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I know his words are not as overt and confrontational as people would want their leader to be when it comes to injustice, but for the papal office, this is pretty big. When Peter Hegseth is leading public prayers for overwhelming violence and him and his deranged priests preach holy war the leader of their religion, God's earthly representative says that God will not hear their prayers for the evil they are committing.

I saw in action how on twitter people botted hate comments under tweets by Sakura fans with like 10 likes. I clicked into the profiles and all previous tweets of the accounts were crypto shilling. It is wild.

I watched Absa's commentary on the newest Drake stake lawsuit and she is saying that they are basically alleging money laundering and signalling to the feds both in the US and Australia to investigate something.

There are these two brothers, Indra and Asura that keep reincarnating in the Senji and Uchiha blood lines. Madara and Hashirama and Sasuke and Naruto are both pairs of reincarnations.... How the fuck are they present at the same time and place? Like Madara and Hashirama are present at the ninja war together with Sasuke and Naruto. Literally how.

I have been thinking about this song because lately this is what the world has been feeling like. Too much noise, can't hear myself.

I think that in a large part it is the fault of social media. I don't think I was ever meant to access as many people's thoughts as I see and hear each day. Self improvement tiktok is the worse offender because and it makes me want to kill myself. Chipper videos telling you how to de-brainrot your brain and how to get your attention span, telling you how to build reading lists and get used to annotating your books...

I found a pasaage in an article that I really liked and I want to save for later but is it because of that fucking tiktok? Am I falling victim to that? Or would I have done it anyway?

Why does there always have to be someone telling me how to do or enjoy something, how to find hobbies, how to hit my goals, how to be more educated, how to get rid of my bad habits, how to be more interesting, how to imrpove myself, how to care for my cat, how to get hold of my finances, how to meet people, how to build my aestetics, how to learn about myself, how to get rid of my "mai character syndrome", how to get ahead in work, how to decenter work, how to be a better friend, how to cut out toxic people, how to consume more mindfully, how to buid a 20 fuckings step shower routine.

I just want to scream shut up like that scene in Euphoria.

Sometimes I wonder if what I am doing and thinking is coming from me or just the latest video I watched.

I think a lot of people who know me would be surprised by that (or not) because I have a stubborn persobality that cannot adapt to others, but I guess that's what happens when you grow up carrying your mother's expectations to excel.