My Diary

This is my present airsoft kit (plus the extra cat ears) and it makes me feel a lot more confortable when playing games, I feel well equipped and also, after my last external game, on green hell, back in Bauru, made me more resistent to the exhaustion these games bring, so I am, after a year of practice, performing better than before, not only about my stamina, but also aim and tactics

I always forget to register my stuff in here, last post was at the end of november on my concert to BMTH with my friends, not much happened on December or throughout this Janurary, at least not on my life, but through the world it's been a hell let loose, and I'm just tired from following all news, but there's not much I can do but to sit and watch

30th of November of 2024, me and my friends went to Bring me the Horizons biggest concert in their career, and it was amazing through every minute of it, bit shoutout to Motionless in White who were back after 10 years to Brazil, and also SpiritBox which I didn't know and they are amazing live, with disgusting (in a good way) breakdowns, and also The Plot in You which I also love, it was amazing, and now I have more plans coming for December and hopefully I'l post them here too

Only thing I did of interesting in october which is partially related to Halloween was to dress up as Jacket from Hotline Miami and go to a game convention BGS with some friends, a couple people took photos of me and with me, and I took with some other cosplayers, and also was the second time meeting an online friend, so it was pretty nice. Besides that, nothing very interesting happened, but it's how it goes, sometimes we get very busy and nice months, some very boring and bad ones.

Summer's being horrible, but I'll survive Also, BGS is around the corner and I'll soon wear my cosplay and take tons of new photos

Went out with some friends to a flash tattoo day, got 2 small tats, one of a pumpkin of my arm and 'fixed' my ghost one on my ankle that I've tried to do on myself years ago, now I have a total of 12 tattoos, but I still need to go back there and paint them, or at least the pumpkin with orange ink. I need to get more soon.. still this year at least 1 more

I havent taken any decent pic this last month of August.. I havent done much to be honest so theres not a lot to photograph, Ive only been working on my dull and boring job, studying which is no fun or interesting, and also to make things better I got stye on my right eye which makes me not enjoy photos of my own face while on it.. but this second half of month.. and next one, apparently will be decently busy, on the weekends as I can only do things on them. First I'll take care of this eye problem on this tuesday, and on the weekend I'll go out with friends for a bbq, then I also have not solid plans, but suggestions of recording a videoclip for a group of friends who have a band, and I'd be the protagonist of the clip, and also skating with some other friends, also plans of going to BGS on October which is closer than it looks.. so I will definetly take photos of all of these events, I just need to try to update them here and not leave my tumblr journal to the side, I enjoy writing things here, it's the only online place where I keep things about my life updated, so futurely if I ever want to revisit them I can come by here and re-read them

Got my first airsoft game with a huge ammount of people on an abandoned mall on my neighbour city, and it was one of the best experiences I had, all the community, the photographers taking suck amazing shots, the adrenaline, the shots hit, everything, I'm surely will partake in more events like this futurely with more photos to share here. Unfortunately, instagram doesn't like these and I can't share them there, so I'm doing it here instead just to have them up somewhere online

Got these fuckin R$1000 tailored pants a.k.a. $180 dollars, from a famous italian tailoring family diodato, and I need to say, idk if this was too much, but it feels and looks like heaven, maybe it's not the right fit for it, with this jacket and these shoes, but it's the options I have right now, but I do love these pants so much, now I need some blazers and more dress shirts and shoes, and I'm ready to look the best I ever did

"Obedience Breeds Discipline, Discipline Breeds Unity, Unity Breeds Power, Power is Life" -Umbrella Corporation

I've been investing a lot on airsoft gear for my games but also wanted to cosplay, so I figured I'd mix both doing a cosplay of some sort of soldier, and this is what I came out with, I think it looks pretty good for a first attempt of an Umbrella Corporation soldier, I hope I manage to get to Anime Friends in here to show this off, but I might not be able to.. depends on a couple of factors so.. But I'm happy with this fit anyways

Now we're getting close to July, I'll soon post more photos of the event itself once I go there, I want to take many photos with different cosplayers, get to know more people, make new friends, see some people I follow on instagram for years, and try to enjoy it as much as I can, and I'll also be making a reels about that on my instagram since I've been making reels of every interesting event lately, and I'll also keep updating this tumblr more often aswell, I kind of miss this website, it's like my little journal

This last month was really nice, had enough interesting things to do and to experience, mainly going on a trip with my friends for a different party/club, something I've never done before. I went there with no expectations and enjoyed it much more than I thought, I hope more events like this happen in my life, and with my friends aswell, it was a great time I'll remember for the rest of my life for sure

Trying to do a quick recap of the first 5 months of this year that I haven't written anything abt here, I've started working out by the middle of January, also started to play on my towns airsoft team, since I bought the whole equipament for it, and taking that same opportunity, in July I'll be cosplaying an umbrella corporation soldier with the airsoft equipament in AnimeFriends. Bought a new wig and some new clothes, also will have to buy a new suit soon for some formal parties I'll have to attend to futurely

Again, been hard to keep track of my things in this journal/diary on tumblr, lately I barely get online on this website anymore, but also I barely do anything properly, been working and working out, we're almost at the middle of 2024 and just now I'm making some updates, but I promise I'll do it more often, for my own sake. Just wanna say, that 2024 is being a good year overall

Photo dump from this December, I haven't posted much here in a long time, but now, January of 2024, I'm thinking about keeping this up a little more than before, here are some photos from this last month. it was a great time of my life, hope this new year bring more and more moments like these, and that I can keep them registered here, on instagram, twitter, youtube and everywhere else when I can do so

I need to go back working out, I do enjoy how my body looks right now but it could be so much better, probably this month or next one, i'll head back again to the gym for the 100th time, and we'll see for how long I can keep it up.