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“you burn me.” - Sappho

the idea of living there, of not having to go back ever again to asphalt and shopping malls and modular furniture; of living there with charles and camilla and henry and francis and maybe even bunny; of no one marrying or going home or getting a job in a town a thousand miles away or doing any of the traitorous things friends do after college; of everything remaining exactly as it was, that instant—the idea was so truly heavenly that i’m not sure i thought, even then, it could ever really happen, but i like to believe i did.

Canon character by Donna Tartt.

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‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’

francis is irritated. his head feels heavy and he can feel his heartbeat thump against his skull.the buzzing lights become blurry and all he can do is open his mouth and close it, again and again, but something steals the air from his lungs.

“would you just shut your mouth?”, his voice comes out a howl eventually. francis would clench his teeth if it had not made his headache even worse.

it is an inwrought sense of doom that has turned him that way: all angry and anxious. tonight, he does not feel like he needs david’s company. tonight, he’d rather sit here in this filthy place and hope his bacardi isn’t adulterated. after all, he doesn’t trust plebeian bars like this one. They leave him anxious for days, and angry at everyone who takes him there.

POETRY STARTER

@casualkillers

#inbox.#casualkillers #company: david kim.

phantomemes

credit .

‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’ ‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’ ‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’ ‘ i will never forgive you ’ ‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’ ‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’ ‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’ ‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’ ‘ i used to think i was broken ’ ‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’ ‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’ ‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’ ‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’ ‘ some names will always be cursed ’ ‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’ ‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’ ‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’ ‘ death is one of the senses ’ ‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’ ‘ fate is a fucking lie ’ ‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’ ‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’ ‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’ ‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’ ‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’ ‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’ ‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’ ‘ hurting others is a choice ’ ‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’ ‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’ ‘ i am strong enough for anything ’ ‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’ ‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’ ‘ i am allowed to live my life ’ ‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’ ‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’ ‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’ ‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’ ‘ you have to keep moving forward ’ ‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’ ‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’ ‘ love is never a weakness ’

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prince-nez

“you burn me.” - Sappho

the idea of living there, of not having to go back ever again to asphalt and shopping malls and modular furniture; of living there with charles and camilla and henry and francis and maybe even bunny; of no one marrying or going home or getting a job in a town a thousand miles away or doing any of the traitorous things friends do after college; of everything remaining exactly as it was, that instant—the idea was so truly heavenly that i’m not sure i thought, even then, it could ever really happen, but i like to believe i did.

Canon character by Donna Tartt, tweaked by me

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❛if I weep it will not matter ❜

the night sky is dark and overcast. lonely streetlamps, glaring above their heads and throwing dark shadows onto their faces, are the sole source of light they have.

it’s a quiet night, the beginning of October, when the sun chooses to sleep longer and the days get colder. francis – in his younger years – would have preferred summer time, but as he grew older, he began to appreciate the secrecy the dark can promise. no one will ever know of this specific encounter.

“maybe.”

he balances his cigarette between his fingers and smoke escapes his nostrils. his gaze is shy and he does not dare spend too many glances on seongil. too uncomfortable is the sudden shift in atmosphere for him.

instead, he reaches deep into the pocket of his greatcoat. francis takes out a small golden box – other times he’d use the occasion to argue that it “is in fact made out of real gold”, but even he can read the situation.

it only seems polite to offer a cigarette to seongil, at least to him. perhaps, that way, francis can help him sober up a little.

“nothing matters”, is his second attempt at breaking the overbearing silence between them. francis, overjoyed by this sudden courage of words, leans against his old revertible mustang and gifts his friend a smile.

how strange it must look on his lips. in his black coat, he almost looks like the grim reaper.

EDNA ST. VINCENT SENTENCE STARTERS

@opacous

#opacous #inbox.

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Reasons why I love Francis Abernathy

“ ‘Cubitum eamus?’ ‘What?’ 'Nothing.’ He transferred the cigarette to his left hand and offered the right one to me. It was bony and soft-skinned as a teenage girl’s.”

“Boo,’ he said. We both jumped back. Francis smiled thinly, light glinting off his fraudulent pince-nez. Cigarette smoke curled from his nostrils.”

drives an old convertible Mustang very very carefully

“Good girl,’ said Francis, winding the bandages around the arch of her foot. Like most hypochondriacs, he had an oddly soothing bedside manner. 'Look at you. You didn’t even cry.’ 'It didn’t hurt that much.’ 'The hell it didn’t,’ Francis said. 'You were really brave.”

“Francis, barefoot and still in his bathrobe, stepped precariously over rocks and branches, balancing his glass of ginger ale. Once we got to the lake he waded in, up to his knees, and beckoned dramatically like Saint John the Baptist”

such a drama queen

“Francis sent me a six-page letter about how bored he felt, and how sick he was, and virtually everything he’d had to eat since I’d seen him last.”

he cooks fancy elaborate meals for his friends

“this man was not Voltaire we killed. But still. It’s a shame. I feel bad about it.”

very good kisser even if NO ONE APPRECIATES IT

tastes like tea and cigarettes

dresses like a victorian age fashion icon

that scene where he sits on a windowsill and drunkenly eats maraschino cherries at 6 am

“Somebody – one of those damned toddlers, I guess – got my favorite scarf off the bed and wrapped up part of a chicken leg in it. That nice silk one with the pattern of clocks on it. It’s just ruined.”

has a bad habit of burning furniture with his forgotten cigarettes

signed his suicide letter with “Cheerily, Francis”

he is absolutely covered in freckles

“asparagus is in season”

#headcanon.

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EDNA ST. VINCENT SENTENCE STARTERS

❛love has gone and left me and the days are all alike❜

❛love has gone and left me and I don’t know what to do❜

❛there’s little use in anything as far as I can see ❜

❛life goes on forever ❜

❛sorrow is like a ceaseless rain ❜

❛I’ve been a wicked girl ❜

❛but if I can’t be sorry, why, I might as well be glad ❜

❛life is a quest and love a quarrel ❜

❛daisies spring from damnèd seeds❜

❛all the things we ever knew will be ashes❜

❛nothing will know that you are gone ❜

❛beauty may not die as long as there are flowers and you and song ❜

❛what lips my lips have kissed ❜

❛where and why?❜

❛I have forgotten❜

❛and in my heart there stirs a quiet pain❜

❛I know I am but summer to your heart ❜

❛ I have loved you all too long and well ❜

❛I think I should have loved you presently ❜

❛I know what my heart is like❜

❛beauty is not enough ❜

❛you can no longer quiet me❜

❛I know what I know ❜

❛it is apparent that there is no death❜

❛life in itself is nothing ❜

❛death devours all lovely things❜

❛if I weep it will not matter ❜

❛foolish am I to think about it❜

❛I was afraid and turned to you❜

❛time does not bring relief❜

❛childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies❜

❛I love humanity but I hate people ❜

❛love is not all❜

❛what should I be but just what I am? ❜

❛night falls fast ❜

❛there is no shelter in you anywhere ❜

❛life must go on; I forget just why ❜

❛I will come back to you, I swear I will❜

❛there is no God ❜

❛It is not so dreadful here ❜

❛I would blossom if I were a rose ❜

❛I know, but I do not approve❜

❛you are a burning lamp to me, a flame ❜

❛grief of grief has drained me clean ❜

❛there are a hundred places where I fear to go❜

❛you were something more than young and sweet❜

❛the rain is full of ghosts tonight ❜

❛ I am weary of words and people ❜

❛I have learned to fail ❜

❛and you as well must die ❜

❛I do not believe in the essential goodness of man ❜

❛I shall die, but that is all that I shall do for Death ❜

❛I avoid the looming visitor❜

❛am I kin to sorrow? ❜

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“you burn me.” - Sappho

the idea of living there, of not having to go back ever again to asphalt and shopping malls and modular furniture; of living there with charles and camilla and henry and francis and maybe even bunny; of no one marrying or going home or getting a job in a town a thousand miles away or doing any of the traitorous things friends do after college; of everything remaining exactly as it was, that instant—the idea was so truly heavenly that i’m not sure i thought, even then, it could ever really happen, but i like to believe i did.

Canon character by Donna Tartt, tweaked by me

#rp indie #krp indie #indie rp #indie literature rp #krp oc #krp lit #oc rp #lit rp #indie para rp

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“We want something haphazard.”

“I don’t see what’s wrong with the first plan.”

“The first plan is too stylized. Design is inherent in it through and through.”

“But design is preferable to chance.”

Henry smoothed the crumpled map against the table with the flat of his palm. “There, you’re wrong,” he said. “If we attempt to order events too meticulously, to arrive at point X via a logical trail, it follows that the logical trail can be picked up at point X and followed back to us. Reason is always apparent to a discerning eye. But luck? It’s invisible, erratic, angelic. What could possibly be better, from our point of view, than allowing Bunny to choose the circumstances of his own death?”

#in wild memory of the past.

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