Not looking for judgement, just a yes or no

I feel so bad for Rick :( hates himself so much, carries so much internalized shame from the trauma that was inflicted on him but it‘s even SO MUCH MORE COMPLEX because it was a version of HIMSELF that ruined his life and I just can‘t stop thinking about the layer that adds to everything. He never wanted this life 😭 and he thinks his intelligence is what makes him so depressed and while yes, that would definitely add to it, we saw that Ted was actually super smart himself. He built a spaceship! He was intelligent and it didn‘t hold him back from connecting with people and having fun, because what it actually comes down to is trauma. Ted didn‘t have all the memories Rick has and that‘s why he was happy, not because he was less smart :(