Milk Thistle for Yearning and Psychosis
Both dull most days,
but still constantly there,
emanates and has its own heartbeat,
that’s the thing with age,
you simply grow around it,
it can be a minor comfort,
nostalgia of the present,
it’s all i’ve known,
i wouldn’t be me without it,
if i heal myself and get healthy,
where would my mind go constantly,
would that extinguish my desire,
i’d probably have to find a new worry,
combined with a yearning,
i wish they were separate,
i wish milk thistle could heal both,
i wish letting go would shrink both,
i hope she’s content,
i hope i’m not damaged past the point of reversal,
i don’t know which i’d choose if i could only choose one,
so i choose all three













