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This is how I celebrated Diwali this year ✨️

6/6/2023 - After one minor surgery, 100th mental breakdown,10th family drama and 10th trauma from that family drama I have decided to start over..AGAIN....I'm not ashamed of myself..I know I'm struggling but I'm not weak..I have not yet given up hope ..I'll do my best to move out of this place..hopefully this time my consistency will not break..

Music doesn't come to me naturally..I prefer podcast or movies over music any day ..infact i calm my anxiety by watching movies or web series..it's kindda weird i know..i used to love listening to music as a kid but don't know how that changed...I turn to music when conditions are extreme...dealing with some pretty bad things lately..I thought trying something new will help ..so this blue friend of mine came to rescue...I just wanted a break from everything and everyone around.. ...I do not aspire to be a musician I just wanted to distract myself from my own thoughts ..hopefully this new found hobby of mine will help me with that..my blue friend please help me out..I don't wanna feel blue forever..