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Main artblog. Also called Merm. They/them, 25ā, ENG/UAšŗš¦ pfp by Luderailing Do not repost/use/edit my artwork (for ai/n-f-t too). DNI: stinky ru/belaru eww, commies, queerphobes.
Alright, this time has come, Iām opening commissions :3
All the important info is written above, but you can ask me if something isnāt clear, VIA DM!
All the examples are drawn on ipad except for shocked Paps. Although heās from SAI, the technique is almost the same.
It would be super awesome if you like & share the post!
(Edit 20.01.24: HB/HH is no longer my interest since 2023 and since itās creator proved to be pro-genocide. Related fanarts are here for an example of artworks.)
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By the way I need you to know the absolute peak I encountered as a result of liking this post
Tumblr has given me the most beautiful sight of your art next to @vunderjoy 's in true "The Most Gorgeous Man You've Ever Met X his goofy lookin' cartoony cowboy noodle husband" style
I feel like these together describe both the characters and their dynamic perfectly help
For anyone else seeing this -> link to the other art in question <-
I might slow down at art attacks due to some other stuff on my way but I do not give up on my intentions š”ļø. I might share some sketches tho meanwhile.
(Technically, for some people, it's still a few hours to wait, but for me, it's already midnight, which means today it's officially my birthday š )
Thank you , thank you , thank you to all my friends, people who watch and enjoy my artworks, or just passersby. Just thank you.
You don't have to read all, if you don't wanna.
I'm gonna yap a bit , so.... yeah... Ahem, dunno if someone will actually read all of this, but anyway.
....
āIf Iām being completely honest, itās hard to believe that a dork like me made it THIS far.
For many, this number is some grand milestone - a moment where youāre supposed to magically transform into a functional adult with confidence, a clear direction, and a decent sleep schedule. For others, itās just another... Thursday.
āFor me? Itās complicated.
āIām still a bit annoyed that I couldn't fix as many things as I wanted to. I had a whole year, yet some parts of my life remain just as messy as they were. But looking back... I spent so many years thinking I wouldnāt even make it to this age. I didn't plan my future because, honestly, I didn't plan to HAVE one.
I just didn't think I'd be here.
Some days, I still doubt it.
āBut standing here today and looking back at all the stress, the academic nonsense, the bullying, and those long, terrible nights where things felt impossible... Iām just incredibly glad I didnāt give up on myself when I was smaller. I'm glad I was scared enough to back away from the truly awful things my "ex-friends" tried to force on me back in the Amino days. (Yeah, joke's on you, I survived).
āItās no secret that the world can be a total dumpster fire right now. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just standing there with a single glass of water, trying to put it out. But hey, if the water doesn't work, I can always try throwing sand.
And honestly, I think there are worse things to be in this world than someone who cared too much.
The world is already cruel enough. People deserve warmth, kindness, silly art, and strange stories that make surviving feel a little more like an fun adventure, and less like a chore. Healing isnāt some giant cinematic ending like Hollywood tries to sell us. Itās much messier. Maybe itās just continuing to live long enough to accidentally find people who are genuinely glad you're here. To finally feel accepted, safe, and truly alive.
....
āWhile growing up, Iāve actually done things that I think the much smaller version of me would be genuinely impressed by ā or at least find strange enough to be memorable. I made a literal short horror movie on YouTube, and Iām making more fully colored animations now (and yes, that Is a big deal.)
āIāve met some of the most wonderful, ridiculously creative people on this planet who deserve way more recognition than they get. Iāve inspired some of you to pick up a pencil and draw. And once, in some small, quiet way, I even saved someone. I didn't drown in my own loneliness, even when the tide got too high.
āSure, maybe I forget things too easily and care way too much about stuff other people would laugh at. And even if I never receive the gifts I can only dream of, I will always enjoy your warm words and the good times we share. It's more than enough.
What I absolutely won't forget today is how much it means to me that you guys actually care that I exist. I'm just some random, slightly chaotic person on the other side of the globe, yet you choose to spend your time here.
āEven if my art remains underrated, even if I never become a "big shot" or the coolest person in the room - it doesnāt change the fact that I tried with every single tool I had. And Iām still trying. I want my stories and my characters to make your days a bit brighter, and mine a bit more whimsical .
āI want to create things that feel whimsical and haunted at the same time. Like finding an old cartoon VHS in a burning house and realizing someone still cared enough to rewind the tape.
āMaybe one day, years after Iām gone, someone will stumble into one of my dead posts or forgotten characters. And maybe theyāll look at them and think: "Woah. Whoever made this, loved something deeply."
āThat would be enough for me. Because every character I design carries a ridiculous little fragment of my soul inside them.
āPeople deserve respect and happiness in this world, and today, for the first time in a long time, I think Iām finally starting to believe that I deserve it too.
āSo thank you. Thank you to everyone who has ever said a kind word to me. Thank you to everyone who supports my art and stayed around long enough to watch me grow alongside my characters, my terrible jokes, my endless rambling, and all the messy parts of me.
āEven if I never get to live until I'm a century old and look like a raisin, or if I happen to leave this world early - at least I tried to make something beautiful. At least I tried to leave warmth with shiny sparkles behind me instead of just ashes. And that means everything.
āSo, yeah.
āHappy birthday to the weird little creature typing this post.
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Let me put some positivity onto your inbox to clean out the negativity:
I love Ukraine and it's beautiful, resilient people. You don't deserve any of what is thrown your way and I wish you all a golden future and a speedy, victorious end to the war!
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Thank you a lot! We are very grateful for any and all support that comes our way. Please don't let russians convince you otherwise, and please don't think their comments or attempts to attack me matter in any way. I use them as a case to show others how they treat Ukrainians, but as I've said before, their opinions don't matter.
We invite you to visit whenever you can:> I imagine the victory is going to be largely celebrated, too, and you don't want to miss a party like that.
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If you can, please support Ukraine via a fund of your choosing!
I shall open commissions with partial donations some time, but I'm currently busy trying to get into an actual full-time job while doing other projects š I simply don't want to promise too much.
:333.
Her lips were drawn more prominently but I looked at her ref again in tried to reduce them a little and smudged them gently. For it not to look way too human-like :D
Looking forward to see those šļø
Sheās absolutely allowed to to make fun of me, she has my full permission :D
Thinking about a med student who was killed yesterday by russian bomb in Kharkiv with her graduation robe and cap lying next to her. She was supposed to have a graduation ceremony today.
Her friend, Nani Adaobi Merian, a Nigerian graduate, also died from her injuries in the hospital. Another life destroyed by russians that will never be talked about by anyone except Ukrainians, because the whole world has normalized the fact that russians can kill as many people as they want and and has become numb to it.
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What destroys artfight the most is that competition part. I would like not to see any teams, just a gifting game with personal achievements and statistics. All that burnout talking and competitive shit is just sad to see.
Just forget about points and whatnot. Make the other dude happy because they got their blorbo drawn by anyone.
Well yes, israel is killing people, russia is killing vermin, that's the difference š
Wow what a comedian you are ššš
So, as we have established, I'm only posting these and not deleting them to showcase the "good ordinary russians" in my requests and their behaviour.
I also wonder, since russia has "put down to rest" so many of its own citizens, maybe they are the vermin this person is talking about?š¤š¤š¤
I mean, here's a piece of advice: if you actually want to make it seem like russians aren't horrible and inhumane and are actually better than us, maybe you shouldn't put people down, send anonymous hate, act like literal fascists anywhere you go, etc., yk? Bad PR, if I have to say so myself.
But russians can't really act like normal human beings around their victims, can they? Yeah.
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More destroyed buildings. More boarded windows. More markets burnt down. More residential blocks like folded house of cards. More infrastructure destroyed.
More dead. More missing people (their remains got vaporised). More. More.
Death exists among us like a tangible entity. It sometimes feels like the Grim Reaper can just sit next to you in the metro.
We live among ghosts, so many of them it sometimes feels like we're turning into them ourselves. We definitely have more in common with the ghosts than with the people living in peaceful countries at this point.
