This, is Nathan For Me

Everything he does is a projection of himself and the projection is SO autistic coded, (tbh he's why i relate so hard to him) Anyway, i'm reminded why i love him - me, nathan and nathan fielders milk fetish make three ❤️

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i forgot that nathan is a real 42 year old man and not just "nathan fielder" ,but i do think water boarding from milk from a massive puppet boob and masturbating in a stimulated plane -which planes seem to be a special interest?- has to be something for him irl

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° Hi 🐟 Anon!!👋🏽

Eek sorry just saw this! I've been afb (away from blog) for a little while now my bad.

My only hope was the Vimeo link unfortunately 😵‍💫 it's been like totally scrubbed which makes me suspicious bc... was that leak on purpose to make us suspicious of him? Bc its an indie film so typically it would stay up for at least a while before getting taken down. My conspiracy theory brain is always looking for something smh.

Yeah I've kinda had to accept that pookie is but a man. And men are weird at best. (sorry if that's offensive, argue with the wall)

I think the porn addiction isnt literal, but rather a reference to Nathan's work. Like he's so caught up in his work it's basically an addiction. And if you include the lactation thing and I guess even jacking off into that idea, it fits pretty well. While I also wouldn't be surprised if it came out that Nathan is addicted to porn, I genuinely don't think that part is supposed to be taken so literally.

I'm interested in hearing people's theories in the six fingers thing since the Hemingway cats kept getting brought up throughout the film as well, so there's definitely some symbolism tied to that.... And thus possibly to Nathan?

° Interesante... I'm all for symbolism and love layered metaphors but in my opinion, this isn't that. I think that something as specific and overt as porn addiction (and porn addiction with a specific fetish) is meant to be seen as just that. I felt like the layers of nuance in Doctor Deathgrip were more attributed to Amber and her emotional storytelling and unsaid lines. The bits and pieces where we as the audience just sort of knew exactly what she was thinking, while having no idea what his reasoning was.

That said, I would like to know where the six fingers thing came from and whether the hemmingway cats were more than just a thing she used to try to connect with him, but as for the porn addiction, I'd believe its exactly what it's presented as.

Men we like are still men, and at this point in history, I'd absolutely believe any man to be a porn addict. The way the internet, marketing, advertising and masculinity are in modern society, it's almost unavoidable that this condition is seeing an uptick and especially in the middle aged and older demographic that aren't as fine-tuned as younger people are to internet nonsense. °

Yeah, he blatantly has the 2nd biggest scene of the season 2 featuring the giant breastfeed by a giant puppet boob being waterboarded, er milkboarded. lol. While dressed up as a baby in a diaper. Episode 3 "Pilots Code".

And he then does the masturbating in the plane scene, and I can't remember which now, but pretty sure it was after the breastfeed/diaper scene is where he narrates "this was for me, not the audience". lol. Everyone online was posting "New Nathan Fetish Alert" etc to the breastfeed scene. Was priceless and comedy gold.

Not to sound like an ass, I mean this in honest confusion and humor (it did make me laugh) but how could anyone have missed THAT episode and that scene of all scenes and say they saw everything he did? lol. The episode even got nominated for Emmy's. And the most wildest thing he has ever done outside of the actual flying the plane. LOL