This Is My Life

I hope you enjoy your stay

You can call me Rep, Repture, Rapture, Reptu, Reptus.

THIS BLOG IS 18+

A few things about me:

• I am a musician and producer

• I am a gamer. I play FPS and simulator games + more

• I am was a streamer on Tumblr, I also stream on Twitch and YouTube (Twitch is my primary lately)

• I am also a graphic artist (for fun, not professionally, I created the assets for this blog including header)

• I am a multiple trauma survivor and am recovering from C-PTSD

• I have many interests and live a varied and diverse existence.

• I speak, or am learning to speak, multiple languages

• I am 38, bigender (non-binary), soft asexual, Demi, AMAB, gynophile, and monogamous (DNI if you’re poly, nothing against you but we won’t get along).

• I live in the southwestern Midwest region of the US

• This blog is not really for reality though you might find some reality here.

It is mostly to showcase my existence and say

“I was here”

Some of my Boundaries

• I ask that you do not hit on me, but if you must, do not hit on me from anything that is not your primary.

• if you do not have proof of age available on request as well as your age in your bio DO NOT message me and you need to go to a different blog immediately.

• Do not ask me for money, pictures, or sexual exchanges within a week of initiating contact with me. I will block you with the quickness.

• Asking for money will get you a block. No exceptions.

• this is the internet and I WILL be selective about what personal information I give out.

For my streaming content go here:

@r3ptu554nctu5

I also stream right here on Tumblr Live RIP Tumblr Live

For my music content go here:

@ugliifroot

I fell off my bike and punctured my thigh/groin.

I needed an infusion of donor blood.

If we talk it’ll be about that. That’s pretty much it.

Only really interested in music and gaming conversation unless we share other hobbies

If you mistreat(ed) me, you own that.

If you hurt(ed) me, you own that.

If you showed yourself to be a person who would overlook my boundaries, you own that.

I’m no longer making excuses for or trying too hard to see your potential instead of who you actually are as a person.

I’m no longer giving those who proved they were unworthy of me an opportunity to come back and try again.

I’m no longer apologizing to myself or others for upholding and enforcing my boundaries.

Yes, I have my flaws too, but I own them. We are all imperfect. That’s no excuse though. Two conflicting ideas can be simultaneously true, that is the definition of dialectics.

I’ll still be noticing things that I don’t let on I notice, the difference is I’ll be acting on those things I notice now, in self preservation.

Unfortunately, too many people go to therapy and don’t put in the work

Two weeks before Thanksgiving he got obstructed again.

This time he didn’t make it.

WHAT’S WRONG BABE