#servingthemosthigh

How many performances before the final phase?

When does she get bored and her love stops?

Disregarded and hasn’t taken in account the many days

Overlooked, my audience has turned my acts reprobate before I’ve revealed my plot

The discontinuation is just in many ways, because what is one who follows a path with no ending?

What is one who creates actions, so theres reactions that are condescending?

Both are in fear, I only fear when the outcome doesn’t correlate to the input

No, no tears. I persevere through the depths of my emotions, the air is a lot clearer above them

She took my performance as what is was

A condition for the love to never end

Though I cant fit size 4s, I put myself in her shoes

Then i looked in the mirror, and I saw the void within you

Me, I have been deprived of trust since I was 16

7 years of backstabbing? Agony? Pain due to sacrificing myself to others with no backlash?

7 years later I now see this is an perspective I have raised since 2018

I’ve tried to shower the pain with performances that will wow the crowd and maintain relationships to sharpen my skills,

Being, stemming from not being enough in my home, not feeling seen.

The two options was never if she loved me, or loved me not

It was whether I will save myself from the performance or to let myself rot.