Keep Running

Way too confused for life. I need to remember that I’m running my own race and to not compare to others. Need to distance myself from people that always make me feel shit after seeing them. Even if they used to mean the world to me before. Need to understand who I am and what I want. Need to speak freely and be myself. Need to cherish the people that are always there for me.

Just wants to know what I’m doing! ❤️‍🩹

Every day is a new struggle, wondering when it will all end!

Happy where I’m at right now, don’t want it to change and scared of what’s about to come. Processing feelings and emotions might be my biggest struggle…but I guess I’ll find out.

Going where life takes me!

Self discovery journey!

I just never know what to think! Am i crazy? Am I overreacting? Can I be upset at this? Am I being dramatic? Do people feel this is or is it just me? What do I do now? Seperate myself..? But then I’ll still be upset! Keep it as it is..? But I’m upset and so misunderstood. Who should I be asking? I feel bad telling anyone anything. Maybe they’ll form their own negative opinion about it and I don’t want that. Who can I trust? Who might not judge me for it? It sucks that I bottle up so much and when I want to explode then I struggle so much with whom to tell and what am I allowed to say.. it’s confusing and restrictive. I wish I wasn’t like this.

Sometimes I don’t know what I did that made me end up in this situation! Never ending battle