Nobody will know.

Why are people so cruel? I feel lime were in an empathy shortage. Why are people getting mocked from things that ruin their lives? "Oh its a bad thing so we should make them feel bad so they stop doing it" so no that's not how that works. When you start mocking people theyre just gonna spiral further, cut deeper, and eat less.

Feel free to send asks btw. I like answering questions. Even though there's nobody here because I created this an hour ago.

I watch TV shows, play games, and stuff, and realize how jealous I am that they have such a strong community. I'm so fucking lonely, even when I'm surrounded by people. I wish I had a best friend like the ones on TV that automatically are so similar and are open to everything. I only know one person like that, and they live in another country. Go figure. I have so many friends, but I've been through so many bad friendships I feel like I don't know what a regular one looks like. When will I just be content with what I have? Who knows. I daydream so often about being able to enter the media I love, or time travel to maybe try and fix the things past me had no way of knowing were coming or even try to stop. If I was able to go back in time, it would be nice to talk to someone I know would understand. Because they're me. Idk.

Decided to make a secret vent account. To my IRL'S, at least. If we're strangers, it can be our secret.