Yooooooo *klaxon sounds* I've had the most productive week in MONTHS!!! after having The Weekend From Hell!!!! I feel like I'm on the way to pulling myself out of whatever funk I was in and I've started a plan to lose weight and I'm sticking to it this time. I did a big shop on Sunday, did meal prep/meal plans and I've hit all my targets on my fitness pal!!! I've been to the gym every day after work apart from today because I had a 2 hour driving lesson - in the bloody city centre. I was so anxious about finding an instructor since most are men but I've hit the jackpot because he's so chill & lovely, and said that I'm a really good/confident driver so it shouldn't take me long until I'm ready to sit my test. Long may this last tbh. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

It's been a really difficult week but I'm feeling relatively OKAY and ready to sort some shit out. I went home yesterday to help clear out my auntie's house which was hard to cope with but quite cathartic. Last night I had a Big Cry on my own and booked flights to Berlin for November (pls send me tips of fun things to do/see as I've been before but now I wanna check out cute shops/cafes/bars/museums). I'm now trying to organise getting driving lessons so I can finally pass my test! 🙃🙃🙃