Random Shit

How do I explain to people that no I do not want a romantic relationship but I do however want a lot of things that come with a romantic relationship. Like I want someone to hold my head in their lap and play with my hair, or someone will hug my without reason just cause they’re happy to see me, and to be able to hold their hand in public. But like all platonically. I want someone who is just a little more than a friend but a lot less than a partner and I don’t know if any of that makes sense.

Everytime I ask someone which character I’d be in Saiki they always say Saiki or Kaidou (although Kaidou with more frequency) and honestly what a round about way of calling me autistic.

To all my fellow neurodivergents remember to take stim breaks. I can say from experience they are extremely helpful :))

Saiki - The relationship I have with romance is like a horror story. I can enjoy it in media when we’ll executed, but in real life my reaction to someone pursuing me romantically and pursuing me with an axe are more or less the same.