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I have been (obviously) obsessed with Pursuit of Jade! After finishing the show I have been craving books that feel similar to fill the new hole in my soul.
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caitvi x femme!reader office au - read part two here :)
an: ok so while i scribble something with spiderman and wait for the poll to finish i made this!!! i had this scenario for a while in my head so iâm happy i was finally motivated enough to write it!! reader has a tramp stamp cause iâm a whore with a fresh one đđ first time actually writing smut so pls donât cancel me if it sucks!!! wordcount 5k, not proofread. have fun and here is my masterlist!
cw: smut!!! mdni!! caitvi call reader pretty and princess, spanking (just a bit) (r!receiving), fingering (r!receiving), head (r!receiving), come eating (vi!performing), caitvi are doms. thatâs all i think?
you were so, so done with work today. your boss asked you to finish the group project that was for your whole department at the company - four people besides you. "they aren't as good as you when it comes to making sure everything's at its place and is all perfect!" bull. fucking. shit. he just wanted to use your 'free time' to finish the project so he'd get the praises.
and yet, you desperatelly needed money, so you stayed. it was late, nearing eight-damn-pm when you finally closed the door to your small office, sighing and streching your back, your body in pain after sitting on your ass for a long while, hunched like a shrimp, nails tapping against the keyboard keys for hours. you could swear you'll dream of this sound.
or of another sound. cause as you walked through the corridor, building almost empty at this hour. almost. you felt like you were going insane for a moment when you heard a gasp, some hushed whispers and shuffling coming from an office on the other end of the corridor. from an office of your higher-up. like, higher higher-up.
caitlyn kiramman. almost-owner of the whole company. waiting for her mother, cassandra kiramman, to pass down the ownership of the company. golden kid, perfrct fucking heir and a total bitch. she wanted everything perfect and if there was a single, little, teeny tiny mistake? you were most definitely done for.
and now you had to walk past her office to get to the elevator. hoping the heels of your shoes wouldn't give it away that you've heard whatever is happening inside.
maybe there isn't anything happening inside? it's a well known fact she stays late at work, doing god knows what. maybe she just⌠hit her foot. tripped. god, anything else other than your first guess at this point.
you basically tiptoed forward, cursing your kitten heels in your head. walking slowly and carefully, you neared her office. you dreaded the way the voices got a bit louder, clearer. you could swear you heard a moan. a damn moan. yeah, you're dead if you get caught.
and the doors to the office were slightly ajar. you could hear shuffling, brushing clothes, breathy whispers. as much as you wished you could be as silent as a mouse, but in the quiet corridor your shoes gave you away. you hoped whoever was there was too busy with themselves to hear the click-clacking of your heels.
and for a moment you actually believed you could succeed, so close to the elevator. you didn't think through the little ding! coming from the elevator, politely wanting to inform you about arriving to this level.
"shitâ get off me, wait." you heard the posh accent, so specific for that one person.
after a moment caitlyn kiramman fully opened the door to her office, looking around before stopping her gaze on you. she stood tall, fixing her last button of her white office blouse. her expression was empty, scarily calm, but there was the slightest squint of her eyes, as if she tried to remember your name.
then, you saw the oh-so-recognizible hair peeking out from inside the office. violet vanderson was there too, now watching the whole situation with a twinkle in her eyes, as if completely unbothered by being caught. her shirt was unbuttoned on the bottom and the top, the rest of buttons crookedly fastened.
she had the audacity to give you a small wave from behing the kiramman.
"what are you doing here at this hour?" caitlyn asked you with slightly raised eyebrows and a tiny frown tugging at the lines of her face.
"i was told to finish the project about the expectations for the next year and propositions of new ideas for the business. i didn't mean to-"
"don't. don't mention⌠this. i want to know why your supervisor left that amount of work for you." she ordered, interrupting you. you could swear there was a tiniest bit of blush at her cheeks when she mentioned their little affair.
you knew of violet vanderson. obviously. she told everyone to just call her 'vi'. she was this confident but friendly token butch lesbian at your job. you didn't really work with her often, but you saw her sometimes at bigger meetings or work outings. she had that boyish charm, cute freckles and a dangerous smile. your coworkers liked gossiping about her. they'd die if they heard about this.
caitlyn took the name of your higher-up, praising your work in a casually manner. she obviously was thinking about something else than the amount of work you had to do, but she had to keep up the mask of a serious boss.
"âŚyou're to come tomorrow to my office. preferably first thing in the morning. then we'll talk about⌠everything." she said, clearing her throat before taking a step back, glancing at vanderson, biting the inside of her cheek.
violet nodded, as if they talked with their minds, before she looked at you.
"all you need to know for now is that you saw nothing." said vi.
you nodded almost immediately, knowing that much. you were a smart girl. you were here, in the kiramman company, after all. you would do anything to not lose this job.
"well. have a peaceful night." caitlyn said, her words a sign that you're free to go for tonight. tomorrow will be hell of its own.
the whole way back to your appartment you were nervous. the whole evening, taking care of your cat, making your food, taking a shower and then watching some bullshit, you were nervous. you fell asleep nervous, and you woke up nervous too.
at work, your boss gave you a look that meant he was already informed about the consequences of his own, lazy actions. whoops. well, not your fault. caitlyn was the one who asked, you just answered.
you left your stuff at your desk, hands trembling just a bit. this small office was your place of work for the last almost year and now you were close to losing it. your first serious job. first job you felt good in. first job that paid good money. you let out a sigh, loking at the litte trinkets you brought here, little sticky notes with cheerful affirmations and simple drawings.
after a short walk you raised you hand and knocked on the door to caitlyn's office. you heard a soft 'come in', muffled from inside the office. you listened and entered, closing the door behind you, standing all tense, looking at her. she sat there, behind the computer, in a dark blue blouse and white slacks, glasses perched on the top of her nose. her hands rested one on top of the other on the desk, nails short and manicured.
she raised her gaze to you, humming with a soft nod to herself as if annotating that, yes, you came. she was pleased with it. with a wave of her hand she let you know to sit down at one of the two chairs opposite from where she was sitting.
seconds after you sat down another knock was heard. was thatâ?
it was.
vi entered, looking way less ruffled and unprofessional than yesterday. her white office shirt was buttoned up properly, sleeves rolled up a bit to show off her tattoos. you couldn't help but wonder where else she hid tattoos. it was a slightly inappropriate thought, but it came on it own at the sight of vi like that. sue you.
"i'm glad we all are here." caitlyn spoke up when vi sat down next to you, looking at you almost intensely. you couldn't help but feel like you're in deep, deep trouble. "and we all know why we're here."
you looked at both of them. sure, you knew what it was about, but you weren't sure how it'll end. with you losing job? with you moving to a different department? god forbid changing offices from your cozy, decorated one.
"let's cut to the chase, yes?" kiramman spoke up, pushing a piece of paper towards you. well, that was a bit confusing. huh.
both of them were watching you as you grabbed the paper, looking down at it.
"nda?" you asked, blinking a few times, "you're not firing me?"
"and why would i fire you? you're a great worker. it would be a shame to lose you over something so⌠trivial, right?" caitlyn replied with a hum, raising one of her eyebrows as she looked at you, her gaze making you a bit nervous, challenging you but at the same time making sure you're obedient and honest with your promise. well, if you're not, there will be legal consequences.
"so i just⌠need to pretend it never happened? that's all? no sudden cut from my paycheck, no losing the job?"
"she's not that cruel. believe me, behind that fancy accent and stern pout is hiding a softie." vi finally spoke up, making you look at her, eyes widening in the sloghtest at the casual tone, at the familiarity in her gaze. you could guess yesterday wasn't their first time doing⌠whatever they were doing. it made you curious, wondering how many people had caught them before, with how casual their reaction was. papers all ready, nda formulated.
"violet." caitlyn warned the redhead with a small huff, though she was surprisingly not actually annoyed.
vi shot something back, something playful and casual with a smile on her face before looking back at you, crossing her arms, biceps bulging in her office shirt. woah. yeah, you could understand why so many women from your workplace kept whispering about her everywhere.
"nda and i will have my eye on you. you can already get mentally ready, cause whatever next project will be, you'll end up with me." vi spoke up sure of herself, as if they already talked about it last night. they probably, most definitely had.
"but⌠you're from a different deprtment?" you replied, glancing at vi, then at caitlyn.
"doesn't matter. i already decided that next project will be done by two departments working together. also, i had a talk with jefferson. thanks to you i had a harsh realisation one of my workers, handpicked by me, turned out to be a lazy man. dissapointing." caitlyn chimed in, sighing at the end of her sentemce, shaking her head. you really did get my boss into some trouble⌠did you regret it? not at all.
that's how you went back to your decorated office, happy. you didn't get fired. you didn't have to live off the scraps while begging everywhere for a job. you still had it. you just⌠got a private bodyguard, somewhat. violet kept 'accidentally' ending up in the same places as you. cafeteria, grabbing coffee? what a surprise, she's there, getting something sweet! you go to eat lunch? she's there! happy to join you, of course. she just had to control from time to time that you didn't accidentaly blurt anything out and all. that's how she explains it, at least.
but the women from your department have different opinions. it's obvious that you, the pleasant to work with person that's not really that extrovertive, suddenly have the 'kiramman company's playboy' everywhere near. obviously the girls that loved to gossip immediatelly assumed that there was something between you. awkwarddddd.
it was even more awkward when they came up to you to ask you about it and vi appeared out of nowhere, hovering near you, saying only "we just have our little secret, ladies." all charming and all, but it definitely didn't calm down the gossip. quite the opposite. you obviously knew that the secret was the fact that she's a thing with the boss, but you let the girls believe whatever they wanted to believe in.
you actually started getting used to vi's company. especially when you two actually started working on a project together, getting a fancy, perfect presentation ready about something as boring as 'how much our company has spent on xyz and how we can make it better?'
working with violet was irritatingly easy. she listened, remembered what you said and actually considered all of it. she also didn't bail and stayed later every time you did as well. she even drove you to your place when it was late. she was so damn sweet when you got to know her and, yeah, you could understand why caitlyn kiramman wanted her. you almost started wishing you were first to discover what a wonderful person she was. you could imagine how gentle of a lover she was. you could imagine how sweet and caring she would be in bed.
jesus, you need to get laid. desperately.
vi wasn't helping with your hormones. you could remember her hand on the low of your back, above your ass, as she lead you out of the crowded meeting room. you almost cursed, biting your lip hard. what were you, a teenage boy that got a first ever hard-on? you gotta get over it. it's just a silly crush. on the girl your boss already called dibs on.
"you good?" vi asked you one evening, and when you looked up at her, god help you, her tongue darted out to wet her lips and you saw a glimpse of silver. a tongue piercing. you cursed caitlyn kiramman in your mind, imagining vi on her knees for caitlyn, showing her what the piercing feels like. oh my god, you thought, shaking your head to wake the fuck up from that daydream, feeling her gaze on you. you were sure you were all embarassed in the face.
"yup! all good! just⌠tired. we should get going soon. actuallyâ you can go now! you can drop by and see miss kiramman while i⌠close everything and stuff." you replied with a smile. vi begun enjoying working with you in your little office, dropping by whenever she could, playing with the little trinkets, touching everything.
"you sure?" she asked, raising one eyebrow, the one with the scar splitting it almost in half, tilting her head to the side. like she knew. like she was aware of all your nasty, inaproppriate thoughts. you assured her that, yes, she can go. she listened with a bit of amusement in her gaze, taking all her stuff before saying goodbye.
and when you left your office around half an hour later, you heard it again. kissing noises comming from caitlyn kiramman's office, door left ajar just a bit. just to taunt and tease you. make you want it, want more. you glanced towards the inside as you waited for the elevator and, lord help you, you caught caitlyn's gaze. she looked into your eyes, her lips parted, cheeks flushed, a few strands of hair free from her slickback pony, making her even hotter. vi was all over her, you could see the redhead woman leaving small marks on caitlyn's collarbones. you could swear caitlyn smiled just a bit to you before you disappeared into the elevator, feeling all hot.
something changed throughout the next few weeks. slowly but surely. you still had your job, your cozy office and you still had vi nearby almost always. what changed was the fact that caitlyn started asking you more often to come into her office. for small things. at first you kept being nervous, thinking she kept noticing some mistakes in your rapports, but no. she kept saying things like "i really liked this part" or "i can see you spent quite a while making it perfect" or "i really appreciate how thorough you are". she kept praising you. and each time you visited her office, she kept losing a small piece of her cold mask. a small smile here, a softer gaze there. she even patted your shoulder once. she was awkward with it, as if nervous. caitlyn kiramman nervous? impossible.
and yet, here she was, her hair loose, glasses perched on her nose as she looked away from the screen of her computer, resting her gaze on you.
"do you enjoy sushi?" she asked suddenly, catching you off guard. well, that definitely wasn't a work related question, huh?
before you could do anything more than nod, vi entered the office. just like that, without knocking. it was late enough that nobody was here to notice this way too friendly and unprofessional behaviour.
"brought for three, just like you asked, cupcake." vi said, walking up to the desk and putting down take out sushi. you would've drooled, but you noticed the nickname.
"cupcake?" you repeated, looking up at vi.
"she's sweet. like a cupcake." she answered with a shrug before sitting on the chair next to you with a pleased smile.
you then asked caitlyn what's happening. sushi? for you? just like that? you knew that she has more than enough money, but⌠you didn't think you were that close with both of them. weren't they just keeping an eye on you just so their secret is safe? well, turns out that the answer is 'no'.
caitlyn didn't let you reject their offer, making you eat late dinner with them in her office, talking casually. at first you were pretty nervous, but you eased into it with help of vi who kept joking, making caitlyn even snicker once. you could see what vi meant when she said about caitlyn being a softie.
"so⌠how's your love life looking like?" caitlyn asked, surprising you yet again that night, making you laugh a bit as if the question was silly.
"well, you two know best how long i stay here almost every day. who would survive with a girlfriend like me?" you replied jokingly, though there was a bit of truth in your words.
"oh, stop. you're smart, capable and⌠well, pretty." caitlyn said, her glasses slipping just a bit lower on her nose as she looked at you, her gaze moving down and then back up. it's like she wasn't even trying to be subtle. maybe she thought there's no need to be subtle anymore.
"mhm, pretty." vi hummed in agreement, putting chopsticks down and turning on her chair to look at you as well, her lips curled in a smirk. "real pretty. and you know what i like the most?"
you looked at vi with curiosity in your eyes, raising your eyebrows in a silent question. the whole situation seemed so damn unreal you were sure they would tell you soon that you're fired or that this was a joke or-
"that lil tramp stamp above your ass." she said bluntly, honestly, with a pleased grin.
"youâ what? how did you know about it? i swear i made sure it's always covered!" you replied, eyes widened as your hand unconsciously went to tug your shirt lower, even though it was covering everything now.
"well⌠can you really blame me? we spent quite some time together lately. i woulda seen it sooner or later, princess." said vi with a chuckle, her eyes twinkling with mischief as she watched you fumble nervously.
"and you didn't share what you learned? wow, vanderson. i'm disappointed." caitlyn said, though there was a tiny smirk at her lips as she looked at you, "wanna show me?"
you were dead. you were sure you were dead. this can't be real, can it? you kept asking yourself if this was a dream as caitlyn stood up from her fancy chair and slowly circled the desk, looking at you as if you were a prey and she was so, so hungry. a starving panthress, running the tips of her fingers along the desk, her other hand making a move of curling her fingers in a clear sign ordering you to stand up.
you listened, standing up before she gently pushed you forward, pressing your frong against the edge of her desk, her cold hands pulling the hem of your white shirt up, eyes stuck on the tattoo.
"who would've guessed? such a good girl, such a good worker. and such a slut, it turns out." caitlyn tutted, shaking her head as her fingertips brushed along your spine, making you shiver, your hands grasping the edge of the white desk.
"but a sweet slut." vi added and you could hear the noise of her chair scraping against the floor, meaning she stood up as well. "right? you're always so sweet. so eager to help."
you could feel them, so close to you, basically caging you between their bodies, feeling the tall, lean posture of caitlyn on your left and the buff, always warm body of vi on your right.
"vi already told me a few times how eager to help you always are. and it just so happens that we have a small, tiny problem." caitlyn spoke, her posh accent making you feel all weak in the knees. this was cruel. they were cruel, playing with you like that. "both me and violet prefer⌠to hold the dominant position in intimate situations. it complicates things a bit. you're a smart girl, you must understand what i'm saying."
you were most definitely overheating. this must be some kind of a crime, the way they made you feel all pliant and obedient. it's not because you want to keep this job. no, this wasn't the case for quite a bit already. you're not moving away because you want it as well. you kept thinking about all the perverted thoughts you had - about both of them - and you can't even think you'd ever want to move.
"whatâ what do you want me to do about it?" you asked, daring to look over your shoulder, up at caitlyn. and holyyy shit, she looked so good. angelic almost. and yet, as good as a sin at the same time.
"smart girl, remember?" vi chimed in with a tsk, her hand casually moving to rest on your ass, on top of the maxi skirt you wore. she couldn't stop herself when she began, her fingers flexing and squeezing the fat of your butt, letting out a pleased noise that didn't make anything here easier.
"you want to help us, don't you, pretty?" asked caitlyn, her hand on your back pushing you and before you knew it, your chest was pressed against the desk. the desk in the office of caitlyn kiramman. your boss. your boss's boss.
"just be sweet like always." said vi, her voice tense with need and excitement. was it hot in here? or was it just them?
it was almost painful how slow caitlyn took everything. she let her hands wander around your back, sneak down and fondled with your tits while she kept you pinned down, let herself enjoy this and experiment with different forces and ways to touch you. you were pathetically soaked long before she actually tugged your skirt down, exposing your white, lacy panties.
"well, damn. you wear 'em every day, pretty? or are we special?" vi couldn't keep her mouth shut as she watched both of you from her chair, looking down at your ass, obviously enjoying the show.
you were actually thinking about replying, trying to say something bratty, snarky, something that wouldn't make you seem even more pathetic, but all that left your mouth was a whimper when caitlyn suddenly spanked your ass cheek.
it was getting harder and harder to focus on your thoughts, no matter how hard you tried. what you could focus on were vi's smart quips and the way caitlyn tortured your ass, as if you weren't tortured enough already.
"come on." you whined, shaking your hips a bit, making caitlyn scoff under her breath. "don't tease."
"impatient much?" she asked ironically, but she pulled your panties down, humming and letting vi whistle at the wet patch on your panties, fabric completely soaked through that you started making a mess on your inner thighs.
"damn, pretty. don't tell us you've been thinking about this. cause it makes you look like a little pervert." vi mocked, her voice holding no malice, thoigh it still made you squirm a bit in embarrassment before gasping harshly when you felt long, slim fingers brushing along your slit, collecting your juices.
but caitlyn listened to your pleads and didn't tease much more, fingers disappearing in your hole, the pace making you hold on your dear life to the desk, not even trying to stop the whiny noises that kept escaping your mouth. you were worked up, pent up, so damn horny for a while. you deserved this. and it seemed like this was a treat for the two of them as well.
vi kept commenting on everything that it was so, so obvious she couldn't wait for her turn, twisting in her seat, feeling her boxers turning wet as well. it was unbelievably hot, watching her lovely girlfriend finger a pretty coworker she had her eye on for a while. she knew caitlyn felt similarly - she noticed when her girl paid more attention to her employees than usually.
"missâ k-kiramman, pleaseâ" you gasped, feeling the tension in your abdomen growing constantly, making it hard to just not come there and then.
her fingers slowed down and she tutted in annoyance, making vi laugh.
"i'm quite literally ruining you with just my fingers. drop the titles." she ordered, her free hand delivering a smack to your ass cheek, making you arch your back.
you mumbled a weak apology before fixing your mistake, your voice a shaky, whiny mess.
"c-caitlyn." you said, feeling a bit weird. calling your boss by your name. well, it can't be that weird when she's fucking you, right?
"mm, good girl. lovely. come on, now." caitlyn praised, her fingers almost immediately picking up the pace again, her other hand moving to rub your clit.
"what a whiny princess, huh? does it feel that good?" vi asked, slowly standing up from her seat and rounding the desk, finding herself in front of you. her calloused hand went to grab you by your chin, making you look up. she almost laughed at the sight of your eyes all glassy. "answer me. it's not polite to ignore your higher ups."
"iâ sorry, sorry. feels good, yes. uhuh. g-good." you babbled with a nod, arms trembling as you tried to keep yourself up just a bit on the desk while caitlyn kept finger-fucking you with one hand, tracing surprisingly gentle circles around your clit with other hand.
"i'mâ close. close, i- can i? please?" you begged, pleaded, pathetically. you felt that if they deny you, you will simply crumble and cry, sobs getting closer to escaping as the pleasure started to overwhelm you, the tension in your abdomen so close to snapping.
vi looked up, exchanging glances with caitlyn, smirking.
"yeah. make a mess, pretty." vi said before she leaned lower, kissing your lips. you kissed back almost instinctively, not able to stop the noises against her lips when caitlyn pushed you over the edge, making you come on her fingers.
caitlyn kept going with her touches for a while longer, slowing down and when you were done and spent, she pulled her fingers out. you whined at the sudden lack of her in you, resting on her desk, your tits squashed against the wood.
when you looked up, you saw caitlyn walking up to vi, pushing her fingers between the lips of the other, making vi taste you on her fingers. wow. that was unnecessarily hot.
"shit, princess. gotta taste you more." vi mumbled after licking caitlyn's fingers clean, moving before you had the time to react.
before you could even move, she was behind you, on her knees, pushing your asscheeks open and then diving in, as if she would die if she didn't taste more of you right this second.
you whimpered, trying to squirm away for a moment when it felt too much, but you were too spent. caitlyn's hand rested on top of your head, pressing a kiss to your forehead and gently caressing you, mumbling soft praises that made you putty in their hands.
you could feel vi's tongue against your pussy. hells, you could most definitely feel the tongue piercing, too. the memory of it was turning you on way more than it should.
vi didn't need to do much to bring you to your peak again and before you could know it, you came again, back arching and moans leaving your mouth. vi's name kept escaping your lips when she fondled with your ass and kept her tongue moving like she was starving. like she needed every single drop of your cum to survive the night.
"t-too much. too much, please." you babbled when she kept licking you clean, trying to reach for her with one of your arms, but not being able to.
"poor thing. you're crying?" caitlyn cooed, her thumbs wiping away the few tears that managed to escape your eyes as you sniffled, lost in the haze of pleasure.
after a few more seconds vi was finally satisfied, giving you last pat on the ass before standing up.
"come on, we gotta clean you up. you really made a mess in kiramman's office, huh?" vi teased, making caitlyn laugh a bit in amusement as she reached for some tissues from her desk.
your thighs were trembling and you were positively wrecked. how could you go back to your normal life after this mind-changing experience?
"i was thinking pasta for tomorrow?" caitlyn offered casually, looking at vi before giving you a glance as well while vi helped you put your skirt back on.
"me⌠too?" you asked, unsure if this was just a one-time thing or if she actually was asking you as well.
"well, you're a part of the secret now, pretty. so, yeah. you feelin' pasta tomorrow?" vi asked, nudging you with a soft smile.
you could get used to it. good news: you will get used to it.
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Everyone outside the hotel thinks they know you. They know the stage persona, the voice, the eyeliner, the way you destroy yourself on stage night after night. But only Vi knows what happens after the lights go outâhow your hands shake after concerts, how exhausted you really are, how badly you need someone to hold you together before you completely fall apart.
tags: explicit sexual content (18+), rockstar au, singer!reader, guitarist!Vi, tribbing, pussy grinding, clit stimulation, nipple play, biting, spitting, finger sucking, weed smoking, praise and teasing, emotional intimacy, soft dom Vi.
The bathroom in your hotel room smells like weed, steam, and your shampoo. The hot water runs down your body like punishment, barely any pressure behind it, but youâre grateful for every drop anyway because tonightâs show was a slaughterhouse, too many people, too much noise, too much of everything. The microphone still vibrates in your hands even though itâs been two hours since you walked offstage, your throat feels scraped raw from screaming down to your guts, your makeup running because you couldnât even bother taking it off before the shower, and your thighs ache from jumping under the stage lights. Nobody prepared you for this, for this animal devotion, the roar, the pressure of being the bandâs singer, of making every show more epic than the last even while youâre falling apart inside. Outside the hotel there are probably another hundred, another thousand fans, all convinced youâre some untouchable goddess and not a wreck of a human being who hasnât slept properly in six months.
The only thing you have is Vi. Vi, with her razor-cut hair dyed by you, tattooed arms and easy laugh, waiting for you in bed like youâre the center of gravity of the whole fucking universe. Sheâs completely naked, legs spread, with that hungry look she never loses. Thereâs a joint between her teeth and she watches you, impatient and amused, while you walk out of the bathroom, barely drying yourself off, naked all the way to the bed where sheâs already turned the lights off. Without saying anything, you throw yourself on top of her, crush her under your wet body, and she takes you in laughing, kissing you slow enough that it feels like slow motion. Vi holds the back of your neck, plays with your lips while her hands slide down your back to your ass, squeezing you and pulling you higher against her.
âYou know what killed me today?â Vi asks, pulling back from the kiss, voice rough from cigarettes and screaming.
âWhat?â
âWhen you hit that high note a few hours ago. I thought your throat was gonna split in half.â
âI almost threw up,â you answer with a laugh, pressing your forehead to hers. âHowâs your hand holding up?â
Vi lifts it, flexing her knuckles, all bruised and dry-skinned from the chords. âItâll fall off on its own eventually. Iâm letting it.â
You kiss her hand and look back up at her eyes, not before stopping at her lips first, of course. She doesnât say anything, doesnât stop you. Vi is always willing when it comes to you, no matter how crazy or ridiculously romantic it is. Taking advantage of that, you keep kissing lower, tracing a path to her middle finger, sucking it gently. Vi sighs at the heat of your mouth, your tongue around her finger, and decides to push her ring finger in too, grabbing your chin so she can talk.
âYou know thereâs an afterparty, right?â she says quietly, pulling her fingers from your mouth even though she doesnât want to, just to hear your answer.
You nod. âI donât give a shit about the afterparty,â you admit. To you, one more party or one less never meant much anyway. Itâs all the same in the end. âIâm good here.â
âYou sure youâd rather have this than a party with music, food, alcohol?â she asks in that low, dirty voice.
âMm.â You murmur against her neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses, soft and lazy, teasing her with a small bite that makes her grab the back of your neck. âYouâre better than all that, Violet.â
Vi laughs, flips you over in one sharp movement and leaves you underneath her, her thigh wedged between yours. She leans down, kneading your tits, staring at them like theyâre something precious, or like she likes to call them, âher stress balls.â She licks one nipple hungrily, moaning before you even do, enjoying this as much as you, maybe more. Vi takes her time, sucking each nipple one by one, biting right at the edge of pain. She talks with her mouth still against your skin.
âWe could be on a yacht right now,â she says, âBut you want a stiff bed and hotel sex.â
You pull her hair back and stare into her dark, burning blue eyes.
âYou can leave if you want,â you reply, pretending not to care while partly daring her to do it. With a glance, you point at the faint smoke still rising from the joint she abandoned on the nightstand. âGive it to me.â
Vi brings it to her mouth, takes a long drag, then parts your lips with her thumb and blows the smoke into your throat while kissing you. You choke a little, the burn sliding down your chest, your mind starting to float while your hands move on their own, desperate, touching Viâs body like sheâs liquid, like every inch of her skin is charged with static electricity.
Vi lowers her hand to your cunt, just playing, like she could torture you mercilessly all night long. Her finger gets bolder, stroking between your lips where she finds wetness. She laughs under her breath.
âYouâre sick,â she mocks. âConcerts turn you on?â
âYou turn me on, idiot.â
Now itâs your turn. You slip your hand between her legs and rub her clit with practiced rhythm, pressing slow circles, feeling the heat build while Vi curves toward you, mouth at your ear, breathing hard.
âCome on, doll, I know you love making me cum. Do it,â she begs, and the fragility in her voice catches you off guard.
You answer with the same touch, picking up the pace without going too fast, searching for the exact spot that makes her shake. Vi kisses your cheek, your neck, your shoulders, biting everything she can until you feel marked and feral. Before letting her enjoy your fingers too much, you switch positions, climbing on top of her, pressing your pelvis against hers until your cunts line up, heat and slick mixing together, your clits searching for each other.
Itâs slow at first, just brushing, grinding, feeling the pulse of your bodies and the sway of your hips, sticky skin sliding together, slick overflowing between your thighs. Vi guides you with her hands on your waist, tattoos shining under the dim light, fingers digging in hard enough to leave marks.
âThatâs it, baby,â she murmurs against your neck, already lost in the feeling of you against her. âSo good, so fucking good. Donât stop.â
Vi forces you to grind harder, to crush yourself against her like you could eat her whole.
âFuck, Violet.â
âAh, there it is,â she teases quietly, breath brushing your skin. âThat little voice. I like that one.â
You bite her shoulder just to shut her up for a second, but she only laughs against your neck, completely entertained by you.
âDonât laugh at me.â
âThen stop making such pretty sounds.â
Thereâs no sound except your bodies slamming together, Viâs muffled moans, your ragged breathing, the dull thud of your heads against the headboard, hot crushed tits and the smell of sex filling the whole room. Your mind goes blank, only movement and hunger exist, the need to grind her down until she surrenders, until she cums first.
But Vi is stubborn. She holds on like a champion. So you take control, hook her legs over your shoulders, spread her wide and line your cunt up with hers higher, closer. Then you start grinding again, slower this time, your clits rubbing together, swollen pussy lips slick and hot, heat climbing like a fever.
You look down at her, your pace slowing more and more, like you want to feel every tiny tremor running through her body. Viâs cheeks are flushed, lips shiny and swollen from all the kissing, and sheâs still smiling at you in that insolent way that melts you.
âWhat?â she murmurs, still rubbing against you. âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
You donât answer right away. You just brush a strand of hair stuck to her forehead aside and run your thumb over her bottom lip, soft, almost tender.
âOpen your mouth, my love.â
Vi does it without questioning you, staring up at you, trusting, like sheâd let you do anything to her as long as it was you. The gesture is slow, intimate, more vulnerable than anyone would ever expect from her. And when your spit falls onto her tongue, slow and warm, Vi lets out a quiet sound that tightens something in your chest more than between your legs. Her fingers sink into your thighs as she swallows without looking away.
âAgain,â she whispers, rough and needy. âPlease.â
The way she asks makes you kiss her before answering. Your mouths crash together wet and messy, sharing breath and taste without caring about anything else. Thereâs no disgust, no shame, just hunger and affection tangled together in a way that canât be separated.
Vi cups your face while you keep grinding together, slow but desperate at the same time. Every kiss feels like she wants to swallow your moans, your soft laughs, even the air from your lungs.
Youâre close, too close, orgasm bubbling low in your stomach, but you refuse to cum before she does. Vi looks wrecked, mouth open, begging for more, repeating âdonât stop, donât stop, donât stop,â so you keep going, grinding your cunts together until suddenly her body arches and she cries out, rough and animal, pure pleasure. Heat explodes between you, soaking everything, and only then do you let go too, your legs shaking while your body collapses onto hers.
You stay there for a moment, breathless. Vi strokes your hair, your cheek, kisses your eyelids.
âNow it actually feels like we had a party.â
âWeâre disgusting,â you say, but youâre laughing.
âDoes that bother you?â she asks, with a hint of vulnerability.
âThe opposite.â You kiss her cheek, her forehead, her mouth. âI want you exactly like this. With everything you come with.â
âYou wanna skip rehearsal tomorrow?â she asks, grinning with that wicked spark in her eyes. âStay here all day, fuck and write songs.â
âOtherwise what the fuck are we rockstars for?â you say, kissing her, and inside that kiss, it feels like the whole world fits.
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summary: posted up at the tv station for two weeks is a bore, until you tell abby you raided manny's stash đword count: 2.9k
warnings: minors dni (18+) recreational drug use, smut at the end, r! and abby both have switch vibes but abby does top (ËśË áľ ËËś)
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two weeks at the tv station up north was news that any wlf foot soldier dreaded. abby would always take the posting without complaint; she was good like that, doing what needed to be done without trying to negotiate.
leah and jordan were one of the most insufferable ones to voice their complaints. attached at the hip. abby would rather go on that assignment for them than hear the two week long whining-fest.
it wasn't so bad if your partner was a friend.
or more.
you and her were... recent. ish.
flirting for a while, silently pining for a lot longer. dating for a couple of months. a dance around each other that ultimately led to the companionship she had been telling herself she wasn't craving.
she had nodded without words when informed that you two were the next duo being sent up to replace part of the previous squad. abby's eyes had darted to yours when the conversation was over, analysing any twitch of your features.
when she found a calm expression returning her tense one, her hand reached up to plant between your shoulder blades, then moved to pack your bags.
she would never admit out loud that she was a little bit fucking terrified. two weeks together working, stuck in confined spaces, as a new couple? it felt like a test of some kind.
it'd be far too easy for a little spat to turn into a mountain of shit that ruined everything. abby was comfortable in the current routine. some day shift patrols sometimes, hanging out in each others rooms, eating dinner in the canteen, the gym, but ultimately having those private times as well.
she felt comfortable that she wouldn't fuck up another relationship with the current system. even though she could tell your clingy ass didn't want to part ways sometimes.
manny told her she still had emotional availability issues after salt lake and owen. abby told manny he could go fuck himself.
the sun had beaten you both down. seattle rained a hell of a lot, but when the sun was out, good lord, was it out. you had spent half the area patrol trying to air your shirt out casually to avoid looking like a sweaty mess in front of abby, who you were still trying to keep impressed. the two of you weren't quite yet at the level of peeing with the door open type shit.
you perched yourself down on one of the small cots that are provided for those staying on long-haul assignments at the station, focusing on disinfecting some small scratches you were graciously given by all the overgrown greenery and thorns that lined buildings and doorways - the warm weather recently encouraging them to have a growth spurt.
abby smiled slightly, sauntering in after letting the other groups know they were back, an important procedure for everything to get reported back to the FOB.
"you know we're supposed to be fighting scars and infected and not... house plants, right?", she padded over to you, rolling out that dodgy shoulder she got from jackson.
house plants?
"okay, well this is your fault for not fitting through half the gaps i can fit through", your eyes flitted up to hers, cheek disguised with defiance.
abby's jaw worked a little, trying not to let a smile grace her whilst sitting next to you, the flimsy cot creaking slightly, "my fault?".
"yeah. all those half boarded up doors with all those overgrown thorns? 'oh shit i can't fit through there, this is a job for your scrawny ass'. sound familiar?".
"a bit".
"a bit?", you huffed and tilted your head to try and scan abbys shoulders and back for any scrapes or bruises despite the domestic.
abby caught it. she caught everything, twisting to face you more, covering the scrapes she could definitely feel on the exposed parts of her shoulders in the tank top. "okay fine, yes i can't fit through every gap".
your head shook slightly, manoeuvring, legs crossed a bit on the cot to run your fingers over the scrapes. the ones she got for you, presumably. the only time she had taken a tumble over the course of the day was during the encounter with a couple of scars.
a big guy with forearms the size of your legs (at least that's what you told abby), had decided you were prey, to which abby barrel rolled into him, the two skittering across the rough terrain. the scrapes confirmed the memory.
she looked down, her breath releasing shakily, chest welling as she realised the feel of you tracing her skin gently was becoming a familiar one.
her eyes flitted up to your face a couple of times, looking up at you through her lashes, unsure if she was allowed this type of comfort from your hands when hers were covered with years of violence.
years of using her own body as a weapon, and here you were, treating it as though you had read about it in scripture.
"thank you", your voice was smooth, but your throat was tight.
abby frowned, eye twitching as you began to apply disinfectant to her own scrapes, not willing to wince in front of you. "i don't want you to thank me for these things", her reply was a murmur, the smallest you'd ever heard her.
your nod was quick, and so was the kiss you pressed to her shoulder after finishing your nursing duties. abby's ears turned red as you felt your own face warm slightly, fussing to get everything back in the duffel.
a distraction.
before a jackpot.
yes, you hadn't had an explosive argument from already having a week together attached at the hip for the first time, but that didn't mean the tv station job wasn't an absolute fucking bore.
the snuggles at night helped. abby remembered someone telling her on a different patrol a few months ago that dating another soldier helped the long assignments. and yeah, it definitely did. but, you had already played every game that you had on your little psvita that was staying alive with hopes and dreams. abby had read late into the night until her eyes went dry multiple times.
a change of scenery was needed. and thus, the jackpot.
she recognised the baggie held up in your hand immediately as from manny's stash. you'd been raiding that thing for the last three years.
"we could battle another 'house plant'".
abby allowed herself a short chuckle, eyes darting to the door of their room for the week. it had glass windows. she had always been a bit of a rule stickler, always attending training, following the protocols to a t. getting high on assignment? she'd only smoked when she had a few days off and manny was doing it with her.
you saw the skepticism, and lowered your hand, letting the bag flit down to your lap. "we don't have to. just thought because it's like our one day off tomorrow and i get mad tired day after".
abby nodded, eyes darting back to yours, the corner of her mouth lifting slightly. she knew that. she loved it when you were all dozy after a smoke. a little clingier than normal. like a barnacle.
yeah, she'd like to wake up to that tomorrow.
her head gestured to one of the windows, "i'll do it if we air it out".
abby rubbed a hand over her face, handing the joint back to you, sitting knees up and back against the wall. she was still a little paranoid, trying to blow her rounds of smoke towards the open window.
you were currently trying to act annoying by blowing it into her face. hence the hand currently dragging down from forehead to chin.
"are you this annoying with everyone you've smoked with?".
you giggled at how slow she sounded, manny always managed to get some pretty strong plants. "you sound stupid".
her head tilted down to look at you next to her, a brow raised high. "me? you sound stupid".
"no, i just said that you have to come up with a new insult".
"oh", she breathed out and looked up to think, before getting distracted by a moving shadow passing the window. you giggled at her whilst snubbing the last of the joint out, causing a scowl to return to her features.
it didn't last long though, not when your hand rested on her knee and you looked at her with those big, dumb, and now reddened eyes.
"this feels nice", you murmured, thumb rubbing over her knee before your eyes closed and your head tipped back against the wall. abby felt her throat dry up as she stared at your neck.
she agreed though, it did feel nice. so far it had been eight days straight of going out on some kind of rotation. her feet hurt, her head hurt, but right now? she felt like she was floating. like you and her were alone together in your own plane of existence.
"you're a bad influence", she mumbled, losing the strength to speak with any sort of conviction, mind slipping more with each moment.
"oh, i am?".
"yeah, telling me to get high out here is terrible advice". her arm slipped around your waist, just wanting to hold you again after so many years of being alone, starved of any kind of intimacy. grateful for being allowed a chance again.
the feel of your thumb rubbing back and forth over her knee in this overamplified state made her churn with want. wasn't often you got to go to bed with each other. what with roommates milling around and being dead tired after a hard day of patrol, or feeling vulnerable when overtired and overworked.
but right now... she felt her hand shift upwards under your shirt, fingers below your ribs, testing the boundary. immediately, goosebumps covered your skin, leaning into the touch you had been hoping she would initiate.
she watched you, your eyes still closed, teeth biting down on your bottom lip, and she was demolished.
you were feeling just as wrecked already, feeling every sensation tenfold thanks to the drug flowing through your system. your eyes fluttered open when feeling her other hand cup your cheek, smiling at the way she was leaning over you slightly, crowding you in as her lips met yours.
she was always gentle with you. this huge woman that could crack skulls one moment and then cradle you the next.
the kiss was as soft as always, her thumb stroking your cheekbone, lips working yours slowly, a little sloppy compared to the past, both of your minds a fog of need and want at a slothlike speed.
she pulled away only to check they were still out of sight of any of the glass in the room, a flimsy barrier between you and the other soldiers, mouth parting with worry when hearing general movement out there.
your thumb came up to press against the frown she was wearing, smoothing it out with a stupid, stupid grin. "it's okay, people are gonna be going bed now".
her own wide eyes met yours again, moonlight bouncing off your eyes and into hers. she nodded breathlessly, shifting to lie you down on the floor - the cot would not take the weight of what she planned to do.
your chest stuttered, looking up at her above you, nodding when she seemed unsure, gently guiding her hands to your belt. usually, she was so deft when it came to belts and bras, but the poor girl couldn't do it this time. all fingers and thumbs as she struggled with the buckle, lips forming a frustrated pout that you just wanted to kiss away as your own hands raised to help her again. teamwork.
abby gulped, practically drooling when you finally raised your hips so that she could tug your cargos down, dumping the unwanted material on the floor next to you, watching as you made quick work of your shirt as her fingers traced the edge of your underwear. satisfied, she leant down to attach her lips to your jaw.
the noise you let out was quiet, stoned as hell, but still aware enough to not draw attention. it was enough for abby to shudder and clench her legs together between yours, finally pushing her hand under your underwear when you gave her wrists a little nudge again.
she huffed out a breath when she felt just how ready you were even though she hadn't even really done anything yet.
you were soaked already, all kinds of thoughts running through her head when her mouth moved to start messily mouthing on the junction of your neck.
you bit your lip hard once she started rubbing in that gentle circular motion, opening you up to her, back arching up already. her hands were rough from all the patrols but that didn't matter to you, just added to the friction.
fuck, she really knew what she was doing with her hands, you thought as she got you worked up from just those simple motions, rubbing you in tight circles.
the drug was fucking her, sure, but she was not gonna let that stop her from fucking you.
your hands tugged at the back of her tank top haphazardly, trying to drag it up her back so you could hold onto her without that fucking cloth getting in the way. she straightened up a bit, pulling her hand back up so you could clumsily pull it off of her, eyes narrowing in an annoyingly cocky way when you looked at her.
her mouth immediately latched onto your collarbone like a magnet after your success, hunched over your form as she worked you gently again.
she just couldn't comprehend any of it, the way your breath kept hitching, how soft you felt, the droop of your eyes as you stared at the ceiling, head tipped back from how good you felt. she'd never get over it.
the carpet was scratchy against your back, that old office shit that you always thought must have cost pennies before the outbreak, but you didn't care. especially not when she prodded two fingers against your entrance. your hands flew up to her back, digging into the hard muscle.
she met no resistance as she pushed in, smiling against your skin, panting heavily when your hands clutched at her like she was your one tether to reality.
she started off real slow, not wanting to hurt you. never wanting that. she was big, so she let you adjust, scissoring her fingers to help you open up.
her head darted up when you hummed in complete mushy satisfaction, the greenlight she needed, her digits fucking in and out of you, curling at that angle she knew worked for you. the one that took her a couple of weeks to find but one that she would never fucking forget now.
the change in pace made it harder to stay quiet. small hums turning into moans you were trying to push down so hard.
she concealed your cautious whimpers with her own mouth, kissing with very little rhythm as her focus was entirely on her fingers pumping in and out of you, trying to rub her palm against you just so with every thrust.
gods, she was so proud of herself as she felt your chest heave against hers, your legs locking up around her, trying to get her to reach your very centre.
"so perfect", she slurred against you, her thighs clenching every now and then, getting so worked up. feeling you so responsive, so ready.
the hand that had been resting on the floor next to you for balance instead moved to paw at your chest, no way she could hold back now. not when your skin was pressed against hers and you were lay out for her like a fucking buffet.
a grunt left her lips, forearm burn settling in the arm doing all the work, but fuck if this wasn't what she had been training for at the gym then what had she been?
"this okay?", she breathed out quietly, aware of others next door, pumping her fingers faster and faster as you clenched around her. her hand size made the stretch feel so, so overwhelming. in the best way you can imagine.
a wave of incredulity raised within you. was this okay?? the woman was breaking you apart from the inside and she asks is this okay? instead, all you could let out was a broken moan, feeling yourself getting shunted up the carpet when her pace increased - her body crowding over you more. caging you in completely.
that moan was all she needed. she began sucking a harsh mark into your neck, rubbing that spot inside you over and over, your chest feeling like it was going to explode not being able to let out the screams you wanted to scream.
you bit down on your forearm, eyes rolling back, feeling like you were actually floating now as you tumbled over the edge, clamping down on abby's fingers, the poor girl working hard again to keep moving them and pushing you through it. your other hand that was still on abby's back clawed into her like a tiger, but she took it like a champ.
that shit was her trophy.
every sensation pulsing through you felt double what it normally would, thighs shuddering against her, abdomen tightening, biting down so hard into your arm or you would scream. the hardest climax you'd ever had, and abby dared to now look smug above you as she gently pulled out, putting her lips to your damp forehead for a long moment.
you panted a little, aware of how quiet the tv station was. considering abby had been so worried, she didn't seem to care anymore, hands slipping around you whilst lying herself down on the floor, wanting to take the brunt of the itchy carpet now.
she held you tightly on top of her as the room descended into further darkness, the night settling in fully, strong arms keeping you right against her.
"that felt ridiculous", you grumbled out.
her own laugh echoed out slightly, the loudest sound in quite some time. "i'll take it".
"by ridiculous i meant ridiculously fucking perfect", your mumble was barely audible as you put your face into her neck.
she propped her own chin on top of your head.
this was all that mattered to her now. not just patrols and the gym and the stadium and isaac...
just you. living life with you. not this routine she had found herself in, this autopilot -both with and without you.
no, she realised that there's no point in any of this anymore if she doesn't just get to live. and she realised just what that woman meant about dating a soldier making patrols easier. not just the company...
so yeah, maybe she'd keep taking your terrible 'advice' a bit more now.
especially if it meant having a few moments where it felt like her life was her own again.
moments where it felt like the world still had things to fight for.
SUMMARY: You are Fratboy!Viâs girl and she makes it very well known to everyone and yourself that you are hers.
CONTENTS: Nsfw, mdni, headcanons + smut scenes, modern au, college au, vaginal fingering, marking, finger sucking, semi public sex, partying, possessiveness, established relationship, oral sex, strap-onâs.
.đĽ Ý Ë Merriâs Notes. . . Vi art is by @/blkfairyy0 on x !!
FRATBOY!VI who comes up to you the second she sees you arrive at a party. Hugging you from behind, a red cup in one hand and her other sliding around your waist to rest on your stomach. Who kisses the side of your jaw, your neck, your cheekâyou know sheâs drunk but you canât help but smile and lean into her.
FRATBOY!VI who tries to act cool when the others tease her about being a softy for you but canât help but blush because theyâre right, she is. 99 out of 100 percent of the time you are wearing her jacket, but thatâs mostly because she likes seeing you in it. And totally not because she likes seeing other people see you in it.
FRATBOY!VI who is obsessed with making you feel good.
Your hips buck up as Viâs palm smacks against your clit, two of her fingers knuckle deep inside of you and pounding into you regardless of your squirming.
The wet sound of your cunt could almost be drowned out by the music coming from the small speaker on the desk if she didnât have you so wet and worked up.
Her legs stay hooked over yours to keep your legs spread and open for her and she rests her head on your shoulder from behind you. âYou feel so fucking good baby,â Vi breathes into your ear, her free hand sliding up your bare chest to palm your breast, rolling the nipple between her thumb and forefinger. âSo wet for me, godâŚâ
You drop your head back against her shoulder as she attaches her lips to your neck again, your chest heaving beneath her hand. âFuck Vi, pleaseâŚâ
Vi pulls her face away from your neck, looking over your shoulder to watch as she pulls her fingers out of your, soaked with your slick, and pulls them up to spread it around your swollen clit.
âPlease what, baby?â Vi pants, the sight of you all flushed and writhing against her turns her on to no end, her nipples hard against her shirt and boxers damp against her cunt.
âLet me cum,â You whine as you turn your head to look back at her, you hand reaching down to grab Viâs wrist to guide her fingers back inside of you but she just takes her hand off your chest and grabs your own, lacing her fingers with yours.
âIâve got you, darling.â Vi catches your lips in a kiss, a little awkward due to the position but that doesnât stop her. She relishes in the slight falter of your lips as she pushes her fingers back inside you and picks up her rhythm again.
You donât even get through the next song before youâre pulling your lips away from Viâs with a gasp, your legs tensing as you grind your hips into her fingers with every thrust. âVi, fuck, âm gonna cum, Viââ
âYeah?â Vi keeps the same speed, only changing so her palm grinds into your clit harder. âCâmon then baby, come for me.â
Your eyes roll back as pleasure crashes over you, your back arching against Viâs chest and your cunt clenching around her fingers. Your hand tightens almost painfully around Viâs where theyâre still linked against your chest.
Vi fucks you through it, letting you ride out the high as she murmurs into your ear how beautiful you are when you come apart for her. She only slows down once you slump back against her, chest heaving, eyes hazy. The most gorgeous sight sheâs ever seen.
FRATBOY!VI who is the CEO of the middle finger. Someone teasing her about you? Middle finger. Someone telling her to knock off the pda? Middle finger. Someone being an asshole to you? Nah, thatâs an attempted punch in the face, usually being pulled back by you before she gets kicked out of college for breaking the assholes nose.
FRATBOY!VI who always has her arm around you in public. Slung around your waist to rest on your hip, sometimes shoving her hand in your pocket to keep you close. An arm around the back of your neck, resting on top of her jacket thatâs sitting around your shoulders.
FRATBOY!VI who is always sleeping half naked in the summer. When you sleep over, you wake up to her in just her boxers. Either being held against her, an arm wrapped around you and her bare chest pressing against your back or sheâs sprawled out on her front, tattooâs out in the open for you to trace as she slowly wakes up beneath your touch.
FRATBOY!VI who isnât always the one in charge during sex. Sometimes you like to boss her around a little and sometimes all the time she likes it.
Vi groans, her hands tightening on your hips as you trail your hand down her abs and into her boxers. Fingers sliding through the wetness and stopping to rub circles around her throbbing clit.
You lean forward, littering kisses down her neck from where youâre straddling her on the couch in the corner of her room. You pull your hand out suddenly making her curse and lift her head from where it was leaning against the back of the couch.
âBaby, whatâŚ?â She pauses as you slide off her lap, shoving your fingers in your mouth and moaning at the taste of her as you sink down to the floor between her legs.
âUp.â You pat the side of her hip, your thumbs hooking into the waistband of her boxers to pull them down.
âFuck,â Vi curses, lifting up for a second to shove them down her legs and kicking them off her onto the floor, a visible wet spot on the front of them from the affect you have on her.
You donât even give her a second before youâve placed your hands on her thighs and attached your mouth to her clit, sucking it into your mouth and burying your nose in the hair surrounding it.
Vi moans in surprise, her hand immediately coming down to your head as her other clenches the arm of the chair. She pushes her hand through the front of your hair to move it away from your face so she can see you looking up at her, eyes fluttering shut every now and then as pleases little hums leave your mouth.
âShit, youâre so pretty like this,â she pants, a small whimper leaving her lips against her will as your tongue flicks over her clit just right.
You pull back slightly to lap up the wetness seeping out of her, leaving sloppy, open-mouthed kisses as you go before burying your face in her heat again. You wouldnât wanna be anywhere else.
FRATBOY!VI who wears her strap to a party under her clothes just so she can fuck you against the counter in the bathroom. Who loves being able to see you get more fucked out as she pounds into you in the mirror opposite.
FRATBOY!VI who, despite the image she has as a fratboy, loves the softness. Cuddling with you in the morning, watching you as you do your makeup, staying on call with you as long as you both can into the night whenever you donât sleep together.
FRATBOY!VI who had girls all over her before you. Still does. Except now, she has the dull throbbing marks on her neck to show she is very much taken that she doesnât even try to cover up. Not caring about who sees them.
FRATBOY!VI who loves when you ride her strap. Seeing you on top of her, tits bouncing and moans coming from your mouth every time it bottoms out inside you, she could cum just from the sight of you. Who grabs your ass in her hands to help you along when you start to falter as your orgasms builds up.
FRATBOY!VI who watches you beat all the others at beer pong. Who sits on the couch with a drink, one arm slung over the back of it where you were previously sitting, listening to the cheers from the surrounding people and the groans from the guy you were up against.
SYNOPSIS: You're tired of spending every annual trip babysitting for free, and Vi hasn't had a real vacation in years. When one desperate lie leads to a fake dating arrangement, it seems like a win-win situation. What could possibly go wrong?
WC: 12.2k+ | CW: slow burn, fake dating, "there's only one bed" tropes. use of y/n. so freaking sweet i loved it sm. r's sister can be a bit meanie sometimes.
a/n: found this story on reddit and got so inspired it pulled me out of my writer's block! i've spent like a week writing this and finished at 3:30am, but i hold this vi so so so close to my heart now
âYou're not blinking again.â
You donât even look up from your monitor. âUh-huh.â
A chair rolls closer to your desk with a soft squeak. Out of the corner of your eye, you catch heavy boots propped carelessly against the edge of your cubicle and the flash of pink hair tied back messily today.
âDamn,â Vi says, string at you with a lopsided smile on her lips. âIf I didnât know any better, Iâd think youâre a robot.â
âMaybe I am.â
âYou sure speak like one.â
âMhm.â
Vi snorts quietly beside you, spinning once in her chair before stopping herself with the heel of her boot. Sheâs supposed to be working too, but at some point in the last fifteen minutes sheâd apparently decided bothering you was more entertaining.
You wouldnât mind, but today you were already behind on two deadlines, your inbox was a disaster, and your family group chat had been blowing up since eight in the morning.
As if it could sense youâre on the edge of a breakdown, your phone starts buzzing across your desk.
Mia calling
You sigh dramatically before grabbing the phone. âIf I collapse, avenge me by filling the coffee maker with sand.â
âGotcha.â
Your sisterâs voice takes over as soon as you answer the call. âQuick question, do you want a king-sized bed or a double bedroom?â
ââŚwhat?â
âIâm booking the rooms right now,â Mia says slowly, clearly bothered by your confusion. âSo, I need to know if youâre okay with the kids sharing your bed or if you want them on a second one.â
Your fingers stop moving over the keyboard. âIâm sorry?â
âThe kids, Y/N. Luca and Ana? My children?â
âNo, I heard that part,â you snap. Vi glances up at the change in your tone. âWhy would they be sleeping in my room?â
âI mean⌠they love staying with you.â
Your eye twitches slightly. Love. Yeah, right. More like youâre the unpaid babysitter every family vacation.
Last year, your nephews had been dropped off at your room every day of the trip while your sister and brother-in-law disappeared for some âalone timeâ. The year before that, youâd spent an entire afternoon trying to stop Ana from eating leaves while everyone else drank margaritas by the pool. And the year before that⌠yeah, itâs an ongoing issue.
âIâm not sharing a room with the kids.â
Mia laughs once. âOkay, youâre funny. King size, then?â
âIâm serious.â
Thereâs a pause. Beside you, Vi has gone suspiciously quiet.
âWell,â Mia starts, impatience creeping into her voice now. âMom and dad are paying for your room again, so I donât get why this would be an issue.â
Heat crawls up the back of your neck. âI never ask them to.â
âBut they are. You donât even have kids, Y/N, we want to enjoy this trip.â
Something sharp twists in your chest. Miaâs not even considering her own statement: you donât have kids. They always expect you to drop everything and take over their parenting responsibilities while they get to have fun.
To hell with that, you are making the most out of this trip.
âIâll pay for it myself.â
âOh my God,â Mia laughs incredulously. âAre you for real? Youâre going to spend all that money just so you donât have to help out?â
âIâm going to spend all that money so I can actually enjoy a trip for once.â
âYouâre so selfish.â
You let out one short laugh, mostly because otherwise you might scream. Luca and Ana are adorable, you love them like crazy, but the idea of spending ten days taking care of their every need while Mia and her husband can relax makes your blood boil.
You need to come up with a way they wonât end up leaving the children with you, and you need to think fast.
âActually,â an idea pops into your head, and you sit up straighter in your chair. âIâm bringing my girlfriend this time, so I wonât be available to babysit.â
Beside you, Vi slowly lowers the pen sheâs been pretending to write with. The whole conversation had caught her attention ever since you picked up the call, but girlfriend? Since when did you have a girlfriend? And why is it bothering her so much?
âYour what?â Mia repeats after a second of stunned silence.
Itâs too late to take it back, so you decide to double down immediately.
âMy girlfriend.â
âSince when?â
âA while.â
Mia makes a noise in half-disbelief, half-annoyance. âYouâve got to be kidding me. This is so inconvenient for Matt and me.â
âToo bad,â you clear your throat. âSo, donât book me with the kids.â
âYou know what? Fine. Whatever.â
She hangs up the call, and silence crashes over the desk. You stare at your phone for a couple of seconds before slowly lowering your head into your hands.
What did you just do?
âSo,â Vi says carefully from beside you. God, you had completely forgotten about her presence. âYou got a girlfriend?â
âNo,â your voice comes out muffled against the desk.
âOh, good.â
Vi mentally slaps herself. Oh, good? Youâre crashing out right in front of her and the only thing she can focus on is the fact that youâre still single. A wave of guilt washes through her as she realizes how relieved she feels after the confirmation.
âFamily drama?â she tries to change the subject, arms crossed over her chest as she looks down at your exhausted figure.
âMy family does this annual trip,â you start explaining, lifting your head only a little bit, âand somehow I always end up as my nephewsâ unpaid nanny.â
Vi leans back in her chair slowly, visibly trying to process the insanity of the situation. âThey just dump the kids on you?â
âPretty much,â you gesture vaguely. âAs soon as we get to the hotel, everybody needs a break. Spa, dinners, excursionsâ meanwhile Iâm stuck stopping Ana from licking electrical outlets.â
She snorts despite herself. âYour niece did that?â
âShe tried,â a smile tugs briefly at your mouth before it fades again. âAnd they always pull the same card. Iâm single and child-free, with a lot of time in my hands, so I should help out.â
âYeah, because clearly vacations are only meant for people with kids,â the sarcasm is clear in her voice.
âExactly!â
Vi watches as you groan dramatically before dropping your forehead back against the desk. You look genuinely drained.
âWhat am I even supposed to do now?â
âYou could just not go.â
âI canât,â your voice comes quieter this time. âMy mom gets sad because she wants everyone together, I canât do that to her.â
Viâs chest twists unexpectedly at that. Youâre willing to compromise just to make your mother happy, even if it comes at the cost of actually enjoying your own vacation.
âWhat are you thinking of?â
âEither I rent a girlfriend or fake my own death,â you murmur. âIâm leaning toward death.â
âReasonable.â
You finally lift your head enough to look at her properly, and Vi immediately regrets making eye contact because now she can fully see the exhaustion in your expression.
âI just wanted one vacation where I get to do what I want,â you admit quietly. âTo relax, have some fun and just⌠enjoy myself for once.â
Viâs chest tightens.
She knows how hard youâve been working the last couple of months. The thought of getting a break, with not a care in the world or having to worry about anything, shouldnât sound like an impossible fantasy for either of you.
Before she can stop herself, she mutters, âDamn. I havenât had a real vacation in years either.â
You blink at her, and Vi immediately regrets speaking.
âIgnore me,â she says quickly, waving a hand. âI was thinking out loud.â
But youâre still staring at her.
A slow, dangerous thought begins forming behind your eyes.
âHear me outâŚâ you sit up straighter.
âNo. I know that look and Iâm scared of it.â
âYou said you havenât had a vacation in years.â
Vi narrows her eyes. âAnd?â
âAnd,â you continue, âI need a girlfriend.â
Thereâs a beat of silence. Somewhere across the office, a printer starts making horrible dying noises, but you keep staring at each other. Thereâs a determined look in your eyes, and Vi isnât sure if she likes or dreads what you may be suggesting.
âYou cannot possibly be thinking ofââ
âIâll pay for everything,â you cut in, and her eyes widen in surprise.
âWhat?â
âThe room, food, drinks. All-inclusive fake dating experience.â
Vi laughs once in disbelief. âThatâs your master plan?â
âItâs a great plan!â you clap your hands together. âYou get a free luxury vacation and I get freedom from babysitting.â
âAnd in exchange I have to pretend to be in love with you for, what, a week or two?â
Heat creeps instantly up your neck. âIt sounds weird if you say it like that.â
âIt is weird.â
âPlease, Vi.â
Vi should say no. She knows she should say no.
Youâre coworkers. Barely even friends, at most. Sure, sometimes you grab lunch together or a couple of drinks after shifts, and maybe the flirting has gotten a little out of hand lately, but agreeing to go on a family vacation together and pretending to date is⌠a bad idea.
âYouâd really pay for everything?â she asks carefully.
Itâs a truly terrible idea. She shouldnât even be considering it, especially with how the small crush she has on you has evolved into a massive one over the last couple of weeks.
You nod immediately. âI swear.â
Vi hums, pretending to think harder than she actually needs to.
The idea of spending two weeks beside you makes her brain short-circuit over and over again. Dinner with your family, being together every waking moment, sharing a roomâ
Itâs a dangerous move.
âScale of one to ten, how convincing do we have to be?â Vi props her chin against her fist. âLike full romcom?â
You stare at her for a second too long, and Vi grins to hide how nervous she is inside.
What are you two getting into?
âOkay, donât forget theâ,â you stop yourself, brows furrowing as you realize Viâs not even looking your way. âViolet! Are you even listening?â
âMhm.â
âYouâre not. And stop smiling so much.â
Vi glances over at you as the two of you step through the airport entrance, sunglasses pushed up into her pink hair and travel bag hanging lazily from one shoulder.
âIâm excited for my free vacation.â
âI need you to focus,â you mutter, adjusting the grip on your suitcase. âMy momâs a hugger, my dadâs obsessed with music, and if Mia starts talking about essential oils just nod and smile.â
Vi snorts. âYes, maâam.â
âDonât let Ana convince you sheâs allowed to drink soda after eight⌠and no, she canât join you at the Casino no matter how good she is at Blackjack.â
âThat kid sounds cool.â
âSheâs terrifying.â
Vi laughs quietly beside you. Sheâs far too relaxed for someone who will pretend to date her coworker in front of her entire family for ten days. You, on the other end, feel one minor inconvenience away from throwing up.
You risk another glance at her and immediately regret it.
Sheâs wearing a loose black tank top, tattoos fully visible and insanely looking beneath the airport lighting. Â Itâs like she had walked straight out of some annoying vacation ad, rings glinting every time she adjusts her grip on her duffel bag, looking so attractive andâ
God. This was a more-than-terrible idea.
âYouâre doing it again,â Vi says suddenly, and you blink in confusion.
âWhat?â
She points at you with a mischievous smile on her lips. âYour eyebrows scrunch together when youâre spiraling.â
âThey do not.â
âThey absolutely do.â
You groan softly, dragging a hand down your face. âI just⌠I need this trip to go well.â
âIt will.â
âYou donât know my family.â
âI donât,â Vi agrees, glancing back at you. âBut I know you.â
The words hit harder than they probably should. Around you, the airport buzzes with overlapping announcements and chatter, but your brain feels weirdly narrowed in on the way Vi is looking at you.
She studies your expression for a moment. Slightly furrowed eyebrows and lower lip slightly pumped with how hard youâve been biting at it minutes ago, nervousness clear in all your features.
Vi bumps her shoulder lightly against yours, holding out her hand toward you. âWe got this, sweetheart.â
You stare at it for a second too long, and she notices immediately.
âGotta play the part.â
âOh,â you clear your throat, âYeah.â
After one more second of hesitation, you slide your hand into hers. Warm fingers immediately lace between yours naturally, like this is something youâve done a hundred times before.
Viâs mouth twitches up as your breath catches embarrassingly hard, and her thumb brushes lightly over your knuckles. She tries to convince herself she does it to play the perfect performance, obviously.
The two of you make your way through the busy terminal together. Heat crawls violently up your neck as you spot your gate number overhead. God, Viâs already got you all flustered and you havenât even introduced her to your family yet.
âThere they are!â your momâs voice rings out across the terminal before your brain can spiral any further.
A small group stands near the gate with stacked luggage and coffee cups in hand. Your dadâs waving enthusiastically already, your mom already walking over to you with a wide grin on her face. Luca and Ana are sitting on the floor, both of them playing on their iPads, while Matt, their dad, stands a couple of feet away from everyone.
Mia glances up at the commotion, eyes squinting the second she spots you. Her eyes land on Vi, and she lets out an exasperated groan before looking down at her own phone.
âOh, you made it,â your mom says warmly, pulling you into a quick one-armed hug before immediately turning toward Vi.
Her expression lights up immediately.
âSheâs gorgeous!â
Viâs taken aback as your mom pulls her into a tight hug before she can even properly introduce herself. Her chest tightens, surely because your mom is holding her so warmly. It has nothing to do with you having let go of her hand when she was just getting used to it.
âYou didnât tell me your girlfriend was this pretty,â your mom mutters, still holding onto Viâs shoulders as she looks her over delightedly.
âMom,â you mumble weakly, face burning up.
Vi bites down hard on a grin before she hugs your mom back. You shoot her a warning look immediately.
âHi,â Vi recovers quickly enough to flash your mom one of her stupidly charming smiles as soon as she pulls away, âItâs really nice to finally meet you, Mrs. Y/L/N.â
âOh, sweetie, call me Eve.â
Your dad appears next, pulling you into a quick hug before looking at Vi with open curiosity.
âSo, youâre the mysterious girlfriend.â
âMysterious?â
âShe was keeping you a secret,â he says dramatically, pointing accusingly at you. âWe didnât know you existed until, like, three weeks ago.â
âIs that so?â Vi turns to look at you.
âIâ Uh, sorry, babe,â the nickname feels weird on your mouth, but you notice the amusement in Viâs expression as soon as it comes out.
âDonât sweat it, sweetheart.â
The smugness in her voice makes your eye twitch.
Meanwhile, Mia still hasnât moved from where sheâs sitting, though she is very obviously listening now despite pretending to scroll through her phone. Matt gives Vi a polite nod, and Luca is the first to actually look up from his iPad.
He elbows Ana, who gasps loudly enough to scare everyone around her.
âAUNTIE Y/N, IS THAT YOUR GIRLFRIEND?â
âYes,â you say through gritted teeth, closing your eyes briefly. âAna, please be nice.â
Ana ignores you completely, immediately scrambling to her feet and running over. Vi barely has time to react before your niece stops directly in front of her, staring up with open fascination.
âYou have pink hair!â
âI do.â
âThatâs so freaking cool.â
âThanks,â Vi shoots her a warm smile. The kid reminds her of Powder when she was little.
Ana narrows her eyes thoughtfully. âCould you beat my aunt on a fight?â
Vi glances sideways at you.
You sigh. âDonât encourage her.â
âI could take her,â Vi says confidently.
Luca finally wanders over too, quieter than his sister but equally curious. He hugs your leg, peering at Vi as you gently stroke his hair.
âYouâre really Auntie Y/Nâs girlfriend?â
Your stomach twists unexpectedly at the question. Beside you, Viâs fingers brush lightly against yours again. She hesitates for a moment before fully taking your hand back into hers.
This is something she could absolutely get used to.
âI am.â
Ana immediately beams. âCool. Mom said you were probably fake.â
âMia!â your mom snaps, turning to look at her with furrowed brows.
âWhat?â your sister calls from across the waiting area, not even looking up from her phone. âI said probably.â
You stare at the floor in horror as your mom starts scolding your sister, your nephews trying to get Viâs attention, your brother-in-law busy in his own world. How are you going to survive ten days of this?
Beside you, Vi starts laughing. âOh, Iâm gonna love this trip.â
By the time the two of you finally make it to the resort, youâre pretty sure youâve aged at least five years. Between Ana asking Vi two hundred questions during the flight, your mom wanting to know every detail of your relationship, and Mia watching the two of you like she was waiting for you to spontaneously combust, your brain feels dangerously close to shutting down.
The hotel room door clicks open, and you step inside.
âShit,â you stop dead on your track.
Vi walks in behind you, following your line of sight toward the massive king-sized bed sitting in the middle of the room.
âOoh, nice.â
You turn slowly. âNice?â
âWhat?â Vi shrugs innocently, acting as if her heart isnât about to burst out from her chest with how fast itâs beating. âIâve never slept on a bed this huge and comfortable before.â
And next to you, she keeps that part to herself.
Your suitcase drops beside the couch with a dull thud as you drag both hands down your face dramatically.
âOf course they would get us one bed, weâre a couple,â you let out a humorless chuckle. âThis is a disaster.â
âOh, relax,â Vi kicks the door shut behind her before wandering farther into the room. âI donât drool in my sleep, donât worry âbout it.â
You flop backward onto the mattress with a groan instead of answering. The bed is very soft, and you wonder if Viâs strong arms are just as soft orâ
âThis is all your fault somehow,â you mumble into one of the pillows, cheeks warming up as you try to ignore your own thoughts.
Vi laughs quietly as she starts unpacking some of her stuff onto the dresser.
âYouâre the one who hired me, babe,â she tests out the nickname, humming in satisfaction. âSo, are you a drooler?â
You throw a pillow at her head, and she catches it easily. A smile tugs at your lips before you can stop it.
âSeriously though,â Viâs voice is softer now, and you look away as soon as she turns toward you. âYou okay?â
You stare up at the ceiling for a second too long. ââŚI donât know.â
That wipes some of the teasing from her expression immediately.
âThe trip justâŚâ You exhale slowly. âIt always turns into a mess somehow. Now weâre lying to my entirely family, Mia already thinks weâre fake, andââ
You turn your head slightly to look at her.
âAnd I dragged you into it.â
âPlease,â she gestures around the room, a wide grin taking over her expression. âIâm at a beach resort for free. Iâm thriving.â
Despite yourself, a small laugh escapes you. Viâs chest tightens at the sound, and she canât help but follow suit.
âThere she is.â
Before she can figure out what to do with that feeling, a knock suddenly interrupts the moment.
Vi glances toward the door. âAre we expecting someone?â
âNo?â
Thereâs another knock. You freeze instantly, sitting up straighter on the bed, as Vi crosses the room.
âVi, waitââ
Itâs too late. Vi swings the door open, her body positioned perfectly so whoever is standing outside of your room canât peek inside.
âOh,â Mia seems surprised, clearly having expected to see you instead of Vi. âIs Y/N here?â
Vi glances back toward the bed where youâre still half-sprawled against the blankets. She noticed your sister holding one of the kidâs backpacks, so she needs to think fast on how to get you out of an unexpected babysitting job on your first day of vacation.
âSheâs asleep,â she says easily. âWhatâs up?â
Mia sighs dramatically. âMatt and I wanted to go try that seafood place down the beach tonight. We were wondering if Ana and Luca could stay here.â
Of course this is happening already. Not even your fake girlfriend, the one your family doesnât even know is fake, will work on your sister.
You start moving instinctively, ready to say yes before the argument even starts, when Vi speaks again.
âOh, shoot. Sorry, we already made dinner plans.â
You blink in confusion, but your movements halt altogether.
Mia frowns immediately. âI thought you said Y/Nâs asleep.â
âYeah,â Vi leans casually against the doorframe without missing a beat. âSheâs resting before we head out later. Long flight, yâknow?â
Thereâs a tiny pause. Thereâs no way sheâs giving up, she will talk Viâs ear off until she eventually agrees andâ
âIâm probably gonna nap too,â Vi adds with an easy smile. âAnything else I can help with?â
You stare at the back of her head in disbelief.
Mia looks annoyed for exactly half a second before forcing a tight smile. âRight. Okay.â
âMaybe tomorrow?â Vi offers politely.
âSure.â
Thereâs another awkward pause before your sister finally turns and walks away down the hallway. Vi lets out a long whistle as she shuts the hotel room door again, slowly turning around to face you.
Youâre staring at her with widened eyes, still frozen on the bed.
ââŚwhat?â
âYou said no.â
âYeah.â
âTo Mia.â
Via blinks once, confusion clear in her gaze. âDid you want me to say yes?â
âNo, butââ you stop, genuinely thrown off. She had made it look so easy. âYou actually said no.â
Viâs expression softens slightly with understanding. She walks toward the bed slowly, brows furrowing in concern as she takes in how puzzled you look.
âYou said you wanted one vacation where you finally get to have some peace, right?â she says, and your chest tightens painfully at the gentleness in her voice. âIâll take care of it. All you have to do is relax.â
She sits down next to you, and you only stare at her for a moment. Nobodyâs ever stepped in before you had to, so itâs nice to know what it feels like to have somebody on your side.
Vi nudges your knee lightly with hers, sending a jolt of electricity through you.
âNow,â she starts, lighter again, âsince I accidentally committed to fake dinner plansâŚâ
You let out a chuckle. The sound makes Viâs heart skip a beat, and she feels relieved now that she sees you let your walls down.
âWanna go get actual dinner?â
âThought youâd never ask,â a grin spreads slowly across her face. âIf Iâm pretending to be your girlfriend, I expect at least one expensive dinner out of this arrangement.â
You roll your eyes, though the warmth through your chest makes it hard to put any real annoyance behind it.
âGive me twenty minutes,â you stand up, grabbing your suitcase and heading toward the bathroom.
âTake thirty,â she mumbles, reaching out for her duffel bag. âI gotta make myself look hot enough to impress your family, just in case we bump into them at the lobby.â
âPlease. You already captivated my mother by existing.â
âThatâs the sweetest thing youâve ever said to me.â
You snort softly before disappearing into the bathroom. The second the door clicks shut behind you, you lean heavily against the sink.
Itâs okay, you can do this. Itâs just Vi. Youâre very attractive coworker whoâs pretending to be your girlfriend and keeps calling you sweetheart. No problem at all.
You splash some water onto your face before starting to get ready.
By the time you finish changing into a light outfit more suited for the warm beach air, your nerves have settled at least a little. That confidence lasts just until you open the bathroom door and walk directly into a problem: Vi standing beside the bed with her back partially turned toward you, shirtless and half-ready.
Broad shoulders, tattooed back and low-slung linen pants hanging dangerously from her hips while she digs through her suitcase looking for another shirt. The view alone makes your brain stop functioning.
âOh,â you blurt out.
Vi glances over her shoulder, and now itâs her the one whoâs short-circuiting.
You look unfairly good. Your hairâs still slightly damp from fixing it, youâre wearing softer and more relaxed clothes than what sheâs used to seeing at work, your skin warm beneath the hotel lights.
âSorry,â you close your eyes dramatically, turning your back toward her to give her some privacy.
Vi finally pulls on a dark short-sleeved button up, leaving the first few buttons undone casually before running a hand through her hair.
ââS fine,â she clears her throat. âYou ready?â
âYep,â you answer way too quickly.
âCool,â Vi grabs the room key before holding the door open dramatically for you. You finally take a good look at her, and your heart skips embarrassingly hard again. âAfter you, sweetheart.â
God help you.
Dinner turns out surprisingly nice. The restaurant sits right on the beach, warm lantern lights reflecting softly against the ocean while waves crash quietly somewhere beyond the patio.
For the first time all day, you feel at ease. Thereâs no family drama, no need to pretend for an audience, no pressure at all. Just you and Vi sitting across from each other, sharing appetizers and teasing each other over overpriced resort drinks.
âWait, wait,â Vi stares at you in disbelief, a mischievous glint on her eye. âYou got banned from laser tag?â
âThe employee was being dramatic.â
âYou climbed into the ceiling vents.â
âI was twelve!â
âNah,â she shakes her head in fake disappointment, âThatâs way too old to think youâre freaking Spider-Man.â
You laugh loudly enough that a couple nearby glances over, and Viâs chest tightens unexpectedly at the sound. She likes making you laugh, maybe a little too much.
The conversation flows strangely easily after that. So far, Vi has picked up on a couple of cues: you hum absentmindedly while reading menus, steal fries without asking and how your eyes crinkle when you laugh hard enough. Youâre so much softer outside of work, and she canât have enough of this version of you already.
You learn how much she hates sunscreen and how instantly she burns, and how badly she wanted a motorcycle at sixteen. Youâve also learned sheâs never actually traveled outside of the country before, which popped the idea of going on a different vacation sometime in the future. If the fake-girlfriend gig is still needed, of course.
By the time the two of you walk back toward the hotel, the earlier tension has melted into a warmer feeling.
âIâm showering first,â you mumble tiredly as soon as you step inside the room, already grabbing pajamas from your bag.
âBe my guest.â
The warm water helps wash away the exhaustion from the flight and the emotional chaos of the day. Sleep is already dragging heavily at your limbs as you finish changing into an oversized shirt and shorts.
Viâs sitting cross-legged on the bed, scrolling through her phone when you walk out. Her eyes lift immediately and soften as she notices how sleepy you look. And cute, but she tries to shake the thought off her mind.
âYouâre falling asleep standing up,â she mutters, shooting you a soft smile.
You yawn in response, proving her point instantly.
âBedâs all yours for now,â she says, standing up and grabbing her own clothes.
You mumble something vaguely coherent before crawling beneath the blankets, the mattress sinking warmly around you almost immediately.
You try waiting up for Vi, you really do. But between hearing the bathroom water start running and the exhaustion finally catching up to you, your eyes drift shut.
When Vi steps out of the bathroom fifteen minutes later, with a towel hanging loosely around her neck, the room is quiet.
A small smile tugs at her mouth before she can stop it as she takes you in. The steady rise and fall of your breathing, the softness in your expression, how youâve somehow managed to steal almost the entire blanket already.
Vi stands there for a moment longer than necessary, just looking at you curled up comfortably against the pillows. A warm, very familiar feeling settles in her chest, and it almost scares her.
Quietly, she grabs one of the spare blankets from the closet and tosses it onto the couch. She doesnât want to risk waking you up after the day youâve had, nor letting that uncomfortable feeling keep growing stronger.
Besides, the couch canât even be that bad.
The first thing you notice when you wake up is that the bed is empty. Your brows furrow, squinting at the sunlight already pouring through the curtains.
âVi?â
Thereâs no answer. Still half-asleep, you sit up slowly, hair a mess and shirt slipping off one shoulder as you look around the room properly. No Vi in the bathroom or balcony, youâd almost think everything was part of a livid dream if it werenât for her suitcase on the room.
You grab your phone, quickly opening up your chat with her to see if thereâs any unread messages. None at all.
you: where are you??
Your phone buzzes almost immediately, and you let out a disappointed groan as you realize the notification comes from the family group chat.
momđ: Breakfast buffet downstairs!! đ˝ Everyone come join us đđ
Attached beneath it is a blurry picture of your dad holding three plates of pastries for absolutely no reason. Most probably, one for your mom and two for himâ you place a mental note on speaking to him about lowering his sugar intake.
You glance around the room again, and your stomach twists lightly. Family breakfast, and Vi is nowhere to be found.
you: vi are you alive?
After a couple of more unanswered texts, you hurry through getting ready, brushing your teeth in record time before changing into something casual. The entire time, your phone stays suspiciously silent.
By the time you leave the room, mild worry has started creeping into your chest. What if she got lost? What if she decided this was too much to deal with and took a plane back home? Oh God, what if Ana found her and challenged her to hand-to-hand combat?
You pull your phone again as soon as you walk out of the elevator, walking through the hotel lobby and calling Vi before you can overthink it over.
You look up, line ringing just as you spot her sitting at one of the outdoor tables near the restaurant windows, sunglasses perched on top of her head while she leans comfortably back in her chair. Sheâs already having breakfast⌠with your parents.
Your dadâs mid-conversation with her already, and your mom looks delighted. You hadnât realized she had picked up the call until her voice hits your ear.
âHey, baby.â
She looks toward the elevators, face brightening as she makes eye contact with you.
âThere you are,â she lifts her free arm to wave you over lazily. âCâmere.â
You hang up quickly before approaching the table, trying very hard to ignore the fact that your heartbeat has suddenly piked up. This is deeply embarrassing.
âWell, good morning,â your mom greets you the second you reach them. âLook who finally decided to wake up.â
âShe was exhausted yesterday,â Vi hops in before you can answer.
Your momâs expression softens immediately. âAw.â
You stare at Vi, who shoots you an innocent smile before taking a sip of her coffee. The morning sunlight catches against her, warming the sharp lines of her face. She looks completely at home sitting there beside your parents, one arm draped lazily over the back of her chair.
God, sheâs doing it on purpose.
Well. Two can play this game.
You put on the sweetest smile you can manage, leaning down before your brain can stop you and pressing a quick kiss against Viâs cheek as you slide into the seat beside her. The contact lasts barely a secondâ warm skin, faint traces of her perfume and the surprise inhale she takes beside you.
She freezes instantly, subtle enough that your parents probably donât notice. Her shoulders tense for half a heartbeat, and a faint flush spreads across the tops of her cheeks almost immediately, pink dusting over her face and disappearing beneath the collar of her shirt.
Your own stomach flips violently at the realization that you caused that.
Your mom watches the interaction with undisguised excitement.
âYou two are adorable.â
Heat floods instantly to your face. Vi clears her throat, trying to recover from whatever just happened to her mere seconds ago.
âYou know, Vi,â your mom continues, leaning toward her conspiratorially, âsheâs never brought anyone on these trips before, so you must be super special.â
âMom,â you give her a warning look.
âWhat? Itâs true!â
Vi glances at you with obvious amusement, far too pleased with herself. âReally?â
âPlease ignore her.â
âOh, I could never.â
You groan softly, dropping your forehead briefly against Viâs shoulder in defeat before realizing what you just did. Slowly, you lift your head, a faint pink tint dusting across your cheeks now, too.
Cute, Vi thinks to herself. Very cute.
Before either of you can say anything else, more voices approach the table. Mia and Matt arrive with the kids trailing behind them, both looking significantly less awake than everyone else.
Ana spots Vi instantly.
âYOU LEFT WITHOUT SAYING GOOD NIGHT.â
Several nearby tables glance over, and Vi lets out a low chuckle.
âInside voice, kiddo.â
Ana ignores that completely before climbing into the chair beside her, grabbing a waffle from your dadâs plate. Luca quickly comes running toward you, settling down on your lap as he gives you a gentle hug.
âWell,â Mia reaches for coffee, eyes flicking between you and Vi briefly, âMatt and I are gonna have breakfast and then head down to the beach for a while.â
Your stomach tightens instinctively, and you prep yourself for whatâs about to come.
âSo, you guys can take the kids after this.â
The words hit automatically enough that you already open your mouth to answer.
âSure, we canââ
âActually,â Vi cuts in smoothly before you can finish, âwe already have plans for this morning.â
Mia blinks once, grabbing the mug strongly. âOh.â
Vi smiles apologetically. âMaybe we could take them around noon instead?â
Ana gasps instantly. âReally?â
âYeah,â Vi nudges her slightly with her shoulder. âThereâs an arcade place near the pools. We gotta check it out.â
Your niece looks ready to explode from excitement, even Luca perks up immediately. Meanwhile, Miaâs expression flickers through several emotions at once: annoyance, calculation and, finally, reluctant satisfaction.
âNoon works for us.â
By the time the sun starts setting, both kids are half-dead with exhaustion.
Ana had spent an hour trying to beat Vi at air hockey and losing spectacularly every single time, while Luca had attached himself to your side for most of the afternoon after winning an absurd amount of tickets at the arcade. They had eaten as much pizza as they could, and honestly? It had been incredibly fun.
Which explains why youâre smiling when the four of you stop outside Mia and Mattâs hotel room later that evening.
Ana groans dramatically the second the door opens.
âI donât wanna leave.â
âHad fun?â Mia asks, stepping aside to let the kids in.
âSo much fun,â Luca steps inside, stopping only to wave goodbye at Vi and you before heading toward the bed.
Matt is sitting on the couch, looking significantly more relaxed than in the morning, currently holding a takeout drink and wearing swim trunks. Miaâs gaze flicks between you and Vi before settling somewhere closer to neutral than annoyed for the first time during the trip.
âThanks for taking them,â she almost sounds surprised by her own sincerity.
Vi shrugs, ruffling Anaâs hair. âTheyâre cool.â
The little girl beams instantly at that before running into the room. âWeâre playing Mario Kart tomorrow!â
âOh, absolutely not,â Vi calls after her. âYou play dirty!â
âI learned from my aunt!â
âAh, that explains a lot.â
You snort softly beside her, elbowing her playfully. Mia watches the interaction for a moment, an unreadable expression crossing her face before she finally shakes her head.
âGoodnight, guys.â
âNight, sis.â
The door clicks shut behind her, and the hallway feels much quieter almost immediately.
You and Vi start walking toward your room side by side, shoulders brushing every now and then as you move through the warmly lit corridor. As soon as the two of you walk into the room, Vi kicks off her shoes with a relieved groan.
âI think Iâll need a foot transplant.â
âGeez, youâre so dramatic.â
âAnd yet you still like me.â
The words slip out so casually that neither of you reacts at first.
Then, it hits. Viâs breath catches almost imperceptibly as her own sentence registers in her brain, eyes widening just slightly before she looks away too fast to make it seem natural. Shit.
Your stomach flips because the worst part is that your first instinct isnât to deny it. A warm rush spreads through your chest at hearing her say it so naturally, and the room suddenly feels smaller, warmer, quieter.
You become painfully aware of the sound of the air conditioner humming softly, the lingering warmth where your shoulders brushed, the way Viâs hair is still messy from playing with the kids in the afternoon.
Vi clears her throat first, rubbing awkwardly at the back of her neck.
âI mean,â her voice comes out rougher than expected, âas a person. Obviously.â
You swallow once, pulse thudding embarrassingly hard against your ribs.
âObviously,â you echo, hoping your voice sounds steadier than you feel.
To save yourself from further humiliation, you disappear into the bathroom to get changed. When you come back out a few minutes later, Viâs sitting at the edge of the bed scrolling through her phone.
She glances up as soon as she hears the bathroom door opening, and thereâs that soft look again. The one that keeps catching you off guard.
âWhat?â you ask suspiciously.
âNothing.â
Itâs just you look so fucking adorable. Of course she canât tell you that.
You climb onto the bed beside her, exhaustion finally starting to settle heavily into your bones after the long day. For a moment, neither of you says anything.
ââŚthanks.â
Vi looks over at you, brows furrowing in confusion.
âFor today,â you explain, fiddling absentmindedly with the edge of the blanket. âFor helping with Mia, the kids and⌠for everything.â
Her expression softens almost painfully. âYou donât gotta thank me for that.â
âStill,â you glance toward her. âYouâve made this trip a lot easier.â
Vi holds your gaze for a second too long before looking away with a small shrug. She hopes you didnât notice her ears burning up with every word that left your mouth.
âNah,â she mumbles lightly, though thereâs warmth tucked underneath the words. âI like hanging out with you.â
By day five, at some point between shared breakfasts, late-night conversations, and Vi instinctively reaching for your hand even when your family was nowhere to be seen, pretending starts feeling dangerously easy.
You donât even think twice when Vi lazily hooks her arm around your shoulders while the group walks through the marina that afternoon. Tourists move around the dock taking pictures of the ocean and nearby cliffs. Warm sunlight glitters against the water, salt lingering in the air every time the breeze rolls through.
Your dad is already taking approximately a thousand photos of everything. Your mom keeps stopping to point out cute spots around the harbor. Anaâs currently holding onto your hand, trying to convince you to buy matching shark keychains. And Luca, surprisingly, is sitting comfortably on Viâs shoulders while she walks.
You stare at them for a second longer than necessary, because Luca doesnât do that. It takes him forever to warm up to people. He barely lets relatives hug him half the time, usually glued to your side whenever he gets overwhelmed.
But now? Heâs sitting happily above Vi with both little hands tangled in her pink hair while she complains loudly about becoming a âhuman playgroundâ.
âSheâs too tall, Auntie Y/N,â Luca says seriously from above.
âYou hear that?â Vi looks at you in betrayal. âI risk carrying him around and he says that about me?â
âYouâre right, Iâll fix it,â you nod, looking up at your nephew. âLuca, sheâs not even that tall.â
She lets out a scoff, shaking her head with fake indignation. âThis is the respect I get?â
You snort softly beside her, and the sound makes Vi glance sideways at you automatically. There it is again, that warm feeling in her chest every time she makes you laugh. It catches her off guard every single time.
The soft crinkle near your eyes, the way your shoulders relax when youâre genuinely amused, the quiet laugh you try to hold back and always fail to. Somehow, all of it has started feeling addicting. Itâs dangerous, because Vi has realized sheâd do almost anything to keep hearing that sound.
âOh!â your mom suddenly exclaims from a few steps ahead. âHow lovely!â
A small photography stand has been set up near the dock entrance, decorated with simple vacation photos in island-themed frames and plastic keychains shaped like hearts and palm trees.
One of the photographers waves enthusiastically the second he spots your group approaching.
âFamily pictures! We make keychains too!â
Your mom gasps like sheâs just discovered treasure. âWe absolutely need those.â
Your dad is already pulling out his wallet before anyone even agrees. Within seconds, everyoneâs getting shuffled toward the little backdrop while the photographer starts enthusiastically positioning all of you around.
âOkay, whole family first!â
Instinctively, Vi takes a small step backward.
âOh, Iâll justââ she gestures vaguely behind her, already starting to move away. âIâll let you guys have the family one.â
Before she can fully step out, your mom grabs her wrist gently.
âHoney,â she says warmly, looking genuinely confused by the suggestion. âNonsense. You are part of the family.â
Vi stills, and the noise around the dock feels strangely distant for half a second.
Part of the family.
The words hit deep in her chest unexpectedly hard. Thereâs no teasing tone in your momâs voice, she actually means it.
Vi glances you toward you automatically, and softness flickers across your expression when you realize how affected she looks by the comment.
âCâmon,â you murmur gently. âGet over here.â
She lets herself be tugged into place beside you.
And for some reason, standing there with your family crowded around her âyour dad already complaining about camera angles, Ana trying to make bunny ears behind her dadâs head, Luca clutching your handâ feels incredibly nice.
The camera flashes several times while everyone laughs through increasingly chaotic poses. Then come the individual photos.
Your parents insist on taking one together, your dad kissing your momâs cheek dramatically enough to make her laugh so hard she nearly ruins the picture. Ana poses like a tiny celebrity for hers.
Luca hides behind your leg for the first two attempts until Vi crouches beside him and quietly promises they can make âthe weirdest face possibleâ together. The resulting photo is terrible, but you immediately declare it your favorite.
Then Mia and Matt take theirs, with your sister grabbing her husbandâs face and giving him a kiss that makes both kids gag in horror.
Your mom turns toward you and Vi again. âYou two need your own set now.â
âOh, itâs notââ
âBut it is,â your mom cuts you in, already pushing you two in front of the camera. âYou barely have any photos together!â
Ana gasps loudly. âThey gotta kiss like everyone else!â
Your entire body heats instantly. Beside you, Vi goes suspiciously quiet again.
âAnaâŚâ
âWhat? Couples kiss!â
âFair point,â your dad agrees, unfortunately for the two of you.
Vi slowly steps closer beside you while Luca wanders back toward Mia, already distracted by something else near the dock. Your pulse starts hammering harder the second Viâs hand settles carefully against your back.
âYou donât have to,â she mutters under her breath, barely audible beneath the chatter around you.
Somehow that makes it infinitely worse, because sheâs giving you a choice. Because you can tell sheâs nervous, too. And because some reckless part of you wants to know what kissing Vi actually feels like.
Your arm slips around her shoulders automatically, fingertips brushing lightly against the warm skin at the back of her neck.
âItâs okay,â you whisper back before you can overthink it.
Vi inhales softly. Then, slowly and carefully, you lean in.
The kiss is gentle, tentative at first. Her brain is short-circuiting and is barely registering what itâs actually happeningâ your warm lips, the salty air, the way your hand tightens unconsciously against her shoulder.
Then she kisses you back more firmly. Itâs still soft and brief, but itâs enough to send heat rushing violently through your entire body. Your stomach flips so hard itâs almost dizzying.
The camera flashes.
âAwww!â
âEWWW,â Ana yells at the exact same time.
You and Vi pull apart a little too quickly, both visibly flustered now. She clears her throat hard, suddenly very interested in the boats behind you while a faint pink flush spreads across her cheeks.
You can still feel the ghost of her lips against yours, and judging by the way Vi keeps avoiding your eyes, she can too.
The room is quiet when you step out of the bathroom later that night, steam still clinging faintly to your skin as you rub a towel through your damp hair.
For a second, you think Viâs already asleep. Then, you properly look around the room and blink, puzzled as you find her settled on the couch.
âVi?â
She glances up immediately, one arm tucked behind her head while the hotel TV plays some low-volume reality show in the background.
âSup?â
âWhy are you sleeping there?â
She pauses, genuinely not expecting that question. Suddenly, several things click together in your brain at onceâ the spare blanket disappearing from the closet, the couch pillows always being slightly out of place every morning, the fact that every single night youâd fallen asleep first and every single morning Viâs the first one to wake up.
âOh my God,â you mumble, horrified. âHave you been sleeping on the couch this whole time?â
Vi rubs awkwardly at the back of her neck. âUm, yeah.â
âVi, that couch is tiny.â
âIâve slept in worse places.â
You smack your own forehead in disbelief. âHow did I not realize?â
âYouâre usually unconscious by the time Iâm ready for bed,â a small smile tugs at the corner of her mouth.
âStill! You shouldâve said something.â
âMeh, it wasnât a big deal.â
You take another good look at the couch, and realize it absolutely is a big deal. One of Viâs legs is literally hanging off the edge.
âYouâre not sleeping there anymore,â you decide immediately.
âWhat?â
âCome sleep in the bed.â
The words leave your mouth with significantly more confidence than you actually feel. Now that itâs out there, your brain starts catching up with the implications.
Viâs eyes flick toward the mattress briefly before landing back on you. Thereâs a faint pink tint creeping across her cheeks again. Huh, youâre kind of loving this look on her.
âYou sure?â
âYeah,â you answer quickly. âLike⌠câmon. We can survive sharing a bed.â
Vi huffs out a quiet laugh, nervousness hidden underneath it.
You climb beneath the blankets first, mostly because you need somewhere to put your face for a moment while your heartbeat completely loses it. A minute later, the mattress dips carefully beside you. Immediately, every nerve in your body becomes hyperaware.
âSo,â Vi starts, speaking in a low voice. âThat was a convincing kiss, wasnât it?â
Oh, youâre going to pass away.
âShut up,â your entire face burns.
She laughs softly again, and the sound settles strangely deep in your chest.
âIt was still nice,â she admits quietly, trying to ignore how fast her heart is beating.
You turn your head slightly before you can stop yourself, and find Vi already looking at you. Sheâs close enough that you can make out the softer details of her face beneath the dim bedside lampâ sleepy eyes, messy pink hair, the faint flush still lingering across her cheeks.
âYouâre a jerk, anyone ever tell you that?â you whisper back, the air between you dangerously delicate.
âYeah, you. All the time.â
Eventually, exhaustion catches up to both of you. The conversation fades into softer teasing and slower replies, until neither of you can keep your eyes open anymore.
Several hours later, morning sunlight spills warmly across the bed when you start waking up. At first, all you register is warmth, but soon comes the weight. And then, a heartbeat.
Your eyes blink open slowly, and immediately widen. At some point during the night, you and Vi had ended up tangled together. Your face is buried against her chest, one of her arms is wrapped securely around your waist, and your leg is halfway thrown over hers.
Sheâs still asleep, holding you instinctively closer every couple of breaths. Your heart stumbles violently against your chest, and you try to shift around slowly as to not wake her up.
As if sensing movement, Vi shifts slightly against you with a sleepy groan. Her arm tightens unconsciously around your waist, and her face presses softly into your hair.
The breath leaves your lungs entirely. Sheâs so warm, and you can feel the way her fingers curl against your side like sheâs scared youâll drift away.
This is a bad, bad, bad idea.
Instead of pulling away immediately like any other person would, your first instinct is to melt closer just for another second. Vi makes another quiet sound in her sleep, brows furrowing faintly before relaxing again when you stop moving.
Then slowly, very slowly, Vi starts waking up too. You feel it happen in real time: the sleepy shift of her breathing, her hand flexing once against your waist, the gradual tension returning to her body as awareness kicks in.
âOh,â her voice comes out rough with sleep, barely above a whisper. âHi.â
You squeeze your eyes shut briefly. âHi.â
Morning sunlight spills across the sheets, warming the bed around you while the air conditioner hums in the background. Somewhere outside, muffled voices and distant ocean waves drift up from the beach below.
But all Vi can focus on is you.
Youâre still tucked impossibly close against her chest, hair messy from sleep, face warm from embarrassment, and Vi feels the strong impulse to kiss you again. Sheâs pretty sure this trip might actually kill her.
She swallows once, pulse thudding loudly against her throat.
âDid you drool on me?â she murmurs weakly, clearly grasping for literally anything to say.
Your head snaps up immediately. âI did not!â
Vi lets out a sleepy laugh, low and warm beneath you. The sound vibrates through her chest straight into your ribs, and your entire body heats instantly.
One of your hands is resting against her stomach, your knee is tangled between hers, and neither of you has made any real effort to move away yet. The realization hits you at once, and you scramble backward immediately.
The blankets tangle around your legs, nearly sending you straight off the mattress before Vi catches your wrist on instinct.
âCareful!â her hand wraps around yours automatically, pulling you back.
She releases you a second later, only after making sure youâre not about to throw yourself off the bed by accident, clearing her throat roughly before sitting up too quickly.
âRight,â she mumbles, dragging a hand through her already messy hair. âSo, breakfast in thirty minutes?â
âYeah.â
Neither of you looks at the other as you stand up to get ready, which would probably work better if both your heartbeats werenât still absolutely out of control.
The restaurant buzzes softly with warm evening chatter, and somewhere nearby, someone laughs loudly enough to make Ana giggle. Lantern lights cast everything in soft gold while the ocean glimmers darkly beyond the railing.
By now, sitting beside Vi feels so natural you donât even think about it anymore.
Your knee presses lightly against hers beneath the table while everyone looks over menus and talks over each other. Lucaâs half-asleep against Viâs side already, curled into her arm after spending the entire afternoon attached to her hip.
âYou spoil them too much,â Mia mutters, though thereâs far less bite to it than there used to be.
Vi looks genuinely offended. âExcuse you. Iâm their favorite now.â
Ana claps happily from across the table. âYou are!â
âTraitor,â you stuck your tongue out at her.
âAuntie Vi got me extra fries.â
Vi stills for the smallest fraction of a second, the nickname landing somewhere deep in her chest before she could prepare for it.
Warmth spreads through her so suddenly it almost catches her off guard. Sheâs been called a lot of things in her life âsome affectionate, some definitely not so niceâ but hearing Anaâs tiny excited voice does something unfairly soft to her heart.
Luca shifts sleepily against her side at the same moment, his small hand still curled loosely in the fabric of her shirt, and her chest squeezes painfully hard.
God. This family is going to ruin her.
She tries to play it off casually, leaning back in her chair with an easy grin despite the warmth blooming across her face.
âIâm the cool aunt, then.â
âOh,â you roll your eyes, crossing your arms over your chest. âThatâs all it takes? A couple of fries?â
Vi leans slightly closer beside you, voice lowering. âHonestly? Yeah.â
Your stomach flips stupidly at the warmth of her lips brushing your skin. It keeps happening whenever she gets close to you, and neither of you moves away anymore.
Across the table, your mom watches the interaction with an expression so fond itâs almost embarrassing.
âYou two look really happy together.â
Your dad hums in agreement while looking through photos on his phone. âBest mood Iâve seen Y/N in during one of these trips.â
Heat creeps immediately up your neck. Beside you, Vi suddenly becomes very interested in her drink.
Ana squints suspiciously. âWhy are your faces red?â
âItâs cause theyâre old,â Matt answers immediately.
âHey!â you and Vi say at the exact same time, which only makes everyone laugh harder.
Luca shifts sleepily against Vi with a tiny yawn. Without even thinking about it, she adjusts him carefully so heâs more comfortable, one hand rubbing gently up and down his back.
Suddenly, your dadâs face brightens as he turns his phone toward Vi, showing her some photos and videos of you when you were six. Crying at swimming lessons, at your first spelling bee, playing with your old dog. Even your mom hops in, telling Vi stories about how you used to be when you were just a kid.
You groan, covering your face briefly while everyone keeps laughing around the table. And the worst part? Youâre happy. Over the last few days, this trip has stopped feeling like a survival show and started feeling like a warm and safe vacation you could actually enjoy.
Your gaze drifts sideways automatically toward Vi. Sheâs still smiling at the video your dad is showing, Luca asleep against her side, your family talking to her like sheâs belonged there forever.
A sudden, terrifying thought hits you so hard it nearly steals the breath from your lungs.
You can picture this lasting. Not the trip. Her.
You look away quickly.
Across the table, Mia notices.
The last full day of the trip arrives far too quickly.
By noon, everyoneâs gathered around the resort pool under bright sunlight and the constant sound of splashing water. Youâre stretched comfortably across a lounge chair in your swimsuit, sunglasses pushed up into your hair. Nearby, Anaâs shrieking dramatically as Vi lifts her clean out of the pool.
âPUT ME DOWN, AUNTIE VI!â
âYou kicked me first!â she argues back, grinning.
âIn self-defense!â
Luca clings quietly to Viâs back while she carries Ana around with one arm like she weighs nothing. The sight alone is enough to make your heart skip a beat. God, youâre in so much trouble.
Vi glances over toward you automatically, catching you staring. A grin spreads instantly across her face.
âYou just gonna sit there lookinâ pretty or you gonna help me?â
âIâm busy,â you reply lazily. âIâm taking care of this chair now.â
Vi snorts, shaking her head before Luca whispers something in her ear. Her brows furrow.
âShoot,â she mutters, having learned to filter out her curse words around the kids after Ana accused her of teaching them. âI left my sunscreen upstairs.â
âI can go get it,â you offer immediately, already sitting up.
Her expression softens in that way that keeps wrecking you lately. âYeah?â
âI mean, youâre kinda busy being a human playground.â
Ana laughs loudly. âShe LOVES being the human playground.â
âI absolutely do not.â
A chuckle slips out before you can stop it. Vi watches you for half a second too long, before splashing you with some water.
âThanks, pretty girl.â
Heat rushes so fast into your face it almost hurts. Vi looks way too pleased with herself as she turns back toward the kids, as if she didnât just completely mess with your brain.
You hate her.
Youâre definitely in love with her.
The elevator upstairs gives you exactly enough time to attempt regaining your composure. By the time you make it back downstairs with Viâs sunscreen, your face finally feels normal again.
At least, until you pass through the hotel lobby.
You recognize Miaâs voice immediately.
ââŚIâm just saying, Viâs great with them.â
Your steps slow instinctively.
Matt hums in agreement somewhere nearby. âSheâs awesome.â
âShe is. Honestly, I didnât expect to like her this much.â
âBut?â
âSheâs obviously amazing,â Mia continues, quieter now. âI just donât see someone like Vi sticking around long-term.â
You freeze completely behind the corner wall.
âAnd Y/N⌠you know how she gets. I donât want her getting hurt when Vi eventually leaves.â
By the time you walk back outside, the sunlight suddenly feels too bright, too warm. You barely hear Ana yelling your name as you walk toward the chairs again. The second Viâs eyes land on you, her smile fades instantly. She can tell somethingâs off.
âWhat happened?â she asks quietly once Luca slides off her back.
âNothing,â you avoid looking at her.
And suddenly, the rest of the afternoon feels wrong.
You laugh when youâre supposed to, smile when spoken to, even nod through conversations, but Vi notices every single crack. Every forced grin, every distant state, and every moment you stop reaching for her automatically.
By evening, the guilt and concern sitting in her chest has become unbearable.
The sun hangs low over the ocean while everyone walks along the shoreline after dinner. Waves roll gently across the sand while Ana and Luca run ahead collecting shells near your parents.
Somehow, eventually, you and Vi fall behind from the group. The ocean breeze cools your skin while your feet sink softly into damp sand, and Vi glances at you for a moment.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart?â
Your chest tightens instantly at the nickname. You let out a quiet laugh, but thereâs no humor in it.
âItâs nothing.â
âBullshit.â
Vi slows beside you.
âHey,â her voice softens. âTalk to me.â
You stare out at the darkening ocean, because you know you might break down if you look into her eyes and she gives you that look again.
âI overheard Mia and Matt earlier,â you admit in a low voice. âSpeaking about you, about me⌠about us, I guess.â
Viâs expression changes immediately. âWhatâd they say?â
You shrug tightly, arms crossing over your chest.
âThat youâre great,â your throat tightens. âAnd that this probably wonât last.â
Vi goes still beside you. Sheâs staring at you in disbelief, a soft frown covering her features. You force another laugh.
âSheâs right, though.â
âWhat?â
You shake your head quickly.
âCome on, Vi. Letâs be realistic for a second,â your voice comes harsher now. âIâm single for a reason.â
Viâs face hardens instantly. âDonât do that.â
âDo what?â
âThat, this,â she steps closer toward you through the sand, frustration flashing openly across her face now. âTalking about yourself this way.â
You let out another hollow laugh, though it sounds shakier this time.
âI mean, come on,â you gesture vaguely between the two of you. âI had to ask a coworker to pretend to date me for a stupid family trip. How fucking lame am I?â
Vi stares at you like you just said something genuinely upsetting.
âY/N.â
âShe didnât even mean it in a bad way,â you continue before she can speak again. âShe just knows me.â
Vi scoffs incredulously. âNo offense, but your sisterâs an idiot.â
Despite everything sitting heavy inside your chest, your mouth twitches faintly.
âShe thinks youâll realize this whole thing isnât worth it eventually,â you admit quietly. âIf only she knew we were pretending this whole time.â
Her expression changes completely, like the idea itself offends her.
âAre you serious right now?â
You finally look at her then, and immediately regret it because sheâs staring at you with so much intensity it almost knocks the air from your lungs.
âYou know what your problem is?â her voice comes out tougher than she intends, frustration and vulnerability tangle underneath it. âYou act like youâre difficult to love when youâre not.â
Vi steps closer enough that you can see the tension in her jaw and the way her hands flex uselessly at her sides whenever she has too much she wants to say and no idea where to even start.
âItâs actually kind of insane,â she says softly now, shaking her head once. âThe way you talk about yourself is nothing compared to the person Iâve gotten to know better these days.â
Your throat tightens, the words hitting so hard your chest physically aches.
âYou take care of everybody before they even ask,â her eyes stay locked on yours. âYouâre patient. Like⌠ridiculously. Even when your familyâs driving you insane, you still show up for them because you love them.â
Your heartbeat grows louder and louder.
The ocean breeze moves through her pink hair softly, and for the first time since you met her, Vi looks jittery.
âAnd the kids?â she laughs weakly under her breath. âGod, Y/N. Luca looks at you like you hung the moon, and Ana admires you so freaking much.â
Your eyes burn immediately.
âYour parents adore you. Your mom lights up every time you walk into a room. Your dad literally carries embarrassing childhood photos of you around on his phone like youâre his greatest accomplishment.
You blink to try and hold the tears back, clearly taken aback with how gentle and soft Vi is being toward you.
âAnd me?â her voice lowers almost to a whisper now. âI like being around you so much itâs actually become a problem.â
The confession slips out of her and Vi realizes it a second too late. Your breath catches as soon as you notice she didnât mean to say it out loud, with the way her eyes widen and her shoulders tense up.
But now that itâs out there, she canât stop.
âYou make everything feel easy,â she admits, eyes softening in a way that makes your stomach flip. âEven stupid stuff. Breakfasts, walking around, sitting around doing nothing⌠I justâ Fuck, I look for you constantly now.â
âViâŚâ you whisper, every word landing deep inside you with how sincere she sounds.
âAnd hearing you talk about yourself like this?â She keeps going, visibly upset now. âIt pisses me off cause itâs not fucking true.â
Viâs breath is uneven now, chest rising and falling faster beneath the ocean breeze. Sheâs been holding all of this in for days and she canât stop it from spilling it out.
A tear slips free before you can stop it. Vi notices instantly, her expression softening so fast it nearly undoes you.
âHey,â she murmurs, voice dropping completely now.
You look down immediately, embarrassed, but Vi gently catches your wrist before you can fully turn away.
âNo, no, donât do that,â the warmth of her hand around yours sends your pulse spiraling. âYou donât get to sit here and act like youâre unlovable when Iââ
Vi cuts herself off abruptly. The words hang there between you unfinished, but painfully obvious.
When I what?
Your heartbeat pounds violently against your ribs. Her eyes widen slightly like she canât believe she almost said that out loud. A faint flush spreads across her cheeks, but she doesnât let go of your wrist.
The ocean waves crash softly behind her while your entire body feels too warm, too aware, too full of her. Slowly, Vi exhales.
âWhen I look at you,â she corrects quietly, though her voice still sounds shaken, âall I see is somebody worth loving.â
Nobodyâs ever spoken about you this way before. Hell, nobodyâs ever even looked at you like this before.
Your eyes burn harder now, emotions crowding painfully inside your chest all at once. And Viâ
God, Vi looks terrified. Not because she regrets saying it, but because she knows that thereâs no turning back now. And to be sincere, she doesnât want to take it back.
The realization settles between you both heavily, mixing with the sound of crashing waves and distant laughter farther down the beach.
ââŚyou really mean all that?â your voice comes out small and fragile in a way that makes Viâs chest ache instantly.
âI do,â she answers quietly.
Your heartbeat violently against your ribs as Vi takes another small step toward you, close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating from her skin despite the cool evening breeze.
âYou have no idea how easy you are to care for,â Vi admits softly, eyes flickering between yours. âHonestly, I think I was screwed the second you offered me a free vacation.â
A shaky laugh escapes you, and Viâs mouth twitches at the sound. Oh, how sheâs missed it all day long.
The air between you shifts.
Her gaze drops briefly to your lips, and your breath catches immediately. Your body instinctively leans toward hers before your brain can stop it.
Vi notices immediately, her own breath hitching. Slowly, her free hand lifts toward your face, making your pulse jump so hard it almost hurts. Her fingertips brush lightly against your cheek, warm and gentle, and the look she gives you nearly steals all the air from your lungs entirely.
Your eyes flutter shut, and Vi leans close enough that you can feel her breath against your lipsâ
âAUNTIE VI, AUNTIE Y/N!â
Both of you jump apart so fast itâs almost embarrassing.
Ana comes sprinting down the beach at full speed while Luca trails behind her, carrying three seashells and a juice box with extreme concentration.
âWe found a crab!â Ana announces proudly.
Vi tips her head back toward the sky with a strangled groan. You clap a hand over your mouth immediately, laughter escaping despite the emotional whiplash currently going on inside your chest.
Ana squints suspiciously between the two of you. âWhy are your faces red again?â
The trip comes to an end the following day.
One moment, youâre falling asleep to the sound of ocean waves and Viâs sleepy voice beside you. The next, everyoneâs standing near the airport drop-off with luggage piled around you while the morning traffic rushes by outside.
The goodbye chaos is immediate. Anaâs already clinging to Viâs waist before anyoneâs even finished unloading bags.
âNooooo,â she whines. âYou canât go home.â
Vi laughs softly, crouching down enough to poke her forehead lightly. âI live in the same neighborhood as you, kiddo.â
âThatâs still too far.â
Luca stays quieter beside them, but heâs holding onto Viâs hand with both of his little hands, not planning on letting go anytime soon.
Vi shoots you a tiny smile over Anaâs head. The kind that still makes your stomach flip embarrassingly hard.
âGuess Iâm stuck now.â
âYou better be,â Ana points at her sternly.
Your dad walks over next, already pulling Vi into a warm hug before she can escape.
âYou survived your first family vacation,â he jokes. âThatâs basically official induction.â
Vi snorts. âDo I get a trophy?â
ââŚno, but you do get twenty embarrassing childhood stories about Y/N.â
âOh, I already got those.â
âDad,â you groan instantly.
Your mom laughs warmly before stepping toward Vi too. And immediately, her expression softens. Itâs the kind of emotional softness that catches Vi completely off guard as sheâs pulled into a gentle hug.
âYou better come to brunch next weekend,â your mom says firmly. âIâm serious.â
âI promise Iâll do my best.â
âNo excuses, sweetie,â your mom warns before her expressions turns softer still. âAnd⌠thank you.â
Vi blinks once, clearly puzzled. âFor what?â
Your mom glances toward you briefly. âFor making my daughter happy.â
The words land like a punch straight to Viâs chest, her breath catching almost imperceptibly. Your mom says it so simply and sincerely, like itâs so obvious that Viâs already become so important. For a second, she canât even find s joke to hide behind.
Viâs eyes drift toward you automatically, and the look on your face nearly ruins her on the spot. Soft, embarrassed and hopeful, all in one.
âWeâre keeping you, by the way,â your mom squeezes Viâs arm gently before stepping back.
âMom.â
âIâm just stating the obvious, dear.â
Mia walks over last. Thereâs an initial awkwardness, and Luca attaches to her side now, looking significantly less pleased about the trip ending.
ââŚokay,â she admits reluctantly. âYou were kinda amazing.â
Vi gasps dramatically. âWow. Is anyone recording this?â
âDonât push it.â
But Miaâs smiling when she says it. She glances between you and Vi before adding a quieter:
âTake care of each other, okay?â
The final goodbyes blur together after that. Your mom makes Vi promise to visit next week, Luca quietly asks if sheâll really come to the park with them someday, and suddenly itâs over.
The airport disappears behind you as you and Vi step out into the warm afternoon air alone for the first time in days.
The silence that settles between you inside the cab ride home feels different now. Heavy, and anticipating. By the time you stop outside your apartment building, your heartbeat feels completely out of control again.
Vi stands beside you as she puts the last bag down in your living room. The city noise hums softly through the open windows, but all you can focus on is her and the way sheâs looking at you now.
You let out one nervous laugh.
âSoâŚâ you start weakly. âGuess the jobâs over.â
Vi smiles at that, but thereâs shyness underneath it now. She steps close enough that your breath catches immediately.
âYeah?â she murmurs.
Her eyes flick down to your lips before returning to your eyes, making your pulse jump like crazy.
âUmâŚâ she smiles against the nervous tension between you. âYou planning on firing me as your fake girlfriend?â
A laugh escapes your throat before you can stop it, quiet and breathless and completely fond. God, youâre so gone for her.
You shake your head slightly, stepping closer too until thereâs barely any space left between you.
âDepends,â you mutter, a grin taking over your lips. âYou interested in becoming my real one?â
The look that crosses Viâs face almost undoes you completely. Then, she kisses you.
For real this time. No audience, no pretending and no excuses. Just Viâs hands sliding gently to your waist while your fingers curl instinctively into the front of her shirt, both of you smiling helplessly into the kiss almost immediately.
Itâs softer than the first one, but somehow it hits ten times harder. Because now you know that every stolen glance, every touch, every blush and every word⌠it was real all along.
Vi smiles against your lips, forehead resting lightly against yours when you finally pull apart.
âTook you long enough,â she whispers.
You laugh softly, warmth flooding every inch of your chest before kissing her again.
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Four sapphic women from history to know this Lesbian Day of Visibility!
In 15th-century Korea, SA BANGJI, an intersex woman, had a ten-year relationship with another woman, Lady Yi. Sadly, we only know about Sa Bangji because she was prosecuted when the relationship was discovered. In 1988, her story was adapted in the Korean film Sa Bangji.
19th-century English landowner ANNE LISTER devised a secret code to record the intimate details of her love affairs with women. Anne wrote 6600 pages, or almost 4 million words of diaries, giving us a treasure trove of information about her life, and one of the only first-hand accounts we have of female same-sex relationships in the 19th century.
In the Nazi-occupied Netherlands, lesbian cellist FRIEDA BELINFANTE forged ID cards to help Jewish people go into hiding, and raised money for Jewish artists who were not allowed to work under Nazi laws. Frieda never hid her sexuality, and had relationships with several women throughout her life.
Self-identified âBlack, lesbian, mother, warrior, poetâ, US writer AUDRE LORDE explored the intersections of these identities in her work. She focussed her activism on fighting for women who, like her, were excluded from mainstream feminism, whether because of class, race, sexuality, or disability.
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You couldnât decide if you wanted to be her or be with her..
Abby Anderson was unlike anyone youâd ever known.
A singularity. A solid, known, and immovable object in a constantly shifting world.
You envied her strength.
Marvelled at the way she was so assured and unashamed of who she was.
For years youâd burned under the look she gave you whenever you caught her flirting with another woman at a party. You hated the slight shrug of her broad shoulders, sent with a wink as they disappeared into her bedroom.
Those moments were always followed by an irritation that bloomed under your skin. Your bodyâs reaction to her was the most inconvenient thing in your life.
That low, intense burn of⌠jealousy?
Jealousy that Abby so easily did what you could not.
Jealousy that she moved through the world unwilling and unable to compromise who she was for anyone elseâs comfort. Even yours.
Jealousy that the women she took to bed were all unbearably gorgeous.
Jealous of the look she gave them. A look she never gave you. A look that said: I know what you want, all you have to do is come take it
It was infuriating, living like this.
Like Abby, you knew who you were from a young age. Unlike Abby, youâd spent the better part of the last decade trying to ignore it. Being raised by people who were less than tolerant, you convinced yourself that the people you were drawn to, the experiences you longed for, were all temptations to be overcome. Not natural desires to be explored, let alone embraced.
Truthfully, your paths should have diverged years ago, but you cared too much for each other to let that happen. Come hell or high water, Abby was going to have a place in your life.
She was the only person whoâd seen you through the worst of your growing pains. She was quiet, but you knew that she noticed everything. The panic of being too close under the covers at a sleepover. Every shift in body language when your favourite actress appeared on screen. Accidentally sharing diary pages full of bad poetry and half confessions of love for the girl from your tenth grade homeroom class.
Abby was there for it all.
And she didnât ask the obvious question.
Didnât need to.
She listened. Joked with you, made you feel better. Made you feel normal. Safe.
There was too much that bonded you. Too much history too precious to throw away.
Even when it was clear puberty was her launching pad where yours was a pad lock on a closet door.
Where your discoveries had come with a hearty dose of dread and anxiety, Abbyâs had come with a swagger that (even as a lanky teenager) was undeniable. It was obvious to everyone who Abby was becoming. Especially to your mother.
âAbbyâs a nice girl but, sheâs just not the kind of girl you want to associate yourself with you know? The things Iâve heard about her are..â
âSo what? Sheâs a good person and my best friend. Who she dates doesnât change that.â
That was the last time sheâd tried to separate you. Though her disapproval was always felt. She bit her tongue when you told her you would be going to the same university and sharing a dorm room, her face saying everything her mouth couldnât.
That first year had been rough. Being in such close proximity to Abby on a daily basis was more difficult than youâd imagined. In your mind it would be fun living with your best friend, away from parents and prying eyes. But the distance between you and your home didnât make self acceptance any easier. Your mind still lit up with want, guilt, and terror whenever you sat a little too close to Abby in the living room. Catching a glimpse of torso as she stripped a sweaty shirt over her head after coming home from the gym. The first time that had happened it had nearly sent you into a full blown anxiety attack.
As much as you pretended not to be, Abby saw the way she affected you. But she never pushed. She knew you werenât ready.
So you couldnât really complain when she brought girls over, when she talked about her dates or hookups or quickies in the bathroom. Because Abby was ready. Had always been ready. And it killed you to watch, feeling permanently sidelined. Frustrated, lonely, drowning in the cost of your complacency, with no choice but to accept your fate.
The first year of university went by in a blur of late nights and too much tequila. Neither of you wanted to go home for the summer after that first taste of freedom. So you rented a house off campus where youâd lived together for the last two years.
You were finding it hard not to regret that decision. The hookups had been the worst part.
Not yours of course. Hers.
You'd spent your entire dating life telling men there was absolutely no chance of them fucking you, a declaration you never compromised on, but still couldnât help feeling like shit when they promptly ghosted you.
Dating, you'd decided, was stupid. It made you an insecure, irrational mess. So you had recently decided to take a permanent break. And while you and your cheap vibrator were developing a deep and wonderful connection, Abby was fucking the shit out of every woman she could get her hands on.
Even the allegedly straight ones.
You'd seen at least three girls you swore had boyfriends leaving her room on multiple occasions.
After suffering through hours of barely muffled dirty talk and borderline pornographic moaning, women would emerge. Red in the face, weak in the knees, dazed and dopey, waving Abby goodbye as they left the house. When you gave her a dirty look she would only shrug.
"I told you, I'm everyone's type."
You scoffed and went to hide under the covers, trying not to imagine it was you she had been fucking instead.
Not much had changed since then, except that Abby now gave you a heads up if she was having company so you could make yourself scarce. A system that worked for the most part. But tonight you didnât have to worry about that.
It was a Friday night. Your night. Dinner, movies, weed and a new dessert you both had to try and make together while you were both super high. It was a miracle you hadnât burned the house down yet.
It was a sacred ritual. A fun way to make time for each other as class schedules became increasingly difficult to coordinate.
You were in the living room packing Abbyâs bong while she had run out to pick up the pizza youâd ordered together. It was your turn to choose a movie. You smirked to yourself, looking at the title on screen. A minute later Abby emerged, two large boxes in hand. Long blonde braid messy from activities of the day.
She gave you a familiar smile, one that never failed to make your heart stutter in your chest. Then her eyes fell on the tv. Her smile twisted into a deep scowl.
âTwilight. Are you kidding me?â
You couldnât help but giggle at her obvious annoyance.
âNope. Come on itâs the perfect weather for it, you canât deny that.â
Abby shook her head, dropping down next to you on the couch, pizzas in hand.
âWhatever, as if you actually need an excuse to watch this for the hundredth time.â She opened the first box shifting it across her muscular thighs towards you to grab the first slice.
It was always the little things like that about her that made you feel tingly inside. Silly, unimportant things that wouldnât be worth noticing to anyone else but to you made all the difference. You chose your slice, carefully pulling it free and taking a bite. Abby took hers and you pretended not to watch her from the corner of your eye. Ignored how warm you felt at the sight of her tongue flicking out to catch the extra tomato sauce off the corner of her mouth. You shivered.
Dusting off your hands you reached for the bong, handing it to Abby to do the honours. She took it silently, lighting the bowl while you started the movie. She held it out to you once sheâd breathed in her fill. You followed, exhaling in a long breath, enjoying the warmth and slight buzz that was already beginning to move along your skin.
Abby moved the boxes aside and settled deeper into the cushions, one arm slung casually across the back of the couch. A silent invitation. A gesture you knew so well. A secret harbour for your heart.
You moved against her, curling yourself into her side like it was the most natural thing in the world to do. Like a girlfriend would. The thought was not unlike many others youâd had over the years. And like every time before, you shoved it away. You couldnât date Abby. You werenât into girls like that. And even if you were, she was probably seeing someone. But even if she wasnât she isnât interested in you. On the off chance that she was or could be, she was your best friend. Your best friend who was not a man.
That thought settled inside you. It felt heavy, but not uncomfortable. More like the comfort of a weighted blanket.
And maybe it was that feeling that did it. Maybe it was the steady thrum of her heartbeat under your ear. Maybe it was the twist of sickness that moved through you at the thought of losing this, her, having her like this. All to yourself. Losing the opportunity to pretend even for a moment that she was yours.. because one day she wouldnât be.
And what would you do then? The day Abby introduced you to a girlfriend. A real girlfriend. A girlfriend she could love out loud. A girlfriend who wasnât afraid to be exactly who she was. The day Abby stopped being yours. And things stopped being the way they were. And she could no longer be the steady, constant presence that you may have been taking for granted.
Suddenly the fear of being left behind was too much. You sat up, noticing how Abbyâs arm flexed for a second before letting you go, as if her reflex was to keep you close. You tried not to cry.
âEverything okay babe?â
Her voice was low and tinged with concern.
âYeah, I just had a weird moment. You know how smoking makes me anxious sometimes.â Abby reaches for you, warm hands rubbing circles on your back, pressing into you with gentle pressure.
âItâs alright. Youâre safe. You need a drink?â
Before you could answer she was up, grabbing a water bottle from the fridge and opening it for you. The cool liquid did calm your mind for a moment, forcing you to breathe.
âGood girl.â Abby knelt in front of you, hands rubbing the outside of your thighs, trying to comfort you.
Once you felt like you were somewhat stable again, you looked her in the eyes. The words falling out of you easier than youâd imagined. They met the space between you like theyâd been on the tip of your tongue for years.
âI love you Abby.â
Silence. Thick, heavy, weighted silence fell around you. Abby looked up at you with a soft smile.
âLove you too babe. You know I love you.â
Shit. Tears pricked in your eyes. Embarrassment flashed through your body.
âNo, I mean, I love you Abs. I always have. I think you knew that before I did.â
Her smile shifted. Laced with hesitation now.
âYour family-â
âI donât care. I canât. Because I just realized that if I donât do something right now then one day itâll be too late. Youâll be with someone else and Iâll lose you. And itâll be my own fault. I donât think I can watch you fall in love with someone else Abby. And Iâm sorry that it took me so long. Iâm sorry Iâve been so fucking scared. I donât expect anything to change I just needed you to know. I love you. God do I love you. I love you in ways that are confusing and make so much sense at the same time. Because itâs you. Itâs always been you.â
Abby stares at you, wide eyed. Almost disbelieving the words youâd said.
The seconds tick by painfully slow. Your heart beats impossibly loud.
Maybe you shouldnât have said anything. She probably doesnât feel the same. And why would she?
âForget it, I- â
Your words are cut off by the warmth of her lips. Your body freezes, stunned by the press of her mouth as it forms against yours. You can feel her breath against your skin, one hand grabbing the side of your face gently. Abby pulls away just long enough for you to take in a full breath, and then her mouth as back. You whine softly into the feeling, liquid heat pooling in your core. She sweeps her tongue against your bottom lip, teasing you, before slipping into your open mouth. Instinctively you meet her, your own tongue gliding against hers in a messy tangle before meeting in a deep kiss.
Holy shit.
Abbyâs other hand caresses up your thigh, squeezing at the extra fat around your hips. She moans deep into your mouth, fingers digging possessively into you now. Your head is swimming with the sudden intensity of the moment. Pulling away, you giggle, pressing your foreheads together.
âWhat?â Abby asks, a smile playing at the corner of her mouth.
âI just canât believe Iâm making out with you right now. You have no idea how much I imagined this.â
Abby smirks, leaning away to look you in the eye.
âDo you remember your tenth birthday party?â
You blink at the random question. âKinda. Why?â
Abby sighs, her gaze is soft as it travels down your body. The hand on your hip moving up your torso now. The heat of her large palm makes you shudder.
âI remember every detail. Especially when we were going to sleep. Everyone was on that huge blanket pile your dad made for us after dinner. We watched that Barbie movie you loved and the girls were falling asleep. Then it was just us.â
She peeks up at you, almost shy.
âYou were talking about why the two girls couldnât just date each other. You said that it made perfect sense because they already lived together and had the same hobbies, plus they made each other matching necklaces. You were so cute and confused. I remember thinking that I wanted that to be us. Best friends, living together, being together. Having a life that was full and fun and⌠just us.â
You held your breath. Both of Abbyâs hands were now circling your waist, her face was as open as youâd ever seen it. Want and desire shining clear as glass in her eyes.
âIâve never stopping wanting that. But I needed you to want it too. Enough to help me make it real. As much as I was willing to do, I couldnât do that alone.â
Your chest ached.
All this time. Abby had been waiting for you to be ready. To fight for her.
Tears sprung to your eyes. You wanted to go back in time and kick yourself. Oh God all that wasted time. You could have been with her.
âShh, honey, itâs okay.â
You shook your head, throat tight. It wasnât okay. You were such a coward, and look at what it cost you.
âI know. I get it.â Abby spoke like she could read your mind. The tears fell hot down your cheeks.
âItâs alright. Weâre here now. Iâve always been here. I wouldâve waited for as long as you needed.â
You open your mouth to argue, to rage that that wouldâve been unfair, but she silences you with another sweet kiss.
âI wouldâve waited. Because itâs always been you for me too.â
And then she lifts you. You cling to her body. Arms and legs wrapping around her like you canât bear to have even an inch of space between you. Abby walks you to your bedroom, kicks the door open then closed behind you. She never looks away from your face as she lowers you gently into the bed, bracing herself above you.
For a while you both just stare.
Your fingertips trail over the curve of her bicep, hers down the length of your neck. You sit in that moment. The tension rising with every breath. Memories of almost touches and glances that lingered too long flash in your mind. You realize that this is the culmination of all those moments. All those years. It was always leading you right here. And itâs then that you understand that maybe things had to happen that way. That being here, like this, in a house you share with the woman youâve loved, is what little Abby dreamed of. What you were convinced youâd never have. But here it is.
Your palm finds her cheek, holding it like sheâs a precious and delicate thing. Abby leans into the touch, turning her head to kiss your palm, then the inside of your wrist. You feel your body flood with heat again. Using your free hand, you hold the back of her neck, and pull her down to meet you in a desperate kiss.
This one is deeper than before. Your tongues meet immediately, and youâre struck with an overwhelming urge to consume her. You open your mouth wider, and Abby understands completely, sucking at your tongue and biting into your bottom lip while her hands grope at your thighs. She presses the weight of her hips into yours and you gasp. Sheâs heavy. And it feels so good to be caught beneath all that delicious pressure.
âAbby, Jesus, I need you to fuck me.â
âGoddamn baby. I thought youâd never fucking ask.â
For all your countless imaginings of this moment, the reality is so much better. Thereâs a rightness that you didnât expect. A lack of anxiety even as you become hyper aware of your body. Abby looks at you like youâre all sheâs ever wanted. You feel wanted. Possibly for the first time ever.
Her fingers unbutton your pants with practiced ease, pushing the fabric down until you can kick them off. You reach under her shirt and she leans up, allowing you to push it over her head. You swallow, eyes dropping to her exposed torso. Abbyâs wearing a simple white bra, her toned abs flexing with every movement. You suddenly see your own softer, much less defined stomach in your mind and feel yourself get shy.
Abby tilts your chin up to meet her eyes.
âYouâre so beautiful.â
âHow do you do that?â
âDo what?â Abby asks, but her voice softens, like she knows. Her hands skim the hem of your sweater, not moving to take it off yet.
âRead my mind like that. Itâs like you know what Iâm thinking all the time.â
âCause I know you. Plus, you have a terrible poker face.â She smiles. Cocky, playful. Perfect.
You lift your arms, waiting despite your frantic heartbeat, for Abby to undress you.
She goes slow. Inching the material away until youâre free. Her eyes fall to your breasts. You werenât wearing a bra. The urge to cover yourself rises but is quickly replaced by the need to keep that look on her face. You hear her breath catch. Hands coming up to hold you just under the weight of your tits. She leans forward, like she canât help herself, kissing along your collarbones. Sheâs nearly panting against your chest when she speaks, âCan I have you in my mouth? Please?â
You nod, but remember that she canât see you. So you run your hand into the hair on the back of her head and guide her mouth to your hard, brown nipple. Abby groans as her lips wrap around you, pulling at the peak before the warm heat of her tongue sweeps over it. You clutch her head tighter. Looking down to see her eyebrows pinched, her face pressed adorably into the swell of your boob as she sucks at you. Her other hand comes up to toy with your other nipple. She pulls and pinches the flesh until you cry out, back arching into her touch.
âFuck yeah baby, get loud for me.â
Abby moves her mouth to the other nipple, groping hard at the previous one, now shiny with her spit. The sight sends a shiver through you. This is dirtier than youâd expected. You try to think of the encounters youâve overheard between Abby and other girls. You donât remember her being very vocal before. Neither were the other women, despite the loud moaning.
âDo you like -uh!- d-do you like dirty talk?â
Abby had started swirling her tongue around one of your nipples while mimicking the same action on the other with her thumb. Shit that felt good.
âI do. Why?â
Abby pulls away with a wet pop that makes your thighs clench.
âCause I never really heard you talk dirty with other girls so, I was just curious.â
Abby raises one eyebrow, kissing along the curve of both breasts, rough fingers kneading into them as she speaks.
âSo you were listening.â
âWell, I was..â
âYou little perv. You were listening to me fuck those girls. Did it turn you on baby?â
Youâd never felt your face get to hot. You were grateful your skin was dark enough to hide your blush.
âIâm not-! Itâs not like I was getting off to it or anything..â Abby gives you a look that said âdonât even think about lying to meâ
âWell not every time at least.â
âWere you jealous?â
Abby kisses up your neck, pausing to suck and nibble at your skin. You melt into her at the feeling.
âOf course I was jealous. But, it was also kinda hot, hearing you make them cum like that. They were always so loud. I wondered what it was that you were doing in there. I wanted it to be me that was screaming for you.â
âMmm, itâs gonna be baby. Donât you worry. Iâm gonna give you something I never gave those girls.â
Her lips are at your jaw now.
Youâre breathless when you speak, âYeah?â
âAbsolutely. Youâre special princess. You know that, right?â Abby pulls back to gaze down at you.
You blink back at her. You want to say yes, but there had been so many girls. Like so many. It was hard to believe that youâd be able to match them. You remember suddenly that youâre still a virgin. Not that that will matter to Abby. But still. There is a gap in experience that makes you second guess how special you can actually be.
âTalk to me. Donât get all lost in your head. Iâm right here.â Abby whispers. She kisses your cheek, hands roaming the curve of your arms up to your shoulders.
âI-I really want to do this with you, Abby. I want to make you feel good. You know so much more than me and..â You sigh.
âWhat I know is that I love you. What you donât know I can show you. But trust me, you have nothing to worry about.â
You give her a shy smile.
âDonât believe me?â She rubs her nose against yours.
âI want to.â Your voice is small, insecurity making you overthink.
âHere.â Abby takes one of your hands in hers, pushing it into her pants. You hold your breath, eyes unfocused as you feel her pussy. Soft, hot, and undeniably wet.
âOh fuck.â You gasp. Moving your fingers through the softness of her, you feel her clit jump when you brush against it.
Abby groans, her hips tilting forward to chase the feeling. âBelieve me now?â
Arousal beats through you, harder than before. You canât believe you have such an effect on her.
âYouâre so messy Abs.â
Her face falls into the crook of your neck. She nods, hips still trying to find that delicious friction. You gave it to her. One finger pressing gently against her swollen clit, letting her basically hump you.
âYou got this wet for me?â
âYesâ
âFrom sucking my tits?â
âYeah. And kissing you. And feeling you touch me. And very time you say my name, fuck.â
âWow. Youâre easy.â You tease, adding another finger and deciding to circle her bud lightly. You were curious to see how sensitive she was. Was she like you, needing a hard and steady rhythm to cum? Or would it be easier for her, gentle touches and whispered praise enough to send her over the edge?
âYeah, cause itâs you.â Her voice is rough as she speaks, edged with desire.
âYou feel so good Abby. I love touching you. I think Iâm addicted already.â
âI love it too baby. Oh god yeah, go faster, please.â
Abby is panting into your neck now, cute groans and whimpers filling your ear as she bucks into your touch. You move your fingers faster in tight circles, listening for every shift in her body, every hitch of breath and muttered curse.
âLike this baby?â
âYeah, just like that, just like-â
A low moan spills from her as her body suddenly goes rigid. For a second you think something has gone wrong. Your fingers slow. Abby whines, a desperate high pitched sound that sends a wave of pleasure through you.
âDonât stop! Baby Iâm so close, please please pleaseâ
Youâve never heard Abby like this. You had no idea she was this needy. She still has most of her clothes on the god sake. But you didnât stop. You were high on this moment. On her need. On every twitch and gasp and throb of her clit against you. On every whimper of your name.
âThere you go Abs. Come for me baby, let me feel how bad you want me.â
âWant you so much princess, oh shit, want you, l wanna make you cum on my face, on my fingers, on my strap, baby ah-!â
You feel her clit pulse hard against your fingers as she comes. You soak in all her pretty sounds as she shakes against you. You gently ease the pressure off, sliding your fingers through her folds to see how much wetter sheâs gotten.
âShit Abs. Youâre drenched.â
Pulling your hand free you bring your messy fingers to your face, shiny with Abbyâs slick and cum. You move them to your mouth without thought. Moaning when the taste of her hits your tongue. Itâs such an interesting flavour. Clean, musky, tangy and delicious. You suck your digits clean, licking your lips to gather every little drop of her you can get.
âFuck. You are so hot.â Abby speaks, her voice thick from all the moaning.
âYou taste good.â You look down at where shes resting against your tits, head tilted up to watch you.
âDo I get a turn now?â Her grin is predatory, her eyes blinking heavily as she takes you in.
You think about that. There was no doubt that you were turned on. And you knew Abby would take care of you.
You decide to be brave.
âYeah. I think you do.â
âGood.â
Abby surges up to capture your lips again. The two of you fall into a steady rhythm, hands pulling one another closer, as if there was any more space left to close between your bodies.
Something like euphoria sweeps through you as Abbyâs muscular thigh forces your legs to part. You grind against the thickness of it as soon as it reaches your core. You and Abby moan in unison at the slide of arousal that has soaked through your panties. You reach down, hands slightly frantic as you push against the material of her jeans.
âTake these off.â You whisper against her mouth.
Abby unceremoniously shoves her pants down while you scrabble to take your underwear off. Then thereâs nothing to separate you from the feeling of her naked thigh between yours.
âYouâre so fuckinâ wet baby.â Abby groans against your lips as she presses herself tighter against you. âThat all for me beautiful?â
âYeah, youâve always done this to me Abby.â
âShit, you canât tell me that.â
You kiss a path from her mouth to her ear, tugging at it with your teeth. You whisper against the shell, making sure she can feel your tongue.
âYou want to know about all the times I touched myself thinking about you?â
She groans, low and rough. âYou know I do.â
âI always pictured myself on top. Grinding down into you. I imagined your hands on my ass or sometimes pulling my hair..â
âFuckâ
âI had this one fantasy of you letting me tie you to the bed so I could make you cum as many times as I wanted. And I would tease you for so long, just to hear you beg.â
âIâd let you, god Iâd do anything you wanted honey.â
Abby matches your movements, rubbing against you in time with your bucking hips. The sensation building in your core making it difficult to focus, your body wanting to surrender to the pleasure. You gasp when your clit brushes against her in a motion that makes your eyes roll back.
âLike that baby? You liked that?â
You can only nod, desperately hoping she would do it again.
âFeels good sweetheart? God youâre soaking my leg. You have no idea how sexy you are, grinding against me like that.â
Your spine tingles with the incoming orgasm. Words had left you. All that mattered now was chasing the high. You groan with every thrust of Abbyâs thigh against you, holding onto her tighter. Nails digging into her biceps.
âThere you go. Cum for me baby.â
Head tipped back, you let a loud moan tear through you as your climax hits, hard and intense. Even when your body canât keep up with the pace Abby has set, she fucks against you until you shake with overstimulation. A sob brakes from your chest as the sensitivity becomes too much.
âOkay, okay, shhh Iâm here.â Abby cooes, peppering kisses across your face.
You whined softly as she lets the pressure off, removing her thigh from you. Head still swimming, you wrap yourself around her. The weight of the moment suddenly catches up to you. The urge to cry comes rushing up but you breathe through it. Abby notices, of course, bringing you closer, she rubs her hands up and down your back. She turns you both so youâre sitting in her lap with her flat on the bed. Her firm hands bring your head to rest on her chest.
âYou feeling alright princess?â Her voice a gentle rasp.
âYeah Iâm okay, just, a bit overwhelmed.â You laugh a bit at the end. Abby chuckles, the vibration rumbling through her chest into yours.
âAs soon as youâre ready I wanna try something else.â
You raised your head. âReally?â
Abby grins, one hand reached down to squeeze your ass. âIâm not nearly done with you yet.â
She lets you have another minute before flipping you onto your back again. Then slowly, like she has all the time in the world, Abby makes her way down your body. Kisses and tantalizing swipes of her tongue across your stomach that leave you lightheaded. You feel her breath fan against your pussy and you resist the urge to slam your legs shut. Dry humping her leg was one thing, but this feels infinitely more intimate.
âIâll go slow honey. Donât worry.â Abby kisses down your tense thighs, up to your knees. She settles against the bed, making herself comfortable between your legs. The sight makes you bite your lip in anticipation.
You want this. Without a doubt.
You watch the plush curve of her mouth as it presses into your skin. Your eyes locked onto the peek of pink where her tongue finds you, moments before a teasing nip of her teeth.
Sheâs looking at your face again. You look back.
âPut your mouth on me.â
The words donât even sound like theyâve come from you. But your hips lift and you find yourself pulling Abby by her soft blonde locks to the space between your thighs.
âAtta girl. Youâre sexy when youâre telling me what to do.â
Still she takes her time, thumbs pulling the folds of your pussy open carefully. Her gaze dips, she licks her lips with a low groan. Then her tongue is flat against the most sensitive part of you. Warm, wet pressure. A long lick up in a broad stroke. Oh. You turn your head, eyes shut as you try not to have a heart attack.
âLook at me baby.â
You peek back down at her. She licks through you again, eyes locked with yours. âWatch me eat you the fuck up.â
âShit Abby..â
âYou taste so good. Mmm, canât believe youâve been keeping this sweet pussy away from me.â
Youâre already breathless. The way she seems to be savouring every single drop of you that hits her tastebuds. The way her eyes have taken on an edge of hunger that matches the way her hands are gripping your hips.
She moans, the vibration making your pussy clench and drip. âSo good baby. So wet. So sensitive.â
You roll your hips up into her face. It feels good, but you need more. Desperation rises fast, building off the momentum of your last orgasm.
âMore, please baby. Your tongue f-feels so nice.â
âYeah? You ready to cum for me again? That was fast,â she sucks at your clit, making you gasp, âsuch a perfect little slut for me.â
Before you can think of anything else to say, her mouth wraps around your bud. The wetness and texture of her lips and tongue as they slide against you is so unfamiliar, but it feels too incredible to question. You ride the wave, tilting Abbyâs head against you, surrendering to the instinctive force that understands what your body needs in a way your mind canât. You moan and whine and cry out like a mad woman, aching with all the pleasure and the love and the strangeness of this new feeling.
âStill feeling good baby?â Abby speaks around your swollen clit. You nod, jaw unhinged as you speed towards your second orgasm.
Itâs not long before youâre falling off the edge one more time. Your legs try to shut but Abbyâs broad shoulders are there, her arms forcing you to stay open as she tongues you through your orgasm.
The comedown takes longer, your soul slowly finding its way back into your body - along with whatâs left of your brain.
âHoly shitâ Your voice is raw as you speak.
âYouâre fucking incredible baby. I could watch you cum in my mouth all damn night.â
You canât help the moan that leaves you. Abby chuckles, still lying between your limp thighs.
âYeah? Want another one?â She flicks your clit ever so slightly, watching you twitch in response.
âI want to cum,â you sit up enough to look at her properly, despite feeling completely dazed, âon your strap. The big one. I know you have it.â
âFuck.â Abby sounds pained as she breaths the word. âI would, baby, and donât get me wrong.. one day I will. But I think we should start easier for your first time.â
You shake your head, stubbornness and the haze of lust making you a bit overconfident.
âI can take it.â
âAnd I wanna see you take it. Trust me sweetheart. Just not tonight.â
You pout. Abby smiles.
âBut I love the enthusiasm.â She moves up to kiss you, sweet little pecks of her lips as her fingers slide through your slit. âGoddamn, I never wanna stop touching you.â
âThen donât.â You try to hook your leg around her hip, enjoying the glide of her thick fingers through the wet heat of your pussy.
âBe patient. I wanna try something okay? Rub yourself, keep that pussy nice and wet for me, yeah?â
âPlease Abby.â You whine into her mouth, âNeed you inside me.â
âInsatiable little thing.â
âOnly for you.â You purr.
âThatâs fuckinâ right baby.â Abby gives your ass a possessive smack, grabbing it hard before moving to stand. âLemme watch you.â
You feel warm and relaxed, all the self conscious thoughts that normally plague you have faded in the wake of Abbyâs touch.. of her hungry eyes. You let your hands wander, rubbing slow circles against your still swollen clit, the other grabbing your tits.
Abby stands almost completely still. The rapid rise she fall of her chest the only thing exposing her lack of composure. She canât stop looking at you, watching the slick slide of your fingers as you play with yourself in front of her. Her face looks almost pained when you dip your fingers inside your entrance, only a tease, before moving back up.
âFuck yourself for me honey. I wanna see how much you can take.â Abby is kneeling now, little groans leaving her as she waits.
You canât help but follow her instructions. You pump two fingers into your sopping wet pussy, curling them up to find that sensitive spot deep inside.
âGod Abby. Want your fingers.. would feel so much better if it were you.. would cum so hard..â
Back arching off the bed you squirm around, hips bucking as you ride yourself.
âYouâre so sensitive baby. It feels that good already?â
You nod, moaning loud and trying to keep your eyes open to see how much sheâs enjoying this. But itâs hard, because Abbyâs right (as usual). You are sensitive, especially since youâve already cum so hard. Twice.
âWant my fingers instead? Want me to fuck you nice and deep?â
âShit, yes, Abby..â you nearly sob.
âOkay princess, move that hand.â
You do, panting like a wild animal, tracking Abby as she puts one of your legs on her shoulder. She moves her hand down between your thighs and hers. Two thick fingers slowly stretching you open while her hips move forward, as if she were using the motion to fuck you. The sight is so hot it twists your insides, you try one more time to beg for her strap.
âAbby, just let me get it for you. Please.â
âI donât remember you being this stubborn.â She chuckles. Her eyes glint with mischief as she dips her head to kiss along your calf resting on her shoulder.
âAnd I donât remember you having this much self control.â
Abby quirks an eyebrow at you. âKeep talking sweetheart, Iâll edge you till you cry.â Her fingers pull out to tap against your pulsing clit.
âAh, okay, okay..â
âThatâs my girl.â
You try not to squirm too much at the praise, biting your lip as Abby continues tapping at your clit, harder and harder until you canât help but flinch. Her smile is dark as she slides back into your soaked pussy. Fingers curling up to your g-spot, the rough pads of her digits making you gasp.
âThatâs right baby, just let me fuck you.â
Her fingers move slowly at first, the push and pull making you whine, aching for more. Abby gradually increases her pace, watching your face as you twitch and moan beneath her. Pride blooms in her chest as you reach for her bicep, mouth falling open in a desperate string of curses. She loves seeing you like this. She can hardly believe that after all this time she finally has you falling apart in her hands. The fact that this is your first time being touched by anyone just makes it that much better.
âGonna cum, Abby, please!â
âMy good girl, cum for me princess. All for me.â
The possessive tone of her voice makes you blush. You like being good for her. Being hers. Heat rolls violently through your body as you cum again. You watch Abby as she watches you. The air shifts when your eyes meet, and you both feel it. The two of you move in tandem, surging towards each other to collide in a desperate, needy, perfectly messy kiss.
âThank you.â You whisper.
âAnytime baby.â
You and Abby rest your foreheads together as you both try to catch your breath.
Once youâre relaxed, Abby picks you up effortlessly and brings you to the shower. She starts the water and you watch, silently taking in this moment. The quiet intimacy of it. Moving aside she motions for you to get in.
âJoin me?â You ask, holding onto her arm.
âAbsolutely.â She gives you a soft smile and an even softer kiss on the cheek, following you under the spray.
You shower together in comfortable silence, Abby soaping your body and you eagerly returning the favour. When you get back into bed together, Abby canât help but pull you close with an arm around your waist.
âThis is real, right?â Her voice is a whisper against your neck. âLike, weâre together? Weâre actually gonna do this.â
You turn yourself to look her in the eyes. You see the small flash hope hidden behind her stoic expression. Reaching up you hold her face in your hands.
âThis is real. I promise.â
She brings you closer in a tight embrace, burying her face in your shoulder, and releases a long breath. You hug her close, playing with the now loose threads of her damp hair.
âI love you.â
You smile to yourself, feeling like the luckiest girl in the world.
âLove you too Abs. Always.â
Authors Note: this is my first time writing a TLOU fanfic so pls be nice :) also comment if you want to request something specific, Iâd love more inspiration!