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AHHHGGG DNSJEVBEHDJEJEBEDB IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT ARTFIGHT AYGHHDHSHDBDBRBE I NEED TO BITE SOMEONE OR THING FKSJBSSNSNNN
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AHHHGGG DNSJEVBEHDJEJEBEDB IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT ARTFIGHT AYGHHDHSHDBDBRBE I NEED TO BITE SOMEONE OR THING FKSJBSSNSNNN
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Just a heads up, I'm probably gonna cancel today's stream. My downstairs neighbor thought it would be a great idea to bang on my door and fucking yell at me for the crime of pacing around in my condo. Pacing, which is something I do as a STIM, because I'm AUTISTIC! I shut and locked my door before the old man could finish yelling at me because, WTF? This isn't the first time he's complained about noise, but banging on my door, yelling at me, and generally making me feel unsafe is totally inappropriate. This is a condo! If I'm allowed to do renovations and and construction work in my unit, I'm absolutely allowed to walk around in said unit at 6am on a Sunday morning π
It's been SO long
Here's a TF!PrinceZam stimboard :D
I'm autistic and sometimes I make my hands fight, I'll play out a fight scene with my hands where one "fist" is the thumb and the other is the index finger, I've done it as long as I can remember and wanted to know if this is a common stim.
What do you mean that juggling is stimming for me
What kind of circus curse has been bestowed upon me???
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I have to remember when it is night time that I can't do loud stimming because I almost just did the Shakira voice Waka Waka which probably wouldn't have been good for my throat anyway because pneumonia but it is a common stim of mine LOL
Charlie and Milo are such a cute duo I love them so much. They just make noise and bounce off each other and talk about nothing. They just stimming. They just say words and repeat them to the point where words donβt sound like words anymore. For example the peak streams, blow up, and charlies one REPO vod. And probably so much more.
I think Charlie would be a lil goo mimic shapeshifter and Milo would be a kenku or a different flavor of mimic. Something more vocal based. I think Condi would be a displacer beast. I love displacer beasts.
I think one of the hardest things about being autistic for me is the suppressed stims that I don't even realize I have been holding in because I've been doing it for so long.
For example, I have echolalia. I didn't realize it was something that is normal for me/us until I got my diagnosis (at 26). As usual, a lot of things fell into place after that. I had kinda forgotten about it because I got used to suppressing it except one time I slipped at a Renaissance fair a couple years ago. I got scolded by an ex (who is also autistic but doesnt experience echolalia) for mimicking someone's accent because they thought I was making fun of the man. In reality, his accent was really cool and I immediately had to try out saying a particular word he said. They told me "you can't make fun of people like that". We were in public so I was super flustered and shut down instead of explaining that I meant no harm I just wanted to try out That word said That way.
I would do accents in school because they were fun and didn't realize that my classmates didn't enjoy the accent but they did enjoy making the "weirdo" do "weird" things. I was super into One Direction as a teen so different British and Irish accents were what I did almost exclusively until I discovered an Australian accent.
Due to finding out my classmates were being typical kids and then teenagers, I suppressed the echolalia for YEARS until I moved in with my best friend from college. He's also neurodivergent and has echolalia and its such a relief to not have to suppress that at home. Sometimes we become a bit of an echo chamber for each other and thats super fun!
He is also a big reason I can stim outwardly in general too. I didn't know that I was allowed to buy chewelry or other similar items because sometimes I just gotta bite something/put something in my mouth and its extremely beneficial to have things laying around that are safe to bite on. There's quite a few other things but this post is long enough.