sometimes reading fanfiction where andrew is portrayed as being the cool nonchalant tough guy makes me forget that in the books (unmedicated) andrew is actually kind of a little bit awkward 😭 like especially post-baltimore when he's waiting to help neil shower. from neil's perspective it reads as andrew's usual quiet monotone blank i-don't-care behavior, but when you think about it from an outsider's perspective, andrew kind of just seems pathetically awkward and nervous and unsocialized














