WARNING: big dollzi rant here, I just was thinking about them again and I have so many thoughts about them
thinking again about how Liam said that Nori and Yeva had a pretty close relationship and that their dynamic is a "what-if" for what Doll and Uzi couldve been had the solver not fucked things up for them. I dunn, there's just something so tragic about that to me. in another timeline, doll and uzi couldve been best friends, Uzi wouldn't have grown up nearly as lonely as she did in canon and Doll would've had a much better and less tragic childhood. But that's not what happened.
Instead, the solver came in and fucked everything up. The solver was what put them on similar but opposite paths that lead to them being at odds with eachother. They could've been friends in another life, but that isn't the life either of them get to live. But I love that despite that, there are still hints towards that possible friendship in the show. Mainly from Doll's side throughout, which is interesting to me.
Like, once Uzi shows she has the solver in episode 3, Doll's demeanor immediately changes to one of sympathy and says she's gonna try to help Uzi too before leaving. Then the next time we see her (outside of that one part in episode 4 where she's being creepy) she doesn't really directly attack uzi, only trying to take the keybug, and when Uzi says "This is the ONLY clue to what's wrong with me!" her expression shifts and softens a little bit and even says that Khan "raised a good daughter" and then leaves despite the fact that she probably could've taken out N and V.
Also going back to the scene in episode 6 where Doll opens the doors for the sentinels and leaves, when she looks at Uzi, her expression changes from that manic smile she had a few seconds before to a more somber one as she gives her that sendoff salute. I never noticed it until going back to look at it just now, it really does seem like she didn't want to do it but still felt like she had to. i mean, she didnt have to, but she felt like she did.
Then after Cyn attacks her, she doesn't immediately die but uses the last of her strength to go to Uzi and uses her literal final words to tell her to fight back. Like, despite everything, and despite how broken Doll was and how much her pain ruined her and made her shut everyone out, there were still some hints of sympathy and care in there for Uzi. The only time she ever directly attacked her after finding out she had the solver was the sentinels, and she seemed to hate doing that too.
It's really interesting looking through her interactions with Uzi and seeing that even though she let her pain turn her into a monster, there were still hints of her humanity (droneanity? idfk) still buried under there specifically in regards to Uzi.
Uzi doesn't really reciprocate, but she wasn't really given a reason to which I like since even if there was some sympathy and care from Doll, it came much too late, and her actions were always opposed to Uzi. Like, Doll still participated in bullying her before episode 3 multiple times, and then was gonna kill her in episode 3 too for... No real reason, honestly. Albeit, these both apply to Lizzy too, but Lizzy kinda chilled the fuck out after episode 3 so it makes sense she was a bit more forgiving on her.
There's just something so tragic to dollzi that just has me in a chokehold rn. If things went a little differently, they would've been best friends, maybe even more, but because of things out of their control they're never going to get that opportunity. I really wonder what Doll would say to Uzi had she survived the ending, and how Uzi would've reacted to it. That's part of the reason I like thinking about AUs where doll also ends up conscious in Uzi's tail like Cyn did and they swap around sometimes so much. I just wanna see another conversation between them, man
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js unwillingness to let go of her grief symbolized by her keeping hold of 'tessas' helmet even though its what chains her down and keeps her from taking the first steps to recovery. hell, its not even tessas
scenario where j finally throws away the helmet, symbolizing her letting go before she breaks down sobbing and lets her out her repressed emotions that have been building up over the years. is this anything
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its still crazy to me years later how artists and writers have been complaining about how hard it is sometimes to draw and write since the dawn of time and we all talk about how we'd love to be able to just make art without actually having to make art but when ai started producing images that were passable as human made art and companies started marketing it as Exactly That, Making Art Without Having To Make Art, we all collectively went "no wtf" and beat the shit out of it with hammers without hesitation
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here
I’ve been working on how my human AU’s biological solver virus functions, so here’s the infection timeline for anyone who’s curious! And if you have questions feel free to ask, they help me worldbuild!
Solver Virus Infection Timeline:
First few hours - The infected person will become nauseous and develop migraines and/or aching muscles.
First few days - The infected person will have experienced several bouts of nausea, migraines, muscle ache, insomnia, sore gums, and unsettling nightmares.
First week - The infected person's symptoms will have become chronic, their ears will have begun to curl, and their canines will have loosened in their gums.
Next 4-6 weeks - Mutations will continue to occur until the ears have fully reshaped, fingernails have grown in thickness, and canines have fallen out and regrown.
Two months post infection - Medication will fail at this stage of infection and beyond. Chronic symptoms will have faded and pupils will have changed color.
Three to four months post infection - The infected person will continue to adapt to their heightened senses of hearing and light reception as their mutations solidify. It is likely they will experience extreme highs and lows of energy as well as develop strange mood swings.
Five months post infection - The infected person's mood swings will have stabilized. They will experience strange cravings which will turn into a sudden and desperate need to consume larger portions of protein-heavy meals as well as a greater intake of fluids. Eventually the infected person's cardiovascular system will begin to fluoresce and their digestive system will rapidly heat up along with their increase in food/drink consumption.
Six months post infection - An increase in intensity of the above cravings and continued internal rise in temperature and bioluminescence. Several random advantageous mutations will begin to occur.
Seven months post infection - The infected person's internals will calm down and only heat up/fluoresce when stimulated. Individual-specific mutations will have solidified.
Beyond seven months - The infected person is now an Absolute Solver Host with a virus fully integrated into their brain and heart. They should be capable of fully utilizing their advantageous mutations.
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