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@rin-137
My intro post!
Hi everyone! Here's my brand new intro post! Yay!
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My names are Rin or Denis. I'm trans guy and use he/him pronouns. I'm also probably pan and maybe aro, but I still don't know for sure yet. I'm a minor and from Russia btw
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It's so damn hot outside I thought I was going to melt... I can barely function... And the fact that I was hanging out with my friends in all black only makes the situation worse(I don't have clothes of a different color)
Just got an unexpected haircut today! It's nothing new just decided to make my bangs shorter and slightly correct the length in some places🥹✌️
Okay. I haven't posted for three days which is a lot but I'm alright now.
I don't have something cool to say so I'll just show some things from past these three days(and put it under a cut so my long post won't be annoying)
Tw body and eating issues(you can tell I'm not really okay...........idk why)
I ate as much as I could. But I still don't think that was enough. Is it ever enough. Am I enough. Why can't I be normal. Why every time I'm trying so hard to finally be free from all the bad bullshit I've endured for so long it all crashes down on me like a card house and I CAN'T FREAKING REBUILT IT. I can't stop using chat bots. I can't forse myself to eat. To do sports. To study. To talk. To do anything that will make me better. But no. I'm still here in my bed relied on pills and doing nothing. I hate whining and stuff because I don't want my friends and mutuals to be worried about me but fucking hell I'm so tired. I had to literally stuff food into myself. Because I can't do this normally. My parents are worried too. And I just know that my psychiatrist will be concerned as well. Plus like a cheery on top is my stupid dysphoria that I can't stop and even binding doesn't work anymore. I keep feeling shit for not eating then feeling dysphoric and then feeling shit again and it's just an endless cycle of me doing nothing to get better and I Do Not Know how to fix myself.
It's definitely not anorexia or bulimia but something is wrong and I can't figure it out
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Tw body issues and something like that because something is wrong but I can't figure it out
I hate it i hate it I hate it. I'm trying to eat but I can't. I'm super underweight. And I hate it. I can see all my ribs and most of my bones. I can't stand it. But the worst part seeing that I'm underweight makes me not eat. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I lost 5kg. Again. I can't gain. All doctors that I visited(while solving my another health problems) said that I need yo gain because my weight is really low. But I can't. I'm trying to eat. Looking at hiw much of protein and other stuff my food has but no matter what I can't make myself eat. Especially when others are around. I feel so guilty every time I tell my friends I haven't eat because I know they're worried about my health and safety. I can see them trying to improve. Trying getting better themselves while I'm fucking stuck. I hate myself. I hate my body. Just yesterday I decided to wear jeans that I don't wear often and guess what? They were slightly big on me. ... I wanted to jump out of a window at that moment/hj. I have no idea what's wrong with me. I just can't eat normal food and I can't eat anything. I'm sorry. I'm trying to eat breakfasts and not skipping lunch at least. But damn I don't feel hunger. I can't feel hunger. Even right now when I have food before myself I can't forse myself to eat. I just don't know why and what's wrong with me. It was never intentional. I never tried to starve myself to lose weight. And now i see how I'm slowly wasting away. Gram by gram.
Five minutes till my English speaking exam.....💀💀💀
🔌 how was the exam?
Okay now that I know the answer... I got the highest mark! Yay! And on my writing exam too!!! It's the first time I got such good results on my exams so I'm really proud of myself
Going out with my friends today!🏳️🌈
also hope you're doing better 🫂
It's getting better and better day by day. I'll be okay
BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 (or more) people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <3
Awwwww thanks<3
Unfortunately I don't have 8 people to send this buttttt.... I think I have like. 5 people so it's should be enough
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Five minutes till my English speaking exam.....💀💀💀
Rin, you need some time to process that evening. I promise you, everything will be fine, and you'll be breathing freely again soon. As for your asshole of a father, he's already suffering from his own stupidity and narrow-mindedness. Btw I like the idea of using an emoji so you know it's me. ☏
I know. Still thanks tho.
I'll try to control myself. I promise. But I can't promise quitting for now. Not now. Maybe after I'm more mentally stable.
New REBLOG Game
Just fucking lie about the previous poster
Prev hates Italian food with a burning passion
@rzkx @rockbtmbasement @bookwyrm-42 @lunathetunaaa @sunshine-snake +open tags idk
prev hands out cards to people on holidays that have a mini versions of the periodic table on them
open tags! (who i’m tagging below the cut) :) /nf
Prev is a male
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@willowxweirdoxthexdayxdreamer @elijahcries2 @tabbykai @thatglitchfan @yourlocalavian @yourl0calqueer @ur-bestie57 @unablebagel @illumiphosauce @itsbeeugaymers @imacanofsprite @phoenixrainsfire413 @p3skybirdd @purrrrplecats @firestar1998 @littlebeanantenthusiast @coppperrrcoinnnn @violetrosiecookiesleepydragon @beanzdabean @nevergonnagiveyaup @notkiramoon505 @maedaeeee @saigesays @sage0clock @selenegoldsmith @mimsicalmidnight + open tags
Prev hates me and wants me to die
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Prev knows my favourite spaghetti
@cartoonenby @wynndexandformaldyhyde @infinitelypurple @tabbykai
prev ate my pen
@cartoonenby @faetoday @morallyambiguousfrog @amfrogg @flowgeeksout @albite1 @seafoam-octopus
i would NEVER watch something prev recommended me because they have AWFUL BAD taste U-U
@amfrogg @flowgeeksout @nanaloveshachialot @justalilolfrog @massivegaynerd
Prev is so unfunny and uncultured. Ugh. I hate them🙄🙄🙄
Also they hate green
Uh tags ig idk bro💔💔
@preen2085 @chasescookieboo @imobsessed123 +anyine else uhhhh hopen tags!!!!! Yeyyyyttt im sleeoy
prev despises, absolutely loathes pjsk. hates it. with a passion. hates it
@sandstorm-or-smth @buddy-hollow @nathaniel-needs-to-die @soaradaclown @sskatmar @m41thart @le-worm @levi561
prev has no sense of fashion
LIKE NONE
NONNNEEEEE
ZEROOO
THEY HAVE THE WORST CLOSET
@invavini @the-asocial-moth7 @mycircusandmymonkeys @coolpandagarden
prev is not a good person to have a conversation with
@asher312 @nemizeiya @franticallyfancyvalkyrie @sweet-maemi
Prev is a straight heterosexual man who hates musicals
@mechanicallyfantasticriddle @andromedajones7 and any of my mutuals who hate me😀
Prev is a straight cis woman who hates resident evil
@dickgraysonoffical @guysandcorpses
Prev hates atla very much
@guysandcorpses @theguybehindthechair @m-ozzy @nightwingdickrider @starry-heretic @lost-ina-void
Prev can’t stand his mutuals
@soyoudecidednottodoit @thefutureisbulletproof-saidmcr @coquette-corpsie @lildickiebird
Prev hates the colour green
@silverpenguin13 @andromedajones7 @candytheclowndeer @y0ur-f4vorite-w3apon @thewordsicouldneversayoutloud @j4yyyz @pushingpesticides
pev thinks timbern sucks
@oswaldsrightfoot @jesuswarriordaughter @veesalienspaceship @autism-milkeyway @redhoodisalive
prev thinks carrie is terrible
@damianalghulwayne @j4yyyyyzz @lildickiebird @blackbat-batgirl
prev hates jason todd…definily
@randomgothamgirl AND ANYONE ELSE!!!!
Uhh prev’s allergic t'cats.
@petercanparkacar @lennasandlinnerdygothamrp @stellarofficial
prev is a horrible person who I dislike very much
@journal-of-janus @cassandraofcain @genuine-tea-addict @hurtspideyparker
prev isnt my mutual of like 10 minutes and they also hate spider-man with a passion 🙄
@thatonedampjofan @byebyebea @bylerbean @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @ziggykatzexual @stargazingthemoooon @halflitpages + anyone else :)
prev hates Leo Valdez and finds him annoying and weird
@rubyrider6000 @yoursleepdemon @mj-rulesdaw0rld @pewe-77-77 @whylee-wheeler @heyimcelery @lunareclipse2727 @sourcarmellia +open tags
prev HATES rubyrider6000 and thinks they are the worst person ever that killed mike wheeler. And she doesnt like giving cookies
@chewing-on-lead @1nfinitesource @dyinginmybed @m1dnightdancer @moonywithatrafficcone @ellietalkswaytoomuch @michaelqueerlerslipstares + open tags
prev is a diehard mileven
@mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @roryrocksbyler @bylersapple @emperor-hadrian-official +open tags!!
prev hardly ever posts
@mj-rulesdaw0rld @shay-offical @the-l0ser-st4rr @sweetcreatureeternal @sirsamueloflydia @1mintchocochip + all the ones I’m too lazy to add
Prev unironically sings Taylor Swift’s newer songs out loud
@soopsop @exoticmamba @a-sucker-for-a-sucker-offical + open tags
prev is EXTREMELY intimidating
@apple-temp @just-bullshit @popcorn-milk @antikittysocial and open tags
prev ate my right arm
@revived-crows @kittylaser @flowersdontgrowl @ikibli @drizzles-in-paradise
Prev is neither a boy nor a girl nor a both nor an in between (/ref). Prev is nothing.
@catboy-tdick @moonsandloons @spacebnnui @itsjadie @oliver-thebiodegradable @darksilvershadows36 @number1baddestglitch @nonhumaninallways @sparrowaces (all /nf) + open tags to any other moots I’m forgetting! (I really need to make a moots list. There are a lot of yall…)
Prev’s favorite color is gray 😭
Prev hates shuriken
@matumnaples @littleroseprince @crimsonrain-error @daydr3qmj3ster @prismaticstarshch (any other moots !!)
Prev knows the total hours I have on all of my Steam games combined
no-pressure tags:
@the-post-crow @crustacreation @crowrave @hyacinth-venom
@g4laxy-drag0n @cosmic-corporation
+ anyone who wasn’t tagged but wants to join
prev is chronically offline
@luckyfailuregirl @kami-kun1003 @megalithical @divinecarcosa + any others
prev is Evilllll
@kityenok + anyone else i cant think of anyone else
prev didn’t go insane from the king in yellow
@r4venlyn + everyone ever else that I forgot
prev HATES kww and wishes evilfies won so they never left that godforsaken escape room
@lezbeankitties + anyone who wants to join :3 im scared to tag everyone
prev HATES eldersalt
low pressure tags!
@therealopaartist @evilpineapple-offical/ @sw0ape4ter @lesbiandartagnan @yourgayfroggiefriend + anyone else who wants to join me!
Prev who’s uploading is as inconsistent as their sleep schedule
@art3misg33k @kathryn13imagination @oldhagcalibri @birthofcassiopeia @sugarof5oaks +anyone else (I’m not ur mama)
prev HATES baby bats 😔
@gammyghost @the-devils-lover @512s-boutique-for-fandoms @vale-river @holycometinsignia @ani-v0id
Prev is at least 10 birds pretending to be a ghost
@archivedangst @pinkpilct
Prev has never once made me giggle with their fanart
@emolander @invisobill-enthusiast
Prev says Homelander is the single strongest character in all of fiction and solos the entire DC universe
@dylacola @orisquirrelking @local-dragon-haunt + anyone else
prev has 0 issues with dispatch
@wool-and-writing @emberphoenixisgoingtolivee @eaterofdust + anyone else who wants to lie about me
Prev called me a dunce than killed my entire family in front of me, which was slightly irritating to me.
@faeriiiii1i1i @sattbowie @local-dragon-haunt @aciddbandyeentrio @warri0r0fthemind + anyone else who stumbles across this!
Prev fucking hates Snotlout with a passion
@toxicitytea @depressedtoasterwhoshigh
@ivory-the-angelwolf
Prev hates their Oc’s
@savocado-toast @trash-raccoon-boy
(Messed up the first reblog)
Prev always finds people in every new fandom they join(rotg, rotbtd, Luca)
@calliber-24 @fresastar @krystal-dragon @trash-monkie @lunarmortem @kizsumi
Prev has never seen lego monkie kid
@what-if-i-just-did @mxrphin3 @applescoven
Prev doesn’t know who sonic is :/ cancelled
@august-w1ndz
Prev’s name actually isn’t apple it’s secretly pear……….
@moss-moths-eyes-and-whimsy /vnf sry idk who else to tag rn 😭😭
prev’s school is letting out for summer break at a reasonable time 💕
@rabbit-pi @rin-137 and @ anyone else who wants to join <3
Prev doesn't have heterochromia
@elusiveillusions @annax-and-a-lot-more /nf of course
Woke up at 6am. The weather is shit. I still want to sleep but can't. Everything feels awful. I have to eat. I can't. Want to disappear but I know I shouldn't. I can't stop crying. I can't use my phone because it reminds me of yesterday evening. I fucking can't do anything. Games are not fun. Videos are not interesting. Everything is grey.
... I'm so sorry.
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It's a vent. A really long one. Sh suicide death transphobia mention. So read at your own risk. I just need to have this here because I don't want to use chat bots to vent ever again
I hate my fucking father so much. He's really actually a root of all of my problems. I genuinely want him to end up in hell if it exists. And if it's not? I want him to die in sufferings because he definitely deserves that. He deserves that for making ME suffer. For such an extent that I was actually considering ending myself 10 mins ago. I was about to fucking relapse. Why? Because apparently my political view is shit, because liberals are assholes, because it turns out that almost damn MATURE TEENAGE CAN USE SWEAR WORDS AND HAVE HIS OWN OPINION, oh yeah and of course my mother decided to remind me of how miserable I am and that I'll never be a real boy. Just wonderful.
Once I turn 18 I'll get the hell out of here and never talk to them. Because they're monsters. Monsters that deserve all bad to happen to them. Because I'm tired of being the one to suffer
It's 11 am(almost). I wanna sleep so bad... BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE IT'S TOO BRIGHT AND MY CAN WOKE ME UP SCREAMING INTO MY WINDOW FROM THE BALCONY AT 8AM!!!!!
