~★~★~★~ Previous Retry Now Themepack by: @.pyonakaa~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Zanka dividers by: @.jirai-haruhiz (they're mine only though so don't go try to steal them, alright?)~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Current Dazai theme by: me!!! (nf2u)~★~★~★
~♪~★~♪~嘘ついたら針千本 誓って~♪~★~♪~
いますぐ輪廻(Retry Now) - NAKISO
~★~About Me~★~
My name is Nico ★
Struggling Demiboy ★
I go by They/He pronouns and am not comfortable with any others ★
I am 14 (turning 15 this year on December 12th) ★
Tone tags appreciated ★
Jirai boy/Jirai Danshi (clarifying here since apparently some who used to follow me didn't support our inclusion in the community) ★
Fictionkin and platonic yumeshipper ★
Very friendly, feel free to send an ask just to talk or be friends! ★
Chronically Ill and possibly neurodivergent ★
Gothic Lolita/Ouji Fashion with a side of Jirai Kei ★
Timezone is GMT-4 ★
retrynowforme on Discord ★
Jirairetrystars on X/Twitter ★
My DMs are always open to chat ★
This blog is part of jiraiblr and landmineblr! ★
This is just a blog for me to directly voice my thoughts, feelings, and opinions but it's also a vent blog in its own right so, be very aware of this when you proceed!!! ★
I block freely even outside of DNI! ★
Block don't report!!! ★
~★~★~★~Backup account: @r3tryn0wf0rm3~★~★~★~
~★~Interests~★~
~★~★~Fandoms~★~★~:
Vocaloid (including Project Sekai) ★
Bungou Stray Dogs ★
OMORI ★
Puella Magi Madoka Magica ★
Moriarty the Patriot ★
The Case Study of Vanitas ★
Danganronpa ★
Minecraft (mostly ARGs) ★
Nanbaka ★
Alien Stage ★
Stars Align ★
Kamisama Kiss ★
What Remains of Edith Finch ★
Assassination Classroom ★
Hamilton ★
Gachiakuta ★
The Manipulated ★
The Black Phone ★
Project Hail Mary ★
Iron Lung ★
Death Note ★
Serial Experiments Lain ★
Alice in Borderland ★
Twisted Wonderland ★
Genshin Impact ★
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ★
Jujutsu Kaisen ★
MXTX works (Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Heaven Official's Blessing...) ★
★~More+++ (Feel free to ask!)
~★~★~Hobbies~★~★~:
Writing ★
Reading ★
Arts and crafts ★
Drawing ★
~★~Fictionkins~★~
Dazai Osamu (BSD, PM ver., permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta, permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Kim Dokja (ORV, permashift, iffy with doubles but usually encouraged) ★
Kalim Al Asim (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Floyd Leech (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Gojo Satoru (JJK, iffy with doubles) ★
Cater Diamond (TWST, doubles are fine) ★
Keith Kogane (Voltron: Legendary Defender, doubles are fine) ★
Saiki Kusuo (Saiki K, doubles are fine) ★
Homura Akemi (PMMM, doubles are fine) ★
~★~Platonic Yumes~★~
Vil Schoenheit (TWST, parent, sharing) ★
Lilia Vanrouge (TWST, parent, sharing) ★
Grim (TWST, son, sharing) ★
Deuce Spade (TWST, son, sharing) ★
Lee Gilyoung (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Shin Yoosung (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
Han Donghoon (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Biyoo (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
~★~DNI List~★~
Racists/Xenophobics...
Zoophiles...
Pedophiles/MAPS...
Homophobes, Transphobes, anything falling anywhere near that or just anti-LGBTQIA+...
Ableists...
Sexists, Misogynists, Misandrists...
Islamophobics, anti-Semitics...
Harmful/problematic TransIDs...
Radqueers...
~★~Tag Masterlist~★~
~★~•→Destiny kneel before me (normal posts ★)
~★~•→This mistake is so depressing (vent posts ★)
~★~•→Now entwine and become one with me! (asks received ★)
~★~•→I want you to be reborn again (asks made ★)
~★~•→I'll do so selfishly every time (reblogs ★)
~★~•→ My number one and only ( @your-coquette's mootie tag ★)
~★~•→✨🩷 anonnie (my first dedicated anon ★)
~★Text Masterlist★~
This is Nico, turning idle!~★ (offline for school/xyz activity or irl thing but not asleep ★)
This is Nico, back online!~★ (online after school/xyz activity or irl thing that wasn't sleeping ★)
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Sometimes I regret the fact I didn't follow through with any of my plans
I didn't because of Chibi and because she actually gave me hope that things can get better but I really can't help but think about what would happen is we aren't friends anymore by then
What then
I wouldn't have anyone irl anymore to keep going for
The only reason I'm still here is for her but if she isn't there what do I do
And what if our plans don't come true and I'm still stuck in this shithole with these fucking bitches that call themselves my family and have the audacity to put up a front of giving a fuck
What would I do then
Why did I have to make it difficult why did I become so codependent why am I like this I preferred when I was determined and isolated then I wouldn't have given a fuck if I just took myself out and did everyone a favour
What are the real chances that it's going to go the way I want
It's already shitty now why would it get to change in under two years
Why would it change why would I have a chance is it really worth it to wait just to see if it works out when I can just kill myself now and not have to deal with this shit any longer
God even when I'm at my lowest I have the fucking will to tag this shit properly
I just don't want to harm any more people than I already do with my bullshit
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Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
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