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𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄. 𝜗𝜚 rafe cameron

pairings. boyfriend!rafe x girlfriend!reader

synopsis. 𓂅 in the midst of your argument, you uttered the unthinkable.

disclaimers. dark fanfic, domestic violence, abusive relationship, rafe slapping reader, toxic!rafe, dark!rafe, aggressive face grabbing, soft core fear play

“you wanna leave me?” rafe inquired, his brows pulled into a deep scowl that carved shadows across his face. your cheek burning from the slap he gave you. you wiped at your tear streaked cheeks, fingers trembling against your skin. “no, no, no,” you assured him quickly, voice cracking.

“don’t fucking lie to me,” he growled, snatching your face in his hand so hard his fingers dug into your jaw like iron clamps. he forced your gaze up to his with his grip, his eyes burning through yours with that dark mix of rage and possession. he scoffed, low and bitter, unbelieving that you had actually dared to say those words. that you thought you could just walk away from him.

his grip tightened, thumb pressing into your cheek until you winced. “after everything i’ve done for you? after i kept you safe, gave you everything?” his voice dropped into a whisper, breath hot against your lips. “you think you get to decide when this ends? oh no, baby. you’re mine. you don’t leave unless i say so.”

tears spilled fresh over your lashes as you tried to pull back, but he only yanked you closer, slamming your body against his chest. his free hand slid down your waist, harsh and bruising, pinning you in place. “say it again,” he demanded, lips curling into a cruel smirk. “tell me you wanna leave. i fucking dare you.”

you shook your head frantically, the fear twisting in your gut like a knife. but rafe wasn’t done. he never was. with a rough shove, he backed you up until your spine hit the wall, caging you there with his taller frame. his hand left your face only to wrap around your throat, not squeezing yet, but the threat was there, heavy in the air between you.

𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐔. 𝜗𝜚 bucky barnes

pairings. bucky!stalker x reader!victim

synopsis. 𓂅 one year. that’s how long bucky has spent watching you from the shadows. he knows your life better than anyone, he just wishes your boyfriend didn’t.

disclaimers. dark romance, stalking, knife play, explicit language, smut, dark!bucky, blood kink, fear play, choking kink, bucky breaking into reader!house, penetration, size kink, stalker!bucky fucking reader against the wall, insinuation of murder, taboo fanfic, masturbating while fantasizing, no proof read, sex without the light, oral, (f receiving) cnc, blindfold

every routine you’ve built has become second nature to him, every habit committed to memory. he knows when you’re running late, when you’ve had a bad day, when you’re forcing a smile, he also knows when you come home, and you come home alone. not with this man who’s been coming around recently. the same man who starts kissing your plump lips goodnight at your front door.

at first, bucky decided for his sanity that it was temporary. you were grown, you’ve had hook ups and sneaky links come over. but when filled boxes that he pathetically struggled to carry into the house came, and him staying over every night, his suspicions grew and eventually he realized there was no denial left to believe in, the man was your new boyfriend. so he started following your new boyfriend home, religiously.

he couldn’t believe that you went for someone like this, you were out his league by a long shot. the man was nowhere near fit, looked like he smelt like sweat, hair that looked as if it was maintained in an condom.

bucky adjusted back in the driver seat. the shadows poured into his car, leaving no view of him at all while he stroked his length up and down. he bit on his lip lazily, his massive palm kept the addictive rhythm going on his cock while he looked over at you, across the dark street, talking to your boyfriend at his car. he had just got there, which left bucky annoyed, all he could imagine was you bouncing on his cock in his car, taking his thick and long cock while you managed to barely breathe.

the amount of times he’d seen you get fucked by the guy was overwhelming to hear. he wasn’t good, bucky would catch you looking off at the wall’s decorations, out the window, the ceiling, at times. all of that he caught through his secretive cameras he placed around your window and within your room, it was sad just how oblivious the guy was. he didn’t do nothing for you, just fucked your body while you laid there like a dead corpse. not a single sound coming from those pretty lips.

if bucky had the opportunity to fuck your brains out, he so would. he’d make you feel things you never felt before, make you cry from coming because it felt so good. even now as he sat there still jerking off at the sight of you, across the street, talking to your boyfriend bucky couldnt stop the low groan that slipped from his throat. his hand moved faster, slick sounds filling the quiet car while his eyes stayed locked on your body, the way your hips shifted as you laughed at something that loser said.

he hated how close the guy stood to you how his hand rested on your waist like he owned you. bucky pumped his cock harder, imagining ripping you away from that moment dragging you into his car and burying himself so deep inside you that you forgot anyone else existed. your boyfriend didnt deserve those plump lips or the soft curves he got to touch every night. bucky did. he had studied you for so long watched every moan you tried to hide and every unsatisfied sigh.

his breathing grew ragged as he twisted his wrist just right, precum leaking over his fingers making the strokes smoother. you glanced toward the street for a second and bucky swore you looked right at his hidden spot, even though the shadows swallowed him whole. that single look pushed him closer to the edge, his balls tightening as he kept jerking off furiously to the view of you standing there so innocently unaware. he wanted to mark you claim every inch until you only craved him. one day soon he told himself he would make that fantasy real and when he did you wouldnt be looking at walls or ceilings anymore. youd be screaming his name until your voice gave out.

you lay there on your back in the missionary position, legs open and spread around ryan, as he moved inside you slow and steady. the room stayed mostly dark with just enough moonlight slicing through the window to catch the outline of his body, hovering over yours, and the wet shine on his lips when he leaned down to suck on your neck again. his mouth felt warm but it didnt spark much anymore. you hummed softly when he hit a decent spot eyes half lidded.

“y’like that?” he murmured against your skin voice low and a little breathless. “mhm” you answered keeping it simple your hands resting on his shoulders as he kept thrusting. the rhythm stayed quiet just the faint creak of your bed and his breathing filling the space. you stared up at the ceiling trying to lose yourself in it but your mind kept drifting like it always did lately.

then a sudden clatter echoed from somewhere deeper in the house, like something metal falling in the kitchen or hallway. it wasnt loud enough to be scary but it cut through the silence sharp. ryan paused mid thrust lifting a brow, as he looked toward your bedroom door. “what the fuck was that?” he whispered, then laughed. “i don’t know, how would i know ryan?” you asked him with attitude. “i’ll go check it out babe. stay here.” he smiled.

he pulled out of you with a wet sound and rolled off the bed, grabbing his boxers from the floor and tugging them on quick. you nodded, not really protesting as he slipped out of the room closing the door behind him. the house went still again except for the distant sound of his footsteps.

you stayed laid out on your back, legs still parted, skin cooling in the moonlight. your body felt flushed but unsatisfied like usual. you turned your head toward the window staring out into the dark street. the shadows across the way looked thicker tonight almost like something moved in them but you couldnt be sure. you let your thighs fall open a little wider fingers trailing lazily down your stomach not touching anything just feeling the emptiness ryan left behind. the cool air brushed over your wet folds making you shiver as you kept gazing outside wondering why your skin prickled like someone was watching.

you felt strong hands wrap around your ankles suddenly yanking you down the bed in one smooth pull until your ass reached the very edge of the mattress. your heart jumped hard in your chest. “oh my god, you scared me ryan!” you said softly. you breathed out, frowning a little as you tried to sit up on your elbows staring into the dark shadows where the figure stood.

a black shirt flew toward your face blocking your view for a second. you laughed softly and pushed it off to the side, but before you could ask fully, “what the hell that was for” a thick finger pressed between your lips sliding into your mouth. you hummed around it, instinctively sucking lightly. his finger felt bigger, rougher, than usual but you didnt let it alarm you maybe, he was just worked up from earlier. the bed creaked under shifting weight as the man moved closer towering over you in the low moonlight.

your eyes adjusted a bit and the faint glow caught his pretty pink lips, making you lift up slightly drawn to them. they hovered close, lingering together before he gave you a soft peck then another. his mouth felt fuller and warmer than you expected but it sent a little thrill through you anyway. your head tipped back, as he stayed mostly hidden in the darkness, only those lips visible as he started dragging slow wet kisses down your jaw then your neck across your collarbone and lower over your chest.

his warm hand came up to cover your eyes, gently blocking the moonlight completely. you relaxed into it, breathing him in as his kisses trailed down your stomach. he smelled so good, somethin rich, somethin like a deep earthy musk that felt strangely comforting and intoxicating all at once. it wrapped around you, making your head a little fuzzy. your thighs parted on their own as his mouth kept moving lower, his breath hot against your skin, and you didnt question the differences just let yourself sink into the feeling of being wanted like this in the dark.

you felt his broad shoulders settle between your spread thighs as he knelt at the edge of the bed, pulling your legs over them. his warm hand stayed firmly over your eyes, keeping everything in complete darkness while his mouth continued its slow trail lower. his breath ghosted hot over your wet folds making you shiver.

then his tongue dragged flat and slow right up your center, tasting you like he was starving. a low gasp slipped from your lips at how warm and thick it felt, pressing between your folds, circling your clit with lazy hungry strokes. he sucked gently on the sensitive bundle of nerves before dipping lower pushing his tongue inside you fucking you with it in deep, wet, thrusts.

“ryan” you moaned softly, your hips twitching up toward his face, chasing the pleasure. it felt different, better than usual, his tongue moved with confident precision, like he already knew exactly how to unravel you. his hand pressed a little heavier over your eyes, holding you blind while the other gripped your thigh, spreading you wider. every lick and suck sent sparks shooting up your spine. your pussy clenching around his tongue as he groaned low against you the vibration making your toes curl.

he ate you out like he couldnt get enough, alternating between long, slow licks that covered every inch and focused sucks on your clit that had you panting. slick sounds filled the quiet room mixed with your soft whimpers, and the faint creak of the bed as he shifted closer devouring you. your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging lightly the strands feeling thicker than you remembered, but the pleasure fogging your brain made it easy to ignore. his smell wrapping around you stronger now, as he buried his face deeper between your legs.

you arched your back, moaning his name again as his tongue flicked fast over your clit then sucked hard, the pressure building fast and overwhelming in the best way. his hand never left your eyes keeping you lost in nothing but the wet heat of his mouth and the way he was making your whole body tremble.

you felt the pressure building fast under his relentless mouth, his tongue flicking and sucking on your clit with perfect pressure while two thick fingers pushed deep inside you, curling just right. your thighs started shaking around his head, hips grinding against his face as the orgasm crashed over you hard.

you came all in his mouth, your broken moans gained volume. your pussy pulsing and gushing around his tongue. he didnt pull away, instead he groaned deep and hungry, drinking every drop, slurping loudly against your soaked folds like he couldnt waste a single bit of it. his mouth stayed locked on you, licking and sucking through the aftershocks until you were whimpering and oversensitive.

his huge hand stayed pressed over your eyes the entire time, dwarfing your face completely, the rough palm and long fingers covering from your forehead down to your cheeks, making you feel so small beneath him.

then he shifted up his warm breath brushing your ear as he leaned in close. “you like that?” he murmured low and rough right against your skin. it sounded more of a mock than a praise. but you nodded quickly, still catching your breath. his voice sounded a bit different deeper with a rasp that didnt quite match ryan’s voice but the pleasure haze made it easy to assume it was him tired. you just wanted more.

he flipped you over onto your stomach, without warning, guiding your face down into the pillow. you felt him grab his black shirt and tie it around your head, his hand left your eyes, as he was wrapping his shirt snug as his makeshift blindfold blocked out every last bit of moonlight. the fabric smelled like him that same warm, leather, and masculine musk sinking into your senses.

from behind, you heard the distinct sound of him undoing his belt the leather sliding through the loops with a slow deliberate pull. your heart raced thighs pressing together in anticipation as you stayed there on your stomach, completely at his mercy.

you stayed still, the makeshift blindfold from his shirt keeping everything black as you heard him move behind you. the bed dipped deep, when he finally climbed on top, sinking his full heavy weight onto your smaller body, pressing you flatter against the mattress. his metal arm hooked around your throat from behind, applying the softest pressure, just enough to make your pulse race without hurting you. the cool smooth metal felt shocking against your warm skin. then you felt the thick, blunt, head of his cock nudge at your soaked entrance, pushing forward. he was so big it barely fit the stretch, burning as he forced the first few inches inside you.

you gasped, sharply body tensing. “you feel so good.” you whispered, suspicion creeping in fast because he felt way thicker and longer than anything you’d taken before, as well because you’ve never uttered words like that before to him, even when you take the orgasms. his flesh arm lifted, gripping the top of your bed frame for leverage. the moonlight catching a smear of blood on his forearm. but your covered eyes didn’t see. it wasn’t until the realization hit hard, that the arm around your throat was metal, cold and unyielding. this wasnt ryan.

you didn’t freak out, didn’t start freaking out, didn’t squirm and push back against him and letting the panic flooding your chest. you allowed it, despite being scared of the unknown, he was making you feel the best that you’ve ever experienced in your life. “who are you?” you ask, legs quivering as you continued to take his large cock.

“shh” he murmured low and soothing against your ear. his voice deep and rough as he kept sinking deeper, forcing more of that massive cock into your tight heat. “be quiet doll. just take it.” he demands. you whimpered, struggling, for a second. but his weight pinned you perfectly, his hips rolling forward until he bottomed out, stretching you so full, it stole your breath. the overwhelming pleasure mixed with fear. your hand reached up, grabbing onto his metal arm that was hooked over your throat, holding on tight while he started fucking you slow and deep.

his cock was huge, dragging against every sensitive spot inside you with every thrust, his heavy weight pressing you into the bed, creating the perfect angle that made your pussy flutter and clench around him. you moaned brokenly into the pillow, toes curling as he hit that spot over and over again turning your panic into helpless pleasure.

the metal arm around your throat stayed firm but gentle while his hips snapped harder against your ass hitting that sensitive spot so relentlessly it made your eyes roll back beneath the blindfold. your whole body started trembling the pleasure coiling tighter and tighter until it snapped.

you came hard, pussy clenching and pulsing, wildly, around his thick length, waves of intense pleasure flowing through you, making you shake uncontrollably underneath him. your thighs quivered, legs kicking weakly as broken whimpers spilled from your lips body twitching and spasming with the force of it.

he groaned low, against your ear fucking you through every pulse then suddenly pulled out of your dripping pussy. you felt the hot thick squirts of his cum splash across your ass as he stroked himself through it, marking your skin with long warm streaks. his breathing was heavy above you. then he gave your ass a firm pat like he was finished and about to leave the bed shifting as if pulling away.

your body still shaking and empty you panicked reaching back blindly. “wait. wait.” you gasped voice hoarse and desperate. “please don’t leave.” you begged. your fingers clutched at his metal arm, still hovering near you, heart racing as the words tumbled out, needy and broken, not wanting the overwhelming feeling to end, not wanting him to disappear into the dark after ruining you so completely.

you stayed there, trembling, ass still marked with his warm cum. when he suddenly paused at your desperate plea. the bed shifted under his weight again, and then he was back on you, fully laying his massive body over yours, pressing you deep into the mattress. his heavy frame made you feel so helpless beneath him. every inch of his build dwarfing your smaller one in a way that sent fresh shivers through you.

“i’m here” he murmured, low and rough against your ear, voice dripping with dark satisfaction. you heard a soft metallic clink like something being pulled from a sheath. then a sharp, cold, blade dragged slowly across your bare shoulder blade, the flat side first then the edge just light enough to make your skin prickle with fear and heat.

you bit your lip hard, heart hammering as the knife traced lower down your spine, leaving a thin stinging line that made you wonder if it broke the skin. the possibility sent a twisted rush through you, the fear mixing with the lingering pulses of your orgasm.

your lips parted on a shaky breath and he took the chance, sliding two thick fingers from his warm flesh hand into your mouth. you sucked on them, instinctively, tasting yourself on his skin while his metal arm kept moving the knife’s blade dragging teasingly over your side and hip. the cold sharp edge pressed a little firmer in places scraping, just enough to draw a faint red line of blood that burned sweetly against your heated skin.

he was so big everywhere. his cock already hardening again, nestled heavy and thick between your ass, while his body completely covered yours, pinning you down with overwhelming strength. the knife traced another slow path across your thigh, close enough to make you flinch and moan around his fingers. the fear making your pussy clench with fresh need. a tiny bead of blood welled up where the blade kissed your skin and he smeared it gently with the flat of the knife, spreading the warm wetness like he was marking you as his.

you whimpered softly around his fingers, body shaking under the dangerous pleasure. the size difference making you feel completely owned and the sharp edge of the knife keeping you right on the edge of panic and arousal.

you felt him shift and lift off your body, the sudden loss of his crushing weight making you gain some breath back. there was a soft thud as he placed the knife on the nightstand, the sound clear in the quiet room. before you could protest, he flipped you over onto your back like you weighed nothing your body bouncing slightly on the mattress.

your thighs parted naturally on their own, spreading wide because you still wanted more of him, craving the way he filled your needs. he grabbed the knife again, and you felt the cold, flat, blade trace slowly over your collarbone, down between your breasts and across your stomach. your breathing hitched when the sharp edge pressed in just enough to slice a shallow cut along your hip, the sting sharp and hot.

he leaned down, immediately dragging his tongue over the fresh blood, licking it up with a low hungry groan savoring the metallic taste. the warmth of his mouth followed the trail, making you arch into him. then he moved up, capturing your lips in a deep kiss, his tongue pushing into your mouth so you could taste your own blood mixed with him. you moaned into the kiss the flavor, dark and intimate sending a fresh wave of heat through your core.

your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer, fingers digging into his broad shoulders. his massive frame hovering over your smaller body, completely engulfing you. your hands roamed greedily over his chest, feeling the hard muscle the solid strength that felt unreal under your palms. “so strong” you teased in an whisper, breathlessly against his mouth still tasting blood on his tongue.

he huffed out a quiet soft laugh, the sound low and intimate in the dark. “wanna see how much?” he asked, and you nodded eagerly. without another word he picked you up, effortlessly. one arm under your ass, the other around your back like you were weightless. he carried you across the room, pressing your back against the cool wall pinning you there with his body, holding you there with the support of his body.

his mouth crashed back onto yours, tongues sliding deep into each other’s mouths, wet and messy as he kissed you harder. you clung to him, legs wrapping around his waist, moaning into the kiss, while his huge hands gripped your thighs spreading them wider against the wall.

his thick cock nudged at your entrance once, before he thrust up hard sinking deep into your soaked pussy in one brutal stroke. the stretch was overwhelming, his massive size splitting you open so completely you gasped sharply for air, mouth falling open against his.

“oh my god” you moaned, as he started fucking into you with savage thrusts, hips snapping up relentlessly. each powerful drive bounced your body against the wall, your hair flying wildly with every impact, your breasts jiggling hard between your pressed chests. he was so deep the angle let him hit your sensitive spot over and over again while his sheer size made your pussy clench desperately around him.

your thighs squeezed tighter around his strong body, trying to hold on as he pounded into you, without mercy. the wet slap of skin echoing in the dark room. you gasped again, struggling for air between moans, every brutal thrust knocking the breath out of your lungs while pleasure flowed through you violently. his mouth stayed on yours, tongues tangling messily as he fucked you harder against the wall, completely owning your smaller frame with his strength.

your nails dug into his shoulders, body shaking, as he kept driving that huge cock into you deeper and faster turning you into a whimpering mess. you moaned even louder into his mouth as his brutal thrusts grew even harder and faster, pinning you helplessly against the wall with his massive body. his thick cock slammed deep into your soaked pussy, stretching you so wide it burned in the most addictive way, every powerful stroke hitting that sensitive spot relentlessly.

your breasts bounced wildly between you hair sticking to your sweaty skin as your back scraped against the wall with each punishing thrust. “oh my god, oh my god.” you gasped again, voice breaking as the pressure coiled tighter and tighter inside you. your thighs squeezed desperately around his waist, trying to anchor yourself but it was useless, he was too strong, too big completely overwhelming every inch of your smaller frame. his hips snapped up harder, grinding against your clit with every deep plunge while his hands.

your body started shaking uncontrollably, pussy fluttering and clenching hard around his massive length. the orgasm hit you like a freight train ripping through you with violent intensity. you came hard, nails digging into his shoulders, legs locking around him as your walls pulsed and gushed around his cock soaking him with your release, waves of blinding pleasure crashed over you, making your vision blur behind the blindfold, your whole body convulsing and trembling in his unbreakable hold while broken moans spilled from your lips.

bucky groaned, deep and guttural against your neck, feeling you fall apart around him. he fucked you through every pulse slamming into your spasming pussy, a few more brutal times before he buried himself to the hilt with a low possessive growl. his cock throbbed violently inside you, swelling even thicker as he started cumming hard, flooding your pussy with thick hot ropes of his cum. he pumped deep, grinding his hips against yours making sure every drop stayed buried inside you, filling you so full it started leaking out around his shaft, dripping down your thighs.

he stayed pressed tight against you panting as the last spurts emptied into you. his massive frame kept you pinned to the wall, bodies slick with sweat and cum while your pussy continued to flutter weakly around his cock overflowing with his release.