i know ive been dead to the world but wow this is the only place i can talk about this... a friend maybe?? is giving me hints they like me and sigh im considering it but the idea of anyone being in a relationship with me makes me uncomfortable because im just. not datemate material. my teeth are crooked, my back is bad, i barely have the energy for a minimal hygiene routine in bad depression periods. i get easily flustered by anything and overly emotional over things i love. this friend is one of the coolest AND most aesthetically attractive people i know itd be a joke if they really had a crush on me and itd be unfair















