you're my favorite sweetheart

sorry ik nobody follows me for my extremely infrequent drawfee posting but like man. if youll allow a bit of parasociality.(lmao) im so so sad that something that's been super comforting to me and like kind of integral to my emotional regulation at times and my growth as an artist throughout the past almost decade just fractured overnight and like it had to be fuckin Bad because they posted it a day before jacobs birthday and offered zero explanation for it and yeah. it just blows :( I know lots of people seem to think it's amicable but everyone unfollowed karina (not that any of them are particularly active on socials) and I KNOW it's technically just a business but being one that's built on that sort of audience attachment to the hosts onscreen personas it's just jarring. just sucks really bad :/

hey it's my 2 year t anniversary though that's pretty awesome and im alive and everything

i do not like change !!!!!