Hello! You may call me MAC. I am a recent ex-lurker (from my old main account) who is back into accepting my sexuality and fetish and not hiding it anymore in order to invest in my health.
I am an artist and writer and will share some of that here, eventually.
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⤵️ GENERAL INFO! ⬇️
F33d1sm / Weight Gain is my fetish & I am asexual. I only really enjoy "playing with my dolls" about it and do not partake with IRL stuff relating to it. It's merely a fantasy and my "sexuality" in that it's the only thing that actually gets me going!
I am taken IRL and am not interested in any sort of overtly sexual or flirty talk. I will liberally block unsolicited messages about myself. I do not feel connected to any scenarios I like in any way; I am happy with merely being a fantasy-loving observer.
I am VERY much interested in casual, "intellectual" (for lack of a better term...) talk about f33dism versus playful porn-y talk about it! If you have anything you'd like to talk about, feel free to shoot me a message.
^^^ I love reiminsing on our experiences in realizing our fetish, stories of specific interests, unique aspects of our community, et cetera. It made me feel normal as a kid, reading stories of what awakened us to our nature! Feel free to rant at me about your shame and guilt too, because I feel that as well and it's good to share together to heal.
SPECIFICS OF F33D1SM/WEIGHT GAIN I AM INTO!...: buttons popping/clothes ripping/anything related to clothes not fitting honestly, getting stuck due to your size, breaking furniture, stuffing, descriptions of food, numbers, realistic scenarios, and I am a thigh/boobs/arms/soft belly type o' guy. I am into a wide variety of scenarios as long as I feel it's realistic for the characters and personalities in play because I like My Porn With Plot--that is my kink LOL!
OTHER THINGS I'M INTO ARE...: pregnancy, sickfic, whump, eucatastrophe/catharsis, monsters, giant/tiny, size difference (in terms of height!), and emeto (mostly nausea and no graphic vom'!)
I respect everyone's interests but I am not interested in (and may block to avoid it!) anything that I would call "gross-out". I get visceral disgust reactions to most of it. Disgust is the twin sister of attraction but alas, my only wires got crossed at nausea for some damn reason. If it ain't that, well, then I feel that 😔
I also tend to journal (and sometimes transfer over here) on bsky at profoundintensity! Art Tag: #the profound art (Also contains links to my writing, when posted)
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Interests I have include (I would love to talk about them with you!) [censored for search avoidance <3 love and respect]
D0roh3doro, h4lo, c4stlev4ni4, k1ng0m he4rts, st4rdew vall3y, d3ad by d4ylight, d3ltarune, x-m3n, fin. Fant4sy 14, m4rio, dish0n0red, thi3f, h4des, d3vil m4y cry [game series] >:(, fall0ut, aaaaand dirt.
[i will add more my brain died]
