1mosttherl

You gotta understand in this game bae, i was toe2toe with vets

I wore my heart on my sleeve for them just for shit get put to test, then to rest.

It was all done inna blind revealed new healing on every quest

So when im reminded the pain the feeling crushes through my chest.

Im a little older now Ik my love gets accepted towards myself best.

Prioritizing my needs and the requirements to be met.

The same song I would wanna listen to has to start with my own clef

U and I are forever intertwined and i will pass up any mutual, feeling the love was a pacifier

For my heart and the absence made it crucial

Had me saying id do anything to get it back, here enters lucifer,

So ik i had to take it back a notch, thinking ahead

Who knows, in the end the tears have spilled

What tier mask must I wear, what shoes must i fill,

If i confide, does confidentiality get a till?

On my way to being on my own, i feel

I fear, not being enough so the mess i must clean up

Get everyone out of them ruts, them tears?

Oh thought you wouldn’t ask, I wont disclose Ik the kudos you give yourself when u ask

Or maybe i just believe that nobody is truly sincere, the laughs end shorter then usual, intimacy is in the rear

I didn’t know u would sing the song of self healing on me

I created a space that made u feel complete, you could’ve sat.

You could’ve been right there learning to adapt.

U said it isn’t me but, the space request + the actions overlap

How come you don’t treat me the same when we interact?

How come the new actions are never intact to get us back?