#1 ryatt stan 🫡✊

been thinking way too much about schlatt/matt/ryan,,, pin that twink between two bears with emotional issues and repressed homosexual tendencies!!!

if matt n ryan supermega were in my basement, matt would break so fast compared to ryan. he’d give in so easy. wouldnt even need to keep him chained up or anything, he’d stay all on his own after a while. clinging to me whenever he gets the chance, always desperate for affection—desperate to be good. he does whatever he can to ward off future abuse by being on his best behavior. but that’s not gonna stop me from finding reasons to hurt him :)

work kicking my ass so hard today i don’t even have time to think about matt and ryan. perhaps this is a good thing

mainfandom woobifies ryan way too much they’re like one degree away from calling him a smol bean. that man is not a smol bean. he’s a rapist.

first time trying to talk to my attractive coworker tell me why my opener was “so have you ever been in a shooting?” 😭😭😭😭

having a lot of fun designing my self insert character/oc that i’m using in my supermega kidnapping fic but now i have to decide if he gets a penis … this will affect so much…

i hate the idea of any kind of electronic mental implant bc surveillance state BUT it would be pretty cool if i could work on a fanfiction in my brain document while at work