‎ ‎‎ ever since the day 𝐘𝐎𝐔 went away

‎ ‎ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ' 𝐕𝐄 been sending flowers to 𝐌𝐄

‎‎ 𝐠𝐫𝐢 ( an ) ݂   or　 g　 　 ̈ ﹖ . 𝐡e hum 𝐡ym

‎‎ ꕀ 18yo . part in a 𝐬𝐲𝐬 treat as source always 𝐢𝐰𝐜au

‎‎ ahuman avian + tkn ݂ ‎ ──‎ recipromantic

‎‎ 𝐣𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐢blr + 𝐲𝐚𝐧blr . sweet “ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄–𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍 ” delight

‎‎ ❀ 3423332 rahl oddar ݂  ﹙ ´◡` ﹚ anon ( s ) 𝐞𝐧𝐜our.

‎‎ understand 𝐌𝐄 further, my 𝐁𝐘𝐈, i am anti endo, anti rq, and anti pro  / dark ( ship ). this will not change, i block freely. i experience extreme paranoia, depression, and more. i may go offline for long periods of time with no warning

‎ ‎‎ send 𝐌𝐄 no flowers today

 ‎  ‎i feel like all i do is repeat myself on here, but i don’t have anything else to say, i’m just tired all the time

 ‎  ‎oh my days i actually hate everyone close to you. i’m genuinely just going to block them this is so annoying

 ‎  ‎they should invent naps that actually make you feel well rested

 ‎  ‎wauw.. very fashionable of you! so charming, so mesmerising! smiles

 ‎  ‎i wish i was desirable beyond the idea of what i can be and offer others. you only like the idea of me and that is infuriating

 ‎  ‎and anyways before i go do that, i just feel it’s important for me to say that no, my soulmate is not a “ fictional character ”. he is my soulmate, my scar, and it is genuinely real. i’m not going to entertain the idea that it’s lesser than anything else

 ‎  ‎how do i even cope with this. i’m just gonna keep rewatching hcs11 episodes until i feel better i can’t do this

 ‎  ‎the urge to delete most of the posts on this blog so it feels more fresh and clean is so strong right now

 ‎  ‎i want him to kiss me again and again and again

 ‎  ‎everyone seems to understand something i don’t, i’m lacking something that everyone else has. in a way, i guess it makes sense. i’m not human. i thought i used to do an okay job at pretending, but i don’t think that’s the case anymore

 ‎  ‎i don’t like whatever it is that i’ve become