Rexerage

(i didn’t made this lol)

Rexerage | Trash (Hip-Hop & Rap)

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Thank you.

Rexerage | Dumpster (Hip-Hop & Rap)

testing lol

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Yeah, I said it. I just released a crappy rap song and holy crap, my confidence while I’m working on that song. I was scared of what my family will think of me while I’m rapping in my room, as they hear me and I might get embarrassed because of them, But this lyrics that I worked on for so long, I have to spit since I wanna be an artist, a rapper, It’s one of the skills that I want to learn If I want to continue through my ambition. So, I man the fuck up and say fuck it, opened up soundtrap.com, add the instrumental for my music, and FUCKING DID IT. It was irritating to do at first, but as I kept on going rapping my lyrics, I was becoming much more comfortable and finally didn’t give jack shit about what people will think of me in the house, my aunt even came into my room is like “wtf?” and I kept rapping, which basically shows a message to her that I DON’T GIVE A FUCK AND I’M CONFIDENT, which feels awesome. After spitting, I added some ad-libs on my music, then released it to SoundCloud. I believe the main lesson here is to JUST DO IT AND DON’T GIVE A FUCK WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WILL THINK ABOUT YOU, squeeze as many motivation that you can put like.. think about the rewards, the future for you, the practice value, and more when you do it. Alright, keep it real.

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I woke up this morning feeling sluggish as shit, as usual, opened up my computer, opened up Discord (https://discord.gg/stCEjAT), then I talked to discord peeps and I have this irritating, uncomfortable feeling... like, something is missing, I felt tired. It was “Blehh..”, just non-existent. I always remember this one advice that I got somewhere on the internet, probably from Jordan Peterson himself and some Quora users, says somewhere along the lines of “You have no rights to give advice or inspire everyone if you’re not doing it to yourself, and it all starts by cleaning your own room”, and this resonated within me because I think it’s great line to remember for own self-improvement. After being ‘tired’ of being tired, I stood up from my chair and clean my damn room, took probably a few minutes or half an hour, and holy crap.. IT FELT GREAT, then I opened up discord to manage and plan my discord server, and ran to Tumblr to write this blog to share this story and to probably test my writing skills. Basically, the lesson I learned here is that “Move your body around, walk, run, to feel energized”, It’s like working at the gym for an hour and then after you’re done, you walk out of the gym station and It feels fucking great. Alright, keep it real.

The nice guy can suck my fucking dick while he’s puking, Sorry. I listen to too much Eminem, anyways. as I said.. in this world ‘Do not be the nice guy’, in my opinion. I mean, of course, keep respecting and be friendly to everyone BUT doing it WITHOUT toughness in your soul to fight off the foes in your life and people always taking advantage of you so easily then I believe you’re doing something wrong since this fucking world doesn’t revolve around you, YOU didn’t design this world, I repeat.. “YOU DIDN’T DESIGN THIS WORLD”. My classmates can’t even respect the single shit out of me, and I believe it’s because I’m so nice and shy. I wanted to be the nice guy, well FUCK the nice guy. I’m not saying you should be an asshole to everyone, that’s far from what I’m saying, What I’m saying is that be sure to show some toughness there and there so people don’t look at you like a slave or just a ‘nothing’ to them. My opinion and just MY opinion. The world doesn’t give a shit, keep being you and believing what you believe is right for you, and don’t be afraid to retaliate the people who stand in your path. Stay real, peace.

Fuck them.. well, at least for now. Video games are one of the main sources of my procrastination in life, which makes my goals hard and long to conquer. I’m not saying that I will stop playing video games, All I’m saying is that NOT RIGHT NOW, I keep working on my in-game character YET I ain’t even working on ME, MY OWN CHARACTER, ME. I got butt load of things and goals that I want to eviscerate right now, I WANT to get at my goals at ease. I’m done ranting, keep it real.

Staying real is really important to me. If I fake myself, I feel like I’m being brainwashed and empty. The problem with this to me is that I sometimes question “Am I actually being real to myself?”, Words do not usually translate to actions so I can’t really say If I’m actually being real to myself, like “Should I tell my fucked-up past to other people?”, “Should I copy this answer from my classmate in order to succeed?”, “Should I lie so I don’t hurt the feelings of this person or make our conversation weird?”, too many questions. It makes me think. But no matter what happens, I just do my best to answer those questions with the right moral compass (what I THINK is RIGHT or OKAY), stay real to myself, be skeptic about everything and most importantly, QUESTION EVERYTHING. STAY WOKE.

no u

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