i constantly feel like im draining all the good out of everybody around me

i think it's disheartening to come to the realization that you're not very bright, you're not particularly good at anything, don't have a dream or a goal you wish to accomplish... just existing with no purpose

they should invent a day that does not exhaust me and suck the life out of me

it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.

safe to say im never fucking venting to anyone ever again

Im trying to keep myself stable and it’s getting tiring.

It seems like the longer I live the more I hurt. I’d do anything to make the pain stop. Anything at all.

wow, what a day. i did absolutely nothing and i feel worse than yesterday

m siento triste, usada y con un nudo en el estómago. me quiero ir de los lugares donde se qe no me quieren pero soy tan cobarde para hacerlo

I can feel everyone getting sick of me, and to be honest I don’t blame them, I’m pretty sick of myself at this point.

i need a lobotomy a hysterectomy and a cigarette

me siento tan vacía definitivamente quiero dormirme para siempre

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

i honestly hate being in that mood where nothing is actually wrong but nothing really feels right either