Jess x

who will always remind me of sunflowers 🌻 November 2023There are so many different ways people describe griefI’m not at the point where I’m growing bigger around itI’m at the point where it hits me in wavesHearing you had gone stole the breath from meI felt my legs crash to the floorThe heartbreak flooding my insidesBubbling up in my throatTrying to exist felt like wading through the tideJust…

Dear 14 year old me, It’s been 8 years since we last met and i hope you’re proud of me. I can promise you it’s gets much better after high school,college is so much fun when you study topics you actually enjoy!You don’t really make that many new friends between now and then but the ones you have around you now are really special. You’re much better now at learning the type of people you wanna…

So the latest show to binge watch is on BBC iPlayer called Normal People. It’s based off a book by Sally Rooney and being as pretentious as I am I decided to read it before watching the series (also I needed the challenge to see how quickly I could finish it, with just under 300 pages I managed it in 2 days)

I have to be honest by the time I was halfway through, and even at the end I was kind…

So i recently saw a post online which described the phrase “good vibes only” as being toxic. There is a very obvious point here that i think we throw around the word toxic far too much nowadays without properly thinking through the situation or meaning behind it and I think it goes very much in hand with cancel culture in terms of the quick jerk reaction to label something as negative and never…

the character of Love

*SPOILERS FOR THE NETFLIX SERIES YOU but not actually that many*

so before I start I want to clarify I will mainly be focusing on season 2 because it has just come out and it’s been awhile since I watched the first season!

this is also written before i’ve read any online comments about how much people hate or love it so there still might be some topics that I haven’t discussed that you…

So it’s currently “cuffing season” which is the unfortunatly time of year where theres lots of holidays to celebrate in the colder months and apparently the want for a relationship increases for us singletons. In an attempt to not totally fall for this trap and loneliness that has accompanied my newly single status i’ve decided to do some reflections on what i actually want in relationships and…

So I am not a creative person or an artist, I just occasionally try to be an average writer at best.

I have some pieces that i found that im not sure what to do with them so im gonna just shove them up here so they are out in the interweb.

So you can now witness those late night thoughts ive had for the last 4 years

2015

how it should feel

Your final goodbye to the world should…