weird mind of mine

mended

Again and again

Until I'm finished

All and all

Untill I'm nothing but a thousand peace of broken mirrors

All staring

At what I've become

Tilting heads and shiny eyes

Punching me with sharp edges

Till I bleed out

I love this video(and I love Ezra!) Idk how many times I've watched it...

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

To all of you out there who are struggling to be yourselves, this is for you, for us, to be who we were meant to be and not be afraid to show it. You can claim any freedom you desire, you can love anyone you love and not be ashamed!

"It's so exhausting waiting for death."

Adding up all the pain

Left in your brain

It's just another black day

Feeling alone and full of decay

Some skanky alchy'

Looking at me in an understanding way

In the ocean

Watching them go under

Deeper every second

Further every day

Some days I reach in

Some days I don't

Sometimes I get wet

And then cold...

You're laying under

Blurry but there

I stare

Eyes wide open and hurt

Oceans, skies.... wherever

I always find a way to be with you

Only in memories

a lot of times in my life feel like the title... like I'm not supposed to be living like this and this is not supposed to be a part of my life but it’s just is and there’s not a damn thing i could do abt it...

so then I just start giving myself the false hope that “yes honey... it’s not like this... it’s gonna get better and it’s just a phase...”

and a lot of “it’s not your fault”s. but it is, isn’t it? should we blame all the world for the shit happen to us? nope... it’s just all on us... even when we blame people we’re blaming ourselves cause you know what? “you’re the one trusting those shitty people to do shitty things to ya so there you go...”

I still feel like I don’t belong in this... and I can’t help but wait it out... cause no matter what I do, it’s gonna be the same.