Mini Mint

But 2 days ago I met a boy. He’s young. But he’s great. Like when I say great I mean absolutely incredible. He’s like a shining fucking star. But I don’t know what he looks like and I’m scared to find out because I don’t want to lose that connection with him and I’m this superficial bitch. I won’t obviously lose the friendship but the flirting will definitely stop.

Then there’s this boy who fell for me almost quite instantly. This was a while back, like a long while back. But I hurt him. I hurt him bad. I liked someone else. That person is all I talked about. But no matter how much I talked about this other boy. This boy still fell madly in love with me. He blocked me on everything after I hurt him. He had another girl, but, his words, he couldn’t do anything with her when he was still infatuated with me. So yesterday I message him on a fake account. And we talk. We flirt. We... go back to us. He confessed his feelings for me to this fake account and this is the first time I truly knew this kid loved me. He denied it every other time. But here we are talking like, everything is perfect. But the honest truth is.... as much as all the flirting and all the love feels fucking incredible... I won’t ever love him in the way he loves me.