vent (job stuff)
gosh i love having to clock out of work half an hour in because im in literally no condition to perform and forcing myself to push through it could put people's lives in danger. I love being too exhausted to work because i literally went to the gym to take care of my health and my body just cant handle that i guess. I love having a crisis over wherever im a good person over missing one (1) shift of my shitty partime minimun wage job. I love having to work till 10pm I love feeling like a huge piece of shit over taking care of myself i love it so so much













