i just signed the lease for my apartment in chicago!!!!!!!!!! can i get a HELL YEAH

dykefest is this friday RAHHH i love pride month i cant wait to dress slutty and watch my friends do their burlesque shows and see the whole scene again b4 i move away forever <3333

why am i thinking about * so much lately :( i miss her terribly even despite everything that happened i wish so badly i could talk to her but from our last interactions she seems to hate me and i just wish so badly i could explain myself i wish i could have said goodbye i wish i could hear her voice i have so many "i wish i could talk to my best friend" moments from serious things to jokes no one would get but her. reality is though is shes gone and i dont think she ever really liked me or considered me her best friend anyways :( and yet id still give anything for one more sleepover. one more little soda run. id give anything to smoke a bowl with her or share a newport. over a year and im still here

sometimes i still just really want to clear the air