i need to stop being fed visions of captain martin ødegaard lifting the PL trophy with the boys by his side bc how would i react when that actually happens, when they score the goal that makes them champions and they're all hugging each other and mikel is hugging ødda so tight, their dreams and visions coming true, while the gooners are singing chants with so much love so much pride so much adoration in their hearts — we've been waiting for this! bc what happens to me if this doesn't come into fruition and while we'll still be sooo proud of them, we'll always be carrying that ounce of disappointment and a million what if's... i'm in shambles

i need to stop being fed visions of captain martin ødegaard lifting the PL trophy with the boys by his side bc how would i react when that actually happens, when they score the goal that makes them champions and they're all hugging each other and mikel is hugging ødda so tight, their dreams and visions coming true, while the gooners are singing chants with so much love so much pride so much adoration in their hearts — we've been waiting for this! bc what happens to me if this doesn't come into fruition and while we'll still be sooo proud of them, we'll always be carrying that ounce of disappointment and a million what if's... i'm in shambles

emotional over the stupid google confetti