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you donβt know why you thought simon would be a cocky fuck.
maybe it was how cool and collected he always was. that hot, quiet confidence.
if only you knew when youβd finally got him into bed. ready for him to be rough, to be a little mean, not that youβd mind.
in reality, he was whining into your neck as he pumped into you at a primal speed. whispering and mumbling half words into your throat as he groped you anywhere he could. his eyes were rolled and he was drooling on your collarbone.
βo-oh.. oh, fuck- nghhhuhhβ¦ yyeah?.. awwwβ¦ my baby.. gonna fill y-youβ¦ mhmβ¦β
sweet little brain-numb nothings falling of the tongue of the smartest, coldest man you know.
and you couldβve cum just from the sight when he lifted his head and started actually panting and pathetically stuttering his hips against yours like a mutt.
inexperienced!simon sending you the most detailed voice notes while he's jacking off. he hasn't done it before... he hasn't done anything like this really, so he's very focused on descriptions since the visual won't be there.
βhi, love,β simon grunts out, sounds of a slick rhythm settled just under the rumble of his greeting. when he pauses to take a shuddering breath, you can really hear them. βuhβi had tβ start already, sorry. jusβ couldnβt stop thinkinβ about yaβ¦ oh, this is simon, by the way.β
more wet strokes sound before the audio cuts out.
onto the next.
βuhm. βm proper leakinβ right now. ma head wonβt stopβnot my head head, but the one on m-my cock. keeps crying for ya.β another punched-out groan cuts off simonβs ramble. he curses a couple times under his breath before remembering the rest of his words. βi spit on it, too. helps like yβsaid. havenβt even come yet, βn iβm already makinβ a mess.β
a hissing sound ends that one. next...
βmy, uh, my top is off. already was βcauseβa the heat, but left my briefs on. the-the white ones. cock was soβshitβ hard, i nearly popped outta them. when youβ¦ mmmβwhen you come over later, can you do th-he sniffs-that thing where ya. like. lick over the fabric? βn nose at me, that kinda stuff? look so pretty when you do thatβ¦β
on the next note, the strokes are faster. louder. accompanied by a touch of impatience.
βfuck me, love. wish yβcould see me right now. cβ¦ god, cockβs feelinβ bigger than usual. thicker, too. can feel it fuckinβ pulsing. βn my balls, jesus. they miss yaβreal bad. i think theyβreβmaybe aching a bit? but itβs the kind that feels good, too. like, uh. like theyβre jusβ full. sensitive. and it feels nice when i do thisβ¦β thereβs break in the strokes and a shuffling noise, then a deep groan. βy-you canβt see but βm wrapping my fingers around them. like that ring we got, βn the pressure feels nice. gonna make me cum βf i do it fβtoo long.β
by the time the next one starts, simonβs hand is wrapped right back around himself. his breathing is louder now, accented by badly-hidden whines, and you can hear the way heβs started to squirm against the sheets of the bed.
βi-i canβt wait tβfuck ya tonight. been getting better at holdinβ it. practicinβ my formβfuuuck. oh, fuck. sβclose, baby, i can feel itβ¦ auh, i wish-i wish, uh, fuck. i canβt think. my fuckinβ legs, they wonβt stop shaking.β god, you can hear it in his voice. the poor thing, with his voice croaking out an increasingly wobbly tone, cock sounding wetter and wetter with each tug of his hand. heβs probably sweating, too. he always is when he gets like thisβhorny and flushed and damp with sweat over how good heβs feelingβ¦ how much he feels for you. βooouh, i wanna comeβ¦ i wanna comeβ¦ fuck, can i blow fβyou, please?β
the next audio message is the longest one and nothing but simon falling apart. the volume fluctuates, his grip on the phone less reliable with his head in other places and his throat going raw with all the noise heβs making. groans and wails of everything from your name to swears that arenβt comprehensible (thanks to the unconscious thickening of his accent) tumble out of him in between arches that puff his chest in the air and the tight gropes of his twisty, pumping hand. it feels like itβs lasting forever, simonβs release. he goes on and on, having to sniff a few times when tears try to well in his eyes.
the last note takes him a good minute to send. he starts it with a thick sigh.
βuhmβ¦ uh, t-thereβs so much cum, love. handβs covered in itβ¦ everywhere else, too,β simon makes himself laugh with that one. he lets out a deep, tired chuckle before a quiet smack sounds. βtastes good. gonnaβ¦ gonna send you a pic, yeah? little preview fβlater. and βcause it really is a lot. think this is the most iβve ever come without ya hereβ¦β
one last buzz from your phone.Β
FROM SI π€β₯οΈ:
1 image
opening up the picture, your entire body warms with buzzy feeling.
against his cum-covered hand rests his softening cock, still appearing as thick and as heavy as ever despite the size of the load thatβs oozed out all over him self. the photo is all spit and cum and slick, which forces you to have to swallow down the groan that tries to escape your throat.
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Summary: Simon overhears you say his dick is small.
Warnings: 18+. Unprotected piv. Consensual freeuse. Traffic light safe word system. Your boyfriend fucks you rough (but lovingly) while youβre on the phone.
Word count: 3.1k
You were being a good friend.
It really was as simple as thatβa woman youβd known for over a decade now was going through the worst breakup of her life, and she needed your support. Youβd offered that support without hesitation, thinking nothing of the fact that you were in the healthiest of relationships yourself. You sure as hell never wouldβve imagined a conversation like that could lead to this.
βHis dick was huge, too,β your friend groaned across the line. You heard a shuffling of pillows and a soft thump, and you pictured her punting one off the bed.
You were lying on your stomach in your own bed several hundred miles away, holding your phone to your ear and trying to bite back a slow-growing grin.
βCouldnβt have been that big,β you hummed.
Again, your best friend groaned as if she were in pain.
βNo, Iβm telling you, the guy was fucking massive, hon. Just hung like aβ¦a goddamn horse. Iβm gonna be sick.β
βYou can find another monster cock someday.β
βI donβt want to, though! It was so good.β
βYou know, a big dick isnβt everything.β
Now you were trailing a finger over the embroidered edge of a pillowcase, trying your hardest not to think of the man whoβd just slipped out of your sheets thirty minutes prior. Right before your friend had called with her devastating news, before you had been obliged to join the I-Hate-All-Men tirade of the century, youβd been getting put through the mattress by your boyfriendβa man who didnβt lie, or cheat on you, or steal, or shatter your heart into a million pieces.
A man whose dick was considerably bigger than most.
Simon was probably already three beers deep with his buddies at the pub down the road, the same lopsided, happy-go-lucky smile on his face he always wore when you and him had just had a quickie before he left home
Suddenly, the tail-end of a sentence snapped you out of your reverie, your friendβs tone loud and a little shrill:
ββeasy for you to say!β
You blinked. βEasy fβwait, what?β
βSimon Riley. Love of your life.β You could imagine the woman snapping fingers in front of your face if she had been with you then, as if to say, Ring a bell? βDonβt even try to act like he isnβt a crazy good lay. And huge.β
Your cheeks heated at the accusation. Hell, youβd probably mentioned to friends in passing that your boyfriend was an altogether generous lover, a caring man in every respect, along with a couple other vague intimations about his prowess that would leave a whole lot more to the imagination than not, but this? You hadnβt even touched on anything about his size.
Normally, you wouldnβt engage in that kind of talkβat least not to that level of detail, revealing intimate facts.
But your best friend was hurting, and it seemed like she needed something to feel better in the moment.
So, shortly, it slipped out before you could think better:
βSimonβs not even big.β
Your mouth clamped shut as soon as you said it.
Liar, every fiber of your being hissed at once.
(Shut the fuck up, Iβm helping a friend out)
βNo way. Youβre full of shit,β she giggled.
(Well, yes)
βNope.β
βReally?β
βReally.β
You swallowed hard. Already hating yourself as the silence across the line stretched on and you knew your friend expected you to elaborate, and then you did.
βHonestly, itβs pretty, umβ¦small. AndβAnd thatβs OK! Like, nobodyβs perfect. The sex with him is still so great, and if anything, itβs nice not having such a big dick to worry about, yβknow? So donβt feel like dating a smaller guy is so bad. You can still have amazing sex.β
You tried to end it on a positive noteβthe message you meant to get across, which was that the girl could be happy with a guy of any size and she didnβt need to stay hung up on her stupid exβbut it fell flat, even to your own ears. Clearly, youβd dropped a bombshell.
βBut he is justβ¦such a big dude. Youβd thinkββ
βNo, I know, Simonβs tall,β you interrupted hastily. Wincing. βBut like I was saying, you can still do a lot with an average-sized dick. OrβOr even a tiny one.β
βItβs tiny?!β
Fucking shit.
βNo, no, no, not tiny! I mean, not thatβ¦tiny. Heβs fine.β
Your pulse was pounding so loud in your ears you could hardly hear yourself think. Or breathe. Or lie. Or try to piece together the most incoherent string of words that came out a little something like, βSeriously, uhβ¦Simonβs the sweetest guy Iβve ever dated, and umβ¦dick size doesnβt even really matter. The big ones hurt. I mean, the guyβs not huge, but not tiny, andββ
βWell shit, lovie, how fuckinβ little are we talkinβ here?β
At the rumble of a voice by your other, phone-free ear, you nearly jumped and catapulted your device across the room. You wouldβve yelped, too, had it not been for a big, broad palm clamping over your mouth. As a familiar weight and breadth and scent settled over your beingβa body coming to lay on top of you from behindβyour friend continued to chatter on the line, clueless.
βOK, OK, I get it. Love a guy of any size. And Simonβs not perfectβeven though that fuckerβs about as delectable as you can get in every other wayβ¦β
While the womanβs voice faded off into a far-distant hum rattling off Simonβs best qualities and lamenting the odds sheβd ever find a man quite so wonderful, you were confronted with several of these same features at once: his wide, muscular chest blanketing the back of you entirely; his stubble tickling the cusp of your cheek as he leaned in close; his strength pinning you to the bed and only loosening the grip around your mouth a little; and of course, there was that voice again, lowerβ
βToo bad about my microdick, huh?β Simon chuckled.
ββand I bet he knows how to use it!β your friend went on, not hearing a word of what was going on with you.
βHey, uhβhey, Iβve gotta go. I think Iββ you started.
As soon as you did, though, you felt the pressure on your spine soar to new heights. You let out a low whine.
Simon was crushing you now.
Your friend cut in, βYeah? You OK?β
Before you could attempt a reply, the hand that had once been covering your lips lowered to just underneath your chin; Simon squeezed your throat.
Playfully, he made clear by nipping at your earlobe.
βNo need to stop on my account,β he murmured.
So, rushed and more than a little flustered now, you made up some excuse on the phone about mistakenly hearing the doorbell, and you let your friend forge on. You dropped the phone onto the bed by your pillow.
Then you turned your head, the rest of your body immobilized by the heft of your boyfriendβs weight on your back, and you finally, finally got to meet his gaze.
Behind you, Simon was smirking.
His whole demeanor betrayed amusement.
It wasnβt every day the man got to hear his dick was the size of something much smaller than it actually was, you reckoned. Still, he deserved an explanation.
βS-Siβ¦β You tried to grit out a whisper, deflated by his weight and forced to hide your words from your friend.
Never mind the fact that your boyfriend looked, smelled, and felt just as irresistible as he had when he left home less than an hour ago. A simple, all-black ensemble fit him like a second skin and accentuated every mouthwatering ridge of his body, most visible to you in the glimpse of his bicep you caught under your chin. He was warm. Solid. Drenched in that dizzyingly potent sandalwood aftershave that you liked so much.
Youβd never tapped the βmuteβ on your phone so fast.
βShit, Si, Iβm so, so sorry, I didnβt meanβ I only said itβ sheβs going through a breakup right now, and I just tββ
Simon hit βunmute,β followed by βspeakerphone.β
He leaned back.
ββ¦but what reeeally fucked me up was how he acted after. Like, couldnβt even look me in the eye, the dickβ¦β
Your friend prattled onβback to sinking neck-deep in a story of how shitty the dating scene was and how she shouldβve given up ages agoβwhile you flitted your gaze to your phone. You stared in awe, wondering why the fuck Simon had decided to tap those buttons in a moment like this, and questions started to bubble up.
At the same time, you heard the clink of a belt buckle.
Simon knelt behind you. He straddled your ass, and when you tried to sit up, he pressed a palm to the center of your back. He moved about it all swiftly.
Finally, the quietest, quickest hiss, βSi, what the fuββ
βSpit.β
That part, he said too loud. But the man didnβt seem to care much at all as he reached with his other hand and stuck his upturned palm under your face, waiting for it.
βWhat did you say?β your friend cut in presently.
Your face stung with embarrassmentβat just the prospect of being found out by someone who had no concept of what was going onβthat you forced it out:
βN-Nothing. Keep going.β
You spit in Simonβs hand like heβd told you.
Your phone couldnβt have been resting more than two or three inches from your face on the bed, and the space in general was small. There wasnβt a lot to be done by way of masking your activity, other than to simply hang up the fucking phone, but it didnβt sound like discretion and decorum and being considerate were at the top of Simonβs list of priorities right now.
Still, you felt a press of his lips against the back of your neck before he mumbled, βRemember our safewords?β
You did.
βYellowβ to slow down, βredβ to stop.
It wasnβt often you had to use the words with Simon, but from time to time, in particularly heated and impassioned moments, you appreciated the safety net.
And freeuse was something relatively new to you bothβjust accepting him in and letting him have his way with you at random points during your day, casually.
It didnβt make it any less tricky, or jarring, when the man next pushed inside you, bottoming out in one go.
Your sleep shorts tugged to the side, lying facedown underneath this massive, hulking man, you had only to grit your teeth and feel yourself stretched to full capacity with the shove of Simonβs bare cock in you.
βOh, fuck,β you let out, hoarse.
βNo, right? It was so gross, honestly.β
Amidst the airing of your friendβs mile-long list of grievances against her ex, your boyfriend settled his full, thick, demonstrably larger than average dick in your body until it felt like he was scraping your lungs.
You clawed the sheets and squirmed under him.
βThat feel tiny to you, sweetheart?β Simonβs mouth was right next to your ear now, whispering filth while your walls stretched and squeezed to accommodate him. Warmth leaked out from where you connected.
You shook your head weakly, barely able to breathe.
It somehow made it even wilder and more maddening to have your senses deprivedβSimon behind you, restricting your movements, with you obliged not to make a sound at the pleasure he was inflicting on you.
Your hips pinned to those pretty, floral-patterned sheets and your pussy made to gape in a perfectly wide βoβ around Simonβs whole cock, you felt helpless.
Stretched.
Protected, still.
Simon hadnβt even withdrawn to get a full stroke in, and he was already caressing your cheek with the backs of his knuckles, giving you more time to adjust to him. His tip kissed your cervix, and a heat sank in.
βSweet doveβs still sore from earlier, yeah?β he murmured. βDidnβt think I gave her that muchβ¦β
But he did, of course.
ββcouldnβt even make me cumββ your friend went on
Simon always gave you enough.
Just as your walls preemptively clenched around that slick, hard length and the man started to stir, rolling his hips against your ass in the shallowest of movements, your lips parted on a half-moan. Your chest constricted
ββit must be so much better with Simon, isnβt it?β
Suddenly, your boyfriend took a fistful of your hair.
In a murmur again, close to your ear:
βGo on, then. Donβt be impolite.β
βS-So, so good,β you rushed out. Those thrusts finally picked up, and Simon fucked you quietly into the bed. You sucked in another strangled breath, and trying your hardest not to moan, βHeβs fuckingβ¦incredible.β
βI bet,β your friend laughed.
More shit-talking of men ensued.
Simon returned to his original, dominant position blanketing your body completely with his own, forearms planted on either side of your head on the bed and your phone resting inches away from you both. His cock pounded a furious pace inside you, precum and spit and your shared fluids easing the repeated slide. You gripped the sheets tighter, and Simon did the same with his ironclad hold in your hair.
Then his cock slid in higher, a little to the left, and the tip of him hit that special, tender, mind-numbing spot.
You felt the grin against the side of your face before you heard him chuckle, quiet as anything but elated.
Simon was the only guy whoβd hit your G-spot before.
He hit it again. And again. And again, shaking the whole bed frame with the force of his thrusts. He kissed your neck and let your head loll back on him. While your friend chattered on, he did what he did best
βThatβs a good girl,β he praised. βGonna come fβme?β
You nodded, head bobbing against his softly.
If there were any moment for retribution, now would be it. If Simon were even the slightest bit the spiteful, insecure type, he probably wouldβve taken the opportunity to make you beg for himβtell him how huge his cock was and how lucky you were to get it; how terrible it was to lie about a thing like size. It was.
But Simon didnβt, opting instead to give you pleasure. And he got plenty from you, too, you could tell by the breaths that were growing more and more ragged against your neck and the frantic stutter of his hips.
He was so big it was as if you could feel him in your throat. With every thrust that pushed you closer and closer to the edge, and with every twitch of every inch stuffed inside you, you feared you might not be able to conceal the sounds from your friend for much longer.
Your jaw unhinged on another wide-open, noiseless moan that probably made it look like you were in pain, and at the same time, your friend carried on over the phone, laughing about this loserβs goofy fucking face.
βYellow?β Simon panted into your ear.
In other words, did you want him to slow down?
You shook your head no. Let him pelt your insides with the force of those hard, merciless thrusts and carve a path clean through your body in a way that only he ever could. He molded you to him perfectly. Tenderly.
Crescents digging into your scalp from how tightly he held you to him, you felt Simon twitch and keep beating your G-spot while you writhed under him, βYou wanted a big dick, yeah? Donβt run from it now.β
It was in those wordsβpaired with the obvious stretch and the depths your boyfriend was able to reach with his cock, how lovingly he fucked you while controlling your pleasureβthat you broke. You couldnβt hold it in.
At the last possible second, Simon offered you his free hand to cover your mouth, knowing how loud you were liable to get, and you let out a muffled shriek into his palm. You grit your teeth and whimpered and kind of despised how high-pitched and needy you sounded, but you knew Simon loved it, almost as much as he adored the slippery wet noises your body and his made when he was emptying the contents of his balls into your cunt and fucking you senseless through all of it.
You finished as close as you were when youβd started, Simonβs chest glued onto your back. You both were breathing heavily, senses reeling from your highs. Simonβs cum stayed plugged in you with his thick cock holding it there, and the heat burrowed to your core.
You blinked, and you smiled contentedly at the warmth
Simon planted kisses wherever he could find bare skin for them to go, along your jaw and on your cheek and over your ear, like he always did after you two had sex.
βWasnβt too far, was it?β he whispered. βKnow Iβmββ
ββbig,β you giggled, barely louder than a breath after his hand had slid from your lips and cupped your face.
Then you went on, as the haze in your mind was starting to clear the slightest bit, and you remembered why you were here in the first place, βIβm sorry. I shouldnβt have said anything about your size, Si. Iβmββ
ββgoing to bed!β your friend announced suddenly.
Your attention and Simonβs snapped back to the phone
With all that had been going on over the last couple minutes, youβd almost forgotten the woman was still on the line at all. Sheβd been talking before that, right?
βIβ OK. Yeah, no, thatβs fine,β you said, stupidly. Then, regaining a bit more of your composure, βIβm so sorry about everything thatβs been going on withβ¦him. You deserve so much better, and you will find better, OK?β
That sounded coherent enough.
You would call again tomorrow. Really listen and be there to offer more helpful advice than youβd done tonightβthis was more about letting her vent, anyway.
So, reaching for the phone and expecting to hear your best friend chirp a quick, simple good-bye at any second, you lifted your hips back against Simon. You angled his still-hard dick inside you and pushed him deeper through the sticky warm mess heβd just coated your walls with, and you bit back a smile when he grunted. You met his eyes over your shoulder, and you felt his grip on your chin flex. His gaze sharpened.
But, before he could smirk and murmur in your ear something like, βRound three can be arranged if you really want it,β your friend cut in again over the line.
Her voice rang louder, and a little lighter, too, this time.
βGoooooodniiiiiiiiiight, hon, I love you so, so much!β
βI love you, too. Night!β you answered reflexively.
Then, your friend added, as swift as anything:
βAnd goodnight to you, too, Simon! Glad to hear that microdickβs being put to good use, happy for you two!β
Before you could say a word, she laughed and hung up.
It was all supposed to go perfectly. Your friend had set you on date for Friday night, Simon had the kids at his place because it was his weekend. Kelela blaring from your speakers as you fixed your makeup in the mirror, large rollers in your hair, a nice dress freshly ironed layed on the bed.
Simon absolutely ruined it.
Petty argument that was laced with every bit of jealousy, spiraling into you on your hands and knees, getting your back blown out by your massive ex husband who was stretching you desperate spasming pussy out in the sluttiest way imaginable.
Your slick dripping onto fabric of the dress who worked hard to buy. Sobbing at how good you felt while Simon railed into, using your hips as leverage, practically bruising them. He grunts, βThis what youβre doin now? Hm? Hah- thinkin about cheatin
βFuck- fuck you- mmmph- weβre not- aangh- were nooot-β you canβt even finish your own sentence, broken moans escaping your mouth, your head falling and toes curling as your ass kept rippling against his pelvis every time Simon bottomed out.
β-Weβre not wot? Huh? Wot was tha again?β He cocks an eyebrow at you, slamming his hips into your harder, only earning more keens of his name and curses. You walls quivering around his hefty girth, tears burning your eyes. Then you feel the sting of his hand come down on your rear end, βIβm expecting words from you, that brain on?β
No- probably not- all you knew it was so much- a good much- taking over your entire body. Your hands grinned the headboard of the bed, trying to wiggle your way out of his hold.
βAwww,β the blonde condescendingly croons, dragging your hips down to the base of his member, βMama canβt take βer husbands cock.β He hikes himself deeper inside you, hissing as your nails vlaw as his thigh. βCan help you remember sweeβart, βs what βm βere for.β His arm snakes around your neck, calloused hand around your neck and guiding your hips back into his, the filthy smack, smack, smack! filling the bedroom with every pound of his cock into you.
Simon has you cumming and cumming, endless as a car pulls into your driveway. Simons eyes are nodded over, holding you so close and tight as he grinds into you, βMy dear wife,β the military manβs stomach tightens, jaw clenched as he rests his head on your shoulder, sloppy thrust after sloppy thrust in your your oozing pussy, slowing filling with your mix of cum. βpretty fuckin wife, love you so- shit- sooo much dovieβ he slurs out, leaving more little bruises up your neck, breathless and sucking your ear as he empties his creamy load into your perfect cunt, βwhere else would I be without you, baby, bloody hell-β
Itβs those screams youβre letting out that has your date thinking your calling out bloody murder that makes the guy rush in your unlocked house. The noises are louder with every step he man makes up the steps the bed threatening to break with every brutal thrust. And youβre there, on the bed, legs over Simons broad shoulders, while he pistons into your slipper pussy, balls smacking against your ass. Your ex husband is pushing you down by your plush thighs, feet flat on the bed and drilling into you without a care in the world. Simon whips his head around, the stranger gobsmacked in horror.
A sinister smirk grows on Simons face, βGuest βf honor is βere dovie, donβt you wanna great βem?β
Your heat only clenches, only thinking about your husband- the father of your kids, love of your lifeβ Simon, Simon, Simon, Simon-
βSo cockdrunk yer speakin out loud,β he lowly snickers, pushing your knees up to your earlobes, smooshing his strawberry cockhead against your cervix, pushing his fingers in your mouth for you to shut up, but you only moan at the sensations heβs giving you. Both mouths stuffed, both set of puffy lips drooling in delight.
Simon cracks his neck, staring holes into your ex date, βIf you could close the door on your way out, her husbands taking care of βer now.β
a/n: he holds me in his big arms, drunk and I am seeing stars, this is all I think of
Random Story idea dump: Historical Long-forbidden Love
Two guys who grew up together in a small town realized in their early teens that what they felt for one another was deeper than pure camaraderie. Stronger than brothers from different mothers. And it all made sense what they felt when they kissed under a star painted sky in a cabin that overlooked the town, the spot that became their shelter from the world.
They knew they couldn't show their feelings publicly, however. The sentence for two men holding hands, much less for being in love, was a swift ride to jail. Maybe even an asylum. But that did not stop them from sneaking away under the pretext of teenagers having fun, creating memories they would one day reminisce about.
One came from a decently high middle-class family. His family the picture perfect of the "American home." His father a businessman and his mother a loving wife. Where safety in everything, but acceptance, existed.
The other was poorer. A family of over ten siblings, with another on its way. Money was scarce. Opportunities outside of that farm life were even rarer than a diamond in the rough. Being among the oldest siblings, high school was more of a part-time endeavor (and that was being generous) than an actual commitment, as they were focused on working to put food on the table.
WW2 came, but neither really worried. The war was oceans away. In a whole other continent. It could never touch the US.
Then Pearl Harbor happened. Enlistments rolled in.
And while one had a possible financial future through his father, a ticket to stay home. The other did not.
And so one stayed home while the other went off to fight a war.
Letters were exchanged. The words just enough to sound like best friends talking, but only they knew what, "miss seeing the stars," actually meant.
When the boy-turned-soldier returned home, only one night had passed before they ran off to that hill, a bit further for the coverage of the trees, refamiliarizing themselves with each other in both flesh and soul.
The young-man remained a soldier, finding pride and sense of accomplishment in his work, whilst the other followed in his father's footsteps of being a true American.
While the wedding was filled with light, laughter, and joy for the new wedded couple, two souls cried that day, pleading to God to see that it was the wrong souls who'd now been bound until death did them part.
Desperate to appease that ache, the soldier took the businessman to a cabin up north. A place of solitude with only God and His creation as their witness.
The lake witnessed the petals being hastily thrown and the candles lit along the pier by the shaky hands of the soldier, dressed in his formal military mess dress. The trees listened to the shaky confessions of long-forbidden love not reaching this part of their haven, and felt the tears that soaked the soil in gleeful acceptance. The moon watched the two souls laugh as one walked down the pier, singing the church bell songs. And the stars wrote when they kissed in a bonding union of their own that truly felt right.
The next morning, tangled under bedsheets, they whispered:
"Would you love me even when I am gone?"
"I will love you every day, even when we are old and gray. I will sit at your grave, and love you always."
"... If there is a heaven up there, I would make sure I do not move on to the next life without knowing we will be together in every life time."
...
But that ache never left. It worsened as the soldier was sent away once more in 1950 to Asia. Stationed in Korea and then dragged down to Vietnam until he was sent home with honorable medical discharge after over twenty years of service. And it worsened as the businessman brought two beautiful children to this world.
The return home was anything but peaceful. The veteran was a drunk who could not find solace in his drink, but only in his companion, who could only hold him on somber nights when time and opportunity afforded it.
They soon grew old. A new wave of change came once more. Riots across the world, demanding that love be recognized as love, no matter who those two loves were. Each too old and wrinkled for that fight.
The businessman lost his wife, and moved in with the soldier. The children visiting them to take care of them, along with the grandchildren.
When the news came that Canada had legalized the union of same-sexed people, the veteran did not hesitate to book a trip further North.
And it was under starlight once more, with a man holding a book, reciting verses and promises long already kept, that they kissed, knowing that their love needn't be hidden anymore.
*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inherently selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.
i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users
would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like theyβre gone. itβs the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.
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