own D&D character.Â
Mike had coined the name for her character one night when he and Will were doing homework downstairs, and Holly came down to annoy them. Instead of telling her to get out, Will started asking her about school, which led to Holly excitedly talking about some made-up game her and her friends played at recess. Will said she and her friends would probably like D&D once it stopped being basically outlawed and deemed âsatanic.âÂ
Holly insisted on coming up with her own character, and Mike gave in to join the conversation. After some back and forth, they settled on Mikeâs name suggestion of Holly the Heroic. He promised to paint her a figurine after she drew out what she wanted.Â
It was weird, but the extra three people brought a sense of peace to the Wheelersâ household; chaotic peace, if that was even a thing. It was enough to make Mike not bitch back to his dad. Instead, he started to haul the garbage toward the garage.Â
Outside, it was as if summer had stepped over the edge of a cliff, sending the temperatures plummeting. The concrete floor of the garage was cool against Mikeâs bare feet as he stepped through the side door of the garage to where the bins sat beside the house.Â
The wind had picked up too, causing the lid of the bin to smack against the siding of the garage after he lifted it. Mike cringed at the noise before he tossed the bag inside and closed the lid.Â
Before he stepped back into the garage, he heard his name being called around the side of the home and toward the driveway.Â
Despite his lack of shoes and jacket, he followed the noise.Â
âWill?â he called out, spotting his friend in the middle of the driveway with his back to Mike. âWhatâre you doing?â When Will didnât respond, a shiver ran down his spine, and not because of the cool air.Â
Since the trip to the Void with El, Luke, and Will, Mike had been on edge, along with everyone else. Heâd been watching Will closely, worried that something would happen to him.Â
What if Vecna got a hold of Will again and made him do something Will would never even think about? What if the monster cursed Will like he had Max? What if�
There were too many âwhat ifsâ that swirled around Mikeâs head that he didnât want to think about.Â
He called Willâs name again as he started to walk down the driveway toward him. He only managed to take a couple of steps before Will broke out running. Confusion halted Mikeâs movements for a second before he took off after him.Â
The asphalt stung the bottoms of the bare feet as he followed Will down the road, but he didnât slow. It wasnât until Will reached the end of the road, a couple of houses down from the Wheelerâs, did Will finally stopped, allowing Mike to catch up.Â
âWill?â Mike called out again, but when Will didnât respond, he closed the short distance between them and grasped Willâs shoulder.Â
However, the second Mikeâs fingers grazed the fabric of Willâs shirt, he finally turned around.Â
Mikeâs eyes went wide as he stumbled backwards. The person in front of him wasnât the Will he knew then, but rather the Will he had once known. The Will in front of him was shorter and skinnier. His eyes and cheeks were sunken in, almost like he was hollow inside. Blood and dirt were smeared against his pale skin, and he had his hands clenched in tight fists at his sides.Â
Willâs cracked and bloodied lips parted before he spoke in a higher-pitched and sadder voice. âIt got me.âÂ
Inside his chest, Mikeâs heart thundered, and nausea rose in his throat. âT-This isnât real,â he whispered. He had left his backpack discarded on his bedroom floor, where he kept his Walkman in case something exactly like what was happening happened. They all kept them close, but Mike hadnât expected it. He hadnât gotten a bloody nose or nightmares any more intense than the ones heâd had since he was twelve. His head only hurt when he listened to the kids in his classes ask stupid questions or when his dad tried to talk to him about golf. Had he missed something?Â
The younger version of Will frowned and tilted his head to the side as he peered upward at Mike. âIt was real for me,â he said, his voice growing bitter with each word he said. âDid you even care, Mike?âÂ
âWhat?â he sputtered, feeling hot and cold at the same time. He knew he was being screwed with, but it felt so real. So, so real. âOf course I cared.âÂ
Will was silent for an excruciating moment before he took a step toward Mike. âDo you still?âÂ
Before Mike could respond, Willâs appearance shifted before his eyes. Instead of the younger version of Will, Mike was staring at the current version of Will, taller and not as ghostly. Still, there was something unsettling about that Will, the way his gaze was sharp, like all of the softness that made up Will had been taken out.Â
âOf course I do,â Mike said after a beat, finding his voice, even if it was shaky. He tried to reach out to Will again, to see if he was real, but Will jerked backward as Mike had slapped him. His face was suddenly painted with hurt, a look that made Mike feel sick.
Then, Will shook his head, eyes glassy. âYouâre scared.âÂ
Of monsters. Of the world ending. Of himself.Â
Mikeâs eyes gathered with tears too, mirroring Willâs expression. He wanted to shake his head, tell Will he was wrong, but Mike felt stuck. He was scared.Â
Taking another step back, Will sighed. He turned back around, and Mike suddenly snapped out of his frozen state. He lurched forward toward Will, trying to grab him before he walked away again. But instead of grabbing Willâs shoulder, Mikeâs hand went right through him. He was thrown off balance and fell forward, catching himself with his hands as he fell against the road. A sharp sting spread across his palms as the skin was peeled back. That feeling, however, came second to the sting that spread through his chest. A cry broke through his lips so sudden and sharp it startled even him.Â
Then, the sudden feeling of a hand on his back caused him to scream. The hand didnât move, though. Shook his shoulder. He blinked, and the empty road in front of him was replaced by the concerned expression of Nancy. He grabbed her forearms, ensuring that she was solid and real. Once he was only somewhat sure of that, he fell forward into her, burying his head in her chest as he continued to cry.Â
âOh, Mike,â she said softly, holding onto him tightly.Â
He flinched as something was slipped over his ears, but his body relaxed slightly when he realized it was a pair of headphones. Music flooded through his head.Â
I would say Iâm sorry
If I thought that it wouldÂ
Change your mindâŠ
I found your Ghosts fics recently and I really adore your series of the ghostbride and Trevor (is it ongoing it by the way? I would so love to see more <3) so I clicked on your profile to come and tell you and imagine my surprise to find YOU'RE THE PROJECT SUNSHINE AUTHOR TOO??? I've been following project sunshine on ao3 for SO LONG dude this is such a crazy crossover for me LMAO
omg hi!! thatâs so funny itâs like universes colliding
tbh Iâve fallen off of ghosts but I did really love writing for it. Iâd probably be down to continue, but I havenât seen the latest season or 2 so I canât promise perfect canon accuracy. however, trevor and the ghost bride are very beloved to me so I may have to revisit them!!
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FIFTY: A PIRATE'S LIFE
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. the quest of el dorado comes to an end and is not the only thing laid to rest. a return to the OBX marks a new beginning for the pogues
a/n. and this concludes season 3! onwards to season 4, where this story will diverge from the canon plot...a lot
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The boat half they had ditched, hidden on the riverbank, was still there after their slow but rushed hike. The twins had kept their dad on his feet for the whole trip, while he focused on the path ahead and kept pressure on his bleeding wound. Any scattered conversation between the group was lost on Lottie. All she could focus on was getting her dad somewhere safer where they could patch him up, then get everyone the hell home. Her body had worked on auto pilot while her mind tried to block out every horrible way their day could end.Â
She felt only a bit of relief when they got their dad into the boat. She dumped out the contents of her bag and started rummaging through the first-aid supplies she had packed. Big Johnâs breathing only grew more labored by the minute. A layer of sweat covered his face, and his hand was completely coated in blood from the gunshot wound that covered it tightly.Â
With the help of Pope, he and Lottie cleaned the still bleeding wound as best as they could before wrapping it. Big John groaned in pain with even the slightest touch, but he stayed still, eyes screwed shut until they were done. There was only so much they could do; he needed a hospital.Â
According to John B. and Sarah, heâd been with the injury for hours. He had lost a lot of blood, more than Lottie wanted to even think about. His skin was cool to the touch and waxy.Â
Her own hands were covered in blood by the time she leaned back with nothing more to fix. She couldnât even find it herself to wipe them off. She just stared at her dad as his expression relaxed just slightly after shifting positions, his head in John B.âs lap.Â
âHey, Dad, youâre all right,â he said quietly. âJust hang in there.âÂ
With his eyes still closed, Big John cracked a small but pained smile. âWe did it, my boy,â he rasped out. He lifted his hand from his side and grasped at the air. âWhereâs Char?âÂ
Lottie leaned forward on her knees and took her dadâs bloodied hand in her own, squeezing it gently. âIâm right here.â Tears had lined her eyes since they started hiking, but she kept herself in check and focused. But she finally let them fall, rolling down her sunburnt cheeks.Â
He turned his head just slightly and peeled open his eyes to look at her. âIâm sorry.âÂ
She was quick to shake her head. âDonât. Donât do that, okay? YouâŠyouâre gonna be fine, and when we get back home, we can start over. For real this time. Hell, m-maybe weâll find another treasure to hunt, huh?âÂ
He weakly squeezed her hand back. âMy girl,â he whispered, lips twitching upwards in a ghost of a smile. âI spent my whole life lookinâ for treasures. Now, I found El Dorado. But I was soâŠso focused on that treasure, I missed the one right in front of me.âÂ
He broke out in a short coughing fit, his body tensing in pain before he relaxed once more. âIt was you, Char. You were my treasure, too. Wish it didnât take me so damn long to see that.âÂ
As he kept his hold on Lottieâs hand, he grabbed John B.âs with his other hand and brought them both to rest on top of his chest. âI wish I had been a better father to both of âya.âÂ
The twins both shook their heads, matching tear streaks down their faces.Â
âI made you two promise me youâd look after each other,â their dad continued, his voice growing weaker. âI need yaâ to keep that promise still, you hear me? You are the best damn kids I couldâve asked for. And IâŠâ he trailed off, sucking in a shuddered breath.Â
John B.âs chin trembled as he said, âYou can tell us when we get home.âÂ
A bag rested at John B.âs side. He reached inside and pulled out a piece of El Dorado, a piece of the treasure they actually found despite all of the odds. And a place that would never be found again, as the explosion they heard earlier was the entrance collapsing, along with Singh and his empire. The gold glittered in the sunlight as John B. placed it on their dadâs chest and placed the manâs hand over it.
âYou did it,â said John.Â
Big John seemed to relax even more, as the pain in his body had subsided. âIâll see you kids at home,â he said in a mere whisper before his eyes slipped shut.Â
Panic squeezed Lottie, tensing her muscles as she leaned over her dad. âNo,â she rushed out, her fingers curling around the fabric of her dadâs shirt. âNo, no, no. Dad, come on. W-Weâre going home!âÂ
There was no movement; his chest had stopped rising and falling, and his hands fell limp around the piece of gold that completed his lifeâs adventure.Â
John B. had tipped forward, his forehead resting against their dadâs as his shoulders shook.Â
Lottie felt her heart crack in the same place it had before when she believed her dad to be dead, but this time it was definite. There was no mystery. No âwhat if?â Their dad was gone, really gone.Â
AÂ sob bubbled up from her throat, loud and heartbroken. A pair of arms wrapped around her, holding her tightly as the world blurred into a fiery sunset reflected over the river as they continued on.Â
Theyâd leave two bodies behind in South America. Near a big, beautiful tree that looked a little similar to the one in the backyard of the Chateau, they carved a headstone for Big John, and Sarah built a cross out of sticks for her dad.Â
For several tearful moments, they stood in silence around the two graves.Â
Lottie had mourned her dad once already. It had been something sad, but bitter too. And that bitterness had settled like a rock in her stomach for months. Mourning him a second time was void of the bitterness, making it only sadder. At the end of it all, he had loved her as any dad should. Maybe he hadnât been good at showing it; maybe he should have tried harder to separate her from her mom in his mind. There were many maybes, but he loved her and John B., and that was what sheâd remember above everything.Â
She wished they had gotten a real second chance to be a family, but it hadnât been in the cards for the three Routledges.Â
However, as Lottie spared a glance at the group of people around her, her friends, she still had a family. Maybe it was an unconventional one, a terribly messy one, but that was her great treasure. And she had no plan of letting anyone take that from her too.Â
18 MONTHS LATER
From down the hall, Lottie heard a voice ask, âHow about this?â before JJ appeared at the doorway. He was dressed in a nice pair of slacks and a leather jacket that still had the tag on it. He looked a little unsure of himself, in a pair of new shoes and socks without holes worn in the heels. His hair was also freshly cut, making him look ridiculously good-looking.Â
Lottie moved to stand in front of him and pulled the tag off his jacket before tossing it into the bin. A smile formed on her lips as she looked him over with a low whistle. âYou clean up nice, Jay.âÂ
He rolled his eyes, but he couldnât conceal the blush that tinted his cheeks. âI donât do âdressed-up,â okay? Be honest with me. Do I look ridiculous?â He stepped around her and looked at himself in the mirror, fiddling with his hair and adjusting his button-down.Â
âYou look so handsome it hurts.â She dramatically placed a hand over her heart and doubled over. âHow will I cope?â He shot her an exasperated look, and she broke out into laughter. âIâm serious! You look great. And if you didnât, you think Sarah would let you out of the house?âÂ
JJ let out a huff but seemed to relax slightly, turning around to rest his lower back against the sink counter. His attention became swept up in her as she finished up her makeup.Â
During their shopping trip for what Pope referred to as ârespectable peopleâ outfits, Lottie had fallen in love with a turquoise dress that stopped just above her knees, and had some with the cutest seashell belt that sat high around her waist. For the day, she had taken off her waterproof watch, but kept the frayed bracelet JJ had given her after beating him in a shotgun contest. It didnât quite match, but she didnât care. The bracelet never came off her wrist, and she fully intended on wearing it until it broke; then she beat him in another shotgun competition and take his other one.Â
Sarah had been able to get back into Tannyhill with Rafe MIA and brought a whole duffle bag full of shoes for the girls to choose. Lottie had claimed a strappy white wedge, and loved them so much sheâd probably try to wear them with any outfit she put on from then onward, even if it looked ridiculous.Â
âYou donât look half bad yourself,â JJ said after a beat, earning an eyebrow raise from Lottie.Â
âYou really know how to charm a girl.âÂ
He smiled and gently grabbed her hips, making her turn away just slightly from the mirror. She still had the mascara wand in her grasp as he kissed her cheek. âYou look beautiful,â he said. âBetter?âÂ
She hummed in response and closed the mascara before she wound her arms around his neck. Still with a grin, he bent down just slightly and pressed a kiss to her pink-glossed lips.Â
Lottie could have stayed just like that forever, but she had forgotten that the bathroom door was still open, inviting interruption.Â
âHey, Lot? Have you seen my-âÂ
Both Lottie and JJ jumped at the sudden intrusion and pulled apart once they spotted John B. slack-jawed in the doorway. He was midway through buttoning up his shirt, but had stopped as his eyes flickered between the two of them, wide and borderline mortified.Â
âWhat the hell is happening?!âÂ
JJ let out a quiet, âOh, man.â He cleared his throat and dropped his hands from Lottieâs waist, holding them up like heâd been caught in the middle of a crime. âI knew there was something we forgot to do.âÂ
With a wince, Lottie turned toward her brother with an innocent expression on her face. âWe can explain-âÂ
âExplain?â John B. shot a look at JJ. âWhy are you kissing my sister, dude?!âÂ
âYeah, about thatâŠâ He pointed to John B. âYour sister.â Then he pointed to himself. âMy girlfriend.âÂ
John B. looked like this brain had short-circuited for a moment. He just stared at them before he nodded slowly. Lottie thought he was going to be cool about it. But then he said, in a calm voice, âIâm going to kill you, JJ.âÂ
JJ laughed. âAh, man. Come onâŠâ he trailed off before bolting straight past John B. and down the hall. John B. let out a string of loud curses as he started chasing after his best friend.Â
With a sigh, Lottie shook her head. She debated following after the two. John B. wouldnât actually kill JJ, but she wasnât exactly sure what heâd do.Â
âYour brother finally found out?â Into the bathroom stepped Sarah, a hint of amusement on her face.Â
Lottie nodded. âI didnât mean to rip the bandage off like that.âÂ
Sarah shrugged, leaning her hip against the doorframe. She had found a pretty satin top in her favorite color, pink, and a matching long skirt. The pair of heels she wore made her stand a little taller than Lottie.Â
âHeâll get over it. Itâs not like you and JJ didnât half act like a couple before you started dating,â said Sarah. âAnd you two havenât exactly been subtle since you started.âÂ
âExactly!â Lottie huffed out. âI honestly thought he had just figured it out. Sometimes I wonder if thereâs anything inside that head of his.â Sarah laughed lightly.Â
More voices sounded from down the hall, followed by the door outside opening and closing. The others mustâve followed the boys' âfightâ outside. Sarah nodded her head toward the hall. âCome on, letâs make sure no one wrinkles their shirt before we shove it in the faces of everyone on the island that weâre real, honest-to-God, treasure hunters.âÂ
After they returned from South America, somber with a backpack full of gold. The Pogues went straight to Mr. Sunn. They told him their insane story of discovering El Dorado and showed him the gold to prove it, as he really was the only person they trusted with that information off the bat. Mr. Sunn nearly passed out, but after his shock passed, he promised to make all of the necessary arrangements with the people he knew and trusted.Â
And eighteen months later, Kildare was hosting a banquet in the Pogues' honor. It sounded ridiculous. Lottie half expected to show up to the empty yard of the islandâs museum, but when they arrived, rows of chairs were filled with everyone from Pope and Kieâs parents to Shoupe. Even Topper and his parents were there, probably against his will, but still. Half of the island had come together for the event.Â
The Pogues, sans Jane, who opted to sit in the front row beside the Carreras, stood side by side as some decorated historian boasted about their findings into a microphone. John B. held onto a framed photograph of their dad, who had been named the leader of the expedition.Â
For the first time, they werenât looked at as some derelict kids with no future. They had done something deemed impossible. All of their hurt and screw-ups and trouble hadnât been for nothing.Â
Denmark Tannyâs legacy was amplified, his whole history and not just the sanitized version of it. Mr. Sunn helped curate a much larger and more accurate display at the museum. The Limberys could shield themselves with all of the money they wanted, but they wouldnât be able to hide their history and what their family had done. It was on display for all to see. And while the devastation of the cross being melted still weighed heavy on Pope, Lottie could see the glint of satisfaction in his eyes as the true story of Denmark got pulled out from under the rug used to bury it.Â
The Pogues had donated the Gnomon and one hunk of gold to the museum too. It would be displayed alongside their names and a photograph, making their own mark in history.Â
Lottie didnât want to jinx it, but it did finally seem like things were on the up and up for them, finally, after so much hurt and heartbreak.Â
After the speech and their recognition, the Pogues gathered around one of the tables set up to eat some of the finger food that had been catered. Lottie enjoyed a cold glass of lemonade as she listened to Kie and Janeâs tale of their latest turtle-saving adventure.Â
John B. and Sarah were the last ones in the line to get food out of the group, and as they started to make their way to the Pogues, they were stopped by an older man dressed in a fancy suit and seemingly unbothered by the humidity outside.Â
Pope nodded his head toward them, drawing everyoneâs attention. Worldlessly, they all abandoned the table and joined John B. and Sarah, curious and weary of the man. Â
âCan we help you?â asked Sarah, holding a plate of mini sandwiches.Â
âYes,â the man replied. âI wanted to tell you all that itâs remarkable what you did. The Royal Merchant. El Dorado. Denmark Tanny. You have a very impressive resume. And I was wondering if you would all be so kind as to look at an item of mine.â He took a couple of steps to the nearest empty table and set his briefcase on it.Â
âWhat kind of item?â questioned Cleo.Â
âItâs a manuscript. I would investigate it myself, but Iâm too long in the tooth. I need partners, and you all were first on my list.âÂ
Lottie couldnât hide her surprise.Â
âMay I?â The man nodded and placed an old, weathered book in Popeâs outstretched hand. He opened the book to the first page. â1718. Geez, this thing is old.âÂ
Over his shoulder, Jane studied the book with furrowed brows. â1718. Why does that year ring a bell?â she muttered, seemingly to herself.Â
Beside her, JJ shot her a look. âBig year for you?âÂ
She rolled her eyes and thought for another moment before a small gasp felt her lips. âWait. Isnât that the year Captain Blackbeard died? And if Iâm not mistaken, I think it was right off the coast here, right?â she said, looking to the man.Â
The Pogues all stared at her. They were used to Popeâs deep well of knowledge that sometimes caused him to spout off facts that none of them would have remembered in a million years, but Janeâs comment was somehow even more obscure. How the hell did she know the death date of some captain?Â
The man seemed impressed with Janeâs knowledge. His lips quirked up in a reserved smile. âPrecisely. Do you know his real name?âÂ
Jane thought for another moment, her lips pressed in a thin line before she said, âAh! Edward TâŠT-something.âÂ
âTeach,â said the man with a nod.Â
As they spoke, Pope started to carefully flip through the pages of the book. Over his other shoulder, John B.âs eyes scanned the pages. âThis is a captainâs log. It has the exact position of the ship.âÂ
Janeâs eyes widened. âNo fucking way.âÂ
The man chuckled. âItâs the exact location where his ship sailed and where it stopped.âÂ
The Pogues exchanged glances, something glittering in all of their eyes. Eighteen months was the longest they had gone in a long time of normalcy. But there was an itch under the skin that none of them admitted to. It seemed as if adventure sought them out.Â
Lottie could hear her dadâs voice in her ear, telling them all to go for it: all in. Now or neverâŠ

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BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: A CROSSROADS
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. after landing in south america, the quest for el dorado and big john is on
a/n. one for chapter of season 3!
word count 4.1k || masterlist
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After they landed, Mike broke the news that it was a couple-hour bus ride to Tres Rocas, where they needed to go. That was less than ideal, but it was better than being stuck back home with no ride, so they had to take what they could get.Â
On their bus ride, the four met a local who chatted with them throughout the bumpy ride. He had heard tales of the trail to El Dorado, and his directions matched almost exactly with what Neville had told them, which told Lottie that they were probably on the right track.Â
The man also told them that he, along with many others, believed El Dorado was cursed because almost everyone who went hunting for it was never seen again. That wasnât as helpful. JJ seemed to be the only one of the four who brushed it off with a laugh, not believing in such things. Kie looked about as unsure as Lottie felt, and Jane wore her confusion brightly on her face.Â
After they arrived in Tres Rocas, the bus had been parked for no longer than thirty seconds before, in very typical Pogue fashion, Lottie spotted Pope and Cleo sprinting down the street they were parked beside like they were in trouble.Â
JJ leaned out the side of the window-less bus and waved them down.Â
The two stopped dead in their tracks at the four of them halfway hanging out the window, like they hadnât actually expected them to find a ride.Â
"Well, Iâll be damned,â muttered Cleo. Her eyes fell onto Jane, who looked lost but followed suit in waving to the two people who were strangers to her. âYou brought a friend?âÂ
Jane smiled. âHey, Iâm Jane. Kiaraâs former bunkmate. Well, kind of. Does it count if you never actually slept in the bunk?â Kie shrugged but didnât have the chance to say anything before a stressed-out Pope looked over his shoulder.Â
âWe gotta go!â he shouted.Â
Cleo nodded. âStart runninâ!â The two then took off and rounded the bus to the other side, where they used it to hide behind as vehicles turned down the road in pursuit of something- them, Lottie quickly pieced together.Â
She groaned and threw her head back. âAlready?! We just got here!â They scrambled to gather their sparse belongings and hurried off the bus to where Pope and Cleo were.
âThose are Singhâs men,â Pope quickly explained. âThey knew weâre here, so we need a plan, and fast.âÂ
The Jeepâs Singhâs men were parked across the street from the bus and started to get out, large guns slung over their shoulders as they looked on the hunt.Â
Lottie looked around for somewhere to hide and locked her gaze on a collection of roadside fruit stands a couple of feet away. She took off toward them and beckoned the group to follow. There was just enough room behind the stands and the wall for all of them to crouch and stay out of sight.Â
They could hear the men question everyone they could get their hands on, practically interrogating the people who had been on the bus with them. By some miracle, no one had ratted them out. Lottie didnât know if it was because they didnât pay enough attention to the four clearly out-of-place Americans, or maybe they could smell the trouble on Singhâs men and thought it was best not to say too much.Â
The men had gotten close but didnât spot them. It wasnât long before they decided to move on and continue their hunt elsewhere. The group waited for the sound of their vehicles to fill the air. Pope slowly lifted his head and let out a sigh of relief after he told them the coast was clear.Â
Cleo clicked her tongue, resting against the wall. âWelcome to South America.âÂ
On the other side of Kie, Jane wiped a hand down the length of her face, her eyes blown wide. âWhen you said we were running away to South America, I was thinking more fun vacation and less, uh, trouble?âÂ
Kie winced and shot the girl an apologetic look. âI probably should have explained everything a little bit better.âÂ
Any normal person would have been angry, upset, or somewhere in between that they werenât told exactly what they were getting into by joining the Pogues. But Jane didnât exactly seem like your typical girl. She willingly snuck out of Kitty Hawk with a group of strangers and jumped aboard a weird dudeâs plane with little hesitation. And she hardly seemed that disturbed that they were actively being hunted down by brawny men with guns.Â
Jane just shrugged her shoulders. âItâs cool. Beats talking to my therapist and doing yard work.âÂ
Pope furrowed his brows at her. âDoes it?âÂ
âHey!â JJ said sharply, earning everyoneâs attention. âWe gotta move out, like, now. Mike said if we needed it, he knows a guy with a boat.âÂ
The group stood up and moved out from behind the fruit stands. Lottie looked up and down the street. âWhat about my brother and Sarah?âÂ
âIf Singhâs men went after the two of us, they know John B. and Sarah are here too. They probably dipped out of here to find Jose, the dude with the riverboat. We told each other if we get split up, just follow the direction from Neville, and weâll all find our way back together,â said Pope.Â
Lottie hated it when they all split up, but it was partially her fault. They had gotten there late because of their rescue mission. If they agreed to follow the plan and find each other again along the way, then Lottie would honor that. They all were after the same thing: Big John and El Dorado.Â
After Mike loaded up his plane, he met them at Tres Rocas. He texted JJ to meet him at this old shack near the river, with boarded-up windows and an overgrown yard. The place looked abandoned, but they didnât venture inside it. Instead, Mike led them down a worn path to the river. On the shore was a boat, fixed with tarps to keep the harsh sun at bay and a little worse for wear. The boat was nothing pretty, but Mike assured them it was full of gas and would get them to El Tesoro.Â
Unfortunately, they didnât have the guide Jose, who knew exactly where he was going. All they had was some loose map drawn by the guy Mike knew and their blind faith that they could bullshit their way through just about anything.Â
âThanks,â Pope said to Mike before he stepped in the boat first. Cleo, Kie, and Jane followed suit.Â
âDonât thank me; Iâd start praying if I were you guys,â Mike said with a shake of his head before his gaze fell onto the blond. âJJ?âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âYou owe me. Times ten.âÂ
JJ gave him a curt nod before he motioned for Lottie to get into the boat so he could push it offshore before joining them. Once they were all in and on the water, they began their journey down the river.Â
JJ steered, seated beside the engine with an expression fixed in determination with a small hint of worry. His debt to Mike had grown exceptionally. If they didnât find El Dorado and bring back some gold, Lottie didnât know what would happen. Theyâd be found out the second they returned to the island.Â
But that was a worry for another time. First, they needed to find Big John and pry him from the hands of Singh.Â
Lottie fixed her gaze out ahead of them, taking in the thick walls of greenery on both sides of the river. Bugs hummed, and animals somewhere in the jungle howled. Overhead, birds of bright colors flew and listened to their own singing from the treetops. If they had been there under a less stressful situation, Lottie would have found it peaceful. Instead, the hot and humid air on her skin made her uncomfortable, and her chest carried an unforgiving tightness.Â
âSo, Jane, right?â Cleo spoke, cutting through the silence that had fallen between the group. The girl nodded, seated across from Cleo and toying with the tied bracelets around her wrist. âWhyâd you want to tag along here?âÂ
âOh, um, well, I didnât really know what we were doing or why. But I wanted to get the hell out of Kitty Hawk and probably wouldnât have gotten another chance until my aunt stopped by to see if Iâd stopped being such a, in her words, âpain in her ass,ââ she said. âWhich is funny because she also calls me unmotivated and lacking ambition. I donât know how I can be both, but whatever. All I know is, itâll be a lot harder to call me lazy when she finds out I ran away with a girl I just met and her friends. Sheâll probably kill me, but thatâs only if I go back to her stupid house with her stupid cat.âÂ
Jane hardly took a breath the whole second half of her story. She finished and slumped down in her seat before she looked at everyone staring at her. A sheepish smile graced her lips. âSorry.âÂ
With a shake of her head, Lottie said, âYou know, if we make it out of here in one piece, we can crown you an official Pogue, and you can hang with us if you donât want to go back to your auntâs.â She wasnât one to invite just anyone into their tight-knit circle, but it had worked out great with Cleo, even if she had sort of been dragged into their issues then stranded on an island with them.Â
âWhatâs a Pogue?âÂ
âA friend,â Kie said. âAnd Lotâs right. If you donât mind slumming it with us, we donât mind the extra company.âÂ
Pope added, âI promise we donât always do shit like this.âÂ
âDonât believe him. Weâve become real treasure hunters lately,â said JJ.Â
A scoff sounded from Cleo. âSome sorry ass treasure hunters who canât hang on to any of the shit they find. But sure, Rude Boy, weâre treasure hunters.âÂ
âThatâs not our fault!â JJ argued.Â
Jane looked between the group thoughtfully, lips pursed slightly. âWhen I was little, I did seriously consider a career as a pirate,â she said, in what sounded like full seriousness. âSo, Iâm down.âÂ
They all laughed, their numbers growing in size as they continued to pick wayward teenagers along the way. If only they had somewhere to go back to when they returned to the Outer Banks.Â
With the map from Mike and Pope's beautiful brain and Cleoâs sense of direction, they came upon El Tesoro. However, from a good distance away, they already spotted Singhâs men, who had to be waiting for them to show up. Before they could be spotted on the river, they parked the boat up on the bank, shielded by the thick of overhanging branches, and crept their way through the jungle until they reached the wooden dock, a handful of men, and a shed.Â
They were able to sneak into the shed from the opposite side of where the men were lounging, not paying a whole lot of attention. Singh didnât leave behind his most alert men; he probably took them with him and Big John to ensure there were no surprises. That was good for the Pogues, though.Â
Pope and Cleo had stolen some firecrackers from Tres Rocas that some kids had left unattended, and JJ always carried a lighter on him. From Janeâs backpack, they used a piece of paper and a pen to write a note to the men, warning them about how theyâd have five seconds after the first âgunshotâ before things got nasty. Inside the shed were fishing poles and other miscellaneous supplies. They hooked the letter and cast it out to the closest man seconds before the boys started lighting the explosives.Â
It worked like a charm. The loud bangs of the firecrackers tricked Singhâs men into thinking they were being ambushed, and they were quick to bail. They retreated into their boat and hurried away without much issue.Â
Once the immediate threat of Singhâs men was gone, the Pogues scrounged around for any supplies they could steal, then started on foot through the jungle, following the vague directions Neville had told John B., JJ, and Lottie back on his houseboat. They were also following the hope that Sarah and John B. had already been there and were ahead of them on the journey, and the hope that they at least knew where Big John and Singh were, if they hadnât found them already.Â
Mike had been kind enough to arm them each with a machete, which came in handy to fight against the greenery, but also in case they encountered trouble along the way too. JJ was enjoying himself, whacking through the thick vegetation and saying how he felt like Indiana Jones.Â
After they were walking for a bit, Pope had spotted footprints in the dirt, which brightened their hope of finding either John B. and Sarah, or Singh and Big John. Lottie doubted many people were trekking through there for a leisurely stroll, so it had to lead them somewhere. Pope and Cleo led the way, following the prints.Â
As much as Lottie hated running, she quickly realized she also hated hiking. When they found themselves in breaks between the tree cover, the hot sun set her skin ablaze, and her worn-out sneakers rubbed against her heels. She gritted her teeth and focused on the path ahead, trying to avoid the swing of JJâs machete.Â
âYou doing okay, Lot?â JJ asked, pausing to turn around after he climbed a steep, small incline. He held out his hand for her, and she accepted it gratefully, letting him help her up.Â
âNever take me on a date hiking,â she muttered, keeping hold of his hand for a couple of seconds longer, even though both his and her palms were sweaty.Â
JJ chuckled lightly. âNoted. No marathons and no hiking.â He gave her hand a squeeze before letting go and continuing to clear a path through the greenery.Â
After another mile or two, the group all caught up with each other and stopped in a grassy field for a quick break. Pope had snagged him and Cleo two water bottles before they were chased by Singhâs men. They were borderline hot by that point, but no one cared as they passed them around. Lottie wiped the sweat from her forehead and fixed her ponytail into a bun to keep her hair off of her neck.Â
Once they all had a bit of water in them and caught their breath, they continued on following the vague path of footprints not yet erased by the abundance of nature surrounding them.Â
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JJ had lost track of how long theyâd been hiking for. Why couldnât El Dorado have been somewhere a little colder? Or somewhere easier to trek through? He knew that was the point; treasure wasnât supposed to be easy to find, and neither were treasure hunters, apparently.Â
He paused for one second to ease the start of an ache in his legs, but was startled half out of his mind when the sound of an explosion tore through the air. He cursed loudly before his gaze went upwards, where birds fled from their perch on the high branches with loud squawks.Â
âI think it came from over there!â shouted Pope, not waiting for anyoneâs reply before he took off toward the noise.Â
Beside Kie, Janeâs face scrunched up. âAre we sure following the sound of a bomb going off is a smart move?âÂ
Lottie shook her head. âNothing we do is a smart move.âÂ
So, they headed right toward the sound. It wasnât long before familiar voices waded through the air. JJ let out a breath the second he heard John B. and Sarah up somewhere through the trees.Â
Then, a third voice sounded.Â
âThey found him,â Lottie rushed out as she started to pick up her pace. They could see John B. and Sarah not too far ahead, with their back to them. JJ heard what Lottie had too: the voice of her dad. He couldnât quite make out what they were saying, but he was the first to hear the fourth voice in the conversation.Â
âWait,â JJ said, grabbing Lottieâs hand to stop her before she broke through the surrounding plants to where her bother dad, and Sarah were. The Pogues stopped at JJâs words too. âIs thatâŠâÂ
A long simmering anger appeared on Popeâs face as he finished JJâs sentence. âWard.âÂ
The group crept forward and found a fallen tree trunk close enough to the others to hear what they were saying and large enough to keep them hidden. They needed to figure out what kind of situation they were entering before they jumped in. That usually wasnât JJâs forte, but he knew that Ward was bad news.Â
JJ spotted Big John seated on a rock, but most of his figure was blocked by John B., and Sarah stood close by. Her attention was fixed on her dad, who stood opposite the three of them with a gun in his grasp, aimed at the two Routledges. JJ assumed Ward wanted to shoot Big John, not John B., but the latter wouldnât have been a shock. Yet, JJ wasnât sure if Ward would shoot John B., knowing it would be the final line in the sand Sarah drew, keeping her forever beyond resentful of her dad.Â
âNo,â Lottie whispered. She reached behind her and grabbed the handle of the machete sticking out of the top.Â
JJ already had his knife in his hands. He glanced at the other Pogues, and honorary Pogue, Jane. âAll in?âÂ
They all situated their gifted machetes in their grasps before nodding.Â
JJ whispered a countdown, and once he hit one, all six of them raced out from their hiding spot, yelling. All of the attention fell onto them as they surrounded Ward with their knives raised.Â
Lottie pointed her weapon at Ward. âDrop the gun!â she shouted.Â
While JJ had felt bad for Sarah, back when they thought they had watched Ward blow himself up on his boat, he wished the man would have done it for real. He kept being the largest pain in their ass, constantly standing between them and something good almost within reach.Â
Ward didnât budge, but he looked wildly surprised to see them. His eyes were blown wide, and the look on his face made it easy to see that he didnât know what to do next.Â
âYouâre outnumbered, Ward,â said JJ.Â
The man changed his aim, moving back and forth between the group frantically. He wasnât expecting an ambush.Â
âWhat?â Pope called out. âAre you gonna shoot all of us?âÂ
âIf youâre gonna shoot anyone,â Big John said, his voice loud to draw Wardâs attention. JJ took his eyes off Ward for just a second. Big John was holding his hand against his side, the fabric underneath stained red; he was hurt already. JJ wondered if it had been Ward or Singhâs doing. âShoot me.âÂ
John B. shifted more in front of his dad and took a step toward Ward. His jaw was hardest, and anger flared in his eyes. He took another step. Then another, making JJ inch to knock his friend out of the way and take his face, but he was worried any movement too sudden would cause Ward to pull down on the trigger his finger hovered over. John B. didnât stop until he was only a foot or two away from Ward and the gun.Â
âOr me,â he challenged.Â
From the corner of his eye, he saw Lottie run forward. She moved too fast for him to realize what was happening. His fingers just missed her shoulder, wanting to pull her back beside him. As he stumbled forward, Lottie had already slotted herself between Ward and her brother, chest heaving and hands shaking as one gripped the machete and the other curled into a fist at her side.Â
JJ felt another wave of panic surge through him. He felt like that any time any of his friends were in danger, but with Lottie, it was tenfold. Blood rushed in his ears and his chest constricted. He wanted to do something; he needed to do something, but he was rooted in place, watching the scene play out on high alert.Â
âYouâre not shooting any of us,â Lottie said lowly. âHavenât you done enough?âÂ
At Lottieâs side, Sarah appeared. Her eyes were lined with tears, but she too looked angry. âStop it,â she said coldly. If there was anyone who could make Ward pause, it was her.Â
There were several, impossibly tense, seconds where nothing happened. The Pogues all stayed with their machetes tightly in their grip, itching to take Ward down. Wardâs finger backed away from the trigger, but he didnât lower the gun, still aimed at Lottieâs chest. His gaze, however, had moved onto Sarah.Â
He knew the second he pulled the trigger, it was over for him. But one shot was all it would take for him to kill any one of them. That couldnât happen.Â
âI know you,â Sarah then continued. âYou forget that I know you.â Slowly, she reached up and grasped her dadâs wrist. He let her take the gun from his grasp, and she passed it off behind her back to John B.Â
Tears shone in Wardâs eyes too as he quietly cried out, âIâŠI canâtâŠâÂ
âI can.âÂ
JJâs eyes snapped onto a man who had slipped out from the jungle directly behind Big John. He had a gun in his grasp with the tip against the manâs head. John B. was quick to aim Wardâs gun at Singhâs man.Â
âDrop it,â the man said coldly.Â
âEasy, bud,â Big John rasped out. âYour boss is dead. You got no reason to do this.âÂ
âI can think of a few reasons.â His gaze hardened before he shouted at John B. to drop his weapon once more.Â
John B. slowly raised both of his hands and let the gun fall to the dirt. Singhâs man stepped around Big John and picked up the other gun, pocketing it so none of them got any bright ideas. To be fair, JJ was about five seconds away from diving for the gun on the ground to replace his machete. The knife was nice, but not against a gun.Â
âThought youâd get away with the gold, eh?â said the man. He eyed the group, his gun slowly passing by all of them. âMy mate back there is dead.â His gaze zeroed in on Sarah, and it didnât leave her.Â
JJâs pulse hammered, and his mind spun. No Pogue was dying that day. He just needed a plan. He needed to think. He needed to-Â
However, before he could even let out a breath, Ward was yelling and charging at the man. Gunshots rang out, and blood was quick to seep through the fabric of Wardâs shirt, but it didnât stop him. He ran right at the man and tackled him. They rolled right beside a steep drop-off. Maybe Ward knew that, or maybe it was just a kind of fucked up luck. As the man regained his footing, so did Ward. With one final yell, he tackled the man for the second time, sending both of them right over the edge of the drop-off.Â
A heavy silence filled the air, and no one moved for a moment, unsure if what just happened was even real. It was Sarah who shook out of her shock first. Tears streamed down her flushed cheeks as she peered over the edge. Everyone else followed suit.Â
JJ stared at the two bodies sprawled out at the bottom, dead. He felt both nauseous and relieved, just as he had when he thought Ward blew himself up. But that time there was a body and no chance of him finding a way to cheat death. No, Ward Cameron was dead for good that time.Â
A horrible sob tore through the air from the lips of Sarah. John B. wrapped her up in his arms, his expression a cloud of different emotions. JJ imagined he felt the same conflicting thoughts spiral around his mind, only probably ten times worse than whatever JJ felt. Ward had tried to kill him and his dad. Ward had him framed for murder and nearly put him on death row. Ward had caused all of them so much grief it was dizzying.Â
Ward did a lot of awful things, but he died saving Sarah. JJ supposed they had to give him the smallest amount of credit for that.Â
âJohn B., Lot!â Pope shouted, drawing everyoneâs attention. He was at Big Johnâs side, who had his head tipped back and face scrunched up in pain as he pressed against the injury at his side. Up close, JJ could see how much blood covered the manâs hand and soaked through his shirt, and that was just around the wound.Â
The twins were quick to their dadâs side. They helped him to his feet, earning a pained groan.Â
âWe gotta get him out of here,â said John.Â
Lottieâs face only grew in worry, twisted up like she could feel her dadâs pain. âWhat happened?âÂ
âSingh shot him.âÂ
JJ and the rest of the Pogues quickly gathered the bags and belongings strewn across the ground before they trailed after the Routledges, everyone eager to get the hell back home.Â
PROJECT SUNSHINE â CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX: BOYS DONâT CRY
summary: steve harrington x lab!oc. series rewrite-ish | read on Ao3
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 4k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. season 5 will stray the furthest from canon events!
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The Crawl started later than usual.Â
Sunshine sat in the basement of the radio station with a babbling Anne on her thigh as she listened alongside Joyce for Hopperâs confirmation that he had made it safely into the Upside Down. They both had their attention fixed on the radio on the table, but Joyce was too anxious to sit in the empty seat behind her.Â
Steve, Dustin, and Jonathan took the stationâs van to track Hopper on their side as he moved through the Upside Down.Â
The rest of the party, along with Kali and Eddie, gathered around the whiteboard. The kids quietly chatted amongst themselves and got ready to note anything odd Hopper reported back.Â
Sunshine turned her attention onto the kids, feeling the lingering tension between them following Luke, El, and Willâs trip into the Void and their encounter with Vecna. Will had taken a similar posture to Luke; his body curled into itself as if he was scared of anyone venturing too close.Â
After his possession, they believed Willâs ties to the Mind Flayer had been severed. That, however, proved to be untrue the following summer when Will felt its presence regain strength as the Gate was reopened. Then, after their battle against the solid form of the Mind Flayer at Starcourt, they hoped the monster was done and gone for good. But nothing could ever be that simple, not for them, at least. A piece of the Mind Flayer had infected Henry Creel long before it got its hands on Will. That piece of the Mind Flayer was very much alive inside of the man-turned monster, and a piece of it still lingered inside of Will too. It was those two pieces that connected Will to Vecna, both of them having been infected by it.Â
Mike called what happened to Will inside the Void âhijacking.â Willâs mind had been momentarily hijacked by Vecna, allowing the monster to control him. Why Vecna used Will to go after Luke specifically, no one was sure of. El had more history with both the Mind Flayer and Henry, but Luke had posited that it was because El was the harder target. If Vecna had been recovering after their fight over a year ago, that would make sense.Â
Will was clearly terrified of getting hijacked outside of the Void and hurting someone else. He was so gentle, too kind for all that heâd been through. The weight of hurting Luke was heavy on his shoulders. Yet, his friends kept him from crumbling. They showed through their actions that they werenât scared of Will. They wanted to help him. They needed to. Finding Vecna before he found them again was the only way they knew how to do that.Â
But the monster, even after finally showing his face after over a year, was still elusive. They hoped that Crawl would bring them closer, but it was so uncertain; everything was so uncertain.Â
âThe Old Man is en route!â said Robin over the radio. She and Tamera were on lookout duty that night, a task usually done by Lucas and Mike, but the two wanted to stay close to Will that night, so the girls volunteered for the job. They watched from the top of the church's bell tower, which gave the perfect view into the military base, for Hopper to sneak into one of the cargo trucks for a ride into the Upside Down.Â
Over Sunshineâs shoulder, Nancy tapped her foot against the concrete floor repeatedly as her eyes were glued to her watch. She knew, down to the second, the amount of time it took for one of the cargo trucks to pass through the Gate hidden behind the walls of the base, and to travel the route to what they recently figured out was to the Upside Down base. Hopper would jump out of the truck not long after passing through the Gate and trek to the section he was set to search during that Crawl.Â
According to the information that Murray was able to, somehow, get his hands on, the delivery of supplies would take an hour. That gave Hopper just enough time to search the next square on their map for any sign of Vecna.Â
A couple of minutes passed before Dustinâs voice sounded from the radio.Â
âWe got him. Headed west now. Over.âÂ
Everyone let out a collective breath of relief. Sunshine glanced down at Anne, whose gaze flickered around the room in curiosity.Â
âNow we wait,â Nancy said more to herself than anyone. She pulled up a chair on the other side of Sunshine and sat, drawing Anneâs attention. Nancy greeted her with a small smile and wave. âSomeoneâs up late.âÂ
Sunshine sighed. âSomeone doesnât like to be left out of all the excitement.â Anne refused to sleep when the basement was full of people. It was like she knew something was going on and she didnât want to miss out. Even when Sunshine or anyone tried to get her to go to sleep upstairs, in the dark and quiet, Anne fussed until she was back in the action. Sunshine supposed it was a good thing she liked being around people, but she could see the little girl fighting off sleep with each passing minute.Â
âHolly used to be like that,â Nancy said. âShe still can be, sometimes.â A small frown formed on her lips, and she shook her head. âI thought all of this would be over before she was old enough to ask questions about what is wrong with this place.âÂ
Sunshine shifted in her seat, facing Nancy. âSheâs asking questions?âÂ
âHow could she now?â Nancy replied, a humorless laugh punctuating her sentence. âShe rides her bike to school every morning with Will and Mike, past a military base where the library used to be. She asked to go to our auntâs house on Lake Michigan for her birthday this year, but our mom had to explain why we arenât allowed to leave town yet.â She paused and lowered her voice so only Sunshine could hear her. âHer room is between Mikeâs and mine. How do you explain to your little sister why you and your brother wake up screaming sometimes?âÂ
Sunshineâs heart ached as she took in the sadness in her friendâs face. Using her free hand, not holding Anne, and grasped Nancyâs and squeezed it in what little reassurance she could offer. âYou canât,â she said. âBut youâre doing everything you can to protect her so she doesnât do the same. Thatâs something, Nancy.âÂ
With a tired sigh, Nancy leaned sideways into Sunshine, resting her head on the girlâs shoulder. âI wish I could have protected Mike from it.âÂ
âYouâre trying to keep him safe now. Youâve been trying since this whole thing started.âÂ
âIt wasnât enough.âÂ
Sunshine rested her head against Nancyâs. âIt has to be,â she said. âItâs hard protecting the people we love, especially when they want to protect you and their friends just as badly.âÂ
Nancy just hummed in response. There wasnât much else to say. They all were in an impossible space, trying so hard to save the people they loved, with no real guarantee itâll work.Â
âShit!â A loud hiss startled Sunshine upright. From across the room, Leia nearly tripped over her shoes as she moved toward the desk. A box of tissues sat on the corner, and Leia hastily grabbed a handful. A small drop of blood stained the front of her white shirt.Â
âAre you okay?â Sunshine asked her sister. Leia nodded as she pressed the tissue against her nose.Â
âDid you just use your powers?â asked Nancy.Â
Leia hesitated before she nodded again. âMike, uh, startled me. I slipped for a second.âÂ
âSlippedâ, as in lost brief control of her abilities. But Sunshine hadnât noticed the lights flicker or the radio crackle with static, which was often a result of Leia using her abilities, accidentally or intentionally. Maybe Sunshine just missed it.Â
Wiping the last bit of blood from her nose, Leia tossed the tissue into the waste basket and hurried back to the kids without another word.Â
Sunshineâs attention was pulled onto Anne as she let out a whinny cry. âWell, if you didnât fight sleep so hard, we wouldnât be crying, now, would we?â she said as she stood up from her seat and headed upstairs with the hope of finally getting Anne to sleep for the night.Â
The Crawl had been a success in terms of a smooth entrance and exit for Hopper, but he cleared another square of their map without finding anything.Â
About halfway through the Crawl, Sunshine got Anne to fall asleep and eventually returned her to her crib after the basement cleared out.Â
Steve stayed behind after returning, and he and Sunshine enjoyed a rare moment alone on the rooftop.Â
The night had long settled in, and the chill of fall was making itself at home. Sunshine had changed into a set of pajamas that Steve had brought from her house. Her mom had packed her a bag, complete with a container of cookies and another letter. Theyâd been exchanging letters since Sunshineâs return, which mostly consisted of her reassuring her parents that she was alright.Â
The soft t-shirt she wore didnât exactly protect her from the dropping temperatures, but she was too comfortable with her head resting in Steveâs lap to get up. An involuntary shiver ran through her, which he noticed immediately; Steve had been keeping a close eye on her since she returned. He shrugged off his zip-up and placed it over her like a blanket.Â
She gazed up at him, his hair gently getting messy by the breeze and his features more relaxed than usual. âNow youâre going to be cold,â she said.Â
He shook his head, lifting his chin to the starry sky like he was taking in the cool weather happily. âNah. Iâm not the one shivering.âÂ
The scene felt normal. So normal that Sunshine almost felt like she hadnât been gone. It was in moments like that one where she could almost forget. But then she became very aware that she couldnât feel the tickle of hair on the back of her neck, and phantom pain crept through her bones. The memories were like greedy hands, eager to take hold of her and drag her right back under water.Â
A soft sigh fell from her lips before she could stop it.Â
âWhatâs on your mind, my Sunshine?â asked Steve, his voice impossibly soft. She wanted to melt into him.Â
âI just wish I felt more like myself. I think I could do more if I did.âÂ
Steve brought his hand to the side of her face, holding her with a gentle touch. âYou donât need to do any more than you already are,â he said. âNo one expects more from you.âÂ
âI know. But I do.âÂ
He was quiet for a moment; his face pinched in deep thought. He moved his hand from her face and patted her shoulder, prompting her to sit up. Sunshine watched him with a curious gaze as he grabbed a bag of candy they had brought to the roof to snack on. He pulled off the zip tie that kept the bag closed, and with a look of intense concentration, he twisted it into a loop before he held it up.Â
âWhatâs that?âÂ
âA promise,â he said simply. âAfter this is all over, and thereâs no more evil governments after us or mind-screwing monsters, you, Sunshine, will never feel like the whole world is on your shoulders. Thatâs my promise to you.âÂ
Tears welled up in her golden eyes. She wasnât sure that was really something he could promise, but the sincerity on his face and in his voice gave her no choice but to believe him. She chuckled wetly as she gazed at him with all the love in her heart.Â
âThatâs a big promise.âÂ
âYeah, well, if thereâs anyone who deserves a big promise, itâs you.â He shrugged, like what he was saying was so casual, so easy. âYou have me, Sunshine. Forever. If you want me.âÂ
Sunshine was quick to throw her arms around him, and he wasted no time embracing her back. He held her with both a gentleness and a fierceness, like he wasnât going to let someone take her again. Sunshine felt safe with him; she always had, even in the most dire of situations. And he saw her, really saw her, not as some marvel of science, but a marvel of a girl who loved him.Â
âI want you forever, Steve,â she whispered into his shoulder.Â
âWhew,â he breathed out before he laughed, almost nervously.Â
He leaned back with a smile that was contagious. With the zip tie still pinched between his fingers, he held it out to her. âWhat do you say? If the world doesnât end here soon, want to marry me?âÂ
Sunshine couldnât help the laugh that bubbled past her lips, something so young and sweet. They really were just two kids, nearing the end of the teenage years with far too much baggage. And while Sunshine had spent most of her childhood not feeling like a kid, with Steve, it came back to her. Around him, she was that little girl running wild and free, not scared of what lurked in the woods or hid in the treetops. No, with him, she was the little girl who climbed the branches toward the sky and picked wildflowers. She wanted to feel like that forever, and with him, she would.Â
âOf course I do.âÂ
He beamed brighter than the moon overhead and slipped the zip tie ring onto her left handâs ring finger. It was an odd shape and silly; it was perfect.Â
âIf my mom knew I just proposed to you with a zip tie, sheâd kill me,â he joked. âI promise, Iâll find you a real ring, something almost as pretty as you.â He leaned forward, still holding her hand, and pressed a kiss to her nose.Â
With a shake of her head, Sunshine grasped the sides of his face and kissed his lips under the twinkle of stars that seemed to push their way out from behind the cloud cover just for them.Â
Sunshine could have fallen asleep on the roof, lying with her head on Steveâs chest and his hand tracing patterns on her back. The rhythmic thump of his heart lulled her eyes to a close, but as the early hours of the morning neared, they knew they needed to get some actual sleep somewhere a little more comfortable.Â
They stood to their feet and readied to head back inside. The night had grown even colder. Sunshine had slipped her arms into Steveâs zip-up and went to keep her hands warm in the pockets, but she touched something inside the right pocket.Â
She pulled out what she thought was just a piece of trash, a crumpled-up napkin. But before she could shove it back into the pocket, she noticed smudges of red that stained the napkin.Â
Steve paused at the door to the roof and made a face when he saw what she was looking at. âOh, gross. Sorry,â he said. âDustinâs nose started bleeding on our Crawl tonight, and I knew if I left the trash behind, Iâd get an earful from Robin. I meant to throw that away.âÂ
âDustin got a bloody nose?â Sunshine said, unable to hide the rush of panic from flooding her face.Â
âHe said itâs from when those assholes roughed him, Lucas, and Mike up,â Steve said, attempting to ease her growing worry.Â
She glanced back down at the napkin dotted with blood. âHeâs sure?âÂ
Steve nodded. âHe sounded pretty sure, yeah.â He held out his hand, and she passed off the napkin. âDonât worry, Iâm keepinâ an eye on him. I promise."Â
With a nod, she followed him back inside the radio station.Â
[...]
Mike tried not to roll his eyes as he lifted a full bag of garbage from the trashcan, but it was a reflex he couldnât help. His dad made some dry comment about him finally helping out around the house. The chores around the house had doubled since the Byers started crashing with them, but Mike didnât mind that part. What he hated was how his dad liked to act like he did nothing to help because he forgot to take the trash out a couple times. God forbid it slipped his mind between school and trying to stop some fucking monster from ending their world.Â
If the Byers werenât there, Mike probably would have shot back with some shitty comment that got him sent to his room, or one of those looks from his mom that made his stomach hurt with guilt. But Joyce was helping Karen wash dishes, and both women were actually smiling as they chatted. Jonathan was teasing Nancy about her choice of movie that she had picked out from their subpar collection, and they both looked a little less tense than they had in a while. And Will was pretty enthusiastically helping Holly draw her very own D&D character.Â
Mike had coined the name for her character one night when he and Will were doing homework downstairs, and Holly came down to annoy them. Instead of telling her to get out, Will started asking her about school, which led to Holly excitedly talking about some made-up game her and her friends played at recess. Will said she and her friends would probably like D&D once it stopped being basically outlawed and deemed âsatanic.âÂ
Holly insisted on coming up with her own character, and Mike gave in to join the conversation. After some back and forth, they settled on Mikeâs name suggestion of Holly the Heroic. He promised to paint her a figurine after she drew out what she wanted.Â
It was weird, but the extra three people brought a sense of peace to the Wheelersâ household; chaotic peace, if that was even a thing. It was enough to make Mike not bitch back to his dad. Instead, he started to haul the garbage toward the garage.Â
Outside, it was as if summer had stepped over the edge of a cliff, sending the temperatures plummeting. The concrete floor of the garage was cool against Mikeâs bare feet as he stepped through the side door of the garage to where the bins sat beside the house.Â
The wind had picked up too, causing the lid of the bin to smack against the siding of the garage after he lifted it. Mike cringed at the noise before he tossed the bag inside and closed the lid.Â
Before he stepped back into the garage, he heard his name being called around the side of the home and toward the driveway.Â
Despite his lack of shoes and jacket, he followed the noise.Â
âWill?â he called out, spotting his friend in the middle of the driveway with his back to Mike. âWhatâre you doing?â When Will didnât respond, a shiver ran down his spine, and not because of the cool air.Â
Since the trip to the Void with El, Luke, and Will, Mike had been on edge, along with everyone else. Heâd been watching Will closely, worried that something would happen to him.Â
What if Vecna got a hold of Will again and made him do something Will would never even think about? What if the monster cursed Will like he had Max? What if�
There were too many âwhat ifsâ that swirled around Mikeâs head that he didnât want to think about.Â
He called Willâs name again as he started to walk down the driveway toward him. He only managed to take a couple of steps before Will broke out running. Confusion halted Mikeâs movements for a second before he took off after him.Â
The asphalt stung the bottoms of the bare feet as he followed Will down the road, but he didnât slow. It wasnât until Will reached the end of the road, a couple of houses down from the Wheelerâs, did Will finally stopped, allowing Mike to catch up.Â
âWill?â Mike called out again, but when Will didnât respond, he closed the short distance between them and grasped Willâs shoulder.Â
However, the second Mikeâs fingers grazed the fabric of Willâs shirt, he finally turned around.Â
Mikeâs eyes went wide as he stumbled backwards. The person in front of him wasnât the Will he knew then, but rather the Will he had once known. The Will in front of him was shorter and skinnier. His eyes and cheeks were sunken in, almost like he was hollow inside. Blood and dirt were smeared against his pale skin, and he had his hands clenched in tight fists at his sides.Â
Willâs cracked and bloodied lips parted before he spoke in a higher-pitched and sadder voice. âIt got me.âÂ
Inside his chest, Mikeâs heart thundered, and nausea rose in his throat. âT-This isnât real,â he whispered. He had left his backpack discarded on his bedroom floor, where he kept his Walkman in case something exactly like what was happening happened. They all kept them close, but Mike hadnât expected it. He hadnât gotten a bloody nose or nightmares any more intense than the ones heâd had since he was twelve. His head only hurt when he listened to the kids in his classes ask stupid questions or when his dad tried to talk to him about golf. Had he missed something?Â
The younger version of Will frowned and tilted his head to the side as he peered upward at Mike. âIt was real for me,â he said, his voice growing bitter with each word he said. âDid you even care, Mike?âÂ
âWhat?â he sputtered, feeling hot and cold at the same time. He knew he was being screwed with, but it felt so real. So, so real. âOf course I cared.âÂ
Will was silent for an excruciating moment before he took a step toward Mike. âDo you still?âÂ
Before Mike could respond, Willâs appearance shifted before his eyes. Instead of the younger version of Will, Mike was staring at the current version of Will, taller and not as ghostly. Still, there was something unsettling about that Will, the way his gaze was sharp, like all of the softness that made up Will had been taken out.Â
âOf course I do,â Mike said after a beat, finding his voice, even if it was shaky. He tried to reach out to Will again, to see if he was real, but Will jerked backward as Mike had slapped him. His face was suddenly painted with hurt, a look that made Mike feel sick.
Then, Will shook his head, eyes glassy. âYouâre scared.âÂ
Of monsters. Of the world ending. Of himself.Â
Mikeâs eyes gathered with tears too, mirroring Willâs expression. He wanted to shake his head, tell Will he was wrong, but Mike felt stuck. He was scared.Â
Taking another step back, Will sighed. He turned back around, and Mike suddenly snapped out of his frozen state. He lurched forward toward Will, trying to grab him before he walked away again. But instead of grabbing Willâs shoulder, Mikeâs hand went right through him. He was thrown off balance and fell forward, catching himself with his hands as he fell against the road. A sharp sting spread across his palms as the skin was peeled back. That feeling, however, came second to the sting that spread through his chest. A cry broke through his lips so sudden and sharp it startled even him.Â
Then, the sudden feeling of a hand on his back caused him to scream. The hand didnât move, though. Shook his shoulder. He blinked, and the empty road in front of him was replaced by the concerned expression of Nancy. He grabbed her forearms, ensuring that she was solid and real. Once he was only somewhat sure of that, he fell forward into her, burying his head in her chest as he continued to cry.Â
âOh, Mike,â she said softly, holding onto him tightly.Â
He flinched as something was slipped over his ears, but his body relaxed slightly when he realized it was a pair of headphones. Music flooded through his head.Â
I would say Iâm sorry
If I thought that it wouldÂ
Change your mindâŠ
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT: WELCOME TO KITTY HAWK
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. after their run-in with baracuta mike, jj and lottie get ready to jailbreak kie from kitty hawk
a/n. new character just unlocked!
word count 3k || masterlist
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The Twinkie, as beat up and old as she was, didnât get a flat out of the blue that day. No, the men who had pulled up behind the car had shot out the tire. Two men got out of the car, one of them being Barracuta Mike and the other one his goons. JJ and John B. had ditched Mikeâs U-Haul full of drugs in the woods then fled, which the man was clearly not happy about.Â
Mikeâs friend had a gun, pointing it between Lottie and JJ.Â
Lottieâs grip on JJâs arms was tight as he heart drummed inside her chest. He had moved to stand in front of her, tension tight in his shoulders.Â
âYou lost the load, JJ,â said Mike. âNow, instead of me getting paid, I owe them. Which means you owe me.â He paused, eyes flickering from JJ to Lottie. âGet in the car, both of âya.âÂ
JJ cleared his throat. âAs much as weâd like to do that, we kinda got somewhere we need to be soâŠâÂ
Mikeâs friend with the gun narrowed his gaze, unwavering. Time was slipping from their grasp too quickly. They needed to jailbreak Kie and haul ass to South America.Â
âYou heard him,â the man said. âGet in the car.âÂ
Lottie could practically hear the wheels in JJâs head turning, trying to think of a quick way out.
âAll right, if thatâs how itâs gonna be,â JJ started. âLook, I know youâve heard the stories of our friends and us, yeah? The stories about a little something called the Royal Merchant. A pile of gold. Is that ringing any bells?âÂ
Mikeâs expression didnât change. âWhat I heard was some bullshit.âÂ
âItâs real,â Lottie rushed out. âWe found the gold from the Royal Merchant.âÂ
A dry laugh sounded from Mike. âOh, yeah? Is that why you got a bunch of dudes throwing your furniture into a dumpster in your backyard, JJ? Youâre livin' high off the hog, huh?âÂ
JJâs muscles tensed under Lottieâs fingers, but he didnât let it show on his face that Mikeâs words were digging into his skin. Lottie knew better than to buy that, but Mike didnât. JJ chuckled, like he didnât have a care in the world about his home. âYeah, youâre talkinâ about my foreclosed house? You mean my cover? The one to throw off the scent?â JJ said. âRule number one, donât do flashy shit like pay off a mortgage when youâre cashinâ in.âÂ
âLet me guess, you got the gold, and itâs buried somewhere in a barn, right?â Mike said, not buying it. âAnd if I let yâall go right now, youâll run and get it. Weâll split it, right?âÂ
JJ hesitated, so Lottie swooped in before Mike could see through them. âNot exactly,â she started, her voice steady and calm. âItâs a little sweeter than that. I mean, the Royal Merchantâs just the tip of the iceberg. Weâre going after something a lot bigger; something with a payoff you couldnât even imagine.âÂ
With a nod, JJ added, âWeâre going after the Mother Lode. Thatâs why we need to get to South America, okay?â He looked at Mike as if they were old friends and not like the man and his friend were eager to either shoot them or force them to give them their payout. âWeâre trying to help you out, man, by giving you the opportunity to make ten times more. No skin off your nose, just a lottery ticket.âÂ
There was a beat of silence as Mike seemed to mull their words over. He wasnât buying it fully, yet.Â
âSo,â JJ continued. âYou can get the pleasure of beating my ass right here, right now. I get the temptation, really I do. But in this hand.â He held up his right hand in a fist. âMike, youâve got a pile of gold sitting and waiting for you. All you need to have is a little bit of patience, okay?âÂ
âAnd a flight to South America,â Lottie added with a small smile. If they could secure another ride, they could tell John B. and the others to go now, and theyâd meet them there.Â
Mike took a step forward, and for a moment, Lottie feared he was going to ignore their offer of gold entirely. However, he stopped just short of the two teens, his hands at his sides. âOne more chance, Maybank,â he said lowly. âDonât screw me over again.âÂ
With a quick nod, JJ promised Mike gold would follow their adventure. How true that was, Lottie had no clue. They were after her dad, no El Dorado, but the two were one in same if she was being honest. Even if they rescued their dad before Singh forced him to find the lost city of gold, the man would insist on going looking for it; Lottie could already hear his voice and the way he wouldnât take no for an answer when he was so close.Â
The two stayed rooted in place until Mike and his friend drove off.Â
âHoly shit,â Lottie breathed out, dropping her hold on JJâs arm. âI canât believe that actually worked.âÂ
JJ smirked proudly. âWhat can I say, weâre a hell of a team, huh?â She laughed before they quickly worked to change the tire and continue on their way to save Kiara, not wanting to waste any more time that they really didnât have.Â
JJ opted to drive the rest of the way, being the slightly more reckless driver of the two. While they hurried down the roads, Lottie snuck some not-so-subtle glances at him. The windows were down, blowing his sun-blenched blond hair around. It had grown out a bit longer than he usually kept it. Usually, he and John B. would cut each otherâs hair; theyâd been doing that since they were younger, and it never turned out as bad as Lottie always expected. But since they both had been so busy, neither one had the time, and their look became a little shaggy. Lottie liked the look on JJ.Â
âI canât tell if youâre staring because Iâm really hot or because youâre plotting against me, and itâs really starting to stress me out.âÂ
Lottie smirked. âCould it not be both?â she said, a teasing tone in her voice. âThough, I donât think your looks are gonna get you out of Baracuta Mikeâs wrath if we come back without gold.âÂ
With a sigh, JJ drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. âThen hopefully we find some gold.âÂ
âYouâre not worried about the curse?â Lottie asked.Â
He shrugged. âLetâs be honest, Lot, could a curse really do us any worse? I could handle a little curse if it meant we came back with some cash.âÂ
Lottie returned her gaze to the road ahead. Maybe he and Kie had a point. They werenât even at rock bottom anymore, or whatever came after. Lottie really felt like she was as low as she could get; her home in ashes seemed to be the final blow. Maybe something worse would follow the gold, but at least theyâd have some fucking money. Lottie officially had nothing to her name but a change of clothes, her ID, and some first aid supplies. That was it.Â
Getting into Kitty Hawk proved to be a hell of a lot easier than Lottie had planned for. All JJ had to do was say they were dropping off a package to the security at the front gate, and they let the Twinkie roll in without any more questions. Once they parked and found a woman in the main office. JJ made up some story about Kieâs dead cat, having clocked the three photos on the ladyâs desk of her pet cats. Lottie slipped in that the catâs name was Marley, hoping when the message got to Kie, sheâd know they were the ones who delivered the message and were there to rescue her.Â
After they bid the woman goodbye, they had to lie low until sunset. There were way too many people roaming around the school grounds. Theyâd be spotted too quickly if they tried to break Kie out while it was still light out and the girls were outside doing some kind of yard work therapy. While Kie had only been there a couple of hours, Lottie knew her friend already loathed the place.Â
JJ had moved the van where it would be harder to spot and where they could hop in for a quick getaway once they got Kie.Â
Finally, once nighttime had settled in, Lottie and JJ watched from behind one of the buildings as Kie was escorted into one of the large cabins. From the number of girls who had entered it, Lottie assumed it was where they all bunked.Â
To be honest, Lottie did feel a little creepy lurking around camp, especially once nighttime hit. But she had also been in much weirder situations. She needed to focus on getting Kie back and then hightailing it to South America to get her dad back.Â
They timed their movements between when the lax security passed by, chatting with each other and not even paying attention to their surroundings. To be fair, they probably werenât looking for anyone breaking into camp, only those trying to break out.Â
Lottie and JJ hurried down the alley that ran behind cabins four and five until they reached where Kie was in cabin six. When the coast was clear, they hurried along the side of the cabin and up the front steps.Â
Lottie wiggled the doorknob, but it was locked. Luckily, JJ had learned how to pick a lock from a book he found at a library when he was thirteen, when Lottie dragged him along with her. He plucked a bobby pin from her messy up-do and jimmied the lock in impressive time. If they werenât in such a race against time, she was certain he would have made a cocky comment about it, but he refrained and opened the door as quietly as he could.Â
Through the dark cabin, Lottie made out the large, singular room lined on both sides with at least ten bunk beds. Soft snores echoed through the cabin, and moonlight poured in through blind-less windows.Â
The two split up, JJ taking the left side and Lottie the right, quietly whispering Kieâs name in the hope of finding her with some ease. What they thought would happen? Lottie didnât exactly know. Maybe that theyâd spot her, and slip out without waking another soul. Obviously, that wasnât the case, though. The second they started whispering for Kie, their steps caused the floorboards to creak, and bedside lamps started to switch on.Â
Lottie froze, guilt flushing her face.Â
Across the room she heard JJ clear his throat before he said, âOh, uh, hey.â Confused mumbles tumbled from the sleepy girlsâ mouths. âI know this looks bad. But weâre actually just here for our friend.âÂ
More girls started to stir. Lottie held her hands up in defense. âWe come in peace!â she whispered.Â
Then, from one of the top bunks, a familiar voice sounded. âLottie? JJ?âÂ
Kiara hurried down her bunk ladder and rushed to Lottie, who was closest. She threw her arms around her friend with enough force to send them both stumbling. âHoly shit!â Kie breathed out in disbelief. âWhat are you guys doing here?âÂ
JJ sauntered up to the two, a smirk on his lips. âYou thought we just let you hang out here and miss all the fun saving Big John?â Kie just laughed and hugged him too.Â
âWe found another ride to South America,â Lottie explained quickly. âThe others probably took Wardâs jet by now, but we can still get there if we leave, like, right now.âÂ
Kie just stared at them both with fondness in her dark eyes. âI love you guys.âÂ
As Lottie said it back, JJâs attention was pulled to the startling number of eyes that had fallen upon them. Every single girl in the cabin was wide awake and staring at the three of them making a scene in the middle of their sleeping quarters.Â
âApologies, everyone,â he said with a wince. âYou all have a nice night now.â He started toward the door, ready to bolt, but Kie hesitated. Her expression shifted into something Lottie couldnât read before she took off back to her bunk, but her attention was on the girl on the bottom bed.Â
âCome with us,â Kie said to the girl.Â
Lottie and JJ exchanged a confused look.Â
âWhat?â said the girl.Â
âDo you really want to stay here and spend the next however many weeks reflecting on your âbad choicesâ by doing fucking yard work and singing around a campfire? Or, do you want to run away to South America with me and my friends?âÂ
The girlâs wide eyes blinked as she mulled it over for just a second. Then, she stood up and shouldered her backpack that had been halfway peaking out from under her bed. âFuck it!â she exclaimed with a grin. âLetâs go!âÂ
Kie took the girl by the hand and brought her over to where Lottie and JJ were still standing in the middle of the cabin. All eyes were still carefully trained on them, like they were engrossed in a TV show.Â
âGuys, this is Jane,â Kie introduced the girl. âSheâs smart, like crazy smart. Iâm talkinâ Pope-level smart.âÂ
Jane looked between all three of them oddly before she shook her head. âOh, no, Iâm not religious. I donât believe in the Pope.âÂ
JJ cocked his head to the side. âIâm pretty sure the Popeâs just some guy.âÂ
With a shrug, Jane said, âThatâs none of my business.âÂ
Lottie felt like she just got whiplash. With a quick shake of her head to refocus, she shot the girl a smile. âOkay, Jane, welcome aboard. Now, letâs get the hell out of here!â They all agreed and bid the dazed girls in the cabin a quick goodnight before they all fled through the door. Through the darkness, the four of them raced through the woods until they reached where JJ and Lottie had hidden the Twinkie. The two collected what they needed from the van and made a quick choice.Â
There was only one road in and out of Kitty Hawke, and the security had already seen the Twinkie. It wasnât a subtle vehicle. If they used it to escape, theyâd probably be spotted before long. They decided to ditch the van instead of risking getting caught. Thanks to their deal with Barracuta Mike, JJ shot him a text, and before long he arrived to pick them up and take them to his plane that he used to smuggle drugs in the Outer Banks.Â
Lottie had to admit, she wished his plane more closely resembled Wardâs, something comfy and rich-looking. Mikeâs plane was the opposite of that, meant to haul cargo, not people. It was a hunk of metal that looked uninviting, but that didnât matter. Lottie had a dad to save from a treasure-crazed millionaire, and that was her one-way ticket.Â
They all ventured aboard and attempted to make themselves comfortable before a rocky lift-off.Â
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Not long after take-off, Lottie had fallen asleep, as did Kieâs new friend, Jane. That left Kie and JJ, who both couldnât seem to join the two, in comfortable silence for a while. JJ listened to the lull of the planeâs engine and tried to shove down the small pit of nerves that coiled in his stomach. He didnât know what awaited them when they landed, or what the others had already been up to. But he wanted to save Big John, and he wanted to find some gold to solve his growing list of issues. Obviously, he knew the priority was Big John, but JJ was really banking a lot on El Dorado. He had no other way to pay off his debt to Mike. And Mike wasnât exactly a forgiving man.Â
JJ would take the fall for their screw-up with the U-Haul- it was his idea in the first place. John B. and Lottie were just forced along for the ride. But heâd prefer not to have to do anything more than pass off a hunk of gold to the man and call it a day. JJ hoped that wasnât too wishful thinking.Â
With a shake of his head, JJ tried to distract himself from his spiraling thoughts. He outstretched his foot, careful not to move too much since Lottieâs head was comfortably using his shoulder as a pillow, and poked Kieâs foot with his own.Â
âYou sure made friends fast,â he whispered, his tone teasing as a smirk grew on his lips.Â
Kieâs friend, Jane, had sprawled out beside Kie, using her backpack as a pillow. The girl was a bit on the shorter side, with dark skin and dark hair that was braided. She and Kie were in matching Kitty Hawk pajamas, which JJ assumed Kie wanted to burn the second she got the chance.Â
âShe was the only one to talk to me,â Kie replied with a shrug.Â
âSo you invited her on our treasure hunt/rescue mission?âÂ
âShe needed an out too,â Kie said. âObviously I donât know her well, but I think she can help us. When she gets nervous, she just starts rambling off a bunch of history facts.Â
JJ raised his brows. âKiller credentials.âÂ
With a roll of her eyes, Kie said, âDonât act like you ever think through anything you do.âÂ
He smirked. âFair enough.â For a couple of seconds, they fell back into quiet, listening to the hum and rattle of the plane before Kie tapped his foot with hers.Â
âThanks for busting me out of that place.âÂ
âThank Lot,â he said. âI was just backup in case things got hairy.âÂ
âStill, you guys could have left without me, but you didnât.âÂ
JJ smiled a bit softer. âYou wouldâve done the same for any of us,â he said. âBesides, weâll probably need all hands on deck for whatever bullshit weâre running headfirst into.âÂ
Singh wasnât some Kook they had a bone to pick with; hell, he wasnât even Ward Cameron. Whatever was waiting for them was probably not going to be a walk in the park, but at least they all had each otherâs back.
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: A CROSSROADS
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. after landing in south america, the quest for el dorado and big john is on
a/n. one for chapter of season 3!
word count 4.1k || masterlist
previous chapter < > next chapter
After they landed, Mike broke the news that it was a couple-hour bus ride to Tres Rocas, where they needed to go. That was less than ideal, but it was better than being stuck back home with no ride, so they had to take what they could get.Â
On their bus ride, the four met a local who chatted with them throughout the bumpy ride. He had heard tales of the trail to El Dorado, and his directions matched almost exactly with what Neville had told them, which told Lottie that they were probably on the right track.Â
The man also told them that he, along with many others, believed El Dorado was cursed because almost everyone who went hunting for it was never seen again. That wasnât as helpful. JJ seemed to be the only one of the four who brushed it off with a laugh, not believing in such things. Kie looked about as unsure as Lottie felt, and Jane wore her confusion brightly on her face.Â
After they arrived in Tres Rocas, the bus had been parked for no longer than thirty seconds before, in very typical Pogue fashion, Lottie spotted Pope and Cleo sprinting down the street they were parked beside like they were in trouble.Â
JJ leaned out the side of the window-less bus and waved them down.Â
The two stopped dead in their tracks at the four of them halfway hanging out the window, like they hadnât actually expected them to find a ride.Â
"Well, Iâll be damned,â muttered Cleo. Her eyes fell onto Jane, who looked lost but followed suit in waving to the two people who were strangers to her. âYou brought a friend?âÂ
Jane smiled. âHey, Iâm Jane. Kiaraâs former bunkmate. Well, kind of. Does it count if you never actually slept in the bunk?â Kie shrugged but didnât have the chance to say anything before a stressed-out Pope looked over his shoulder.Â
âWe gotta go!â he shouted.Â
Cleo nodded. âStart runninâ!â The two then took off and rounded the bus to the other side, where they used it to hide behind as vehicles turned down the road in pursuit of something- them, Lottie quickly pieced together.Â
She groaned and threw her head back. âAlready?! We just got here!â They scrambled to gather their sparse belongings and hurried off the bus to where Pope and Cleo were.
âThose are Singhâs men,â Pope quickly explained. âThey knew weâre here, so we need a plan, and fast.âÂ
The Jeepâs Singhâs men were parked across the street from the bus and started to get out, large guns slung over their shoulders as they looked on the hunt.Â
Lottie looked around for somewhere to hide and locked her gaze on a collection of roadside fruit stands a couple of feet away. She took off toward them and beckoned the group to follow. There was just enough room behind the stands and the wall for all of them to crouch and stay out of sight.Â
They could hear the men question everyone they could get their hands on, practically interrogating the people who had been on the bus with them. By some miracle, no one had ratted them out. Lottie didnât know if it was because they didnât pay enough attention to the four clearly out-of-place Americans, or maybe they could smell the trouble on Singhâs men and thought it was best not to say too much.Â
The men had gotten close but didnât spot them. It wasnât long before they decided to move on and continue their hunt elsewhere. The group waited for the sound of their vehicles to fill the air. Pope slowly lifted his head and let out a sigh of relief after he told them the coast was clear.Â
Cleo clicked her tongue, resting against the wall. âWelcome to South America.âÂ
On the other side of Kie, Jane wiped a hand down the length of her face, her eyes blown wide. âWhen you said we were running away to South America, I was thinking more fun vacation and less, uh, trouble?âÂ
Kie winced and shot the girl an apologetic look. âI probably should have explained everything a little bit better.âÂ
Any normal person would have been angry, upset, or somewhere in between that they werenât told exactly what they were getting into by joining the Pogues. But Jane didnât exactly seem like your typical girl. She willingly snuck out of Kitty Hawk with a group of strangers and jumped aboard a weird dudeâs plane with little hesitation. And she hardly seemed that disturbed that they were actively being hunted down by brawny men with guns.Â
Jane just shrugged her shoulders. âItâs cool. Beats talking to my therapist and doing yard work.âÂ
Pope furrowed his brows at her. âDoes it?âÂ
âHey!â JJ said sharply, earning everyoneâs attention. âWe gotta move out, like, now. Mike said if we needed it, he knows a guy with a boat.âÂ
The group stood up and moved out from behind the fruit stands. Lottie looked up and down the street. âWhat about my brother and Sarah?âÂ
âIf Singhâs men went after the two of us, they know John B. and Sarah are here too. They probably dipped out of here to find Jose, the dude with the riverboat. We told each other if we get split up, just follow the direction from Neville, and weâll all find our way back together,â said Pope.Â
Lottie hated it when they all split up, but it was partially her fault. They had gotten there late because of their rescue mission. If they agreed to follow the plan and find each other again along the way, then Lottie would honor that. They all were after the same thing: Big John and El Dorado.Â
After Mike loaded up his plane, he met them at Tres Rocas. He texted JJ to meet him at this old shack near the river, with boarded-up windows and an overgrown yard. The place looked abandoned, but they didnât venture inside it. Instead, Mike led them down a worn path to the river. On the shore was a boat, fixed with tarps to keep the harsh sun at bay and a little worse for wear. The boat was nothing pretty, but Mike assured them it was full of gas and would get them to El Tesoro.Â
Unfortunately, they didnât have the guide Jose, who knew exactly where he was going. All they had was some loose map drawn by the guy Mike knew and their blind faith that they could bullshit their way through just about anything.Â
âThanks,â Pope said to Mike before he stepped in the boat first. Cleo, Kie, and Jane followed suit.Â
âDonât thank me; Iâd start praying if I were you guys,â Mike said with a shake of his head before his gaze fell onto the blond. âJJ?âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âYou owe me. Times ten.âÂ
JJ gave him a curt nod before he motioned for Lottie to get into the boat so he could push it offshore before joining them. Once they were all in and on the water, they began their journey down the river.Â
JJ steered, seated beside the engine with an expression fixed in determination with a small hint of worry. His debt to Mike had grown exceptionally. If they didnât find El Dorado and bring back some gold, Lottie didnât know what would happen. Theyâd be found out the second they returned to the island.Â
But that was a worry for another time. First, they needed to find Big John and pry him from the hands of Singh.Â
Lottie fixed her gaze out ahead of them, taking in the thick walls of greenery on both sides of the river. Bugs hummed, and animals somewhere in the jungle howled. Overhead, birds of bright colors flew and listened to their own singing from the treetops. If they had been there under a less stressful situation, Lottie would have found it peaceful. Instead, the hot and humid air on her skin made her uncomfortable, and her chest carried an unforgiving tightness.Â
âSo, Jane, right?â Cleo spoke, cutting through the silence that had fallen between the group. The girl nodded, seated across from Cleo and toying with the tied bracelets around her wrist. âWhyâd you want to tag along here?âÂ
âOh, um, well, I didnât really know what we were doing or why. But I wanted to get the hell out of Kitty Hawk and probably wouldnât have gotten another chance until my aunt stopped by to see if Iâd stopped being such a, in her words, âpain in her ass,ââ she said. âWhich is funny because she also calls me unmotivated and lacking ambition. I donât know how I can be both, but whatever. All I know is, itâll be a lot harder to call me lazy when she finds out I ran away with a girl I just met and her friends. Sheâll probably kill me, but thatâs only if I go back to her stupid house with her stupid cat.âÂ
Jane hardly took a breath the whole second half of her story. She finished and slumped down in her seat before she looked at everyone staring at her. A sheepish smile graced her lips. âSorry.âÂ
With a shake of her head, Lottie said, âYou know, if we make it out of here in one piece, we can crown you an official Pogue, and you can hang with us if you donât want to go back to your auntâs.â She wasnât one to invite just anyone into their tight-knit circle, but it had worked out great with Cleo, even if she had sort of been dragged into their issues then stranded on an island with them.Â
âWhatâs a Pogue?âÂ
âA friend,â Kie said. âAnd Lotâs right. If you donât mind slumming it with us, we donât mind the extra company.âÂ
Pope added, âI promise we donât always do shit like this.âÂ
âDonât believe him. Weâve become real treasure hunters lately,â said JJ.Â
A scoff sounded from Cleo. âSome sorry ass treasure hunters who canât hang on to any of the shit they find. But sure, Rude Boy, weâre treasure hunters.âÂ
âThatâs not our fault!â JJ argued.Â
Jane looked between the group thoughtfully, lips pursed slightly. âWhen I was little, I did seriously consider a career as a pirate,â she said, in what sounded like full seriousness. âSo, Iâm down.âÂ
They all laughed, their numbers growing in size as they continued to pick wayward teenagers along the way. If only they had somewhere to go back to when they returned to the Outer Banks.Â
With the map from Mike and Pope's beautiful brain and Cleoâs sense of direction, they came upon El Tesoro. However, from a good distance away, they already spotted Singhâs men, who had to be waiting for them to show up. Before they could be spotted on the river, they parked the boat up on the bank, shielded by the thick of overhanging branches, and crept their way through the jungle until they reached the wooden dock, a handful of men, and a shed.Â
They were able to sneak into the shed from the opposite side of where the men were lounging, not paying a whole lot of attention. Singh didnât leave behind his most alert men; he probably took them with him and Big John to ensure there were no surprises. That was good for the Pogues, though.Â
Pope and Cleo had stolen some firecrackers from Tres Rocas that some kids had left unattended, and JJ always carried a lighter on him. From Janeâs backpack, they used a piece of paper and a pen to write a note to the men, warning them about how theyâd have five seconds after the first âgunshotâ before things got nasty. Inside the shed were fishing poles and other miscellaneous supplies. They hooked the letter and cast it out to the closest man seconds before the boys started lighting the explosives.Â
It worked like a charm. The loud bangs of the firecrackers tricked Singhâs men into thinking they were being ambushed, and they were quick to bail. They retreated into their boat and hurried away without much issue.Â
Once the immediate threat of Singhâs men was gone, the Pogues scrounged around for any supplies they could steal, then started on foot through the jungle, following the vague directions Neville had told John B., JJ, and Lottie back on his houseboat. They were also following the hope that Sarah and John B. had already been there and were ahead of them on the journey, and the hope that they at least knew where Big John and Singh were, if they hadnât found them already.Â
Mike had been kind enough to arm them each with a machete, which came in handy to fight against the greenery, but also in case they encountered trouble along the way too. JJ was enjoying himself, whacking through the thick vegetation and saying how he felt like Indiana Jones.Â
After they were walking for a bit, Pope had spotted footprints in the dirt, which brightened their hope of finding either John B. and Sarah, or Singh and Big John. Lottie doubted many people were trekking through there for a leisurely stroll, so it had to lead them somewhere. Pope and Cleo led the way, following the prints.Â
As much as Lottie hated running, she quickly realized she also hated hiking. When they found themselves in breaks between the tree cover, the hot sun set her skin ablaze, and her worn-out sneakers rubbed against her heels. She gritted her teeth and focused on the path ahead, trying to avoid the swing of JJâs machete.Â
âYou doing okay, Lot?â JJ asked, pausing to turn around after he climbed a steep, small incline. He held out his hand for her, and she accepted it gratefully, letting him help her up.Â
âNever take me on a date hiking,â she muttered, keeping hold of his hand for a couple of seconds longer, even though both his and her palms were sweaty.Â
JJ chuckled lightly. âNoted. No marathons and no hiking.â He gave her hand a squeeze before letting go and continuing to clear a path through the greenery.Â
After another mile or two, the group all caught up with each other and stopped in a grassy field for a quick break. Pope had snagged him and Cleo two water bottles before they were chased by Singhâs men. They were borderline hot by that point, but no one cared as they passed them around. Lottie wiped the sweat from her forehead and fixed her ponytail into a bun to keep her hair off of her neck.Â
Once they all had a bit of water in them and caught their breath, they continued on following the vague path of footprints not yet erased by the abundance of nature surrounding them.Â
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JJ had lost track of how long theyâd been hiking for. Why couldnât El Dorado have been somewhere a little colder? Or somewhere easier to trek through? He knew that was the point; treasure wasnât supposed to be easy to find, and neither were treasure hunters, apparently.Â
He paused for one second to ease the start of an ache in his legs, but was startled half out of his mind when the sound of an explosion tore through the air. He cursed loudly before his gaze went upwards, where birds fled from their perch on the high branches with loud squawks.Â
âI think it came from over there!â shouted Pope, not waiting for anyoneâs reply before he took off toward the noise.Â
Beside Kie, Janeâs face scrunched up. âAre we sure following the sound of a bomb going off is a smart move?âÂ
Lottie shook her head. âNothing we do is a smart move.âÂ
So, they headed right toward the sound. It wasnât long before familiar voices waded through the air. JJ let out a breath the second he heard John B. and Sarah up somewhere through the trees.Â
Then, a third voice sounded.Â
âThey found him,â Lottie rushed out as she started to pick up her pace. They could see John B. and Sarah not too far ahead, with their back to them. JJ heard what Lottie had too: the voice of her dad. He couldnât quite make out what they were saying, but he was the first to hear the fourth voice in the conversation.Â
âWait,â JJ said, grabbing Lottieâs hand to stop her before she broke through the surrounding plants to where her bother dad, and Sarah were. The Pogues stopped at JJâs words too. âIs thatâŠâÂ
A long simmering anger appeared on Popeâs face as he finished JJâs sentence. âWard.âÂ
The group crept forward and found a fallen tree trunk close enough to the others to hear what they were saying and large enough to keep them hidden. They needed to figure out what kind of situation they were entering before they jumped in. That usually wasnât JJâs forte, but he knew that Ward was bad news.Â
JJ spotted Big John seated on a rock, but most of his figure was blocked by John B., and Sarah stood close by. Her attention was fixed on her dad, who stood opposite the three of them with a gun in his grasp, aimed at the two Routledges. JJ assumed Ward wanted to shoot Big John, not John B., but the latter wouldnât have been a shock. Yet, JJ wasnât sure if Ward would shoot John B., knowing it would be the final line in the sand Sarah drew, keeping her forever beyond resentful of her dad.Â
âNo,â Lottie whispered. She reached behind her and grabbed the handle of the machete sticking out of the top.Â
JJ already had his knife in his hands. He glanced at the other Pogues, and honorary Pogue, Jane. âAll in?âÂ
They all situated their gifted machetes in their grasps before nodding.Â
JJ whispered a countdown, and once he hit one, all six of them raced out from their hiding spot, yelling. All of the attention fell onto them as they surrounded Ward with their knives raised.Â
Lottie pointed her weapon at Ward. âDrop the gun!â she shouted.Â
While JJ had felt bad for Sarah, back when they thought they had watched Ward blow himself up on his boat, he wished the man would have done it for real. He kept being the largest pain in their ass, constantly standing between them and something good almost within reach.Â
Ward didnât budge, but he looked wildly surprised to see them. His eyes were blown wide, and the look on his face made it easy to see that he didnât know what to do next.Â
âYouâre outnumbered, Ward,â said JJ.Â
The man changed his aim, moving back and forth between the group frantically. He wasnât expecting an ambush.Â
âWhat?â Pope called out. âAre you gonna shoot all of us?âÂ
âIf youâre gonna shoot anyone,â Big John said, his voice loud to draw Wardâs attention. JJ took his eyes off Ward for just a second. Big John was holding his hand against his side, the fabric underneath stained red; he was hurt already. JJ wondered if it had been Ward or Singhâs doing. âShoot me.âÂ
John B. shifted more in front of his dad and took a step toward Ward. His jaw was hardest, and anger flared in his eyes. He took another step. Then another, making JJ inch to knock his friend out of the way and take his face, but he was worried any movement too sudden would cause Ward to pull down on the trigger his finger hovered over. John B. didnât stop until he was only a foot or two away from Ward and the gun.Â
âOr me,â he challenged.Â
From the corner of his eye, he saw Lottie run forward. She moved too fast for him to realize what was happening. His fingers just missed her shoulder, wanting to pull her back beside him. As he stumbled forward, Lottie had already slotted herself between Ward and her brother, chest heaving and hands shaking as one gripped the machete and the other curled into a fist at her side.Â
JJ felt another wave of panic surge through him. He felt like that any time any of his friends were in danger, but with Lottie, it was tenfold. Blood rushed in his ears and his chest constricted. He wanted to do something; he needed to do something, but he was rooted in place, watching the scene play out on high alert.Â
âYouâre not shooting any of us,â Lottie said lowly. âHavenât you done enough?âÂ
At Lottieâs side, Sarah appeared. Her eyes were lined with tears, but she too looked angry. âStop it,â she said coldly. If there was anyone who could make Ward pause, it was her.Â
There were several, impossibly tense, seconds where nothing happened. The Pogues all stayed with their machetes tightly in their grip, itching to take Ward down. Wardâs finger backed away from the trigger, but he didnât lower the gun, still aimed at Lottieâs chest. His gaze, however, had moved onto Sarah.Â
He knew the second he pulled the trigger, it was over for him. But one shot was all it would take for him to kill any one of them. That couldnât happen.Â
âI know you,â Sarah then continued. âYou forget that I know you.â Slowly, she reached up and grasped her dadâs wrist. He let her take the gun from his grasp, and she passed it off behind her back to John B.Â
Tears shone in Wardâs eyes too as he quietly cried out, âIâŠI canâtâŠâÂ
âI can.âÂ
JJâs eyes snapped onto a man who had slipped out from the jungle directly behind Big John. He had a gun in his grasp with the tip against the manâs head. John B. was quick to aim Wardâs gun at Singhâs man.Â
âDrop it,â the man said coldly.Â
âEasy, bud,â Big John rasped out. âYour boss is dead. You got no reason to do this.âÂ
âI can think of a few reasons.â His gaze hardened before he shouted at John B. to drop his weapon once more.Â
John B. slowly raised both of his hands and let the gun fall to the dirt. Singhâs man stepped around Big John and picked up the other gun, pocketing it so none of them got any bright ideas. To be fair, JJ was about five seconds away from diving for the gun on the ground to replace his machete. The knife was nice, but not against a gun.Â
âThought youâd get away with the gold, eh?â said the man. He eyed the group, his gun slowly passing by all of them. âMy mate back there is dead.â His gaze zeroed in on Sarah, and it didnât leave her.Â
JJâs pulse hammered, and his mind spun. No Pogue was dying that day. He just needed a plan. He needed to think. He needed to-Â
However, before he could even let out a breath, Ward was yelling and charging at the man. Gunshots rang out, and blood was quick to seep through the fabric of Wardâs shirt, but it didnât stop him. He ran right at the man and tackled him. They rolled right beside a steep drop-off. Maybe Ward knew that, or maybe it was just a kind of fucked up luck. As the man regained his footing, so did Ward. With one final yell, he tackled the man for the second time, sending both of them right over the edge of the drop-off.Â
A heavy silence filled the air, and no one moved for a moment, unsure if what just happened was even real. It was Sarah who shook out of her shock first. Tears streamed down her flushed cheeks as she peered over the edge. Everyone else followed suit.Â
JJ stared at the two bodies sprawled out at the bottom, dead. He felt both nauseous and relieved, just as he had when he thought Ward blew himself up. But that time there was a body and no chance of him finding a way to cheat death. No, Ward Cameron was dead for good that time.Â
A horrible sob tore through the air from the lips of Sarah. John B. wrapped her up in his arms, his expression a cloud of different emotions. JJ imagined he felt the same conflicting thoughts spiral around his mind, only probably ten times worse than whatever JJ felt. Ward had tried to kill him and his dad. Ward had him framed for murder and nearly put him on death row. Ward had caused all of them so much grief it was dizzying.Â
Ward did a lot of awful things, but he died saving Sarah. JJ supposed they had to give him the smallest amount of credit for that.Â
âJohn B., Lot!â Pope shouted, drawing everyoneâs attention. He was at Big Johnâs side, who had his head tipped back and face scrunched up in pain as he pressed against the injury at his side. Up close, JJ could see how much blood covered the manâs hand and soaked through his shirt, and that was just around the wound.Â
The twins were quick to their dadâs side. They helped him to his feet, earning a pained groan.Â
âWe gotta get him out of here,â said John.Â
Lottieâs face only grew in worry, twisted up like she could feel her dadâs pain. âWhat happened?âÂ
âSingh shot him.âÂ
JJ and the rest of the Pogues quickly gathered the bags and belongings strewn across the ground before they trailed after the Routledges, everyone eager to get the hell back home.Â
PROJECT SUNSHINE
the complete masterlist or read on Ao3
stranger things season 1-5. a steve harrington x hawkins lab!oc
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory finds herself fleeing from a long survived nightmare, she crashes into the life of one unsuspecting teenage boy. together, they are dragged into the dark mysteries that begin to consume the small town of Hawkins, Indiana.
SEASON ONE. the lost children of Hawkins, Indiana
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SEASON THREE. the cruel summer
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SEASON FOUR. the deal with god
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BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: A CROSSROADS
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. after landing in south america, the quest for el dorado and big john is on
a/n. one for chapter of season 3!
word count 4.1k || masterlist
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After they landed, Mike broke the news that it was a couple-hour bus ride to Tres Rocas, where they needed to go. That was less than ideal, but it was better than being stuck back home with no ride, so they had to take what they could get.Â
On their bus ride, the four met a local who chatted with them throughout the bumpy ride. He had heard tales of the trail to El Dorado, and his directions matched almost exactly with what Neville had told them, which told Lottie that they were probably on the right track.Â
The man also told them that he, along with many others, believed El Dorado was cursed because almost everyone who went hunting for it was never seen again. That wasnât as helpful. JJ seemed to be the only one of the four who brushed it off with a laugh, not believing in such things. Kie looked about as unsure as Lottie felt, and Jane wore her confusion brightly on her face.Â
After they arrived in Tres Rocas, the bus had been parked for no longer than thirty seconds before, in very typical Pogue fashion, Lottie spotted Pope and Cleo sprinting down the street they were parked beside like they were in trouble.Â
JJ leaned out the side of the window-less bus and waved them down.Â
The two stopped dead in their tracks at the four of them halfway hanging out the window, like they hadnât actually expected them to find a ride.Â
"Well, Iâll be damned,â muttered Cleo. Her eyes fell onto Jane, who looked lost but followed suit in waving to the two people who were strangers to her. âYou brought a friend?âÂ
Jane smiled. âHey, Iâm Jane. Kiaraâs former bunkmate. Well, kind of. Does it count if you never actually slept in the bunk?â Kie shrugged but didnât have the chance to say anything before a stressed-out Pope looked over his shoulder.Â
âWe gotta go!â he shouted.Â
Cleo nodded. âStart runninâ!â The two then took off and rounded the bus to the other side, where they used it to hide behind as vehicles turned down the road in pursuit of something- them, Lottie quickly pieced together.Â
She groaned and threw her head back. âAlready?! We just got here!â They scrambled to gather their sparse belongings and hurried off the bus to where Pope and Cleo were.
âThose are Singhâs men,â Pope quickly explained. âThey knew weâre here, so we need a plan, and fast.âÂ
The Jeepâs Singhâs men were parked across the street from the bus and started to get out, large guns slung over their shoulders as they looked on the hunt.Â
Lottie looked around for somewhere to hide and locked her gaze on a collection of roadside fruit stands a couple of feet away. She took off toward them and beckoned the group to follow. There was just enough room behind the stands and the wall for all of them to crouch and stay out of sight.Â
They could hear the men question everyone they could get their hands on, practically interrogating the people who had been on the bus with them. By some miracle, no one had ratted them out. Lottie didnât know if it was because they didnât pay enough attention to the four clearly out-of-place Americans, or maybe they could smell the trouble on Singhâs men and thought it was best not to say too much.Â
The men had gotten close but didnât spot them. It wasnât long before they decided to move on and continue their hunt elsewhere. The group waited for the sound of their vehicles to fill the air. Pope slowly lifted his head and let out a sigh of relief after he told them the coast was clear.Â
Cleo clicked her tongue, resting against the wall. âWelcome to South America.âÂ
On the other side of Kie, Jane wiped a hand down the length of her face, her eyes blown wide. âWhen you said we were running away to South America, I was thinking more fun vacation and less, uh, trouble?âÂ
Kie winced and shot the girl an apologetic look. âI probably should have explained everything a little bit better.âÂ
Any normal person would have been angry, upset, or somewhere in between that they werenât told exactly what they were getting into by joining the Pogues. But Jane didnât exactly seem like your typical girl. She willingly snuck out of Kitty Hawk with a group of strangers and jumped aboard a weird dudeâs plane with little hesitation. And she hardly seemed that disturbed that they were actively being hunted down by brawny men with guns.Â
Jane just shrugged her shoulders. âItâs cool. Beats talking to my therapist and doing yard work.âÂ
Pope furrowed his brows at her. âDoes it?âÂ
âHey!â JJ said sharply, earning everyoneâs attention. âWe gotta move out, like, now. Mike said if we needed it, he knows a guy with a boat.âÂ
The group stood up and moved out from behind the fruit stands. Lottie looked up and down the street. âWhat about my brother and Sarah?âÂ
âIf Singhâs men went after the two of us, they know John B. and Sarah are here too. They probably dipped out of here to find Jose, the dude with the riverboat. We told each other if we get split up, just follow the direction from Neville, and weâll all find our way back together,â said Pope.Â
Lottie hated it when they all split up, but it was partially her fault. They had gotten there late because of their rescue mission. If they agreed to follow the plan and find each other again along the way, then Lottie would honor that. They all were after the same thing: Big John and El Dorado.Â
After Mike loaded up his plane, he met them at Tres Rocas. He texted JJ to meet him at this old shack near the river, with boarded-up windows and an overgrown yard. The place looked abandoned, but they didnât venture inside it. Instead, Mike led them down a worn path to the river. On the shore was a boat, fixed with tarps to keep the harsh sun at bay and a little worse for wear. The boat was nothing pretty, but Mike assured them it was full of gas and would get them to El Tesoro.Â
Unfortunately, they didnât have the guide Jose, who knew exactly where he was going. All they had was some loose map drawn by the guy Mike knew and their blind faith that they could bullshit their way through just about anything.Â
âThanks,â Pope said to Mike before he stepped in the boat first. Cleo, Kie, and Jane followed suit.Â
âDonât thank me; Iâd start praying if I were you guys,â Mike said with a shake of his head before his gaze fell onto the blond. âJJ?âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âYou owe me. Times ten.âÂ
JJ gave him a curt nod before he motioned for Lottie to get into the boat so he could push it offshore before joining them. Once they were all in and on the water, they began their journey down the river.Â
JJ steered, seated beside the engine with an expression fixed in determination with a small hint of worry. His debt to Mike had grown exceptionally. If they didnât find El Dorado and bring back some gold, Lottie didnât know what would happen. Theyâd be found out the second they returned to the island.Â
But that was a worry for another time. First, they needed to find Big John and pry him from the hands of Singh.Â
Lottie fixed her gaze out ahead of them, taking in the thick walls of greenery on both sides of the river. Bugs hummed, and animals somewhere in the jungle howled. Overhead, birds of bright colors flew and listened to their own singing from the treetops. If they had been there under a less stressful situation, Lottie would have found it peaceful. Instead, the hot and humid air on her skin made her uncomfortable, and her chest carried an unforgiving tightness.Â
âSo, Jane, right?â Cleo spoke, cutting through the silence that had fallen between the group. The girl nodded, seated across from Cleo and toying with the tied bracelets around her wrist. âWhyâd you want to tag along here?âÂ
âOh, um, well, I didnât really know what we were doing or why. But I wanted to get the hell out of Kitty Hawk and probably wouldnât have gotten another chance until my aunt stopped by to see if Iâd stopped being such a, in her words, âpain in her ass,ââ she said. âWhich is funny because she also calls me unmotivated and lacking ambition. I donât know how I can be both, but whatever. All I know is, itâll be a lot harder to call me lazy when she finds out I ran away with a girl I just met and her friends. Sheâll probably kill me, but thatâs only if I go back to her stupid house with her stupid cat.âÂ
Jane hardly took a breath the whole second half of her story. She finished and slumped down in her seat before she looked at everyone staring at her. A sheepish smile graced her lips. âSorry.âÂ
With a shake of her head, Lottie said, âYou know, if we make it out of here in one piece, we can crown you an official Pogue, and you can hang with us if you donât want to go back to your auntâs.â She wasnât one to invite just anyone into their tight-knit circle, but it had worked out great with Cleo, even if she had sort of been dragged into their issues then stranded on an island with them.Â
âWhatâs a Pogue?âÂ
âA friend,â Kie said. âAnd Lotâs right. If you donât mind slumming it with us, we donât mind the extra company.âÂ
Pope added, âI promise we donât always do shit like this.âÂ
âDonât believe him. Weâve become real treasure hunters lately,â said JJ.Â
A scoff sounded from Cleo. âSome sorry ass treasure hunters who canât hang on to any of the shit they find. But sure, Rude Boy, weâre treasure hunters.âÂ
âThatâs not our fault!â JJ argued.Â
Jane looked between the group thoughtfully, lips pursed slightly. âWhen I was little, I did seriously consider a career as a pirate,â she said, in what sounded like full seriousness. âSo, Iâm down.âÂ
They all laughed, their numbers growing in size as they continued to pick wayward teenagers along the way. If only they had somewhere to go back to when they returned to the Outer Banks.Â
With the map from Mike and Pope's beautiful brain and Cleoâs sense of direction, they came upon El Tesoro. However, from a good distance away, they already spotted Singhâs men, who had to be waiting for them to show up. Before they could be spotted on the river, they parked the boat up on the bank, shielded by the thick of overhanging branches, and crept their way through the jungle until they reached the wooden dock, a handful of men, and a shed.Â
They were able to sneak into the shed from the opposite side of where the men were lounging, not paying a whole lot of attention. Singh didnât leave behind his most alert men; he probably took them with him and Big John to ensure there were no surprises. That was good for the Pogues, though.Â
Pope and Cleo had stolen some firecrackers from Tres Rocas that some kids had left unattended, and JJ always carried a lighter on him. From Janeâs backpack, they used a piece of paper and a pen to write a note to the men, warning them about how theyâd have five seconds after the first âgunshotâ before things got nasty. Inside the shed were fishing poles and other miscellaneous supplies. They hooked the letter and cast it out to the closest man seconds before the boys started lighting the explosives.Â
It worked like a charm. The loud bangs of the firecrackers tricked Singhâs men into thinking they were being ambushed, and they were quick to bail. They retreated into their boat and hurried away without much issue.Â
Once the immediate threat of Singhâs men was gone, the Pogues scrounged around for any supplies they could steal, then started on foot through the jungle, following the vague directions Neville had told John B., JJ, and Lottie back on his houseboat. They were also following the hope that Sarah and John B. had already been there and were ahead of them on the journey, and the hope that they at least knew where Big John and Singh were, if they hadnât found them already.Â
Mike had been kind enough to arm them each with a machete, which came in handy to fight against the greenery, but also in case they encountered trouble along the way too. JJ was enjoying himself, whacking through the thick vegetation and saying how he felt like Indiana Jones.Â
After they were walking for a bit, Pope had spotted footprints in the dirt, which brightened their hope of finding either John B. and Sarah, or Singh and Big John. Lottie doubted many people were trekking through there for a leisurely stroll, so it had to lead them somewhere. Pope and Cleo led the way, following the prints.Â
As much as Lottie hated running, she quickly realized she also hated hiking. When they found themselves in breaks between the tree cover, the hot sun set her skin ablaze, and her worn-out sneakers rubbed against her heels. She gritted her teeth and focused on the path ahead, trying to avoid the swing of JJâs machete.Â
âYou doing okay, Lot?â JJ asked, pausing to turn around after he climbed a steep, small incline. He held out his hand for her, and she accepted it gratefully, letting him help her up.Â
âNever take me on a date hiking,â she muttered, keeping hold of his hand for a couple of seconds longer, even though both his and her palms were sweaty.Â
JJ chuckled lightly. âNoted. No marathons and no hiking.â He gave her hand a squeeze before letting go and continuing to clear a path through the greenery.Â
After another mile or two, the group all caught up with each other and stopped in a grassy field for a quick break. Pope had snagged him and Cleo two water bottles before they were chased by Singhâs men. They were borderline hot by that point, but no one cared as they passed them around. Lottie wiped the sweat from her forehead and fixed her ponytail into a bun to keep her hair off of her neck.Â
Once they all had a bit of water in them and caught their breath, they continued on following the vague path of footprints not yet erased by the abundance of nature surrounding them.Â
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JJ had lost track of how long theyâd been hiking for. Why couldnât El Dorado have been somewhere a little colder? Or somewhere easier to trek through? He knew that was the point; treasure wasnât supposed to be easy to find, and neither were treasure hunters, apparently.Â
He paused for one second to ease the start of an ache in his legs, but was startled half out of his mind when the sound of an explosion tore through the air. He cursed loudly before his gaze went upwards, where birds fled from their perch on the high branches with loud squawks.Â
âI think it came from over there!â shouted Pope, not waiting for anyoneâs reply before he took off toward the noise.Â
Beside Kie, Janeâs face scrunched up. âAre we sure following the sound of a bomb going off is a smart move?âÂ
Lottie shook her head. âNothing we do is a smart move.âÂ
So, they headed right toward the sound. It wasnât long before familiar voices waded through the air. JJ let out a breath the second he heard John B. and Sarah up somewhere through the trees.Â
Then, a third voice sounded.Â
âThey found him,â Lottie rushed out as she started to pick up her pace. They could see John B. and Sarah not too far ahead, with their back to them. JJ heard what Lottie had too: the voice of her dad. He couldnât quite make out what they were saying, but he was the first to hear the fourth voice in the conversation.Â
âWait,â JJ said, grabbing Lottieâs hand to stop her before she broke through the surrounding plants to where her bother dad, and Sarah were. The Pogues stopped at JJâs words too. âIs thatâŠâÂ
A long simmering anger appeared on Popeâs face as he finished JJâs sentence. âWard.âÂ
The group crept forward and found a fallen tree trunk close enough to the others to hear what they were saying and large enough to keep them hidden. They needed to figure out what kind of situation they were entering before they jumped in. That usually wasnât JJâs forte, but he knew that Ward was bad news.Â
JJ spotted Big John seated on a rock, but most of his figure was blocked by John B., and Sarah stood close by. Her attention was fixed on her dad, who stood opposite the three of them with a gun in his grasp, aimed at the two Routledges. JJ assumed Ward wanted to shoot Big John, not John B., but the latter wouldnât have been a shock. Yet, JJ wasnât sure if Ward would shoot John B., knowing it would be the final line in the sand Sarah drew, keeping her forever beyond resentful of her dad.Â
âNo,â Lottie whispered. She reached behind her and grabbed the handle of the machete sticking out of the top.Â
JJ already had his knife in his hands. He glanced at the other Pogues, and honorary Pogue, Jane. âAll in?âÂ
They all situated their gifted machetes in their grasps before nodding.Â
JJ whispered a countdown, and once he hit one, all six of them raced out from their hiding spot, yelling. All of the attention fell onto them as they surrounded Ward with their knives raised.Â
Lottie pointed her weapon at Ward. âDrop the gun!â she shouted.Â
While JJ had felt bad for Sarah, back when they thought they had watched Ward blow himself up on his boat, he wished the man would have done it for real. He kept being the largest pain in their ass, constantly standing between them and something good almost within reach.Â
Ward didnât budge, but he looked wildly surprised to see them. His eyes were blown wide, and the look on his face made it easy to see that he didnât know what to do next.Â
âYouâre outnumbered, Ward,â said JJ.Â
The man changed his aim, moving back and forth between the group frantically. He wasnât expecting an ambush.Â
âWhat?â Pope called out. âAre you gonna shoot all of us?âÂ
âIf youâre gonna shoot anyone,â Big John said, his voice loud to draw Wardâs attention. JJ took his eyes off Ward for just a second. Big John was holding his hand against his side, the fabric underneath stained red; he was hurt already. JJ wondered if it had been Ward or Singhâs doing. âShoot me.âÂ
John B. shifted more in front of his dad and took a step toward Ward. His jaw was hardest, and anger flared in his eyes. He took another step. Then another, making JJ inch to knock his friend out of the way and take his face, but he was worried any movement too sudden would cause Ward to pull down on the trigger his finger hovered over. John B. didnât stop until he was only a foot or two away from Ward and the gun.Â
âOr me,â he challenged.Â
From the corner of his eye, he saw Lottie run forward. She moved too fast for him to realize what was happening. His fingers just missed her shoulder, wanting to pull her back beside him. As he stumbled forward, Lottie had already slotted herself between Ward and her brother, chest heaving and hands shaking as one gripped the machete and the other curled into a fist at her side.Â
JJ felt another wave of panic surge through him. He felt like that any time any of his friends were in danger, but with Lottie, it was tenfold. Blood rushed in his ears and his chest constricted. He wanted to do something; he needed to do something, but he was rooted in place, watching the scene play out on high alert.Â
âYouâre not shooting any of us,â Lottie said lowly. âHavenât you done enough?âÂ
At Lottieâs side, Sarah appeared. Her eyes were lined with tears, but she too looked angry. âStop it,â she said coldly. If there was anyone who could make Ward pause, it was her.Â
There were several, impossibly tense, seconds where nothing happened. The Pogues all stayed with their machetes tightly in their grip, itching to take Ward down. Wardâs finger backed away from the trigger, but he didnât lower the gun, still aimed at Lottieâs chest. His gaze, however, had moved onto Sarah.Â
He knew the second he pulled the trigger, it was over for him. But one shot was all it would take for him to kill any one of them. That couldnât happen.Â
âI know you,â Sarah then continued. âYou forget that I know you.â Slowly, she reached up and grasped her dadâs wrist. He let her take the gun from his grasp, and she passed it off behind her back to John B.Â
Tears shone in Wardâs eyes too as he quietly cried out, âIâŠI canâtâŠâÂ
âI can.âÂ
JJâs eyes snapped onto a man who had slipped out from the jungle directly behind Big John. He had a gun in his grasp with the tip against the manâs head. John B. was quick to aim Wardâs gun at Singhâs man.Â
âDrop it,â the man said coldly.Â
âEasy, bud,â Big John rasped out. âYour boss is dead. You got no reason to do this.âÂ
âI can think of a few reasons.â His gaze hardened before he shouted at John B. to drop his weapon once more.Â
John B. slowly raised both of his hands and let the gun fall to the dirt. Singhâs man stepped around Big John and picked up the other gun, pocketing it so none of them got any bright ideas. To be fair, JJ was about five seconds away from diving for the gun on the ground to replace his machete. The knife was nice, but not against a gun.Â
âThought youâd get away with the gold, eh?â said the man. He eyed the group, his gun slowly passing by all of them. âMy mate back there is dead.â His gaze zeroed in on Sarah, and it didnât leave her.Â
JJâs pulse hammered, and his mind spun. No Pogue was dying that day. He just needed a plan. He needed to think. He needed to-Â
However, before he could even let out a breath, Ward was yelling and charging at the man. Gunshots rang out, and blood was quick to seep through the fabric of Wardâs shirt, but it didnât stop him. He ran right at the man and tackled him. They rolled right beside a steep drop-off. Maybe Ward knew that, or maybe it was just a kind of fucked up luck. As the man regained his footing, so did Ward. With one final yell, he tackled the man for the second time, sending both of them right over the edge of the drop-off.Â
A heavy silence filled the air, and no one moved for a moment, unsure if what just happened was even real. It was Sarah who shook out of her shock first. Tears streamed down her flushed cheeks as she peered over the edge. Everyone else followed suit.Â
JJ stared at the two bodies sprawled out at the bottom, dead. He felt both nauseous and relieved, just as he had when he thought Ward blew himself up. But that time there was a body and no chance of him finding a way to cheat death. No, Ward Cameron was dead for good that time.Â
A horrible sob tore through the air from the lips of Sarah. John B. wrapped her up in his arms, his expression a cloud of different emotions. JJ imagined he felt the same conflicting thoughts spiral around his mind, only probably ten times worse than whatever JJ felt. Ward had tried to kill him and his dad. Ward had him framed for murder and nearly put him on death row. Ward had caused all of them so much grief it was dizzying.Â
Ward did a lot of awful things, but he died saving Sarah. JJ supposed they had to give him the smallest amount of credit for that.Â
âJohn B., Lot!â Pope shouted, drawing everyoneâs attention. He was at Big Johnâs side, who had his head tipped back and face scrunched up in pain as he pressed against the injury at his side. Up close, JJ could see how much blood covered the manâs hand and soaked through his shirt, and that was just around the wound.Â
The twins were quick to their dadâs side. They helped him to his feet, earning a pained groan.Â
âWe gotta get him out of here,â said John.Â
Lottieâs face only grew in worry, twisted up like she could feel her dadâs pain. âWhat happened?âÂ
âSingh shot him.âÂ
JJ and the rest of the Pogues quickly gathered the bags and belongings strewn across the ground before they trailed after the Routledges, everyone eager to get the hell back home.Â
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT: WELCOME TO KITTY HAWK
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. after their run-in with baracuta mike, jj and lottie get ready to jailbreak kie from kitty hawk
a/n. new character just unlocked!
word count 3k || masterlist
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The Twinkie, as beat up and old as she was, didnât get a flat out of the blue that day. No, the men who had pulled up behind the car had shot out the tire. Two men got out of the car, one of them being Barracuta Mike and the other one his goons. JJ and John B. had ditched Mikeâs U-Haul full of drugs in the woods then fled, which the man was clearly not happy about.Â
Mikeâs friend had a gun, pointing it between Lottie and JJ.Â
Lottieâs grip on JJâs arms was tight as he heart drummed inside her chest. He had moved to stand in front of her, tension tight in his shoulders.Â
âYou lost the load, JJ,â said Mike. âNow, instead of me getting paid, I owe them. Which means you owe me.â He paused, eyes flickering from JJ to Lottie. âGet in the car, both of âya.âÂ
JJ cleared his throat. âAs much as weâd like to do that, we kinda got somewhere we need to be soâŠâÂ
Mikeâs friend with the gun narrowed his gaze, unwavering. Time was slipping from their grasp too quickly. They needed to jailbreak Kie and haul ass to South America.Â
âYou heard him,â the man said. âGet in the car.âÂ
Lottie could practically hear the wheels in JJâs head turning, trying to think of a quick way out.
âAll right, if thatâs how itâs gonna be,â JJ started. âLook, I know youâve heard the stories of our friends and us, yeah? The stories about a little something called the Royal Merchant. A pile of gold. Is that ringing any bells?âÂ
Mikeâs expression didnât change. âWhat I heard was some bullshit.âÂ
âItâs real,â Lottie rushed out. âWe found the gold from the Royal Merchant.âÂ
A dry laugh sounded from Mike. âOh, yeah? Is that why you got a bunch of dudes throwing your furniture into a dumpster in your backyard, JJ? Youâre livin' high off the hog, huh?âÂ
JJâs muscles tensed under Lottieâs fingers, but he didnât let it show on his face that Mikeâs words were digging into his skin. Lottie knew better than to buy that, but Mike didnât. JJ chuckled, like he didnât have a care in the world about his home. âYeah, youâre talkinâ about my foreclosed house? You mean my cover? The one to throw off the scent?â JJ said. âRule number one, donât do flashy shit like pay off a mortgage when youâre cashinâ in.âÂ
âLet me guess, you got the gold, and itâs buried somewhere in a barn, right?â Mike said, not buying it. âAnd if I let yâall go right now, youâll run and get it. Weâll split it, right?âÂ
JJ hesitated, so Lottie swooped in before Mike could see through them. âNot exactly,â she started, her voice steady and calm. âItâs a little sweeter than that. I mean, the Royal Merchantâs just the tip of the iceberg. Weâre going after something a lot bigger; something with a payoff you couldnât even imagine.âÂ
With a nod, JJ added, âWeâre going after the Mother Lode. Thatâs why we need to get to South America, okay?â He looked at Mike as if they were old friends and not like the man and his friend were eager to either shoot them or force them to give them their payout. âWeâre trying to help you out, man, by giving you the opportunity to make ten times more. No skin off your nose, just a lottery ticket.âÂ
There was a beat of silence as Mike seemed to mull their words over. He wasnât buying it fully, yet.Â
âSo,â JJ continued. âYou can get the pleasure of beating my ass right here, right now. I get the temptation, really I do. But in this hand.â He held up his right hand in a fist. âMike, youâve got a pile of gold sitting and waiting for you. All you need to have is a little bit of patience, okay?âÂ
âAnd a flight to South America,â Lottie added with a small smile. If they could secure another ride, they could tell John B. and the others to go now, and theyâd meet them there.Â
Mike took a step forward, and for a moment, Lottie feared he was going to ignore their offer of gold entirely. However, he stopped just short of the two teens, his hands at his sides. âOne more chance, Maybank,â he said lowly. âDonât screw me over again.âÂ
With a quick nod, JJ promised Mike gold would follow their adventure. How true that was, Lottie had no clue. They were after her dad, no El Dorado, but the two were one in same if she was being honest. Even if they rescued their dad before Singh forced him to find the lost city of gold, the man would insist on going looking for it; Lottie could already hear his voice and the way he wouldnât take no for an answer when he was so close.Â
The two stayed rooted in place until Mike and his friend drove off.Â
âHoly shit,â Lottie breathed out, dropping her hold on JJâs arm. âI canât believe that actually worked.âÂ
JJ smirked proudly. âWhat can I say, weâre a hell of a team, huh?â She laughed before they quickly worked to change the tire and continue on their way to save Kiara, not wanting to waste any more time that they really didnât have.Â
JJ opted to drive the rest of the way, being the slightly more reckless driver of the two. While they hurried down the roads, Lottie snuck some not-so-subtle glances at him. The windows were down, blowing his sun-blenched blond hair around. It had grown out a bit longer than he usually kept it. Usually, he and John B. would cut each otherâs hair; theyâd been doing that since they were younger, and it never turned out as bad as Lottie always expected. But since they both had been so busy, neither one had the time, and their look became a little shaggy. Lottie liked the look on JJ.Â
âI canât tell if youâre staring because Iâm really hot or because youâre plotting against me, and itâs really starting to stress me out.âÂ
Lottie smirked. âCould it not be both?â she said, a teasing tone in her voice. âThough, I donât think your looks are gonna get you out of Baracuta Mikeâs wrath if we come back without gold.âÂ
With a sigh, JJ drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. âThen hopefully we find some gold.âÂ
âYouâre not worried about the curse?â Lottie asked.Â
He shrugged. âLetâs be honest, Lot, could a curse really do us any worse? I could handle a little curse if it meant we came back with some cash.âÂ
Lottie returned her gaze to the road ahead. Maybe he and Kie had a point. They werenât even at rock bottom anymore, or whatever came after. Lottie really felt like she was as low as she could get; her home in ashes seemed to be the final blow. Maybe something worse would follow the gold, but at least theyâd have some fucking money. Lottie officially had nothing to her name but a change of clothes, her ID, and some first aid supplies. That was it.Â
Getting into Kitty Hawk proved to be a hell of a lot easier than Lottie had planned for. All JJ had to do was say they were dropping off a package to the security at the front gate, and they let the Twinkie roll in without any more questions. Once they parked and found a woman in the main office. JJ made up some story about Kieâs dead cat, having clocked the three photos on the ladyâs desk of her pet cats. Lottie slipped in that the catâs name was Marley, hoping when the message got to Kie, sheâd know they were the ones who delivered the message and were there to rescue her.Â
After they bid the woman goodbye, they had to lie low until sunset. There were way too many people roaming around the school grounds. Theyâd be spotted too quickly if they tried to break Kie out while it was still light out and the girls were outside doing some kind of yard work therapy. While Kie had only been there a couple of hours, Lottie knew her friend already loathed the place.Â
JJ had moved the van where it would be harder to spot and where they could hop in for a quick getaway once they got Kie.Â
Finally, once nighttime had settled in, Lottie and JJ watched from behind one of the buildings as Kie was escorted into one of the large cabins. From the number of girls who had entered it, Lottie assumed it was where they all bunked.Â
To be honest, Lottie did feel a little creepy lurking around camp, especially once nighttime hit. But she had also been in much weirder situations. She needed to focus on getting Kie back and then hightailing it to South America to get her dad back.Â
They timed their movements between when the lax security passed by, chatting with each other and not even paying attention to their surroundings. To be fair, they probably werenât looking for anyone breaking into camp, only those trying to break out.Â
Lottie and JJ hurried down the alley that ran behind cabins four and five until they reached where Kie was in cabin six. When the coast was clear, they hurried along the side of the cabin and up the front steps.Â
Lottie wiggled the doorknob, but it was locked. Luckily, JJ had learned how to pick a lock from a book he found at a library when he was thirteen, when Lottie dragged him along with her. He plucked a bobby pin from her messy up-do and jimmied the lock in impressive time. If they werenât in such a race against time, she was certain he would have made a cocky comment about it, but he refrained and opened the door as quietly as he could.Â
Through the dark cabin, Lottie made out the large, singular room lined on both sides with at least ten bunk beds. Soft snores echoed through the cabin, and moonlight poured in through blind-less windows.Â
The two split up, JJ taking the left side and Lottie the right, quietly whispering Kieâs name in the hope of finding her with some ease. What they thought would happen? Lottie didnât exactly know. Maybe that theyâd spot her, and slip out without waking another soul. Obviously, that wasnât the case, though. The second they started whispering for Kie, their steps caused the floorboards to creak, and bedside lamps started to switch on.Â
Lottie froze, guilt flushing her face.Â
Across the room she heard JJ clear his throat before he said, âOh, uh, hey.â Confused mumbles tumbled from the sleepy girlsâ mouths. âI know this looks bad. But weâre actually just here for our friend.âÂ
More girls started to stir. Lottie held her hands up in defense. âWe come in peace!â she whispered.Â
Then, from one of the top bunks, a familiar voice sounded. âLottie? JJ?âÂ
Kiara hurried down her bunk ladder and rushed to Lottie, who was closest. She threw her arms around her friend with enough force to send them both stumbling. âHoly shit!â Kie breathed out in disbelief. âWhat are you guys doing here?âÂ
JJ sauntered up to the two, a smirk on his lips. âYou thought we just let you hang out here and miss all the fun saving Big John?â Kie just laughed and hugged him too.Â
âWe found another ride to South America,â Lottie explained quickly. âThe others probably took Wardâs jet by now, but we can still get there if we leave, like, right now.âÂ
Kie just stared at them both with fondness in her dark eyes. âI love you guys.âÂ
As Lottie said it back, JJâs attention was pulled to the startling number of eyes that had fallen upon them. Every single girl in the cabin was wide awake and staring at the three of them making a scene in the middle of their sleeping quarters.Â
âApologies, everyone,â he said with a wince. âYou all have a nice night now.â He started toward the door, ready to bolt, but Kie hesitated. Her expression shifted into something Lottie couldnât read before she took off back to her bunk, but her attention was on the girl on the bottom bed.Â
âCome with us,â Kie said to the girl.Â
Lottie and JJ exchanged a confused look.Â
âWhat?â said the girl.Â
âDo you really want to stay here and spend the next however many weeks reflecting on your âbad choicesâ by doing fucking yard work and singing around a campfire? Or, do you want to run away to South America with me and my friends?âÂ
The girlâs wide eyes blinked as she mulled it over for just a second. Then, she stood up and shouldered her backpack that had been halfway peaking out from under her bed. âFuck it!â she exclaimed with a grin. âLetâs go!âÂ
Kie took the girl by the hand and brought her over to where Lottie and JJ were still standing in the middle of the cabin. All eyes were still carefully trained on them, like they were engrossed in a TV show.Â
âGuys, this is Jane,â Kie introduced the girl. âSheâs smart, like crazy smart. Iâm talkinâ Pope-level smart.âÂ
Jane looked between all three of them oddly before she shook her head. âOh, no, Iâm not religious. I donât believe in the Pope.âÂ
JJ cocked his head to the side. âIâm pretty sure the Popeâs just some guy.âÂ
With a shrug, Jane said, âThatâs none of my business.âÂ
Lottie felt like she just got whiplash. With a quick shake of her head to refocus, she shot the girl a smile. âOkay, Jane, welcome aboard. Now, letâs get the hell out of here!â They all agreed and bid the dazed girls in the cabin a quick goodnight before they all fled through the door. Through the darkness, the four of them raced through the woods until they reached where JJ and Lottie had hidden the Twinkie. The two collected what they needed from the van and made a quick choice.Â
There was only one road in and out of Kitty Hawke, and the security had already seen the Twinkie. It wasnât a subtle vehicle. If they used it to escape, theyâd probably be spotted before long. They decided to ditch the van instead of risking getting caught. Thanks to their deal with Barracuta Mike, JJ shot him a text, and before long he arrived to pick them up and take them to his plane that he used to smuggle drugs in the Outer Banks.Â
Lottie had to admit, she wished his plane more closely resembled Wardâs, something comfy and rich-looking. Mikeâs plane was the opposite of that, meant to haul cargo, not people. It was a hunk of metal that looked uninviting, but that didnât matter. Lottie had a dad to save from a treasure-crazed millionaire, and that was her one-way ticket.Â
They all ventured aboard and attempted to make themselves comfortable before a rocky lift-off.Â
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Not long after take-off, Lottie had fallen asleep, as did Kieâs new friend, Jane. That left Kie and JJ, who both couldnât seem to join the two, in comfortable silence for a while. JJ listened to the lull of the planeâs engine and tried to shove down the small pit of nerves that coiled in his stomach. He didnât know what awaited them when they landed, or what the others had already been up to. But he wanted to save Big John, and he wanted to find some gold to solve his growing list of issues. Obviously, he knew the priority was Big John, but JJ was really banking a lot on El Dorado. He had no other way to pay off his debt to Mike. And Mike wasnât exactly a forgiving man.Â
JJ would take the fall for their screw-up with the U-Haul- it was his idea in the first place. John B. and Lottie were just forced along for the ride. But heâd prefer not to have to do anything more than pass off a hunk of gold to the man and call it a day. JJ hoped that wasnât too wishful thinking.Â
With a shake of his head, JJ tried to distract himself from his spiraling thoughts. He outstretched his foot, careful not to move too much since Lottieâs head was comfortably using his shoulder as a pillow, and poked Kieâs foot with his own.Â
âYou sure made friends fast,â he whispered, his tone teasing as a smirk grew on his lips.Â
Kieâs friend, Jane, had sprawled out beside Kie, using her backpack as a pillow. The girl was a bit on the shorter side, with dark skin and dark hair that was braided. She and Kie were in matching Kitty Hawk pajamas, which JJ assumed Kie wanted to burn the second she got the chance.Â
âShe was the only one to talk to me,â Kie replied with a shrug.Â
âSo you invited her on our treasure hunt/rescue mission?âÂ
âShe needed an out too,â Kie said. âObviously I donât know her well, but I think she can help us. When she gets nervous, she just starts rambling off a bunch of history facts.Â
JJ raised his brows. âKiller credentials.âÂ
With a roll of her eyes, Kie said, âDonât act like you ever think through anything you do.âÂ
He smirked. âFair enough.â For a couple of seconds, they fell back into quiet, listening to the hum and rattle of the plane before Kie tapped his foot with hers.Â
âThanks for busting me out of that place.âÂ
âThank Lot,â he said. âI was just backup in case things got hairy.âÂ
âStill, you guys could have left without me, but you didnât.âÂ
JJ smiled a bit softer. âYou wouldâve done the same for any of us,â he said. âBesides, weâll probably need all hands on deck for whatever bullshit weâre running headfirst into.âÂ
Singh wasnât some Kook they had a bone to pick with; hell, he wasnât even Ward Cameron. Whatever was waiting for them was probably not going to be a walk in the park, but at least they all had each otherâs back.
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN: WHERE THEREâS SMOKE, THEREâS FIRE
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. a peaceful night goes up in flames before the pogues plan to embark to south america. but when a friend goes missing, plans change
word count 3.6k || masterlist
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For the second time that night, Sarah Cameron saved the day. To a weirder extent, so did Ward.Â
Sarah had somehow convinced her dad, who apparently was back on the island just in hiding since everyone believed him have blown himself up, to let the Pogues use his private plane to get down to South America. All they had to do was lie low that night, and then theyâd be wheels up the next morning.Â
For the first time since returning from Poguelandia, they were all together and in brighter spirits. Sarah and John B. had returned from the police station with the news of their new ride, and to celebrate, they all gathered around the coffee table in the Chateau to talk strategy over a game of cards.Â
Seated beside Lottie was JJ, his leg pressed against hers. Heâd occasionally show her his hand, much to the dismay of the others; the two of them practically playing as a team. Their argument from earlier dissolved seemingly for the time being.
A part of Lottie wanted to just tell her brother and her and JJ, but with everything going on with their dad, she figured it wasnât the time to stress him out even more. Besides, it wasnât like she and JJ acted like your run-of-the-mill, totally platonic friends to begin with. They could get away with being close without raising any questions. The Pogues had promised not to tell either; John B. seemed rather oblivious to the whole thing.Â
The thin blanket of normalcy of the night eased some of that tightness in Lottieâs chest; the rest of it would remain until she got her dad back.Â
âSo, what kind of plane is it?â asked Cleo as she peered over her hand of cards.Â
âWell, itâs Wardâs. Iâm guessing something sweet,â answered Pope as he glanced to his side where Sarah sat. The blonde nodded, causing a smile to spread across Cleoâs lips.Â
âThatâs what Iâm talkinâ about. Flyinâ private, baby!âÂ
It was Lottieâs turn. She played her hand, but lost to Sarah, who collected the pot of random items the Pogues had in their pockets. She cheered in triumph while everyoneâs disappointed broke into laughter.Â
One game turned into several, before yawns started to fill the air. John B. and Sarah retreated into his room to âtalk.â The Pogues teased the two of them until John B. flipped them off and shut his door. Kie was already half asleep on the armchair, wrapped in a ratty throw blanket, and her knees tucked into her chest in what looked like an uncomfortable position, but Kie could sleep just about anywhere, any way.Â
That left Pope and JJ still at the coffee table, engrossed in some light-hearted argument about the card game between just the two of them. But in their sleepy state, everything became ten times funnier to them, and their argument quickly turned into fits of laughter they tried to conceal with a hand over their mouths.Â
Lottie had started to gather the empty beer bottles and bring them into the kitchen. She knew it wasnât exactly necessary to clean up, but it gave her something to do. Cleo helped her.Â
âHowâs staying at the Heywards been?â Lottie asked. Since theyâve been back, she felt like she hadnât gotten a chance to talk to Cleo aside from treasure planning and then Lottieâs dad. That was another thing she missed about Poguelandia: the constant togetherness, especially with the girls. They all bonded, bringing Cleo into their little group with open arms, which she accepted happily.Â
Cleoâs lips quirked up in a bright smile. âReally nice. They better than any family I know.âÂ
 âTheyâre the best." Lottie lowered her voice slightly, a smirk gracing her lips. "And what about Pope?âÂ
Cleo wasnât the kind of girl who had her confidence shaken easily, or she didnât show it. She was tough, had to be. More importantly, she wasnât normally one to shy away from anything. But at the mention of Pope and Lottieâs gaze, Cleo shifted her gaze onto the counter and distracted herself by emptying a couple of the beers that had a sip or two left. Lottie did notice the smile never left her face, though.Â
âHeâs also great.âÂ
âHe seems to think youâre pretty great, too."
With a shrug, Cleo said, âEh, I think heâs just beinâ nice.âÂ
âI know Pope, okay? He is nice. But... I donât know, heâs different around you.â Cleo snapped her head up, something like worry flickering in her eyes. âNot in a bad way. In a good way. A really good way,âÂ
Cleo relaxed and leaned against the counter. âThatâs what his momma said. I told her she was trippin.âÂ
Lottie chuckled before a more serious tone replaced her teasing one. âYouâre happy here, right?âÂ
âOf course I am,â she replied, confused.Â
âGood. I justâŠI wanna make sure because you ditched your whole life to slum it with us."
Cleoâs expression turned into something more serious yet softer at the same time. âIâm happy here,â she said. âThe happiest I've been in a long time, actually.âÂ
Pope cleared his throat in the entryway of the kitchen and stumbled through a lame but cute attempt to ask if Cleo wanted to share the couch with him. Cleo laughed and led the way back into the living room, leaving Pope to follow behind with a little pep in his step.Â
Lottie retreated to her bedroom, JJ following behind her. He jumped onto her bed and sprawled out with a loud yawn. She watched with a small, amused smile on her lips before she remembered the last conversation the two had had before returning to the Chateau.Â
Instead of joining him on the bed, she stayed standing and hugged her arms. âJay?â He hummed, lifting his head to look at her. âYouâre not mad at me about earlier, are you? I should have told you what happened, I justâŠI didnât want to think about it.âÂ
His expression softened slightly as he sat upright and shook his head. ââCourse Iâm not mad,â he said simply. âI mean, I wish you wouldâve said somethinâ, but I get it.âÂ
She let out a breath and moved to sit on the edge of the bed. He scooted towards her, wrapping his arms around her waist. She leaned back into him. JJ was warm, and a part of Lottie just wanted to close her eyes, enjoy one night before they ventured to South America with no idea how or in what shape theyâd make it back in.Â
However, just as JJ started to press little kisses to her neck in the sweet, quiet solace of Lottieâs bedroom, her door swung open without warning.Â
Lottie jumped, and JJ pushed himself back, nearly falling off the other side of the bed with a start.Â
Poking her head inside, Kie looked both frantic and apologetic. âSorry! Iâm sorry! But, uh, we have to go, like now!âÂ
Lottieâs warm face flooded with confusion. âWhat?âÂ
âThereâs a fire!â Kie said before she quickly ducked out of the bedroom.Â
For a second, Lottie and JJ exchanged a look, bewildered before the smell of smoke wafted in through her door. She scrambled off her bed and grabbed her backpack from the floor, hooking it over her shoulder as she jammed her feet into a pair of tennis shoes.Â
JJ was right behind her, the two hurrying into the living room to see the rest of the Pogues in panic. The smell of smoke grew stronger by the second, and Lottie caught sight of orange flames through the screen door that led out to the porch.Â
The Chateau, which their dad had built sometime before the twins had been born, was almost all wood. It would go up fast. They couldnât leave through the porch. Sarah was the closest to the side entrance. She grabbed the door handle but hissed in pain and quickly drew her hand away. If that door was hot too, then the fire was spreading around the outside of the house. They needed another way out.Â
John B. raced toward the opposite side of the house, into Lottieâs room, and threw open her window. The fire had yet to spread around to that side, meaning they had a narrow window of time to escape before it reached there. One by one, they climbed out of Lottieâs bedroom window, landing in the shrubbery below before they put distance between themselves and the Chateau.Â
Their collective coughing filled the night air, along with the billowing smoke from the house. The fire roared into a monster in a matter of minutes, engulfing nearly the entire thing. Calling the fire department seemed useless. By the time theyâd arrive, the Chateau would be gone. There was nothing they could do but watch it burn.Â
Lottie sat in front of the large tree in their backyard, the one carved with her, very much alive, brotherâs headstone. Tears gathered in her eyes, both from the smoke and from the sight. Everything but the clothes on her back and a backpack full of random supplies was still inside, being consumed by the flames. Every photo, item of clothing, junk, and books that filled their dadâs office. Her and John B.âs entire life till that point had been centered around the Chateau. It was the Poguesâ meeting place, their dadâs gift to their mom after they got married, the twins' home. It was all turning into ash and cinders before their very eyes.Â
The Chateau was far from a mansion or grand estate, but it was home, in every sense of the word, to Lottie.Â
Something harsh squeezed at her chest, eyes widening. She scrambled to her feet, earning confused looks from her friends. âMy picture. One of us, Dad and Mom. Itâs in my room. I left it!â She only took one step toward the burning house, not thinking logically about how there was no way back inside. The photo was probably already burned; it was the only one she had.Â
Before she could take a second step, JJ was on his feet, and his hand grasped her arm, tightly enough to hold her in place but not enough to hurt. âLot,â he said quietly. âYou canât go back in there.âÂ
She looked over her shoulder at her home. âI-It was the only photo I had of her,â she said, tears gathering heavy in her eyes. She looked at her brother, with tears of his own silently streaking down his face as he sat on the ground, his back against the tree. His gaze was glued to the fire, reflecting his brown eyes.Â
At her other side, Kie reached up and gently grasped Lottieâs hand. âIâm sorry.âÂ
Pieces of the home collapsed into itself, sending sparks and flames higher. Lottie sank back down to the ground. She wasnât sure if she wanted to scream or cry, but the longer she watched her home become more and more unrecognizable, the more a numbness settled in.Â
They watched the house burn until there was nothing left of it. The early morning sun cast a cruel golden glow across the yard, highlighting the ashes of what once was the Chateau. The tears on Lottieâs cheeks had dried; all that was left behind was a pile of ashes. Â
If Lottie had any doubts before, the fire only proved that the universe really mustâve had it out for the Routledges.Â
It wasnât until mid-morning that the group picked themselves up from the grass, the air filled with smoke, and the fire extinguished with no more home to consume. They agreed on giving everyone one hour before they met back up on the islandâs private airstrip, where Wardâs plane was supposedly waiting.Â
Pope and Kie both wanted to at least try to convince their parents to let them go. Cleo joined Pope in hopes that sheâd lend a hand in swaying the Heywards. JJ broke away also, needing to gather some things from his house before they left.Â
That left Lottie, John B., and Sarah to head straight to the airstrip. Thankfully, Ward hadnât played them, and his fancy plane was waiting when they arrived. It did seem like the least the man could do for them, especially Sarah.Â
The three waited on the tarmac. John B. kept his eyes glued to his watch as the hour drew to a close. Lottie and Sarah sat on the steps of the plane, a comfortable silence between them.Â
Lottie hated that her clothes smelled like smoke, but she wanted to save the couple of spare clothing items for later, in case she or someone else needed them. She had quickly put on her tennis shoes, which she still had from Limbery; they would be more useful than a pair of sandals if they, or rather when they, ran into trouble in the pursuit of getting their dad back. She didnât expect anything to go smoothly; she knew better than that. But she did hope to God or whoever was listening that, even if shit went sideways, they at least came home with their dad.Â
Five minutes before the hour was up, JJ arrived with a backpack slung over his shoulder.Â
They anxiously waited another five minutes, which stretched into nearly ten minutes before Pope and Cleo showed up. Thanks to Cleo, the Heywards begrudgingly let Pope join them. The only one they were missing was Kie, and Lottie couldnât shake the bad feeling that grew in her gut as the minutes continued to tick past.Â
âItâs gotta be her parents,â Sarah said. âTheyâve been up her ass lately.âÂ
Lottie recalled the wilderness school Kie had offhandedly mentioned the night before, how her parents had threatened her with it.Â
Standing up, Lottie strode up to John B. and yanked the Twinkieâs keys from his pocket. He spun around, brows furrowed. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âGoing to find Kie, obviously,â she said, wasting no time as she started toward the Twinkie. âJust give me an hour. Either Iâll break her parents down enough to let her come, or Iâll sneak her out. I donât know, but Iâll figure it out!â Because Kie would not want to be left behind, and while her parents thought what they were doing was in the best interest of their daughter, Lottie knew Kie better. That, and if the roles were switched, Kie would go after Lottie.Â
She jumped in the driverâs seat of the Twinkie and was quickly joined by JJ in the passenger seat. She peered at him before she started the van. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âIâm here for backup, obviously.âÂ
A smile graced her lips as she started the van and hurried off in the direction of Kieâs house.Â
When they parked in the street in front of the Carrerasâ, the couple was already outside on the front steps of their home.Â
âLet me try to talk to them first, okay?â Lottie said to JJ. Kieâs parents werenât a fan of any of the Pogues, especially as of late. But there had been a time when Lottie was their favorite friend of Kieâs. Maybe a part of them still thought that, despite everything.Â
Kie had once said that her dad saw too much of himself in the Pogues, especially the boys. He had once been a Pogue himself, running wild and free while getting into plenty of trouble around the island. Then, he met Kieâs mom, a Kook princess who decided to slum it with him against her parentsâ wishes. He left his reckless Pogue life behind for her, cleaned up real nice, and made a good living for himself, her, and eventually their first and only child. There had only been a handful of times when Lottie saw that Pogue hidden inside of him, like when he shot gunned a beer with his buddies or when a shitty patron got testy with his wife while working at the Wreck.Â
âGood call,â replied JJ as he eyed the couple through the Twinkieâs cracked windshield.Â
Lottie sucked in a breath and got out of the van, greeting the two with a hesitant wave and a small, âHi,â as she stood just outside their gate.Â
âCharlotte,â Mr. Carrera said, a fall following her name. âGo home.âÂ
A part of Lottie wanted to retort by telling him her home was nothing but a big pile of ashes now, but she refrained.Â
âLook, I know Iâm probably one of the last people you want to see right now. But Iâm just here for Kie. She was supposed to meet us, but never showed, and we canât reach her.âÂ
âSheâs not here,â Mrs. Carrera said.Â
Lottie didnât believe her. She bet Kie was trying to see what was happening from her bedroom window. âI know you guys donât think we care about Kie, but we do. Sheâs my best friend. I just want to make sure sheâs okay.âÂ
The faintest hint of softness spread across Mrs. Carreraâs face; it was a look similar to what Lottie had once only received from the woman, back when they would watch movies on the couch or steal fries from the restaurant kitchen.Â
âSheâs not here. I know that you care, but you and your friends arenât what she needs. And we wonât let her throw her life away.â Because of you. Mr. Carrera left the last part unsaid, but it was loud enough. âYou guys wonât be seeing her again for a while.âÂ
Lottie shook her head, confused. âWhere is she?âÂ
âWe sent her to a place where she can try to rebuild what you and your friends ruined,â Mrs. Carrera said, her softness melted into anger, like she suddenly remembered all that the Pogues had done.Â
âYou really sent her away to some wilderness school?â Lottie didnât believe that Kieâs parents would stoop to that level. They were far from model kids, and they had screwed up a lot, but taking Kie away from her friends wouldnât change anything; if anything, it would probably make things worse. The Pogues had been through too much at that point to be torn apart from each other. The thought alone burned through Lottie like acid.Â
âItâs better this way,â said Mrs. Carrera, but she was wrong.Â
Lottie didnât utter another word; she turned on her heel and returned to the Twinkie.Â
âWhat wilderness school are they talkinâ about?â asked JJ.Â
âI donât know,â she said, pulling away from the house. âDo you still have Jimmyâs phone?âÂ
JJ reached into his pocket and held up the dead manâs cell phone. She instructed him to look up the closest wilderness school advertised to âhelp troubled kids.â It took him a couple of moments and clicks before he found one called Kitty Hawk.Â
âThatâs gotta be it,â said Lottie. She knew her next plan of action would put them really far behind their current mission of getting down to South America and saving her dad, but Lottie couldnât get on a plane knowing Kie was stuck at some wilderness school until, or if, they returned. They needed all hands on deck, and if the roles had been reversed, Lottie knew Kie wouldâve gone after her.Â
âOkay, pull up the directions for Kitty Hawk, then call John B. and tell him our plans have changed.âÂ
JJ mock saluted and did just that.Â
âOh no,â John B. said through the phoneâs speaker after JJ quickly explained where Kie was.Â
âWeâre looking at roughly eight hours needed for liberation,â JJ said.Â
âEight hours? We donât have eight hours! The jet is here, and weâre all waiting.âÂ
Lottie snatched the phone from JJâs hand. âI know, but we canât just abandon Kie! Hold out for us as long as you can. And if you need to goâŠâ She hesitated for a moment. âThen weâll find another way and meet you there.âÂ
They didnât have another way, and Lottie had a feeling another one wasnât going to just fall in their lap, but maybe theyâd get unreasonably lucky. It seemed only fair after the shitty night she had, on top of the already shitty time she and her friends were having.Â
Her brotherâs voice came through the speaker a little louder, landing somewhere between frustrated and panicked. âWe canâtâŠwe canât wait for you!âÂ
JJ took the phone back and held it to his mouth. âDude, weâre working on it! Just stay in the matrix-âÂ
A loud pop cut him off. The Twinkie wobbled before it came to a stop. Lottie glanced in the side mirror to see the back tire of the van smoking and painfully deflated. She cursed under her breath and rested her forehead against the middle of the steering wheel.Â
âPiece of shit!â JJ grumbled, hanging up the phone. âPlease tell me thereâs a spare in the back of this baby?âÂ
Lottie thought for a moment; the Twinkie had a habit of breaking down more after than not, but between all of the Pogues, they usually got her back up and running. Even in all of their chaos, John B. was pretty good about making sure the spare was never tossed out, and the tools stayed put in the way back.Â
âThere should be.âÂ
They both jumped out of the van and around to the trunk. The spare was still there, thankfully. JJ grabbed the tire, and Lottie grabbed the dusty duffel that held everything else they needed. She silently cursed everyone and everything she knew as JJ started changing the tire with a slight sense of urgency.Â
However, the sound of a reeving engine forced their attention away from the flat. Lottie watched as a car sped down the road toward them and figured it was just some asshole showing off his loud car on the quiet roads. She returned her gaze to the tire, but JJ didnât. He stilled just as the car, instead of blowing right past them, pulled to a side on the side of the road just behind the Twinkie.
PROJECT SUNSHINE â CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE: DAISY CHAINS
summary: steve harrington x lab!oc. series rewrite-ish | read on Ao3
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 6.2k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. season 5 will stray the furthest from canon events!
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Tagged list: @sattlersquarry, @leptitlu, @adaydreamaway30, @excelciorst, @mysticmoon-0107, @emforjin, @hipsternerd9
Dustin strode through the halls of Hawkins High with his hands curled tightly around the straps of his backpack; his knuckles were nearly white, and he kept his head down, focused on just getting to his locker. There hadnât been any more run-ins with Mark or his basketball buddies, but Dustin was still on edge. One would think heâd be used to bullies after enduring them since elementary school, but there was something worse about Mark; one of his friends was dead, and while Dustin knew he wasn't personally at fault, a part of him felt responsible for Markâs grief.Â
Obviously, no one had planned for Jason to show up at the Creel House while the Party and company were trying to save their friends and the world from a monster. No one expected him to show up with a gun, or for Maxâs Walkman to get crushed. No one planned for Erica to get tackled or for Kali to almost save the day. They hadnât accounted for Jason at all, maybe foolishly. And, of course, no one expected Max to die, even for a moment, or for Hawkins to split into forths and take Jason down in the process.Â
No one thought such a tragedy would ripple across town; no one thought theyâd lose.Â
Mark was still grieving his friend, just like the rest of the basketball team. He was grieving like Fredâs parents, like Chrissyâs cheerleading squad, like Patrickâs lonely little sister, like the whole goddamn town.Â
But Mark shouldnât have brought Max into his ranting.
Dustin tried to push past the blooming headache behind his eyes and the stares of his classmates who had heard about their confrontation with Mark and were on the jockâs side. He reached his locker and yanked it open with a small sigh, wishing the school day would come to an end already.Â
Organized chaos stared back at him. He rifled through his belongings, looking for his chemistry notes, but pulled his hand back quickly when his fingers touched something wet and cold.Â
âWhat the hell?â he muttered to himself.Â
Sure, his locker could be defined as âmessy,â but it wasnât gross. It was simply a storm of papers, notebooks, and an unstable stack of textbooks that wobbled each time he opened his locker. He never left old food in there - not after the Milk Incident of 1984. His lunch was always secured in his Star Wars lunch box that Leia had gifted him for his birthday - she had bought a matching one in the hope of her starting high school at Hawkins High before she moved to California. And the lid on his water bottle was always closed tightly and rested in the upright position.Â
Dustin pushed aside a couple of ace tests and note cards until he opened up the spot where he had touched something odd. When he spotted the source, the blood quickly drained from his face, and the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end.Â
A faceless, slug-like creature looked back at him.Â
âDart?â he whispered, leaning his head almost completely inside his locker to get a better look. It looked nearly identical to Dart, back when Dustin had first found him rattling around in the outside trash can by his garage. He should have been scared, knowing that the little creature would quickly develop a taste for household pets before it could only be satisfied by human-sized treats. But Dustin found himself more confused than anything.Â
He supposed it was more than probable that a baby Demogorgon snuck into Hawkins during the initial earthquake, when the Gate had split open all across town. It wouldâve been impossible for anyone to keep track of that until it was too late; that whole night had been one big blur.Â
However, if it had escaped the Upside Down over a year ago, it wouldnât have reached full-size a couple of short days after it arrived. They grew fast, as Dustin had learned. Considering the monster was no larger than a chunky slug, it couldnât have been in their world longer than a couple of hours.Â
Maybe the government's band-aid over a gaping wound wasnât as effective as they originally believed. The monsters were small, too, in their freshly hatched form. But if it was so easy for them to get into the Right Side Up, why werenât there more of them? Sure, there was a chance the military was doing one thing right and eliminating the monsters before they hurt anyone or were even spotted. Dustin didnât have that much faith in them, though.Â
Maybe the little guy in his locker was a fluke. Of course, it had to be a fluke that found Dustin again.Â
He cupped his hands and attempted to scoop the creature up, but just as Dart had been, the little monster was quick and slippery like a frog. It leapt from the locker, and Dustin jumped back with a gasp. A couple of students nearby shot him a confused or dirty look as they passed, but Dustin kept his focus on the baby Demogorgon. He took off after it, barreling past his peers and ignoring shouts from teachers and staff that told him to slow down.Â
Dustin trailed Dart Two down the hall and cursed under his breath as the creature slipped right under the doors to the gym. Luckily, it was still the passing period, so the gym would be empty.Â
His old sneakers squeaked as they hurried across the newly polished gym floor, gaining on the little monster fast. When he thought he was close enough, Dustin threw himself forward with the hope of tackling Dart Two, but it jumped before Dustin could close his two hands around it.Â
With a hard thud, he crashed against the floor, smacking his chin. He groaned in pain but wasted no time staggering back to his feet to continue his chase. His chin stung, but he pushed it aside and zeroed in on Dart Two just as it slipped under the opposite set of doors and disappeared into the next hall.Â
âSon of a bitch!â Dustin shouted as he slammed against the doors to open them, only to smack right into a body. He managed to stay upright, blinking up at the physical education teacher, Mr. Rudy. The manâs round face was pinched in annoyance and disappointment.Â
His signature whistle was already between his lips, making it easy for him to blow on it loudly. hurting Dustinâs years. âI donât want to hear that kind of language in these halls, Henderson!â Mr. Rudyâs only volume was loud, like he was a radio stuck on full blast.Â
As much as Dustin wanted to roll his eyes, he couldnât afford to stick around and wait for the man to write him a detention slip. âI lost aâŠa frog!â he quickly lied, but the urgency in his tone wasnât faked. âFrom the science lab. He escaped, and Iâm trying to find him before someone steps on him!âÂ
Mr. Rudyâs face scrunched up in disgust, and he stepped aside to let Dustin go, thankfully.Â
He continued his sprint, catching sight of Dart Two just as he rounded the nearest corner. It passed by a couple of strangling students, but they didnât seem to notice it, which was good. Dustin pushed his legs to move faster and managed to gain on the little monster.Â
Despite his last failed attempt, he launched himself at the creature again. That time, however, his hands closed around Dart Two, trapping it between his palms as he landed on his belly in the middle of the hall. With a huge sigh of relief, Dustin sat up and held his hands close to his chest, hoping he could keep the little monster there until he caught his breath and found a more suitable place for it to be kept until school was out. He was grateful that he found the baby Demogorgon before its taste for humans developed, along with its rows of teeth.Â
âUh, Dustin?â a voice said from beside him. He flinched, pressing his back against the wall of lockers, all red-faced and heavy breaths. Frankie Kline, the niece of the disgraced former mayor of Hawkins, was peering at him with curious eyes. She was tall and blonde with an arm for softball and a brain fit for a future Shakespearean actor. âWhatcha doing?âÂ
Dustin cleared his throat and attempted to act as casual as he could. âOh, you know, justâŠhanging out.âÂ
Her eyes fell onto his hands. âDid you catch a spider or something?âÂ
See, Dustin was smart, smarter than most kids his age. That wasnât bragging, it was statistics. But he had gaps in his intellect. He knew full and well what the creature in his hands was, and what it would eventually do if they didnât eliminate him or toss him back into the Upside Down.Â
However, there was still that sense of wonder that had been there back when he first discovered Dart.Â
It was stupid; the monster he was holding would eventually become ruthless and more dangerous than the simple human mind could fully comprehend, but at the end of the day, it was a cool creature from another world!Â
âItâs a slugâŠI think,â Dustin answered. âA new species, maybe.âÂ
Frannieâs eyes lit up before she bent down in front of Dustin. âNo way! And youâre rescuing him?âÂ
Dustin nodded slowly. It was probably best that she didnât know the second not-so-dead Jim Hopper laid his eyes on the creature, it was as good as dead.Â
âCan I see it?â she asked. Under any normal circumstance, if heâd been holding a real slug and a pretty girl asked to see it, Dustin wouldâve believed he really had died and gone to Heaven. Suzie hadnât been very fond of bugs, but she did love animals.Â
Oh, Suzie, Dustinâs Mormon ex-girlfriend. He shouldâve known the second that Hawkins went on lockdown and the no-contact rules were set in place that theyâd struggle even more in the long-distance relationship. Sure, he broke the rules and had Murray send her letters from the post office a couple of towns over, where he explained, somewhat, of what was going on.Â
For a couple of months, they talked via letters thanks to Murray. But one day, a letter had arrived that told Dustin his sweet Suzie had met a Mormon boy at church who lived in the next subdivision over. Long distance was too hard, especially when something much closer came about. That, and she knew Dustin was hiding something big from her, which wasnât helped by the Byer-Hopper clan and Mike, who ambushed her house on their hunt for El across the west.Â
So, Dustin fell back to being single and ended up holding a monster in his hands, still trying to save the world. He had a lot on his plate, okay? And a girl before him, interested in a slug, made him pause his better judgment.Â
âUm, sure.â He carefully opened his hands and presented her withâŠnothing.Â
There was no slug, no baby Demogorgon in his hands.Â
Confused, he looked left and right to see if maybe he hadnât felt the creature slip out, even though it would have been impossible for it to do so. It was like it had vanished into thin air. Could they do that?Â
âUh, oh,â Dustin muttered. âI, um, I thought I caught him. I mustâveâŠmissed?âÂ
Frannie frowned for a moment, standing back up and clutching her textbooks closer to her chest. âOh well.â She shrugged and fixed a small, friendly smile on her lips. âIâll see ya around.â Then she started to walk away, headed for her next class.Â
âYeah,â Dustin muttered, but she was already too far to hear him. âSee ya.âÂ
[...]
The radio station was a chamber of noise and smelled like summer, a mix of sunscreen and sweat. Luke sat on the rug in the middle of the basement floor, adding to make the space a little more cozy, with his hands tucked into the pockets of his hoodie that Steve had given him a couple of months ago. It was worn in, not too hot, and the perfect amount of oversized for the sleeves to easily cover his hands.Â
There was an argument raging, not an intense one or even a mean one, just one questioning the ârightâ thing to do next.Â
After Luke and Elâs trip to the Void, and their pull toward Willâs confusing past and future, they wondered what else there was to be discovered together. It seemed like Luke wasnât pulled into Elâs future when she was in the Void at his side. Together, they were drawn elsewhere. Luke thought maybe that was the key to finding Vecna and/or Max. It was the only thing they had yet to try.Â
Kali brought up the idea of adding Will into the mix. He didnât have abilities and couldnât enter the Void on his own, but he wasnât without his oddities. When Luke ventured into what should have been Willâs future during the summer of â85, he found himself in the past, reliving the moment Will was taken to the Upside Down.Â
That suggestion, of connecting Will to the two like some odd chain, was met with concerns. Hopper didnât like the idea of Luke and El experimenting with their abilities, and Joyce really didnât want to throw her son into the Void on a whim.Â
âWe donât know what will happen,â said Hopper. âThis isnât something we should be screwing with.âÂ
âNot knowing what will happen isnât a bad thing,â argued Kali. âNothing at all could happen. Or this could be the very thing that leads us to where Vecnaâs mind is hiding. At the very least, it could help us understand why Will was taken in the first place and used by the Mind Flayer.âÂ
Joyce, with a near constant furrow in her brows, anxiously tapped her fingers against her mid-afternoon cup of coffee. âHow would learning about why Will was taken help us now?âÂ
Standing beside his mother, Jonathan seemed to be more on Kaliâs side. âMaybe it wasnât a coincidence.âÂ
Joyce sighed. âThis could hurt him,â she said. âIt could hurt all three of them.âÂ
âIt didnât hurt them last time. And theyâre all smart. El knows when to pull the plug, and when she says so or finds her way out of the Void, if we break the connection between them all, theyâll all come right back to us,â Kali said, slight frustration starting to prick her tone. âThis could answer our questions, at least some of them! This could get us somewhere, somewhere a hell of a lot further than Hopperâs roaming around the Upside Down, hoping he stumbles onto Vecna or his lair. As I said, if his mind and body were in there, El would have already found him. Maybe, between the three of them, they can find him or get us closer to.âÂ
Joyce moved her hand from her coffee mug to her forehead, rubbing her temples. âI just donât see what adding Will will do. HeâsâŠheâs not like Luke or El.âÂ
âMom, they saw Will when they went into the Void together. That has to mean something,â said Jonathan.Â
âYou want to put your brother in possible danger for a maybe?â Joyce argued, causing a pinched look to appear on Jonathanâs face; however, before he could say anything back, El piped up.Â
âHey!â she shouted, her voice almost instantly quieting the room. She had stood up opposite Luke on the floor. He noticed how she squeezed Maxâs scrunchie in her hand, like it was giving her the fiery will of Max herself. Everyoneâs attention turned onto El, and her face flushed slightly at everyoneâs eyes on her, but she didnât waver. âStop talking about us like we arenât here! This is our choice to do this.âÂ
She looked between Luke and Will. âWe know our limits.âÂ
On the other side of the room, Hopperâs expression softened, as did his tone. Maybe not everyone wouldâve picked up on it, but Luke had known the man long enough to spot it. His soft spot for all of them, even Kali, was slowly taking over. âWe just want you kids to be safe. We donât know-âÂ
âBut we do,â Luke cut him off, standing to join his sister. âEl and I know how to use our abilities. Even though weâve only traveled into the Void once together, it was similar to how we both always travel. And with Will, weâll keep him safe and leave if something starts to go wrong. Besides, he wouldnât have agreed to this if he didnât trust us.âÂ
Will was quick to nod. âWe donât even know if I can travel with them, but itâs worth a try. We havenât gotten anywhere new in our search for Vecna. But we know heâs not gone. I can still feel him, but itâs faint. HeâsâŠheâs somewhere we havenât gone. Maybe wherever that is, is where heâs holding Max hostage. We have to try. I have to try.âÂ
Their words seemed to have extinguished some of the concern. Hopper and Joyce looked a bit defeated, if anything, but there was a hint of pride that glimmered in their eyes, too.
âWith the three of them together, they all should be able to help each other out,â Mike said after a beat. He was usually the one to question their safety, especially Elâs, when it came to pushing their abilities. It surprised Luke that he seemed happily on board, but he appreciated it.Â
With a nod, Sunshine added another thing in the threeâs defense. âWe have to trust them,â she said. âItâs their choice to do this.â Because they werenât in the Lab anymore. Because their abilities were their own and they wanted to use them for good instead of what theyâd been built for. That, and Will had so many unanswered questions. If he had the chance for even one of them to answer, he had to take it.Â
The parents fully relented, and it was go-time.Â
Since they were at the radio station, El wouldnât be using the bath to enter the Void. She wouldnât be as powerful, but Luke thought that if they all were on the same playing field, it might work better. They needed a starting point; if it didnât work, theyâd try something else.Â
With a blind fold over her eyes and a radio positioned in the middle of the circle of three, El entered the Void. The overhead lights flickered, and her lips parted with a short breath before she said, âIâm in.âÂ
Luke swallowed a nervous lump in his throat before shooting a glance at Will. âReady?â With a nod, Will held out his hand, his other already grasped in Elâs. El also had her unoccupied hand outstretched, ready for Luke. He counted down from three before taking both of their hands at the same time.Â
In an instant, it felt like his brain was in the middle of a game of tug-of-war. Like was pulled in two directions between El and Will, but he was in control, he reminded himself. Though he wasnât sure how true that was exactly, he could at least pretend. He squeezed both of their hands and envisioned something he had come to know quite well before he was back in Hawkins and on lockdown.Â
During their stint in California, Jonathan took the liberty of trying to cheer the kids up between their grief over Hopper, who they thought was dead, and missing their friends. He brought them to a nearby arcade nearly every weekend and on weekdays that were particularly rough. They used the money Jonathan had pocketed from his part-time job after school at the local movie theatre. Since the government had given them plenty of hush money for their California stay, Jonathan saved half of what he earned for himself and split the rest between his old and new siblings.Â
Standing in front of the arcade machines, with joysticks in their grasp, it did make all the bad melt away for a little bit. Luke learned he really enjoyed video games, the harmless thrill of it all, and the quick thinking with no real consequences of failing.Â
So, while trying to navigate between his brother's and sisters' minds, he pictured a joystick. With an invisible hand, he moved it back and forth, working the two sides of his pulled brain until he could feel Will and Elâs minds come closer together. He imagined pressing a button on one of the arcade machines that caused his hands to grasp both minds at once.
When he peeled open his eyes, he saw nothing but the inky blackness of the Void and the figures of Will and El standing before him.Â
âIt worked,â Luke breathed out, a little bit in disbelief.Â
El smiled at him before she glanced at Will. âDo you feel okay?âÂ
Slowly, Will nodded. He looked down at his hands. It was a strange feeling being inside your mind. It felt like your body, but there was something off about it.Â
âI canât believe that worked,â said Will.Â
Neither could Luke. Usually when he slipped into someoneâs mind or fell into a dream, he was all alone and there was a piece of him that was always scared. No matter how many time heâd done it, it was never that easy. But not being alone loosened some of that fear.Â
âNow, we look for a storm, right?â El asked Luke, her face set in determination as she rolled her shoulders back.Â
âUsually thereâs already one waiting for me,â he said. But the Void was just that, empty and dark. He normally could feel the tug of future visions pull him in like a magnet. Even when he traveled with El, he felt it when he entered, even though it wasnât her storm that called to him then.Â
Then, he heard it, the sound of glass fragmenting or ice starting to crack over a frozen lake. He glanced down at his feet, submerged in a thin layer of water that covered the Voidâs ground. He blinked and really focused his vision before he saw little splinters crack under his feet.Â
âGrab hands!â he rushed out. El and Will, despite their confusion, did so, locking all three of them in each otherâs tight grasp.Â
âWhatâs happening?â asked Will.Â
Luke didnât get the chance to answer before the Voidâs ground gave way underneath them. Unlike a frozen lake, they were plunged into the cold waters waiting below the cracked ice. Instead, they free-fell into darkness. There was nothing to be seen, not even each other. The only sensation was falling, and all of their hands interlocked.Â
They fell for what felt like minutes, but was probably only seconds, before they landed on solid ground with a thud. Pain shot through Lukeâs body. He blinked several times before the scene around them melted into view, like ice refreezing in the bitter cold.Â
âThat wasnât a storm,â El grumbled, sitting up and cradling her elbow to her chest. She looked around for a moment before she stilled. âOh no.âÂ
âWeâre in the Upside Down,â Will breathed out, his voice just above a whisper.Â
Luke shook his head. âNot really,â he reminded them. âIt looks real, but weâre in our heads, remember.âÂ
No one had any fond memories of the Upside Down; it wasnât the place for that. But Will probably had the worst ones there. Sharing a room with Will in California made Luke realize how much the place still haunted him. He had woken Will up from plenty of nightmares, gently reminding him that he was safe now. But Luke shouldâve known better than to lie. They wouldnât be until that place was unreachable, if that was even possible.Â
They stood to their feet and tried to pinpoint exactly where they landed in their mindâs version of the Upside Down. There werenât any notable landmarks, just trees that stretched toward the dark skies like extended monster claws.Â
âGuysâŠâ Will started to say, but his voice caught in his throat as his eyes locked onto something. His hands started to shake at his sides, and his face had gone even more pale in the low light. Luke followed Willâs line of sight and found what he was staring at. Hooked to a fairly high branch of a tree several feet away was a backpack, a backpack that looked a bit too normal compared to the nightmare around them.Â
âI donât think weâre in the future,â Will said.Â
With a frown, Luke moved toward the tree. Vines slithered lazily around the trunk and along the ground, not seeming to pay much mind to Luke. Yet, he was careful to avoid them when he stepped. Once he was underneath the branch with the backpack, he peered up at it. He knew objects from their world existed in the Upside Down, but it felt odd to see them.Â
âYou think weâre in the past?â Luke asked Will. âYour past, right?âÂ
Will whispered, âYes.âÂ
Luke still couldnât figure it out. With Will, he kept finding himself falling into the boyâs past. Heâd never been able to do that before, nor had he since with anyone else. It made no sense. What was it about Will that kept turning the clock backwards instead of forwards? It had to mean something, Luke knew that much. He just couldnât pinpoint what.Â
It was no secret that Will had a connection to the Upside Down in a way none of them did. He had been possessed by the Mind Flayer and bested it. He was taken to the other world, not killed by the Demogorgon like Barbara Holland had been. Will had been a vessel for the Mind Flayer, a puppet for Vecna. That was, until he proved not to be so easy to corrupt, like Billy Harrgrove or even Henry Creel himself. Will was smarter, not as twisted in the head or rotted by the world because he had people who cared for him so deeply that theyâd fight a monster before letting him fall victim to it; Billy and Henry had lacked that.Â
Maybe Luke kept getting dropped into Willâs past because it was desperate to show him something they were missing. Luke never got visions for no reason. He saw Maxâs fate at the hands of Vecna, even if he didnât understand the dire meaning of it until it was too late. He saw Sunshine battling the Mind Flayer at the mall, in a burst of brilliant light, combating the creep of darkness. Every vision meant something; it was a piece of a larger puzzle. Luke just didnât always have the right piece in time to see the full picture; that was no oneâs fault but his own.Â
If Willâs past was begging to be understood, Luke needed to understand it before something else horrible happened. He had to stop being too late.Â
âLuke!â El screamed, startling Luke from his thought. He snapped his head in her direction and saw that she had her hand outstretched in front of her in the way she often did when she used her abilities. Something squeezed his leg. He dropped his gaze to see one of the vines curling around his calf like a snake looking to strangle something. He tried to shake the vine, but couldnât even lift his foot. The vine squeezed even tighter, shooting pain up through his leg.Â
âHold on!â El yelled again. She focused her energy on the vine, and it started to vibrate, but before she could uncoil it from his leg, two more vines sprang up from the ground and circled her wrist. She yelped in surprise and tried to shake her hands free.Â
Will tried to help her, grabbing at the vines, but they didnât move.Â
Over Lukeâs head, in the tree, a vine curled around the trunk, looped around the backpack, and carried it down. It dropped the bag right in front of Willâs feet. His hands froze over the vines trapping Elâs hands, his eyes bugging wide.Â
For a moment, it looked like Will was going to pick up the backpack, but instead, he kicked it. The bag went flying before he turned back to El and grabbed at the vines with a fit of fury. He managed to tear them off, as if they were nothing but flimsy vines.Â
Will then hurried across the space between them and Luke and dropped to his knees. He freed Lukeâs leg and held out his hands. Luke grabbed it without hesitation, and El followed a moment later. When they were all three once again connected, Will led the way, running.Â
They sprinted across the uneven terrain of the Upside Down that Will remembered. Even though their physical bodies werenât running, Luke could still feel the burn in his legs. They weaved between the trees in the woods. It looked like Will was following a path, but there wasnât one that Luke could see.Â
âWhere are we going?â El asked.Â
âI donât know!â Will didnât stop, though. The three of them kept moving until they broke through the edge of the woods and were spit out at the cliff that overlooked the quarry. In their world, Luke had visited there once with Lucas and Will during his one summer of freedom; they rode their bikes there and played cards until the sun started to set, and they had to be home.Â
Luke sucked in a couple of deep breaths before he said, âThis doesnât feel right.â Usually, his visions felt cold, like when you took a sip of ice water and could feel it travel down into your stomach. His visions were hardly ever stable; they swirled around him like a painting, which was why he was able to replicate them so well on a sheet of paper. Simple scenes were always hazy around the edges or appeared to him in dreams like a flickering image. But in what he assumed was Willâs fast, the vision felt too whole, too real.
âShould we let go?â asked El, feeling the off-ness too.Â
That was the safest call, to re-enter reality and maybe try something else. But going back empty-handed felt like defeat. He didnât want their trip to be pointless. There was a reason they landed where they had; there was a reason why Willâs future was hard to find, buried somewhere through his past.Â
âYou said there is supposed to be a storm, right?â Will asked. He had moved to stand at the edge of the cliff, peering over the side.Â
Luke and El joined him at the edge. Luke expected to see an empty lakebed looking back at them. Instead, a couple of feet below the cliffâs edge was a familiar-looking storm of futures. Luke felt it beckon him. His feet inched closer to the edge.Â
âI think we have to jump,â he said.Â
El pursed her lips, her gaze fully focused on the storm. âAre you sure?âÂ
âIt wants to show me something.â Once again, they held hands, but he could feel El and Willâs unease through their grip. Luke took a breath and stepped off the edge first, toppling forward.
The three free fell once more, the wind kissing their face before a coldness enveloped them as they crashed into the storm cloud.Â
Their landing was cushioned that time around. The future cradled them, placing them in the eye of the storm with gentle hands; it was much gentler than Luke had ever experienced before. He wondered if it had something to do with El and Will being with him. Maybe the future was kinder to them than to him.Â
âOkay,â Luke breathed out. He looked around until he spotted the vision that called out to him the loudest. He led his siblings toward it and allowed it to reel them in.Â
When they entered what Luke believed was a vision, the Void was the only thing to greet them. There was nothing, just the inky darkness that seemed to stretch on forever in all directions.Â
âNo,â he whispered. âThis isnâtâŠthis isnât right.âÂ
âIsnât it?â a low, gravelly voice said. Luke spun around, his hands still clutched tightly in El and Willâs. A wooden door was opened, peering into somewhere with a bright blue sky and tall green grass. The view through the door contrasted harshly with the figure who stood in the doorframe.Â
âHenry,â El said lowly, her jaw clenching and gaze hardening.Â
Vencaâs monstrous form stood just feet away. The sight caused a tremble to spread through Lukeâs body.Â
âWilliam,â Vecna said slowly, drawing out Willâs full name.Â
Without taking their gaze off the monster, Luke and El shifted so they stood in front of Will, shoulder to shoulder.Â
âWhere is she?â Elâs voice was sharp.Â
Vecna lazily dragged his attention to her for a moment. âMaxine, you mean?â El said nothing, but Luke could feel the rage radiating off of her. Vecna shrugged. âSomewhere. Nowhere. Whoâs to say, really?âÂ
A wave of bravery broke through Lukeâs terror for just a moment. âWe will find her,â he said, hiding his shaking hands in fists at his sides. âAnd weâll find you. Weâll stop this.âÂ
Something like a smirk crossed Vencaâs face; it was horrible to look at. âItâs hard to stop something you donât understand. Isnât it, William?âÂ
âGo away,â said Will. Luke could hear in his voice the fight to keep a brave face, to pretend like he wasnât scared.Â
âI can go anywhere, but it wonât stop it.âÂ
âStop what?â asked El.Â
Vecna tilted his head. He didnât cross the doorway and enter the Void, but his presence filled the space regardless. Luke didnât know if it was because he couldnât enter the Void, or if he wouldnât.Â
âWe never left you, William,â said Vecna. âCanât you feel it? Canât you feel us?â Luke heard the sharp intake of breath Will took and his footsteps as he backed up.Â
If looks alone could kill, Vecna would have been dust by the glare on Elâs face. âYou leave him and my friends alone!âÂ
âShow them, William,â Vecna continued, ignoring El. âShow them what you really are.â The monster raised his hand, and Luke half expected to be flung back by his powers. El mirrored him, ready to fight. But nothing happened for a moment. Luke dared to look away from the Vecna and back at Will.Â
His body shook, and his hands twitched at his sides until one of them started to rise. Will looked like he was trying to fight his arm, keep it down. Will looked like he was fighting something no one could see.Â
Then, blood started to leak from Willâs nose, just as it did when any of the kids from the Lab used their abilities. The whites of Willâs eyes were all Luke could see. Then, the shaking stopped, and an eerie stillness took hold of his body. As if his limbs were being pulled by a string, Willâs arm outstretched in front of him, and his fingers flexed in a way that mirrored Vecnaâs claws.Â
Before Luke could get a grasp on what was happening, there was a strange pressure around his throat. He sucked in a breath, but it became hard for air to enter. It was as if someoneâs hands had wrapped around his throat. He reached up and started to claw at his skin, growing more desperate for air by the second.Â
âLuke?â El called out, but she sounded far away. The air in the Void was suddenly hot, and his throat burned like it was on fire. He fell to his knees as the voice of El grew more frantic. Lukeâs vision swarmed, but he forced his chin up to look at Will. All he was met with were the whites of his brotherâs eyes and his flinching figure.Â
A horrible realization crashed into Luke as little black dots started to cloud his vision. He gasped for air that couldnât reach his lungs as the pressure grew greater around his neck. Just before he lost consciousness, he saw Willâs hand fall limp, and his brown irises return.Â
Horror flashed across Willâs face before Luke closed his eyes.Â
One second, Luke was choking in the Void, and the next, he was lying on the floor in the radio station's basement. El stood between him and Will, her chest heaving and eyes blown wide.
Luke gasped and sucked in air as his hands touched his burning throat.Â
âWhat the hell happened?!â barked Hopper.Â
Luke couldnât speak. He lulled his head to the side and met Sunshineâs worried gaze, hovering over him. When he looked to his other side, he saw the bloodshot eyes of a sobbing Will, who was staring at Luke with a look locked in horror.Â
Several tense, silent seconds passed before El answered. She hid her trembling hands in fists. âWe found him.âÂ
Before questions could erupt, Will shook his head. âNo. He found us.â
BABYDOLL. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN: WHERE THEREâS SMOKE, THEREâS FIRE
jj maybank x fem!routledge OC -- FIX-IT FIC // read on Ao3
In which a boy with zero self preservation falls in love with a girl clawing at life.
chapter summary. a peaceful night goes up in flames before the pogues plan to embark to south america. but when a friend goes missing, plans change
word count 3.6k || masterlist
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For the second time that night, Sarah Cameron saved the day. To a weirder extent, so did Ward.Â
Sarah had somehow convinced her dad, who apparently was back on the island just in hiding since everyone believed him have blown himself up, to let the Pogues use his private plane to get down to South America. All they had to do was lie low that night, and then theyâd be wheels up the next morning.Â
For the first time since returning from Poguelandia, they were all together and in brighter spirits. Sarah and John B. had returned from the police station with the news of their new ride, and to celebrate, they all gathered around the coffee table in the Chateau to talk strategy over a game of cards.Â
Seated beside Lottie was JJ, his leg pressed against hers. Heâd occasionally show her his hand, much to the dismay of the others; the two of them practically playing as a team. Their argument from earlier dissolved seemingly for the time being.
A part of Lottie wanted to just tell her brother and her and JJ, but with everything going on with their dad, she figured it wasnât the time to stress him out even more. Besides, it wasnât like she and JJ acted like your run-of-the-mill, totally platonic friends to begin with. They could get away with being close without raising any questions. The Pogues had promised not to tell either; John B. seemed rather oblivious to the whole thing.Â
The thin blanket of normalcy of the night eased some of that tightness in Lottieâs chest; the rest of it would remain until she got her dad back.Â
âSo, what kind of plane is it?â asked Cleo as she peered over her hand of cards.Â
âWell, itâs Wardâs. Iâm guessing something sweet,â answered Pope as he glanced to his side where Sarah sat. The blonde nodded, causing a smile to spread across Cleoâs lips.Â
âThatâs what Iâm talkinâ about. Flyinâ private, baby!âÂ
It was Lottieâs turn. She played her hand, but lost to Sarah, who collected the pot of random items the Pogues had in their pockets. She cheered in triumph while everyoneâs disappointed broke into laughter.Â
One game turned into several, before yawns started to fill the air. John B. and Sarah retreated into his room to âtalk.â The Pogues teased the two of them until John B. flipped them off and shut his door. Kie was already half asleep on the armchair, wrapped in a ratty throw blanket, and her knees tucked into her chest in what looked like an uncomfortable position, but Kie could sleep just about anywhere, any way.Â
That left Pope and JJ still at the coffee table, engrossed in some light-hearted argument about the card game between just the two of them. But in their sleepy state, everything became ten times funnier to them, and their argument quickly turned into fits of laughter they tried to conceal with a hand over their mouths.Â
Lottie had started to gather the empty beer bottles and bring them into the kitchen. She knew it wasnât exactly necessary to clean up, but it gave her something to do. Cleo helped her.Â
âHowâs staying at the Heywards been?â Lottie asked. Since theyâve been back, she felt like she hadnât gotten a chance to talk to Cleo aside from treasure planning and then Lottieâs dad. That was another thing she missed about Poguelandia: the constant togetherness, especially with the girls. They all bonded, bringing Cleo into their little group with open arms, which she accepted happily.Â
Cleoâs lips quirked up in a bright smile. âReally nice. They better than any family I know.âÂ
 âTheyâre the best." Lottie lowered her voice slightly, a smirk gracing her lips. "And what about Pope?âÂ
Cleo wasnât the kind of girl who had her confidence shaken easily, or she didnât show it. She was tough, had to be. More importantly, she wasnât normally one to shy away from anything. But at the mention of Pope and Lottieâs gaze, Cleo shifted her gaze onto the counter and distracted herself by emptying a couple of the beers that had a sip or two left. Lottie did notice the smile never left her face, though.Â
âHeâs also great.âÂ
âHe seems to think youâre pretty great, too."
With a shrug, Cleo said, âEh, I think heâs just beinâ nice.âÂ
âI know Pope, okay? He is nice. But... I donât know, heâs different around you.â Cleo snapped her head up, something like worry flickering in her eyes. âNot in a bad way. In a good way. A really good way,âÂ
Cleo relaxed and leaned against the counter. âThatâs what his momma said. I told her she was trippin.âÂ
Lottie chuckled before a more serious tone replaced her teasing one. âYouâre happy here, right?âÂ
âOf course I am,â she replied, confused.Â
âGood. I justâŠI wanna make sure because you ditched your whole life to slum it with us."
Cleoâs expression turned into something more serious yet softer at the same time. âIâm happy here,â she said. âThe happiest I've been in a long time, actually.âÂ
Pope cleared his throat in the entryway of the kitchen and stumbled through a lame but cute attempt to ask if Cleo wanted to share the couch with him. Cleo laughed and led the way back into the living room, leaving Pope to follow behind with a little pep in his step.Â
Lottie retreated to her bedroom, JJ following behind her. He jumped onto her bed and sprawled out with a loud yawn. She watched with a small, amused smile on her lips before she remembered the last conversation the two had had before returning to the Chateau.Â
Instead of joining him on the bed, she stayed standing and hugged her arms. âJay?â He hummed, lifting his head to look at her. âYouâre not mad at me about earlier, are you? I should have told you what happened, I justâŠI didnât want to think about it.âÂ
His expression softened slightly as he sat upright and shook his head. ââCourse Iâm not mad,â he said simply. âI mean, I wish you wouldâve said somethinâ, but I get it.âÂ
She let out a breath and moved to sit on the edge of the bed. He scooted towards her, wrapping his arms around her waist. She leaned back into him. JJ was warm, and a part of Lottie just wanted to close her eyes, enjoy one night before they ventured to South America with no idea how or in what shape theyâd make it back in.Â
However, just as JJ started to press little kisses to her neck in the sweet, quiet solace of Lottieâs bedroom, her door swung open without warning.Â
Lottie jumped, and JJ pushed himself back, nearly falling off the other side of the bed with a start.Â
Poking her head inside, Kie looked both frantic and apologetic. âSorry! Iâm sorry! But, uh, we have to go, like now!âÂ
Lottieâs warm face flooded with confusion. âWhat?âÂ
âThereâs a fire!â Kie said before she quickly ducked out of the bedroom.Â
For a second, Lottie and JJ exchanged a look, bewildered before the smell of smoke wafted in through her door. She scrambled off her bed and grabbed her backpack from the floor, hooking it over her shoulder as she jammed her feet into a pair of tennis shoes.Â
JJ was right behind her, the two hurrying into the living room to see the rest of the Pogues in panic. The smell of smoke grew stronger by the second, and Lottie caught sight of orange flames through the screen door that led out to the porch.Â
The Chateau, which their dad had built sometime before the twins had been born, was almost all wood. It would go up fast. They couldnât leave through the porch. Sarah was the closest to the side entrance. She grabbed the door handle but hissed in pain and quickly drew her hand away. If that door was hot too, then the fire was spreading around the outside of the house. They needed another way out.Â
John B. raced toward the opposite side of the house, into Lottieâs room, and threw open her window. The fire had yet to spread around to that side, meaning they had a narrow window of time to escape before it reached there. One by one, they climbed out of Lottieâs bedroom window, landing in the shrubbery below before they put distance between themselves and the Chateau.Â
Their collective coughing filled the night air, along with the billowing smoke from the house. The fire roared into a monster in a matter of minutes, engulfing nearly the entire thing. Calling the fire department seemed useless. By the time theyâd arrive, the Chateau would be gone. There was nothing they could do but watch it burn.Â
Lottie sat in front of the large tree in their backyard, the one carved with her, very much alive, brotherâs headstone. Tears gathered in her eyes, both from the smoke and from the sight. Everything but the clothes on her back and a backpack full of random supplies was still inside, being consumed by the flames. Every photo, item of clothing, junk, and books that filled their dadâs office. Her and John B.âs entire life till that point had been centered around the Chateau. It was the Poguesâ meeting place, their dadâs gift to their mom after they got married, the twins' home. It was all turning into ash and cinders before their very eyes.Â
The Chateau was far from a mansion or grand estate, but it was home, in every sense of the word, to Lottie.Â
Something harsh squeezed at her chest, eyes widening. She scrambled to her feet, earning confused looks from her friends. âMy picture. One of us, Dad and Mom. Itâs in my room. I left it!â She only took one step toward the burning house, not thinking logically about how there was no way back inside. The photo was probably already burned; it was the only one she had.Â
Before she could take a second step, JJ was on his feet, and his hand grasped her arm, tightly enough to hold her in place but not enough to hurt. âLot,â he said quietly. âYou canât go back in there.âÂ
She looked over her shoulder at her home. âI-It was the only photo I had of her,â she said, tears gathering heavy in her eyes. She looked at her brother, with tears of his own silently streaking down his face as he sat on the ground, his back against the tree. His gaze was glued to the fire, reflecting his brown eyes.Â
At her other side, Kie reached up and gently grasped Lottieâs hand. âIâm sorry.âÂ
Pieces of the home collapsed into itself, sending sparks and flames higher. Lottie sank back down to the ground. She wasnât sure if she wanted to scream or cry, but the longer she watched her home become more and more unrecognizable, the more a numbness settled in.Â
They watched the house burn until there was nothing left of it. The early morning sun cast a cruel golden glow across the yard, highlighting the ashes of what once was the Chateau. The tears on Lottieâs cheeks had dried; all that was left behind was a pile of ashes. Â
If Lottie had any doubts before, the fire only proved that the universe really mustâve had it out for the Routledges.Â
It wasnât until mid-morning that the group picked themselves up from the grass, the air filled with smoke, and the fire extinguished with no more home to consume. They agreed on giving everyone one hour before they met back up on the islandâs private airstrip, where Wardâs plane was supposedly waiting.Â
Pope and Kie both wanted to at least try to convince their parents to let them go. Cleo joined Pope in hopes that sheâd lend a hand in swaying the Heywards. JJ broke away also, needing to gather some things from his house before they left.Â
That left Lottie, John B., and Sarah to head straight to the airstrip. Thankfully, Ward hadnât played them, and his fancy plane was waiting when they arrived. It did seem like the least the man could do for them, especially Sarah.Â
The three waited on the tarmac. John B. kept his eyes glued to his watch as the hour drew to a close. Lottie and Sarah sat on the steps of the plane, a comfortable silence between them.Â
Lottie hated that her clothes smelled like smoke, but she wanted to save the couple of spare clothing items for later, in case she or someone else needed them. She had quickly put on her tennis shoes, which she still had from Limbery; they would be more useful than a pair of sandals if they, or rather when they, ran into trouble in the pursuit of getting their dad back. She didnât expect anything to go smoothly; she knew better than that. But she did hope to God or whoever was listening that, even if shit went sideways, they at least came home with their dad.Â
Five minutes before the hour was up, JJ arrived with a backpack slung over his shoulder.Â
They anxiously waited another five minutes, which stretched into nearly ten minutes before Pope and Cleo showed up. Thanks to Cleo, the Heywards begrudgingly let Pope join them. The only one they were missing was Kie, and Lottie couldnât shake the bad feeling that grew in her gut as the minutes continued to tick past.Â
âItâs gotta be her parents,â Sarah said. âTheyâve been up her ass lately.âÂ
Lottie recalled the wilderness school Kie had offhandedly mentioned the night before, how her parents had threatened her with it.Â
Standing up, Lottie strode up to John B. and yanked the Twinkieâs keys from his pocket. He spun around, brows furrowed. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âGoing to find Kie, obviously,â she said, wasting no time as she started toward the Twinkie. âJust give me an hour. Either Iâll break her parents down enough to let her come, or Iâll sneak her out. I donât know, but Iâll figure it out!â Because Kie would not want to be left behind, and while her parents thought what they were doing was in the best interest of their daughter, Lottie knew Kie better. That, and if the roles were switched, Kie would go after Lottie.Â
She jumped in the driverâs seat of the Twinkie and was quickly joined by JJ in the passenger seat. She peered at him before she started the van. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âIâm here for backup, obviously.âÂ
A smile graced her lips as she started the van and hurried off in the direction of Kieâs house.Â
When they parked in the street in front of the Carrerasâ, the couple was already outside on the front steps of their home.Â
âLet me try to talk to them first, okay?â Lottie said to JJ. Kieâs parents werenât a fan of any of the Pogues, especially as of late. But there had been a time when Lottie was their favorite friend of Kieâs. Maybe a part of them still thought that, despite everything.Â
Kie had once said that her dad saw too much of himself in the Pogues, especially the boys. He had once been a Pogue himself, running wild and free while getting into plenty of trouble around the island. Then, he met Kieâs mom, a Kook princess who decided to slum it with him against her parentsâ wishes. He left his reckless Pogue life behind for her, cleaned up real nice, and made a good living for himself, her, and eventually their first and only child. There had only been a handful of times when Lottie saw that Pogue hidden inside of him, like when he shot gunned a beer with his buddies or when a shitty patron got testy with his wife while working at the Wreck.Â
âGood call,â replied JJ as he eyed the couple through the Twinkieâs cracked windshield.Â
Lottie sucked in a breath and got out of the van, greeting the two with a hesitant wave and a small, âHi,â as she stood just outside their gate.Â
âCharlotte,â Mr. Carrera said, a fall following her name. âGo home.âÂ
A part of Lottie wanted to retort by telling him her home was nothing but a big pile of ashes now, but she refrained.Â
âLook, I know Iâm probably one of the last people you want to see right now. But Iâm just here for Kie. She was supposed to meet us, but never showed, and we canât reach her.âÂ
âSheâs not here,â Mrs. Carrera said.Â
Lottie didnât believe her. She bet Kie was trying to see what was happening from her bedroom window. âI know you guys donât think we care about Kie, but we do. Sheâs my best friend. I just want to make sure sheâs okay.âÂ
The faintest hint of softness spread across Mrs. Carreraâs face; it was a look similar to what Lottie had once only received from the woman, back when they would watch movies on the couch or steal fries from the restaurant kitchen.Â
âSheâs not here. I know that you care, but you and your friends arenât what she needs. And we wonât let her throw her life away.â Because of you. Mr. Carrera left the last part unsaid, but it was loud enough. âYou guys wonât be seeing her again for a while.âÂ
Lottie shook her head, confused. âWhere is she?âÂ
âWe sent her to a place where she can try to rebuild what you and your friends ruined,â Mrs. Carrera said, her softness melted into anger, like she suddenly remembered all that the Pogues had done.Â
âYou really sent her away to some wilderness school?â Lottie didnât believe that Kieâs parents would stoop to that level. They were far from model kids, and they had screwed up a lot, but taking Kie away from her friends wouldnât change anything; if anything, it would probably make things worse. The Pogues had been through too much at that point to be torn apart from each other. The thought alone burned through Lottie like acid.Â
âItâs better this way,â said Mrs. Carrera, but she was wrong.Â
Lottie didnât utter another word; she turned on her heel and returned to the Twinkie.Â
âWhat wilderness school are they talkinâ about?â asked JJ.Â
âI donât know,â she said, pulling away from the house. âDo you still have Jimmyâs phone?âÂ
JJ reached into his pocket and held up the dead manâs cell phone. She instructed him to look up the closest wilderness school advertised to âhelp troubled kids.â It took him a couple of moments and clicks before he found one called Kitty Hawk.Â
âThatâs gotta be it,â said Lottie. She knew her next plan of action would put them really far behind their current mission of getting down to South America and saving her dad, but Lottie couldnât get on a plane knowing Kie was stuck at some wilderness school until, or if, they returned. They needed all hands on deck, and if the roles had been reversed, Lottie knew Kie wouldâve gone after her.Â
âOkay, pull up the directions for Kitty Hawk, then call John B. and tell him our plans have changed.âÂ
JJ mock saluted and did just that.Â
âOh no,â John B. said through the phoneâs speaker after JJ quickly explained where Kie was.Â
âWeâre looking at roughly eight hours needed for liberation,â JJ said.Â
âEight hours? We donât have eight hours! The jet is here, and weâre all waiting.âÂ
Lottie snatched the phone from JJâs hand. âI know, but we canât just abandon Kie! Hold out for us as long as you can. And if you need to goâŠâ She hesitated for a moment. âThen weâll find another way and meet you there.âÂ
They didnât have another way, and Lottie had a feeling another one wasnât going to just fall in their lap, but maybe theyâd get unreasonably lucky. It seemed only fair after the shitty night she had, on top of the already shitty time she and her friends were having.Â
Her brotherâs voice came through the speaker a little louder, landing somewhere between frustrated and panicked. âWe canâtâŠwe canât wait for you!âÂ
JJ took the phone back and held it to his mouth. âDude, weâre working on it! Just stay in the matrix-âÂ
A loud pop cut him off. The Twinkie wobbled before it came to a stop. Lottie glanced in the side mirror to see the back tire of the van smoking and painfully deflated. She cursed under her breath and rested her forehead against the middle of the steering wheel.Â
âPiece of shit!â JJ grumbled, hanging up the phone. âPlease tell me thereâs a spare in the back of this baby?âÂ
Lottie thought for a moment; the Twinkie had a habit of breaking down more after than not, but between all of the Pogues, they usually got her back up and running. Even in all of their chaos, John B. was pretty good about making sure the spare was never tossed out, and the tools stayed put in the way back.Â
âThere should be.âÂ
They both jumped out of the van and around to the trunk. The spare was still there, thankfully. JJ grabbed the tire, and Lottie grabbed the dusty duffel that held everything else they needed. She silently cursed everyone and everything she knew as JJ started changing the tire with a slight sense of urgency.Â
However, the sound of a reeving engine forced their attention away from the flat. Lottie watched as a car sped down the road toward them and figured it was just some asshole showing off his loud car on the quiet roads. She returned her gaze to the tire, but JJ didnât. He stilled just as the car, instead of blowing right past them, pulled to a side on the side of the road just behind the Twinkie.

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PROJECT SUNSHINE â CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE: DAISY CHAINS
summary: steve harrington x lab!oc. series rewrite-ish | read on Ao3
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 6.2k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. season 5 will stray the furthest from canon events!
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Tagged list: @sattlersquarry, @leptitlu, @adaydreamaway30, @excelciorst, @mysticmoon-0107, @emforjin, @hipsternerd9
Dustin strode through the halls of Hawkins High with his hands curled tightly around the straps of his backpack; his knuckles were nearly white, and he kept his head down, focused on just getting to his locker. There hadnât been any more run-ins with Mark or his basketball buddies, but Dustin was still on edge. One would think heâd be used to bullies after enduring them since elementary school, but there was something worse about Mark; one of his friends was dead, and while Dustin knew he wasn't personally at fault, a part of him felt responsible for Markâs grief.Â
Obviously, no one had planned for Jason to show up at the Creel House while the Party and company were trying to save their friends and the world from a monster. No one expected him to show up with a gun, or for Maxâs Walkman to get crushed. No one planned for Erica to get tackled or for Kali to almost save the day. They hadnât accounted for Jason at all, maybe foolishly. And, of course, no one expected Max to die, even for a moment, or for Hawkins to split into forths and take Jason down in the process.Â
No one thought such a tragedy would ripple across town; no one thought theyâd lose.Â
Mark was still grieving his friend, just like the rest of the basketball team. He was grieving like Fredâs parents, like Chrissyâs cheerleading squad, like Patrickâs lonely little sister, like the whole goddamn town.Â
But Mark shouldnât have brought Max into his ranting.
Dustin tried to push past the blooming headache behind his eyes and the stares of his classmates who had heard about their confrontation with Mark and were on the jockâs side. He reached his locker and yanked it open with a small sigh, wishing the school day would come to an end already.Â
Organized chaos stared back at him. He rifled through his belongings, looking for his chemistry notes, but pulled his hand back quickly when his fingers touched something wet and cold.Â
âWhat the hell?â he muttered to himself.Â
Sure, his locker could be defined as âmessy,â but it wasnât gross. It was simply a storm of papers, notebooks, and an unstable stack of textbooks that wobbled each time he opened his locker. He never left old food in there - not after the Milk Incident of 1984. His lunch was always secured in his Star Wars lunch box that Leia had gifted him for his birthday - she had bought a matching one in the hope of her starting high school at Hawkins High before she moved to California. And the lid on his water bottle was always closed tightly and rested in the upright position.Â
Dustin pushed aside a couple of ace tests and note cards until he opened up the spot where he had touched something odd. When he spotted the source, the blood quickly drained from his face, and the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end.Â
A faceless, slug-like creature looked back at him.Â
âDart?â he whispered, leaning his head almost completely inside his locker to get a better look. It looked nearly identical to Dart, back when Dustin had first found him rattling around in the outside trash can by his garage. He should have been scared, knowing that the little creature would quickly develop a taste for household pets before it could only be satisfied by human-sized treats. But Dustin found himself more confused than anything.Â
He supposed it was more than probable that a baby Demogorgon snuck into Hawkins during the initial earthquake, when the Gate had split open all across town. It wouldâve been impossible for anyone to keep track of that until it was too late; that whole night had been one big blur.Â
However, if it had escaped the Upside Down over a year ago, it wouldnât have reached full-size a couple of short days after it arrived. They grew fast, as Dustin had learned. Considering the monster was no larger than a chunky slug, it couldnât have been in their world longer than a couple of hours.Â
Maybe the government's band-aid over a gaping wound wasnât as effective as they originally believed. The monsters were small, too, in their freshly hatched form. But if it was so easy for them to get into the Right Side Up, why werenât there more of them? Sure, there was a chance the military was doing one thing right and eliminating the monsters before they hurt anyone or were even spotted. Dustin didnât have that much faith in them, though.Â
Maybe the little guy in his locker was a fluke. Of course, it had to be a fluke that found Dustin again.Â
He cupped his hands and attempted to scoop the creature up, but just as Dart had been, the little monster was quick and slippery like a frog. It leapt from the locker, and Dustin jumped back with a gasp. A couple of students nearby shot him a confused or dirty look as they passed, but Dustin kept his focus on the baby Demogorgon. He took off after it, barreling past his peers and ignoring shouts from teachers and staff that told him to slow down.Â
Dustin trailed Dart Two down the hall and cursed under his breath as the creature slipped right under the doors to the gym. Luckily, it was still the passing period, so the gym would be empty.Â
His old sneakers squeaked as they hurried across the newly polished gym floor, gaining on the little monster fast. When he thought he was close enough, Dustin threw himself forward with the hope of tackling Dart Two, but it jumped before Dustin could close his two hands around it.Â
With a hard thud, he crashed against the floor, smacking his chin. He groaned in pain but wasted no time staggering back to his feet to continue his chase. His chin stung, but he pushed it aside and zeroed in on Dart Two just as it slipped under the opposite set of doors and disappeared into the next hall.Â
âSon of a bitch!â Dustin shouted as he slammed against the doors to open them, only to smack right into a body. He managed to stay upright, blinking up at the physical education teacher, Mr. Rudy. The manâs round face was pinched in annoyance and disappointment.Â
His signature whistle was already between his lips, making it easy for him to blow on it loudly. hurting Dustinâs years. âI donât want to hear that kind of language in these halls, Henderson!â Mr. Rudyâs only volume was loud, like he was a radio stuck on full blast.Â
As much as Dustin wanted to roll his eyes, he couldnât afford to stick around and wait for the man to write him a detention slip. âI lost aâŠa frog!â he quickly lied, but the urgency in his tone wasnât faked. âFrom the science lab. He escaped, and Iâm trying to find him before someone steps on him!âÂ
Mr. Rudyâs face scrunched up in disgust, and he stepped aside to let Dustin go, thankfully.Â
He continued his sprint, catching sight of Dart Two just as he rounded the nearest corner. It passed by a couple of strangling students, but they didnât seem to notice it, which was good. Dustin pushed his legs to move faster and managed to gain on the little monster.Â
Despite his last failed attempt, he launched himself at the creature again. That time, however, his hands closed around Dart Two, trapping it between his palms as he landed on his belly in the middle of the hall. With a huge sigh of relief, Dustin sat up and held his hands close to his chest, hoping he could keep the little monster there until he caught his breath and found a more suitable place for it to be kept until school was out. He was grateful that he found the baby Demogorgon before its taste for humans developed, along with its rows of teeth.Â
âUh, Dustin?â a voice said from beside him. He flinched, pressing his back against the wall of lockers, all red-faced and heavy breaths. Frankie Kline, the niece of the disgraced former mayor of Hawkins, was peering at him with curious eyes. She was tall and blonde with an arm for softball and a brain fit for a future Shakespearean actor. âWhatcha doing?âÂ
Dustin cleared his throat and attempted to act as casual as he could. âOh, you know, justâŠhanging out.âÂ
Her eyes fell onto his hands. âDid you catch a spider or something?âÂ
See, Dustin was smart, smarter than most kids his age. That wasnât bragging, it was statistics. But he had gaps in his intellect. He knew full and well what the creature in his hands was, and what it would eventually do if they didnât eliminate him or toss him back into the Upside Down.Â
However, there was still that sense of wonder that had been there back when he first discovered Dart.Â
It was stupid; the monster he was holding would eventually become ruthless and more dangerous than the simple human mind could fully comprehend, but at the end of the day, it was a cool creature from another world!Â
âItâs a slugâŠI think,â Dustin answered. âA new species, maybe.âÂ
Frannieâs eyes lit up before she bent down in front of Dustin. âNo way! And youâre rescuing him?âÂ
Dustin nodded slowly. It was probably best that she didnât know the second not-so-dead Jim Hopper laid his eyes on the creature, it was as good as dead.Â
âCan I see it?â she asked. Under any normal circumstance, if heâd been holding a real slug and a pretty girl asked to see it, Dustin wouldâve believed he really had died and gone to Heaven. Suzie hadnât been very fond of bugs, but she did love animals.Â
Oh, Suzie, Dustinâs Mormon ex-girlfriend. He shouldâve known the second that Hawkins went on lockdown and the no-contact rules were set in place that theyâd struggle even more in the long-distance relationship. Sure, he broke the rules and had Murray send her letters from the post office a couple of towns over, where he explained, somewhat, of what was going on.Â
For a couple of months, they talked via letters thanks to Murray. But one day, a letter had arrived that told Dustin his sweet Suzie had met a Mormon boy at church who lived in the next subdivision over. Long distance was too hard, especially when something much closer came about. That, and she knew Dustin was hiding something big from her, which wasnât helped by the Byer-Hopper clan and Mike, who ambushed her house on their hunt for El across the west.Â
So, Dustin fell back to being single and ended up holding a monster in his hands, still trying to save the world. He had a lot on his plate, okay? And a girl before him, interested in a slug, made him pause his better judgment.Â
âUm, sure.â He carefully opened his hands and presented her withâŠnothing.Â
There was no slug, no baby Demogorgon in his hands.Â
Confused, he looked left and right to see if maybe he hadnât felt the creature slip out, even though it would have been impossible for it to do so. It was like it had vanished into thin air. Could they do that?Â
âUh, oh,â Dustin muttered. âI, um, I thought I caught him. I mustâveâŠmissed?âÂ
Frannie frowned for a moment, standing back up and clutching her textbooks closer to her chest. âOh well.â She shrugged and fixed a small, friendly smile on her lips. âIâll see ya around.â Then she started to walk away, headed for her next class.Â
âYeah,â Dustin muttered, but she was already too far to hear him. âSee ya.âÂ
[...]
The radio station was a chamber of noise and smelled like summer, a mix of sunscreen and sweat. Luke sat on the rug in the middle of the basement floor, adding to make the space a little more cozy, with his hands tucked into the pockets of his hoodie that Steve had given him a couple of months ago. It was worn in, not too hot, and the perfect amount of oversized for the sleeves to easily cover his hands.Â
There was an argument raging, not an intense one or even a mean one, just one questioning the ârightâ thing to do next.Â
After Luke and Elâs trip to the Void, and their pull toward Willâs confusing past and future, they wondered what else there was to be discovered together. It seemed like Luke wasnât pulled into Elâs future when she was in the Void at his side. Together, they were drawn elsewhere. Luke thought maybe that was the key to finding Vecna and/or Max. It was the only thing they had yet to try.Â
Kali brought up the idea of adding Will into the mix. He didnât have abilities and couldnât enter the Void on his own, but he wasnât without his oddities. When Luke ventured into what should have been Willâs future during the summer of â85, he found himself in the past, reliving the moment Will was taken to the Upside Down.Â
That suggestion, of connecting Will to the two like some odd chain, was met with concerns. Hopper didnât like the idea of Luke and El experimenting with their abilities, and Joyce really didnât want to throw her son into the Void on a whim.Â
âWe donât know what will happen,â said Hopper. âThis isnât something we should be screwing with.âÂ
âNot knowing what will happen isnât a bad thing,â argued Kali. âNothing at all could happen. Or this could be the very thing that leads us to where Vecnaâs mind is hiding. At the very least, it could help us understand why Will was taken in the first place and used by the Mind Flayer.âÂ
Joyce, with a near constant furrow in her brows, anxiously tapped her fingers against her mid-afternoon cup of coffee. âHow would learning about why Will was taken help us now?âÂ
Standing beside his mother, Jonathan seemed to be more on Kaliâs side. âMaybe it wasnât a coincidence.âÂ
Joyce sighed. âThis could hurt him,â she said. âIt could hurt all three of them.âÂ
âIt didnât hurt them last time. And theyâre all smart. El knows when to pull the plug, and when she says so or finds her way out of the Void, if we break the connection between them all, theyâll all come right back to us,â Kali said, slight frustration starting to prick her tone. âThis could answer our questions, at least some of them! This could get us somewhere, somewhere a hell of a lot further than Hopperâs roaming around the Upside Down, hoping he stumbles onto Vecna or his lair. As I said, if his mind and body were in there, El would have already found him. Maybe, between the three of them, they can find him or get us closer to.âÂ
Joyce moved her hand from her coffee mug to her forehead, rubbing her temples. âI just donât see what adding Will will do. HeâsâŠheâs not like Luke or El.âÂ
âMom, they saw Will when they went into the Void together. That has to mean something,â said Jonathan.Â
âYou want to put your brother in possible danger for a maybe?â Joyce argued, causing a pinched look to appear on Jonathanâs face; however, before he could say anything back, El piped up.Â
âHey!â she shouted, her voice almost instantly quieting the room. She had stood up opposite Luke on the floor. He noticed how she squeezed Maxâs scrunchie in her hand, like it was giving her the fiery will of Max herself. Everyoneâs attention turned onto El, and her face flushed slightly at everyoneâs eyes on her, but she didnât waver. âStop talking about us like we arenât here! This is our choice to do this.âÂ
She looked between Luke and Will. âWe know our limits.âÂ
On the other side of the room, Hopperâs expression softened, as did his tone. Maybe not everyone wouldâve picked up on it, but Luke had known the man long enough to spot it. His soft spot for all of them, even Kali, was slowly taking over. âWe just want you kids to be safe. We donât know-âÂ
âBut we do,â Luke cut him off, standing to join his sister. âEl and I know how to use our abilities. Even though weâve only traveled into the Void once together, it was similar to how we both always travel. And with Will, weâll keep him safe and leave if something starts to go wrong. Besides, he wouldnât have agreed to this if he didnât trust us.âÂ
Will was quick to nod. âWe donât even know if I can travel with them, but itâs worth a try. We havenât gotten anywhere new in our search for Vecna. But we know heâs not gone. I can still feel him, but itâs faint. HeâsâŠheâs somewhere we havenât gone. Maybe wherever that is, is where heâs holding Max hostage. We have to try. I have to try.âÂ
Their words seemed to have extinguished some of the concern. Hopper and Joyce looked a bit defeated, if anything, but there was a hint of pride that glimmered in their eyes, too.
âWith the three of them together, they all should be able to help each other out,â Mike said after a beat. He was usually the one to question their safety, especially Elâs, when it came to pushing their abilities. It surprised Luke that he seemed happily on board, but he appreciated it.Â
With a nod, Sunshine added another thing in the threeâs defense. âWe have to trust them,â she said. âItâs their choice to do this.â Because they werenât in the Lab anymore. Because their abilities were their own and they wanted to use them for good instead of what theyâd been built for. That, and Will had so many unanswered questions. If he had the chance for even one of them to answer, he had to take it.Â
The parents fully relented, and it was go-time.Â
Since they were at the radio station, El wouldnât be using the bath to enter the Void. She wouldnât be as powerful, but Luke thought that if they all were on the same playing field, it might work better. They needed a starting point; if it didnât work, theyâd try something else.Â
With a blind fold over her eyes and a radio positioned in the middle of the circle of three, El entered the Void. The overhead lights flickered, and her lips parted with a short breath before she said, âIâm in.âÂ
Luke swallowed a nervous lump in his throat before shooting a glance at Will. âReady?â With a nod, Will held out his hand, his other already grasped in Elâs. El also had her unoccupied hand outstretched, ready for Luke. He counted down from three before taking both of their hands at the same time.Â
In an instant, it felt like his brain was in the middle of a game of tug-of-war. Like was pulled in two directions between El and Will, but he was in control, he reminded himself. Though he wasnât sure how true that was exactly, he could at least pretend. He squeezed both of their hands and envisioned something he had come to know quite well before he was back in Hawkins and on lockdown.Â
During their stint in California, Jonathan took the liberty of trying to cheer the kids up between their grief over Hopper, who they thought was dead, and missing their friends. He brought them to a nearby arcade nearly every weekend and on weekdays that were particularly rough. They used the money Jonathan had pocketed from his part-time job after school at the local movie theatre. Since the government had given them plenty of hush money for their California stay, Jonathan saved half of what he earned for himself and split the rest between his old and new siblings.Â
Standing in front of the arcade machines, with joysticks in their grasp, it did make all the bad melt away for a little bit. Luke learned he really enjoyed video games, the harmless thrill of it all, and the quick thinking with no real consequences of failing.Â
So, while trying to navigate between his brother's and sisters' minds, he pictured a joystick. With an invisible hand, he moved it back and forth, working the two sides of his pulled brain until he could feel Will and Elâs minds come closer together. He imagined pressing a button on one of the arcade machines that caused his hands to grasp both minds at once.
When he peeled open his eyes, he saw nothing but the inky blackness of the Void and the figures of Will and El standing before him.Â
âIt worked,â Luke breathed out, a little bit in disbelief.Â
El smiled at him before she glanced at Will. âDo you feel okay?âÂ
Slowly, Will nodded. He looked down at his hands. It was a strange feeling being inside your mind. It felt like your body, but there was something off about it.Â
âI canât believe that worked,â said Will.Â
Neither could Luke. Usually when he slipped into someoneâs mind or fell into a dream, he was all alone and there was a piece of him that was always scared. No matter how many time heâd done it, it was never that easy. But not being alone loosened some of that fear.Â
âNow, we look for a storm, right?â El asked Luke, her face set in determination as she rolled her shoulders back.Â
âUsually thereâs already one waiting for me,â he said. But the Void was just that, empty and dark. He normally could feel the tug of future visions pull him in like a magnet. Even when he traveled with El, he felt it when he entered, even though it wasnât her storm that called to him then.Â
Then, he heard it, the sound of glass fragmenting or ice starting to crack over a frozen lake. He glanced down at his feet, submerged in a thin layer of water that covered the Voidâs ground. He blinked and really focused his vision before he saw little splinters crack under his feet.Â
âGrab hands!â he rushed out. El and Will, despite their confusion, did so, locking all three of them in each otherâs tight grasp.Â
âWhatâs happening?â asked Will.Â
Luke didnât get the chance to answer before the Voidâs ground gave way underneath them. Unlike a frozen lake, they were plunged into the cold waters waiting below the cracked ice. Instead, they free-fell into darkness. There was nothing to be seen, not even each other. The only sensation was falling, and all of their hands interlocked.Â
They fell for what felt like minutes, but was probably only seconds, before they landed on solid ground with a thud. Pain shot through Lukeâs body. He blinked several times before the scene around them melted into view, like ice refreezing in the bitter cold.Â
âThat wasnât a storm,â El grumbled, sitting up and cradling her elbow to her chest. She looked around for a moment before she stilled. âOh no.âÂ
âWeâre in the Upside Down,â Will breathed out, his voice just above a whisper.Â
Luke shook his head. âNot really,â he reminded them. âIt looks real, but weâre in our heads, remember.âÂ
No one had any fond memories of the Upside Down; it wasnât the place for that. But Will probably had the worst ones there. Sharing a room with Will in California made Luke realize how much the place still haunted him. He had woken Will up from plenty of nightmares, gently reminding him that he was safe now. But Luke shouldâve known better than to lie. They wouldnât be until that place was unreachable, if that was even possible.Â
They stood to their feet and tried to pinpoint exactly where they landed in their mindâs version of the Upside Down. There werenât any notable landmarks, just trees that stretched toward the dark skies like extended monster claws.Â
âGuysâŠâ Will started to say, but his voice caught in his throat as his eyes locked onto something. His hands started to shake at his sides, and his face had gone even more pale in the low light. Luke followed Willâs line of sight and found what he was staring at. Hooked to a fairly high branch of a tree several feet away was a backpack, a backpack that looked a bit too normal compared to the nightmare around them.Â
âI donât think weâre in the future,â Will said.Â
With a frown, Luke moved toward the tree. Vines slithered lazily around the trunk and along the ground, not seeming to pay much mind to Luke. Yet, he was careful to avoid them when he stepped. Once he was underneath the branch with the backpack, he peered up at it. He knew objects from their world existed in the Upside Down, but it felt odd to see them.Â
âYou think weâre in the past?â Luke asked Will. âYour past, right?âÂ
Will whispered, âYes.âÂ
Luke still couldnât figure it out. With Will, he kept finding himself falling into the boyâs past. Heâd never been able to do that before, nor had he since with anyone else. It made no sense. What was it about Will that kept turning the clock backwards instead of forwards? It had to mean something, Luke knew that much. He just couldnât pinpoint what.Â
It was no secret that Will had a connection to the Upside Down in a way none of them did. He had been possessed by the Mind Flayer and bested it. He was taken to the other world, not killed by the Demogorgon like Barbara Holland had been. Will had been a vessel for the Mind Flayer, a puppet for Vecna. That was, until he proved not to be so easy to corrupt, like Billy Harrgrove or even Henry Creel himself. Will was smarter, not as twisted in the head or rotted by the world because he had people who cared for him so deeply that theyâd fight a monster before letting him fall victim to it; Billy and Henry had lacked that.Â
Maybe Luke kept getting dropped into Willâs past because it was desperate to show him something they were missing. Luke never got visions for no reason. He saw Maxâs fate at the hands of Vecna, even if he didnât understand the dire meaning of it until it was too late. He saw Sunshine battling the Mind Flayer at the mall, in a burst of brilliant light, combating the creep of darkness. Every vision meant something; it was a piece of a larger puzzle. Luke just didnât always have the right piece in time to see the full picture; that was no oneâs fault but his own.Â
If Willâs past was begging to be understood, Luke needed to understand it before something else horrible happened. He had to stop being too late.Â
âLuke!â El screamed, startling Luke from his thought. He snapped his head in her direction and saw that she had her hand outstretched in front of her in the way she often did when she used her abilities. Something squeezed his leg. He dropped his gaze to see one of the vines curling around his calf like a snake looking to strangle something. He tried to shake the vine, but couldnât even lift his foot. The vine squeezed even tighter, shooting pain up through his leg.Â
âHold on!â El yelled again. She focused her energy on the vine, and it started to vibrate, but before she could uncoil it from his leg, two more vines sprang up from the ground and circled her wrist. She yelped in surprise and tried to shake her hands free.Â
Will tried to help her, grabbing at the vines, but they didnât move.Â
Over Lukeâs head, in the tree, a vine curled around the trunk, looped around the backpack, and carried it down. It dropped the bag right in front of Willâs feet. His hands froze over the vines trapping Elâs hands, his eyes bugging wide.Â
For a moment, it looked like Will was going to pick up the backpack, but instead, he kicked it. The bag went flying before he turned back to El and grabbed at the vines with a fit of fury. He managed to tear them off, as if they were nothing but flimsy vines.Â
Will then hurried across the space between them and Luke and dropped to his knees. He freed Lukeâs leg and held out his hands. Luke grabbed it without hesitation, and El followed a moment later. When they were all three once again connected, Will led the way, running.Â
They sprinted across the uneven terrain of the Upside Down that Will remembered. Even though their physical bodies werenât running, Luke could still feel the burn in his legs. They weaved between the trees in the woods. It looked like Will was following a path, but there wasnât one that Luke could see.Â
âWhere are we going?â El asked.Â
âI donât know!â Will didnât stop, though. The three of them kept moving until they broke through the edge of the woods and were spit out at the cliff that overlooked the quarry. In their world, Luke had visited there once with Lucas and Will during his one summer of freedom; they rode their bikes there and played cards until the sun started to set, and they had to be home.Â
Luke sucked in a couple of deep breaths before he said, âThis doesnât feel right.â Usually, his visions felt cold, like when you took a sip of ice water and could feel it travel down into your stomach. His visions were hardly ever stable; they swirled around him like a painting, which was why he was able to replicate them so well on a sheet of paper. Simple scenes were always hazy around the edges or appeared to him in dreams like a flickering image. But in what he assumed was Willâs fast, the vision felt too whole, too real.
âShould we let go?â asked El, feeling the off-ness too.Â
That was the safest call, to re-enter reality and maybe try something else. But going back empty-handed felt like defeat. He didnât want their trip to be pointless. There was a reason they landed where they had; there was a reason why Willâs future was hard to find, buried somewhere through his past.Â
âYou said there is supposed to be a storm, right?â Will asked. He had moved to stand at the edge of the cliff, peering over the side.Â
Luke and El joined him at the edge. Luke expected to see an empty lakebed looking back at them. Instead, a couple of feet below the cliffâs edge was a familiar-looking storm of futures. Luke felt it beckon him. His feet inched closer to the edge.Â
âI think we have to jump,â he said.Â
El pursed her lips, her gaze fully focused on the storm. âAre you sure?âÂ
âIt wants to show me something.â Once again, they held hands, but he could feel El and Willâs unease through their grip. Luke took a breath and stepped off the edge first, toppling forward.
The three free fell once more, the wind kissing their face before a coldness enveloped them as they crashed into the storm cloud.Â
Their landing was cushioned that time around. The future cradled them, placing them in the eye of the storm with gentle hands; it was much gentler than Luke had ever experienced before. He wondered if it had something to do with El and Will being with him. Maybe the future was kinder to them than to him.Â
âOkay,â Luke breathed out. He looked around until he spotted the vision that called out to him the loudest. He led his siblings toward it and allowed it to reel them in.Â
When they entered what Luke believed was a vision, the Void was the only thing to greet them. There was nothing, just the inky darkness that seemed to stretch on forever in all directions.Â
âNo,â he whispered. âThis isnâtâŠthis isnât right.âÂ
âIsnât it?â a low, gravelly voice said. Luke spun around, his hands still clutched tightly in El and Willâs. A wooden door was opened, peering into somewhere with a bright blue sky and tall green grass. The view through the door contrasted harshly with the figure who stood in the doorframe.Â
âHenry,â El said lowly, her jaw clenching and gaze hardening.Â
Vencaâs monstrous form stood just feet away. The sight caused a tremble to spread through Lukeâs body.Â
âWilliam,â Vecna said slowly, drawing out Willâs full name.Â
Without taking their gaze off the monster, Luke and El shifted so they stood in front of Will, shoulder to shoulder.Â
âWhere is she?â Elâs voice was sharp.Â
Vecna lazily dragged his attention to her for a moment. âMaxine, you mean?â El said nothing, but Luke could feel the rage radiating off of her. Vecna shrugged. âSomewhere. Nowhere. Whoâs to say, really?âÂ
A wave of bravery broke through Lukeâs terror for just a moment. âWe will find her,â he said, hiding his shaking hands in fists at his sides. âAnd weâll find you. Weâll stop this.âÂ
Something like a smirk crossed Vencaâs face; it was horrible to look at. âItâs hard to stop something you donât understand. Isnât it, William?âÂ
âGo away,â said Will. Luke could hear in his voice the fight to keep a brave face, to pretend like he wasnât scared.Â
âI can go anywhere, but it wonât stop it.âÂ
âStop what?â asked El.Â
Vecna tilted his head. He didnât cross the doorway and enter the Void, but his presence filled the space regardless. Luke didnât know if it was because he couldnât enter the Void, or if he wouldnât.Â
âWe never left you, William,â said Vecna. âCanât you feel it? Canât you feel us?â Luke heard the sharp intake of breath Will took and his footsteps as he backed up.Â
If looks alone could kill, Vecna would have been dust by the glare on Elâs face. âYou leave him and my friends alone!âÂ
âShow them, William,â Vecna continued, ignoring El. âShow them what you really are.â The monster raised his hand, and Luke half expected to be flung back by his powers. El mirrored him, ready to fight. But nothing happened for a moment. Luke dared to look away from the Vecna and back at Will.Â
His body shook, and his hands twitched at his sides until one of them started to rise. Will looked like he was trying to fight his arm, keep it down. Will looked like he was fighting something no one could see.Â
Then, blood started to leak from Willâs nose, just as it did when any of the kids from the Lab used their abilities. The whites of Willâs eyes were all Luke could see. Then, the shaking stopped, and an eerie stillness took hold of his body. As if his limbs were being pulled by a string, Willâs arm outstretched in front of him, and his fingers flexed in a way that mirrored Vecnaâs claws.Â
Before Luke could get a grasp on what was happening, there was a strange pressure around his throat. He sucked in a breath, but it became hard for air to enter. It was as if someoneâs hands had wrapped around his throat. He reached up and started to claw at his skin, growing more desperate for air by the second.Â
âLuke?â El called out, but she sounded far away. The air in the Void was suddenly hot, and his throat burned like it was on fire. He fell to his knees as the voice of El grew more frantic. Lukeâs vision swarmed, but he forced his chin up to look at Will. All he was met with were the whites of his brotherâs eyes and his flinching figure.Â
A horrible realization crashed into Luke as little black dots started to cloud his vision. He gasped for air that couldnât reach his lungs as the pressure grew greater around his neck. Just before he lost consciousness, he saw Willâs hand fall limp, and his brown irises return.Â
Horror flashed across Willâs face before Luke closed his eyes.Â
One second, Luke was choking in the Void, and the next, he was lying on the floor in the radio station's basement. El stood between him and Will, her chest heaving and eyes blown wide.
Luke gasped and sucked in air as his hands touched his burning throat.Â
âWhat the hell happened?!â barked Hopper.Â
Luke couldnât speak. He lulled his head to the side and met Sunshineâs worried gaze, hovering over him. When he looked to his other side, he saw the bloodshot eyes of a sobbing Will, who was staring at Luke with a look locked in horror.Â
Several tense, silent seconds passed before El answered. She hid her trembling hands in fists. âWe found him.âÂ
Before questions could erupt, Will shook his head. âNo. He found us.â
PROJECT SUNSHINE â CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR: FUTURE GHOSTS
summary: steve harrington x lab!oc. series rewrite-ish | read on Ao3
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 5.6k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. season 5 will stray the furthest from canon events!
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Sunshine felt strange traveling underground, slinking underneath Hawkinsâ feet, so as not to be spotted by anyone- government or otherwise. But, as odd as it felt, she was grateful there was at least one other place that she could go besides the radio station.Â
Eddie made good company, she had to admit. He was happy to lend an ear when she tried to fill the air with random conversation instead of sinking into the cloud in her brain. And he was also happy to talk to himself, about nothing and anything, to fill those gaps too. He had created a habit of waking Sunshine when she had nightmares when Steve wasnât there, and was good at redirecting her thoughts to something much lighter in the late hours of the night. Eddie had also become an early riser, something he told her he had never been while in high school. Since he woke up early, he enjoyed his morning with a cup of coffee and having one-sided conversations with Anne on his lap.Â
However, the days were monotonous, which Eddie had warned her about, seeing as how he was also stuck there, believed to be dead. Sunshine needed more things to occupy her mind, so she didnât feel like the world was trying to swallow her whole.Â
Traveling to the Hoppersâ cabin was just what she needed. She followed the instructions Joyce had given her when the woman arrived at the radio station that morning, happy to care for Anne to fill the gaps in her day.Â
At the wooden ladder that led to a piece of plywood, Sunshine knew she had arrived. She climbed and knocked a couple of times in a pattern before the kids removed the plywood and smiled down at her. She was hurried inside the cabin by their excitement.Â
Hopper was gone for the morning, probably sneaking over to the townâs church to listen to a town-hall meeting that had been called, no doubt because of Nancy and the othersâ stunt pulled in the Hawkins Post. The group hadnât told Hopper about what they did, but Sunshine was sure he already knew by then and planned on giving them an earful. However, they werenât kids anymore like they had once been, like how the Party still was.Â
Nancy, Steve, Robin, Jonathan, and Tamera werenât stupid either. They knew how much they could say to drum up attention, but not blow the whole big, bad secret of Hawkins wide open.Â
The Hopper clan had a quiet day to themselves. Sunshine joined them on the floor in the living room, and everyone gathered around. El and Leia decided to fill Sunshine in on the smaller, more ânormalâ things she had missed.Â
âWill and Mike were all kinds of weird in California,â said Leia. âI mean, our whole spring break wasâŠâ she trailed off, but El picked up her sentence to say, âWeird.âÂ
Luke scoffed slightly, his knees pulled up to his chest and his frame swallowed by an oversized hoodie that probably once belonged to Steve or Jonathan. âWeird is putting it lightly.âÂ
âBut you shouldâve seen how weird Will and Mike were!â Leia continued. âI thought it was because they hadnât seen each other in a while, and Mike never seemed to have time to talk to Will after he was done talking to El.â She went on to explain how the two boys butted heads for the first half of their spring break, until whatever was bothering them fell to the wayside after El was arrested, then went off with Dr. Owens to get her abilities back. By the end of their spring break, before they hightailed it back to Hawkins, Leia had noticed another strange shift between the boys.Â
âThen, Will told Mike that El had commissioned him to make a painting of the original Party as their D&D characters. But El didnât ask Will to make that for Mike; he made it himself as a present for Mike,â Leia said, slightly breathless from how quickly she was speaking.Â
El nodded. âFriends donât lie, but MikeâŠheâs lied about a lot of things.â She glanced to the side; her brows knitted for a moment before she sighed and shrugged.
âTo be fair,â Luke chimed in. âSo were you.âÂ
In a very sister-like fashion, El flicked her chin up and sent a piece of paper from the coffee table flying toward Luke. He swatted it away and stuck his tongue out at her.Â
âAnyway,â Leia said loudly, drawing the conversation back to her. âMike still doesnât know about the painting, and Will doesnât want him to know. Why? I have no clue. I think Luke knows why, but heâs being a real a-s-s about it!â Her spelling out the curse word inside of saying it earned a chuckle from Kali, who had been quietly seated on Hopperâs recliner listening along.Â
âBecause itâs no one's business but Will and Mikeâs,â Luke said.
âSince Will and his family have been staying at Mikeâs, I think theyâre better now,â El said. âMore normal, kind of. I think Mike got more normal after we broke up.âÂ
That took Sunshine by surprise. She remembered the summer of Starcourt, how it was all Hopper could do to keep El and Mike apart. That summer had changed a lot of things, some for the better but most for the worse. After the Byers and Hoppers moved to California, Mike had lamented very dramatically over his girlfriend being on the other side of the country. And El had often mentioned how she missed Mike.Â
El didnât go into much detail about the breakup; there didnât seem to be much to it. She had bigger things to focus on, and she expressed how she liked it better when she and Mike were friends, best friends. She believed they worked better in a different way, and there was still all of that love and care for each other there, just in a different form. It sounded very grown-up and caused a fond smile to Sunshineâs lips as she realized how mature her sister was getting as her teenage years stretched onward.Â
The conversation drifted to the other party members. Dustin was more or less the same, just with a hint of more recklessness since their trip to the Upside Down and the death of Calum that shook everyone up, even those who hadnât known him too well. He still died helping them; that wasnât an easy thing to get over. Dustin had been pushing to clear Eddieâs name and Hellfireâs reputation, but nothing seemed to work and only got him and his friends into more trouble than it seemed worth.Â
âAnd Lucas,â El started, her lips falling into a deep frown. âHeâs sad.âÂ
Sunshine mirrored her expression, her heart clenching inside her chest. âI know.âÂ
It was in the air around him, pinched on his face, and hidden in his voice. Lucas had grown taller since Sunshine had seen him, but he walked like he was trying to fold into himself. His face didnât light up in the same way it once had. But it was still Lucas, gentle and always trying hard not to show how hard everything had been on him. He didnât lash out, but crumbled inwards. He lost Max, for over a year now, with no end in sight, just blind hope for something to change in their favor. He lost himself, too. He lost his spot on the basketball team, something new that had welcomed him with open arms and provided a steadiness in the chaos that had been his life since he was just twelve. Lucas was stuck, sad, and teetering on the verge of giving up.Â
âWe try to help,â Luke said softly. âTry to cheer him up when weâre together. I gave him that painting, Max, hoping it would give him some hope.â He sighed, himself weighted down by it all, too. âI look for something new in her future every night, but I havenât found anything else, yet.âÂ
âI look for her in the bath,â said El. âI think Vecna may be hiding himself and Max. I justâŠI donât know where.â Frustration sounded in Elâs voice.Â
Sunshine sat up a little straighter and kept her voice free of her own creeping hopelessness. âThere are still parts of the Upside Down that we havenât searched yet.âÂ
âHis body may be in the Upside Down,â said Kali. âBut what Iâm worried about more is his mind. Itâs much more powerful than his body. His form is just another physical vessel for the Mind Flayer, a puppet with a personal vengeance. If El canât find his mind, that means itâs somewhere else, probably away from his physical body, and somewhere where El canât find it. Or somewhere that heâs blocking El from. If he can hide himself, then he can hide Max.âÂ
Suddenly, Luke gasped and unfolded himself from his hunched-over seat. âWait, El, when youâre in the bath, youâre only inside the Void, right?â She nodded. âI go there too, just for a moment, before I find myself in the storm of whoever's future Iâm going to see. It looks kind of the same, but in the middle of the Void, thereâs like thisâŠthis tornado of colors and pictures in front of me. Sometimes I have to reach for a vision, other times they call me to it.âÂ
El pressed her lips into a thin line, taking in what he was saying before she said, âI can go into memories too. I did with Billy and Max. When I saw them in the Void and touched them, it took me into their memories. Thatâs how I found Max when she was hiding from Vecna.âÂ
Luke shifted his gaze to the two older girls in the cabin. âWhat if, while Elâs in the Void, I take her hand? Maybe itâll take us both somewhere neither one of us can reach on our own. Maybe it could get us a step closer to discovering where Vecna and Max may be hiding.âÂ
Sunshine and Kali exchanged a look, unsure if trying something with the kids not under Hopperâs careful eye was a good idea. But it was their abilities at the end of the day. Sunshine wouldnât tell them what to do with them.Â
âCould be worth a shot,â Kali said, seemingly sharing the same sentiment as Sunshine.Â
A nod of agreement from Sunshine set the plan in motion. El, Leia, and Kali worked together to ready the makeshift bath that Hopper built for El to search for Vecna and Max. Luke shed his sweatshirt and steeled himself as he sat on the couch.Â
Sunshine sat beside him. âYou donât have to do this if you donât want to,â she reminded him, even if it was his idea in the first place.Â
Luke responded by rolling his shoulders back and saying that he could do it.Â
Sunshine looked at him, really looked at him. Luke had always carried himself as if he were older than he was, the protector of his twin sister above all else and his friends and family who followed. As much as Sunshine had always wanted him to rid him of that burden of feeling a sense of responsibility not meant for someone so young, she just couldnât; it was too instilled in him. All she could do was remind him to be a kid sometimes; the Party helped with that. But she had been gone for a while, and she saw that burden only grow as he grew older.Â
âI know Max is out there,â he said. âWe brought you home; now we need to bring her home. Or elseâŠwhat does any of this even matter?âÂ
El sank into the bath, her body floating in the salty, warm water. A pair of goggles with duck tape over the lens to block out the light rest on her face. At her side, Luke brought up a chair and sucked in a deep breath. The overhead lights flickered as El entered the Void.Â
âReady,â she told Luke. He reached into the water and grasped Elâs hand. She curled her fingers around his, and the lights flickered again as Lukeâs eyes rolled into the back of his head and his body went slack. He couldnât speak when he was inside someoneâs memories, so El was his tether and voice to the outside world.Â
Silence filled the cabin. Sunshine kept her eyes trained on her two siblings, afraid to blink and for something to happen.Â
âWeâre in a storm,â El said after several moments. âLuke says everythingâs moving too fast.âÂ
Sunshine stood beside the bath, anxiety coiling like a snake around her stomach. âDoes he want to be pulled out?â If they disconnected Lukeâs hand from Elâs, the disconnect would be jarring, but it would send Luke back into his own mind.Â
There was a short beat before El answered, âNo. Weâre being pulled towards somethingâŠWait.âÂ
The lights in the cabin shut off completely. Sunlight streamed in through the curtained windows, so it wasnât all that dark, but still, it unsettled Sunshine just slightly.Â
âOh,â El then said.Â
âOh?â Leia repeated. âOh, what? What do you guys see?âÂ
âNot Max,â said El. âWe seeâŠwe see Will?âÂ
Confusion fell over the room. It was El who was touching Lukeâs hand. If they couldnât reach somewhere new within the Void, they should at least be in Elâs future. But they saw Will instead.Â
âIs it Willâs memories or his future?â asked Kali.Â
A longer pause stretched between Elâs answer, drenching the room in anticipation of her answer.Â
âLuke thinks it'sâŠboth.âÂ
[...]Â
The church was packed with nearly every resident in Hawkins. The end of summer heat and too many bodies packed into pews caused sweat to form on Steveâs brow. He shifted uncomfortably in a nicer pair of clothes that his mom asked him to wear.Â
The Harringtonâs had never been a family to be seen at church unless it was a holiday, and his dad wanted to make sure the town knew he had some integrity left around Easter or Christmas time, or when his mom woke up from one of her wine benders and wanted to repent for a month or so before her husband did something that sent her back over the edge.Â
She hadnât drank since Hawkins was split into fourths, and the last time sheâd been around her husband. But church, she had said, made her feel more judged than loved, so she stayed away. Yet, when a town-wide call was sent out for everyone who wanted to and was able to gather at the church, she insisted they go.Â
Of course, Steve had planned to go regardless, considering he was partially responsible for the meeting being held in the first place. He, Robin, Nancy, Jonathan, and Tamera all sat with their families. They didnât want to raise any suspicion; not that anyone in Hawkins knew the kind of trouble theyâd been up to lately, or for the past several years. It was the military that made them paranoid, for a million and one obvious reasons.Â
The article in the Hawkins Post had done exactly what Nancy had banked on; it had gotten people talking, and more importantly, it got them complaining much more than they had over the past year. It reminded Steve of the aftermath of Starcourt. The fake death of Hopper, the arrest of the Mayor they had yet to replace, and the rumor that somehow Russians had been involved tore through the town like a tornado. People had been up in arms, ranting and raving about how Hawkins was supposed to be a safe and comfortable place for them and their children; it made Steve want to scoff just thinking about it.Â
âI understand everyoneâs frustration here, but I want to remind you all that we are working with our military. This is a collaboration, not a game of Simon Says,â said Powell. Steve could smell the bullshit he was spewing from a mile away. Even the people who had no clue just how untrue that statement was could tell he was lying out of his ass.Â
âThen why hasnât there been any updates on when the hell we can come and go from town?â asked some angry person in the crowd.Â
Someone else followed by shouting, âWe shouldnât be prisoners in our own home!âÂ
Powell sucked in a deep breath. âNo one is a prisoner. The military is working to ensure that Hawkins is stable and monitoring the town to be sure that we are safe.âÂ
A woman stood up from one of the pews, her hands on her hips and her face aflame with heat and anger. âI ainât ever heard of a town being on lockdown after somethinâ like an earthquake. Or âhelpâ that sticks around for so damn long.â She didnât seem like the kind of woman who would swear in church, but Steve assumed all bets were off when people were hot and pissed.Â
âWhy donât you ask any of those people in those photos printed in the paper if they think Hawkins is safer with the military here, huh?â Someone else stood up and said. It was a tall man whom Steve recognized worked at the pharmacy. The man turned, his eyes looking through the crowd for a moment before his gaze seemed to lock on the Wheeler family, who were hard to miss. âAsk Nancy Wheeler what she thinks!âÂ
She had the most talk about the photo in the paper, as the image of a young girl from a nice, seemingly perfect family, plucked at the heartstrings of the people of Hawkins. That had been the goal, after all.Â
All eyes fell onto Nancy, who immediately stiffened up under the sudden attention. She looked around and met Steveâs gaze for a second. He could only offer her an encouraging nod; it was now or never for her to drive home the sentiment theyâd been hoping to gain. She faced forward and stood up, much to the horror of her mother.Â
âI have all the respect in the world for our military,â Nancy started, lying with conviction. Steve rolled his lips into his mouth to suppress a laugh that threatened to bubble up. In her pink dress with a frilly collar, looking like she had expected the meeting to turn into a Sunday morning sermon, she looked as unimposing as ever. No one would have guessed she was probably the best shot in the whole church; hunting monsters gave her a bit of an upper hand over the normal hunters in town. Nor would they have guessed she was just as screwed up and messy as any of them, stubborn as all hell, too.Â
âI was simply asking the soldier a question, the same question all of you have: what are they still doing here? Are we still in danger?â she said. âI have a little sister and brother, and all I want for them is to be able to continue growing up here in Hawkins, safely with all of the freedoms that we expect of our town, of our country. Isnât that what we all want?âÂ
Her speech was quickly followed by loud murmurs of âyes!â and âexactly!â.Â
That was, until a red-faced man stood up tall and broad with a look of rage that didnât seem to match most of the others. âHow dare you all question the motivations of our boys in red, white, and blue?! These men are protecting us, and weâre treating them like the enemy!âÂ
Well, Steve thought, they are. They kidnapped Sunshine and were experimenting on pregnant women. And that was only their latest offenses. The list was extensive, and that was just of stuff they knew about.Â
On the other side of the room, a man opposed the red-faced brute. âProtecting us from what?âÂ
That was the question everyone wanted to know. You couldnât stop an earthquake, nor was it something that crawled from the ground and attacked you. An earthquake wasnât a world with toxic air or children with powers they never asked for.Â
Powell tapped on his microphone and did his best to talk over the crowd until they settled. âHawkins is not in danger; I want to make that clear.â But he was wrong. Hawkins was always in danger, now more than ever. But he, nor anyone else in town besides them, knew about monsters or the man-made ones hiding behind their fortified walls. âThe military is here as a courtesy. I know it may feel like they have overstayed their welcome, and some of you are eager to leave. We understand that. I plan to meet with the current Director of their operation this week to discuss a timeline that I can share with you all, and to let them know of your concerns. That is why I have called this meeting today.Â
He droned on for several minutes before inviting people to the microphone position at the front of the room for people to âcalmlyâ voice their concerns in a orginzaed manor so that Officer Callahan could jot them down, a job he looked less than thrilled to do.Â
The concerns were similar for everyone who spoke. They wanted to know when the military would leave, when they could get the hell out of Hawkins themselves, why a soldier had gotten violent with poor Nancy Wheeler, and if there was another reason the military was there that wasnât being communicated to the residents.Â
âThis isnât a concern, exactly,â the next person at the mic started. A younger woman looked nervous to be speaking, her eyes flickering around and her hands twisting in front of her. âBut doesnât it feel like all of the terrible things that had happened in this town are too alike to be coincidences?"Â
That even got Callhan to stop looking bored.Â
A weird silence fell across the church, something uncomfortable, like someone was finally saying the one thing no one else had wanted to say aloud.Â
She continued, âItâs justâŠjust take a look at everything that has happened over the past decade. Children going missing then reappearing as if nothing had happened. Contaminated water that killed a young girl; that case was swept under the rug as if it had never happened at all. A climbing suicide rate, a serial killer, and other things Iâm sure Iâm missing. The point is, at some point, we have to admit that all of these things are starting to look a lot less like isolated incidents orâŠor accidents! It feels like something is seriously wrong here. Doesnât it?âÂ
The silence turned into murmurs, conversations Steve couldnât make out, and that no one wanted to say too loudly. Because she was right. She was too right.Â
A people of pews back, sat Robin. Steve looked over his shoulder to find her already looking at him, her face pinched in worry.Â
Then, the woman seated beside the red-faced man stood up. âAnd has any more terrible thing happened since our military arrived?âÂ
The answer was no, not that any of them could pinpoint. They didnât know about Sunshine or Vecna or anything really. They wanted to be protected from something they didnât even know and would hardly understand if they did know.Â
The unfortunate thing about the people of Hawkins was that after all they had been through - even if it was just the surface of what had actually happened - they were fragile, shaken to their core. They wanted to be protected; they wanted stability. Most importantly, they were scared, had been for longer than they were willing to admit, and fear was a disease no well-written article or photo could kill.Â
After the town hall concluded, Steve felt defeated. It hadnât worked like theyâd hoped.Â
They all met up afterwards in the empty church parking lot.Â
âUnbelievable,â Nancy grumbled. âI thought we had them! Why wonât they push back against these assholes?!âÂ
âBecause they havenât seen the shit we have, or know the shit that we know,â sighed Robin.Â
âMaybe thereâs something else we can do?â said Jonathan. âSomething else we can pull to-âÂ
âYou wonât be doing anything else.â Hopperâs voice started all four of them. He was hidden behind a pair of sunglasses, a hat, and too many layers for the heat. He looked like an off-duty superhero who was doing a bad job of hiding his identity.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â Nancy hissed, quickly looking around the lot to ensure no one else was around to see him. According to most of Hawkins, Hopper had died in the Starcourt Mall fire. The last thing they needed was trying to explain that he was alive to some random Hawkins resident.Â
Hopper stood with his arms crossed over his chest and a disgruntled look that Steve could read behind his shielded face. âYou think I wouldnât see the paper and immediately know you guys were behind it? I thought I was clear when I said weâre working together through this shit. Now is not the time for you to go rogue and get yourselves killed or put every one of us at risk.âÂ
âNo one knows it was us,â Nancy argued.Â
âYou better hope not. What you all did was stupid and reckless. I would expect something like this from the kids, but youâre all adults now. Act like it.âÂ
Jonathan scoffed. âSeriously? Weâre doing this for you! To buy you time. If the military is busy dealing with pissed-off townies, then we can keep doing our Crawls without having to worry about them. We can focus on Vecna and ending this, for good.âÂ
There was a beat as Hopper remained unmoving in his stance and expression. âDonât pull something like this again without talking it over with everyone. Understood?âÂ
They grumbled in agreement, half-heartedly and annoyed.Â
Hopper dropped his arms to his sides and shook his head. âLook, I know these people better than anyone. I was the sheriff, remember? I know that if you push them too far, if they get paranoid, it wonât be good for anyone. Theyâll get scared if they think something is truly wrong with this town; if someone gets the idea in their head that Hawkins is âcursed.â As true as that may be,â he said. âGetting them to question authority is one thing, but you canât let them run away with it or theyâll be out like wolves, just like they were with Munson. Theyâll have their Bibles and pitchforks, and theyâll go after anything and everything that isnât ânormal.â And I hate to break it to yaâll, but no one in our group blends in very well, especially those kids. We donât need that suspicion on any of us.âÂ
As much as that stubborn, teenage part of Steve didnât want to admit that Hopper had a point, he did. They didnât need another witch hunt to add to their problems.Â
Hopper barked at all of them to go home, which they begrudgingly did, parting ways. Expect Robin to stay with Steve. She said she didnât want to be around when her parents discussed the events of the town hall while she sat there and pretended not to know anything.Â
In Steveâs car, she let out a sigh and slumped against the passenger seat. âI really thought that would work. We were so close to people opening their eyes. Why is it so hard for this town to see things that arenât just black or white?âÂ
âI wish I knew.â What he did know was that Robinâs words ran deeper than just Hawkins conspiracies. There were many things that Hawkins was stuck in its ways about. âYouâll get out of here, Robs. You and Tamera.âÂ
She fixed her gaze out the window as Steve started their drive to the radio station.Â
âMaybe,â she said, voice quiet. âBut even if we do, itâs not like we can act much differently than we do now. I canât, like, marry Tamera in some fancy church. Weâll probably burst into flames or open some bullshit doorway to another dimension if we kissed on an altar.âÂ
Steve shot her a quick look, furrowing his brows. âYou want to get married in a church?âÂ
She shook her head quickly. âNo, obviously not. But you know what I mean! Just because we leave the judgmental eyes of everyone here, doesnât mean there wonât be those kinds of people wherever we go. Iâm sure theyâd love to tell us weâre going to hell.âÂ
âI think weâve already been to hell a couple of times.â The Upside Down seemed close enough. âAnd you got out of it. Tell those assholes that.âÂ
That earned a small smile from Robin, a hint of amusement that cut through the somber air.Â
âIf you want to marry Tamera, then just do it,â Steve said. âWho gives a fuck about some piece of paper from the courthouse? To the people who love you guys, weâll know you're hitched. Iâll ever throw you a bachelorette party, as your man of honor, obviously.âÂ
Robin turned towards him, a smile on her face as she rolled her eyes at him. âAlright, slow down, Romeo. I would like to marry her, eventually, even if itâs, like, not legit or whatever. But after college.âÂ
âSmart,â said Steve. While he had no intention of going back to school himself at the moment, almost everyone else did, if they ever got out of Hawkins. Robin wanted to go into radio broadcasting, since her newfound job sparked a passion she didnât know she had. Tamera still wanted to go to cosmetology school and work anywhere but the little salon in town. Steve also knew that Nancy and Jonathan had their own dream colleges, but as of late, that seemed like a sensitive topic for the two of them, so Steve refrained from asking about it.Â
âThatâs just me, though,â said Robin. âWhat about you?âÂ
Steve drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. âWhat about me?âÂ
âI mean, youâre obviously going to marry Sunshine.â There was no doubt in Steveâs mind about that. Marriage or not, he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. There was no one else for him. He had dreamt about their future a million times over, and while it looked a little different every time, she was the one constant.Â
âObviously,â he replied, smiling lightly at the thought. âOnce this is all over and the world isnât constantly out to kill us.âÂ
Robin pursed her lips. âSmart.âÂ
[...]Â
Lucas hated the hospital. He hated the stark white walls and the smell of the cleaner that wafted through the air. He hated the candy-stripers who gave him pity smiles when he passed them in the halls, and the sound of beeping that echoed from every room.Â
But what he hated the most was seeing Max so still, her eyes closed and skin so pale she looked like a ghost. It made his stomach churn every time he stepped into her room. It made his eyes sting, and his head hurt. Lucas also hated that he couldnât be at the hospital as much anymore with school back in session after a prolonged summer break following the earthquake. He had contemplated skipping on more than one occasion to spend it by Maxâs bedside.Â
However, selfishly, he wanted to skip not solely to visit her, though that was a large part of it. Lucas also hated the stares from people in the halls who didnât know what to make of him anymore. Well, not just him, the rest of the original Party too. The other Hellfire members had either graduated or stuck to the shadows to not be singled out like him, Will, Mike, and Dustin were.Â
They had the bigger disadvantage. Between Willâs disappearance that still haunted him, their own odd behavior, and their habit of being caught at the scene of nearly every tragedy in town, the Party didnât have the luxury of blending in with the crowd. Lucas, on top of all of that, had gone from small-town hero, hailed the next basketball star of Hawkins High after his game-winning basket, to a team-treader after he tried to protect his friends from Jason and his buddies' wrath.Â
School had once been Lucasâs favorite place to be, where he could flex his smarts with a rise of his hand and impress his coach at practice. Even with the playground bullies back in middle school and the nasty things spat at him for the color of his skin, Lucas had once enjoyed school immensely. But now the days droned on almost painfully, and all he could do was focus on a way to defeat a monster, bring Max home, and make every other bad thing vanish as if it all had never happened at all.Â
In Maxâs hospital room was a private bathroom. Lucas set down his geometry homework that he shouldâve turned in two days ago, and slipped inside, closing the door behind him. He was still flushed from his bike ride from school to the hospital. He turned on the cold water and cupped his hands under the faucet, letting the water pool in them. He closed his eyes and splashed his face, trying to cool himself down and wash away the knot of dread that had set camp in his body.Â
He wiped the water from his eyes and gazed at himself in the mirror. However, when he saw his reflection, he wasnât the only one who stared back at him. Just over his shoulder stood a head of braided red hair, piercing blue eyes he hadnât looked into in so long, and summer sun-kissed freckles on rosy cheeks.Â
Lucas's legs felt weak as he spun around, Maxâs name tumbling from his lips in a frantic call. But when he was full turned around, where her figure had just been, no one was there at all.