the temptation to exist.

here's to another year of being a substance abusing pseudo intellectual

i think the hottest look you can give someone after they commit acts of unspeakable violence is approval. like don't get me wrong if there's lust there too that's great, but staring at someone with gore dripping down their chin and coating their hands to the wrists with undisguised appraisal and admiration. maybe giving them a little nod as if to say 'well done'. THAT'S what says "yeah we're gonna fuck nasty later".

"i could fix him" well i could pat him on the head and tell him he's a good boy

Well that’s not very in love with me of you

so disappointing how i thought i would either be something or be dead at this point in my life and it turns out that i’m neither