forever young and drunk

“Here we’re begining our test. Your task is to answer all our questions honestly. You SHOULD NOT lie if you want to be loved by Our Precious God. Even if you try to deceive us, all your true thoughts and intentions will be seen here” “You can’t hide from the eyes of Our God”

“Have you ever thought about any crime?” “No” “Have you ever had perserve thoughts?” “Never” “Have you ever been angry or irritated?” “No” “How can you describe your life in one word?” “Calm” “Do you love Our God?” “Yes” 

modifications of the character and “so called” art progress

April 2017 - May 2017 - 2020

to be hones I quitted drawing since I felt like I was hopeless i still think so but there are times when i want to hold a pencil in my hand and draw so don’t judge me strictly i haven’t been drawing almost at all for three years

Here is the third one of the Sinners

Something that you are ashamed of

A great desire obscures your mind

Your body is trembling from sensual pleasure

“You can’t hide that you are so dirty...”

Here is the second one of the Sinners

Something that makes you burn inside

Something that scares your friends

One step from madness

One step and your body happens to be in the depths of the Hell

“I see the craziness in your eyes...”

Here is the first one of the Sinners

Something that prevents us from making up, from making first steps towards something

Something that we don’t prefer revealing

Something that makes our soul and heart bleed

Something that in the end kills us all

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Do you remember the first win of Monsta X? These precious boys kneel in front of us thanking us for their win. However, we could’ve given them this award a long time ago, but we didn’t do it. The boys blame themselves but it’s us who should be blamed. Of course, we have the most peaceful fandom but what good in it if we can’t fight for our boys and their awards? The attention in the World can’t be gained simply. It means that Monsta X deserved it due to their music, style and so on. And what? Only we can give them a sincere smile, only we can give them a deserved award, only we! Who else?! You will ask me, why i’m talking about it now, there is no comeback. But there is such big and important contests as MAMA, GDA and so on. And boys mentioned that their aim is a daesan. It means that we should, even must, act and fight. So don’t be indifferent if you love them and value them. I beg you to vote for them, to stream and gain digital sales. They need us, and we need them. We all are Monsta X!

Monbebes, I did some researches and it turned out that the rate of gaining of views is decreasing. As you understand, it's very bad because the views of Jealousy, Beautiful were already several times frozen (by the way, it was because of some fandoms which complain on the MVs). So we should stream as much as we can to increase the rate and to make up the lost.

K-pop fans, I am trying to create a good logical theory concerning the whole concept story of Monsta X. So maybe some of you is interested in theories and has some ideas which can help me. That's why I add here MVs. Watch them please, I beg you. The MVs and Oaths are placed in chronological order! (As I can’t place EVERYTHING here, I’ll just do it in next posts)

I should say that this album differs from all the others very greatly. Besides, when we listen to the songs, we can say that some of them are so unusual for k-pop that it makes our “foreign hearts” beat faster. If you listen to k-pop songs, any songs, there is often something similiar in most of them (maybe melodies, arrangement, tunes and etc.) but here we have the album which consists of VERY VARIOUS types of music, and even genres, I think, are a little different. That’s why fans were really amazed after listening to the preview. So let’s look at this album more detailed (of course, my opinion is rather subjective but all the same)

Jealousy. I was talking about this song in one of my posts, so if you are interested, just follow the link http://prettyunicornmimi.tumblr.com/post/172438889685/k-pop-fans-bloggers-especially-monbebes-lets

Destroyer. The song which wins the hearts of all people who hear it, no matter whether he or she is a monbebe or not. We could feel it as soon as we had watched the music film with the part of this song. There were (and still there are) a lot of comments that “Destroyer” must have become the main one because it’s very strong, but I’ve already explained in one of my previous posts why it’s not the main one. So let’s talk about “Destroyer”

What amazed everyone (me either) in this song is the melody, tunes and sounds. This kind of songs is very rare. We, as foreing fans, heard some rock sounds that it’s not typical for k-pop songs. And when we look at the name “Destroyer”, it already warns us about something strong. This song is similiar to the ones which we are used to hearing in our countries but not in Korea. Rock sounds make it real pleasant and familiar to our ears, so that’s why exactly foreign fans voted for this song as the main. As for lyrics, at the first sight it seems to be rather usual (again about love and so on), BUT among typical words about love you can find something which makes you look at this song from the other side. For example, for me they are “I’m confused if I lose everything”; “Leave the time, I was full of regrets”; “Trust your fate, trust us, I believe in my sincerity and i won’t change” and etc. So we see that this song tells us not only about deep love feelings but it’s a kind of message for us that we can rely on boys because they can be destroyers of our cruel destiny and fate and we are all connected.

Falling/Heavy rain. To be honest, after the preview i was thinking that this would be a typical korean song. BUT I was pleasantly surprised. This song amazingly combines swag style of Monsta X and just pop-music. The beats are strong that makes you shake your body. BTW, the lyrics are more calling than sensitive and i think it perfectly shows Monsta X’s style and spirit. It’s enough to listen to this song once and you can’t help moving all day. Unfortunately, I don’t have more to say about this song.

Crazy in love. From the title we again get a kind of impression (especially for ones who have just engaged in k-pop) that this song will just tell us a story about love, love feelings, love thoughts and all other sort of things connected with love. We consider this song to be sentimental, sensitive, very slow and in some cases even mawkish and saccharine. HOWEVER rap-line (our precious I.M and Jooheon) make this song sound very pleasant for ears even if you are not a fan of this kind of song like me. It sounds smooth telling us a story about the person who was so crazy in love that he could even let his ego behind and etc. (Sorry if there is not much information) Here I especially adore rap-line.

Lost in the dream. The second song in this album which even KILLED fans (BTW, from different fandoms). 98% of fans has in their lists of favourite songs of this album excatly “Lost in the dream”. So what is so special in this song?

Firstly, I think it’s line distribution. Monsta X is very famous for their funny line distribution (I’m talking about Hyungwon and Minhyuk) but here we see that everyone has rather equal and normal line distribution if we take into consideration the vocal abilities of all members.

Secondly, this song perfectly demonstrates strong sides of each member. Kihyun shows us his incredible vocal abilities and talents, the same we can notice when Shownu is singing. Wonho with his a little husky voice adds some even rocky tunes. Minhyuk and Hyungwon (being not VERY good at singing, but i still consider their voices to be wonderful) sound very great and not-fans can’t decide who in this group suffers from deprivation of lines. As for rap-lines, we see exactly Jooheon’s style and I.M’s style: Jooheon’s rap is slower but strong and roaring, I.M’s is fast but sexy and deep.

Thirdly, the melody and the tune. This song sounds really strong (the same feeling we have while listening to “Destroyer”), especially beats make it sound very unusual and differ this song from the others very much.

Fourthly, at the first sight lyrics seem to be rather weak for such a song but if you read the lyrics carefully, you will find out that this song touches upon the problem of distinguish between a dream and a reality. Very possibly, that some of you, just like me, sometimes confuse dreams and the reality, want to stay in the dream or vice versa escape. All in all, it’s an incredible song which has a lot of pluses and its style is very interesting and powerful.

If only. The song which is written by our precious Wonho. Wonho tends to write sensitive songs about love difficulties and problems. What is special about this song? Music itself has cheerful mood but the lyrics tell us about pain. The song is full of life and emotions, it shows us that there is always something sad in happines and vice versa. In comparison with “From Zero”, “If only” has more deep lyrics and many people can find themselves in these lines. BTW, it’s amazing how rap-line sounds. They sound as if they are not rappers but vocalists. WHAT TALENTED BOYS AWWW (i couldn’t get over my admiration). But as I mentioned above I can’t say more about such kind of the song.

Special. The song which is written by our incredible Jooheon. Here we can notice exactly Jooheon’s style in lyrics, melodies, arrangement and etc. I get the impression that here Jooheon tried to show people what kind of group Monsta X is. Especially “I’m a special baby” (i connect their frequent use of the word “baby” with our fandom which as far as i know in French means “my baby”) “Here come Monsta, get out of the way” and etc.

All in all, I should say that this album is a success. It combines a lot of unusual for k-pop genres, styles. But, to be honest, I was a little sad that the main idea of all this songs goes round love but not life, difficulties, problems themselves. However, I mentioned it already that only two songs are written by boys, btw, only producers and company's directors choose and decide what songs to release. So we can see that boys can influence the choice of songs very much.

Love them, please. Support them. They deserve this!

Recently Monsta X has made comeback, so I'd like to talk about it. I love Monsta X so much that i can't express it in words, but let's agree to be objective now. After their music film, i saw a lot of people looking forward to the album very passionately, but what happened later? After their album's release, I saw a lot of negative comments in the Internet which called "Jealousy" an awful main song. And now I want to analyze this song from different points of view.

Firstly, what amazed me about this song is the fact that it reminds me of typical korean songs, which every group in k-pop has. BUT! At the same time Monsta X managed to keep to their own style which we love so much (especially it can be noticed in rap parts). So many people call it typical, they are disappointed that Monsta X has become "trivial". So I ask you to look at it from the logical side. Monsta X have a great foreign fandom but in Korea they suffer from underestimation, so they decided to attract korean fans by releasing this kind of song. But in spite of the fact that we have an impression of typicality, the song has their aggressive and hip-hop style. So I was really amazed that they could combine typicality and non-typicality. You should understand why they did it.

Secondly, i think you noticed that Monsta X try to make main songs in their albums contagious, especially last two albums, so even if fans don't like the song, they continue to listen to it just because it sets in their heads. BTW, many famous groups use the same strategy, especially female k-pop groups.

Thirdly, as for lyrics, many people find it very primitive and even vulgar (to be honest, i partly agree with this, bacause if you look at lyrics objectively, you'll see that the sense there is not so deep). But, AGAIN, it was made special for korean fans, because they prefer songs with such lyrics, but not with strong words.

Forthly, the song remains very dynamic in spite of the fact that it was adjusted to the standards. And as i said above, it remains very unique because they could combine two styles.

So what I wanted to say is that you should stop accusing and offending boys just because "Destroyer" or another song didn't become the main one. Of course, "Destroyer" is a very strong and incredible song, but we, foreign fans, should understand why boys do it. They rely on us and believe us, but they need to prove themselves in Korea, that's why such things happened. And also, there is one important fact, boys DO NOT choose songs for their album, all these things do staff and directors according to their strategies and plans.

I beg your attention! You know, probably, that there is the group Monsta X. They are very talented boys, but they are often underestimated, and our fandom, especially in Korea, is very passive, fans don't want to help their idols, to work on them. So, I beg you to pay at least a bit of your attention to them. And if you want a strong reason for it, you can just analyse their MVs and make theories based on their new era, because there are a lot of different moments there. Thank you for your understanding, we are a united family, I love you!!