Idk what im doing

HIII GUYS it has definitely been a while but im back

Im so bored ... I literally don't have anyone to talk to .... Like why was i cursed to have social anxiety and a fear of human interactions

I gonna miss the cold in NY r n . Winter is my favorite season and it sucks its leaving in a couple days . But then I have cherry blossoms that bloom infront of my apartment so its nice seeing them bloom . A bittersweet beginning to spring. And im gonna especially miss the snow . I almost cried when they said that we are getting no more snow days . 😞😢

Sometimes I wish I had a sibling that was born right after , that could deal with my little sister (7 years old ) while im (16 year old ) trying to take a nap . Because I almost fought this second grader over some tortilla chips that she was gonna eat plain 😑😞 . I barely take naps so this a once in a blue moon that I do take one and it was ruined ofc .