I wonder how much of me not liking physical affection is actually me not liking physical touch or just fear.
It's like discomfort but also I can imagine them saying one day that I disgust them,they hate me, and they even hit me.
Guys what is it when you feared being loved? Like you love deeply at a distance but if you confessed or said how you felt,romantic or platonic you would run away before you heard their answer. Especially because you fear that they will say they love you too, more than rejection.
