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Cartoon by John O'Brien for NEW YORKER magazine, 1991.
any advice on where to start with meditation?
for me personally i always use a guided meditation! i find it really hard to keep focus on my own (since i'm very much still starting out) so having the guidance to call my focus on breathing helps a lot. and from doing more of those, you'll end up learning some of the more common techniques, like box breathing or body scanning - i think maybe these would vary depending on what kind of meditation/what you're using it for because i do a lot of stuff around stress and anxiety. the other thing is to not be too ambitious with it right off the bat, i've been doing 5 minutes a day for a month and have only just gotten up to 10 now so i don't force myself into it or freak out. and like any other habit, just making it easy for yourself to access or fit into your day (e.g i do it when i wake up) -- best of luck with it! <3
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Dead Ringers (1988), dir. David Cronenberg
accurate depiction of how i respond to my anxiety now i've been meditating for about a month
just read some merleau ponty while listening to the nine inch noize album and it was surprisingly conducive i have to say. Even though it did take me 8 songs to read 6 pages #myailingstamina but also many cases of #whatdatmean
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It's literally crazy luck that I've only ever come across nails ever since I got my hands on my awesome hammer
inside this book is an essay about fascist aesthetics via costuming and production design in pasolini v fellini's films but for some reason she decided to write this empty narrative
when it gets busy at the football factory and all the players start rolling around on the ground and clutching their heads in anguish and agony
hi! was wondering if you had any general advice/resources for freelancing (like how contracts work, how to approach freelancing vs. traditional full-time work). i'm a graphic designer who only has experience with in-house work and want to try branching out. no problem if not, thank you!
My advice with freelancing is honestly to keep saying yes to shit you want to do....and to do this, if you're in-house especially, the advice people give that you should never work for free EVER at all is bullshit lol and will limit you in the long run. I think a lot of people don't know how to negotiate rates and value and that everyone should be paid for work but freelance in the creative arts does require just sort of wheeling and dealing a bit. Be discerning and figure out who you want to work with and why.
If you already have a job, chase the shit you love doing. Practice. Post self-done project stuff and promote it. Build affiliations around the stuff you like. To that point am an incredibly insane type A person probably more than I let on here. I do things like make frequent lists of my immediate network and triage them based on what I could do for the people there and how I want to do it.
Here's an anecdote to that effect: Last March when I went to AWP I went and spoke to people at tables, made conscious efforts to follow up, and when I got home I made a shortlist of presses I wanted to work with. When I got laid off last June I immediately reached out to one of the presses and said hey, can we work together, etc. Said I didn't care what the rate was as long as it was moderately compensated and ended up with a 4-month contract to do some freelance, crushed it, and then when that press had a collaborative piece coming out with another publication I offered to do image work for them for free. I pulled out all the stops in my creative and now a year later my first major pre-press job (with a much much fatter paycheck) is with the press I did that work for. It will lead to other lucrative work as well if I play my cards right. Halfway through that I also linked with Night Gallery because I was emboldened by the other shit I'd done especially as a local merch designer (again working for free) and since then I've landed two major artist contracts for merch that all paid over $2k and also have done well selling work with Night Gallery. I would never (and could never) have approached some of those clients without doing free/passion work first but moreover I built a brand by affiliation.
I think the reason I sometimes bristle at the "never ever work for free" piece of advice is that a freelance career really is built by you--you're in charge. If you're doing this on the side you can decide which jobs you take on for experience. Build a network and a personal brand and re-negotiate the rates once you meet people who can and will pay you more. Think carefully about who and what you want to be associated with.
The other thing about this approach: a lot of the most disastrous freelance jobs I've had are the ones where someone is paying me a nominal fee of like $200 to do a lot of work. (I know I said I was "moderately compensated" for that work before--it was more than $200 lol.)
IMO, If you're working for free there's an understanding that 1) you're doing this as a collaboration and it gives you more freedom to make something your own (very important for brand building) 2) you can set reasonable timelines. I genuinely think that in many cases no money > almost no money LOL. Not that way every time but I've found the hell-spot is when someone thinks of you as "a client" but underpays you ESPECIALLY if it's work you do not enjoy doing and that doesn't help your personal brand. Take the cheap work for stuff you'd do for free, take the free work for stuff you'd do for free, take the check once people understand who you are.
Hope this is helpful!!

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my portable labyrinth from silverbone jewellery lucca shoutout to that dude
Labyrinth on the portico of the cathedral of San Martino at Lucca, Tuscany, Italy
"Here is the labyrinth which the Cretan Daedalus built, from which no one who entered could ever find the way out, for inside it the Minotaur devoured them, and it was closed by Ariadne’s thread."