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“I wanted it so much. I don’t know why I wanted it so much.”

“I choose to love you in silence because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no one owns you but me.”

“I will not think less of myself just because you do not know how to love me.”

I've gotten so good about not flinching at the sound of your name

Love is an addiction. I don’t know why they don’t have rehabs for people who have loved and lost. Once you fall in love you can’t seem to fall out. It has been 2 years and i still think about him. Maybe he thinks about me too. Probably not, not everyone gets addicted to the same thing. He probably had a taste and decided i wasn’t as addicting as he thought I’d be. I can tell you one thing for sure, he was as addicting as i thought he was going to be.

“do you want to talk about it?”

im just so fucking tired