Renate's Ramblings

I’m in love with that shirt! As Gavin has gotten older, I keep wanting to see more of him and his characters relationship on screen with Ryan Guzman.

I love funny Shane. I love listening to him talk. I hope to hear more of that deep voice in season 2.

I love the authenticity of that moment, the awkwardness that just happens.

Now this is what I needed to see in Heated Rivalry! Ilya losing his mind over Shane on a Peloton.

They are so good in their acting to make it look so real. I love them.

How lucky is Rachel Reid to be able to hang with these two beauties?

“You can carry me anytime, as long as you are carrying me to bed.” — I wish Shane would have said this to Ilya.

I love the ocean world: surfing and sky watching. Orange is my second favorite color of the sky at the beach, second to pink.

yeah the reason ilya’s depression gets worse in ottawa is not because he hates ottawa and hates the centaurs. like don’t get me wrong it doesn’t help that he’s suddenly in a new place and on a shit team. but that’s not the problem. the problem is that he’s spent almost a decade playing the game of ‘well if i had what i wanted then i’d be fixed’ and then he got what he wanted - his dad is gone and he doesn’t have to go back to russia or have contact with his horrible brother and shane loves him and he loves shane and they’re going to be together now - and unfortunately it didn’t fix a damn thing