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welcome to my blog !!

escher / any pronouns, with a strong preference for he/they

current strongest interests: the ninth hour, shayfer james, the prescription

other main interests: house md, will wood

miscellaneous additional interests: numb3rs, psych, bones (2005), castle (2009), the magnus archives, tcotsk, corru.observer, quinn & flynn, lookouts, classic films/old hollywood, visual novels in general

aside from will wood and shayfer james, i listen to a lot of sparkbird, fish in a birdcage, mustard service, system of a down, the crane wives, the mountain goats, james marriott, iDKHOW, vundabar, etc. !!

you may notice i'm also a pretty big fan of a few other artists who didn't make it to this list because my appreciation for their music is currently waning and i'm waiting for it to come back lol

bold stripe aroace + agender (with personal xenogender labels i will not typically speak on having, as they are a tool for my own understanding of myself and not a description i provide to others)

please be patient when tagging me !! i do participate in some tag games, although it may take a while for me to get around to answering them. i'd also prefer not to be tagged in note goal posts (e.g. "if this post reaches 1000 notes, i'll xyz.. ")

tag organization:

#escher's rambles - original posts

#escher's attempts at art - my (admittedly, amateur) art

#ninth tide posting - original posts or reblogs with analysis in the tags for the ninth hour

#shayferposting - original shayfer james posts, although a few reblogs may be mixed in there

#shayfursona - fun speculative posts about shayfer james' hypothetical fursona(s)

#prescribed yapping - liveblogging of my ongoing readthrough of the prescription

other tags may appear for organization purposes on my posts but were too inconsistently utilized to include here

vent posts are few and far between, and typically deleted shortly after their posting, so if that's something you're worried about seeing on your dash, you're probably in the clear :]

ao3 shared upon request

i love my mutuals an unhealthy amount <3

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auramgold

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

auramgold

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

perfectday1972

i love this website cause you can just list things that are lovely and people will be like right on i'll reblog that and it's literally like soup. oranges. hand holding. green couches. the stars. mary oliver. bisexuals. small animals.

shapeoftheday

restless spirits

#that one game markiplier played

everydaylouie

cat game

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birdingbutch

babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about

standwithdaanes

as much as everyone loves "the power of love won't save us, we need the power of incredible violence" i'm sorry to rain on your parade but we've actually tried that about ten million times as a species, and you'll be shocked to hear the power of incredible violence, without the power of love behind it, is just brutality. the power of incredible violence has been ruling (various parts of, and then the entire) world for the past 5,000 years. ours is not that damn special.

like yes use that gun you found but WHY are you using it? on who are you using it? what would make you stop using it? is your goal to live in a world where every problem is solved by violence, or is your goal to do the violence necessary to live in a world where that necessity is unthinkable?

standwithdaanes

#I'm a pacifist so I don't necessarily believe every word of this post but it actually makes an amazing point#everyone take a moment to think about this /light-hearted

on the subject of pacifism, if you are interested: i consider myself what i would call a preferential pacifist. i think we should always hold peace and non-violence as a moral preference, meaning we should always choose it when it viably leads to a better world, or the least-violent choice that is viable, and when we do choose violence we must make further decisions that allow us to eventually choose peace again.

i think sometimes violence is necessary to uphold greater moral values, including peace, but ultimately it should be something we are forced to do to some extent, and we should only do it while actively looking for other options.

bimmyjimmy

!! jimmy has an announcement!!

alvie-pines

what people dont get about the transmasculine experience is that transitioning often subjects us to MORE misogyny than before. after my family found out i was trans, they were MORE misogynistic to me. my gender presentation was more closely controlled. i was more closely controlled. i was screamed at for dressing tomboyishly. my breasts were suddenly a topic of discussion. i hadn't even mentioned medical transition, but i was told i was "ruining my [divine female] body" by... what, flattening my chest and wearing flannel? i was suddenly a source of embarrassment, the eldest daughter who refuses to conform to her role as a woman. i was forced into dresses that showed my cleavage and bare back, in middle school, which i was extremely open about not wanting to wear.

all of this is explained by a very simple fact, which has always been common knowledge in the transmasc community: they don't treat us like men just because we say we are.

yourgirlinpieces4

"attachment is the root of all suffering" and I have the get-attached-to-everything disorder

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fairycosmos

stomping my foot ugh WHY do i have to be known to be loved. why can’t you just love an ideal image of me like she’s literally ideal

your--fav--is

Will wood fan

Your fav is a Will Wood fan!

#i mean most of my favorite people are so yeah

sacred-portal

probuccalfat

me every single day: even the people you love most will disappoint you and anger you and upset you because it is the nature of all humans to be flawed and your love is not the thing that will make them flawless it’s okay

me the second my best friend and i disappoint or hurt each other: I Want To Fall On A Sword And Die So I Do Not Have To Carry On In Agony

mom's cousin's formerly alive long haired dachshund who was very special to me name jumpscare on my dash

#he had a human name so i mean it comes up more frequently than you'd think. but #i'm not upset to be clear im just. oh Hey 😭😭#escher's rambles

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will you guys kill me if i admit that genuine life circumstances have prevented me fr- nevermind

#if you've made it to the tags wow thanks for checking them out #will you kill me if i admit that i was genuinely unable to do things i wanted to for years and years and so only now #am i finally getting around to veeeeeeeery slowly making my way through listening to podcasts/audio dramas #right now the magnus archives in particular #like would you kill me if i.. posted about it #even though it's embarrassing that i still have the tags blocked to avoid spoilers #would you spoil it for me. would you ignore my posts. would you #escher's rambles

dramatic-dolphin

and if i said nolan's odyssey starring no greek actors and with no recognizable aspects of greek culture or involvement by greeks, is the direct legacy of white supremacist colonialism that treated ancient greece as not just the pinnacle of ancient culture, but of an artificially created "european" culture, which white western europeans and their settler descendants, as the new pinnacle of culture, were the sole spiritual inheritors of.

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