i dont even know who i am

they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids

torn between wanting nick marsh to die bc i hate him and think he’s a horrible partner to meredith but also she CANT go thru that again…. excited for a derek mention tn tho.

that proposal… if u can even call it that… made me deeply ill and not even fun hyperfixation ill. that was disgusting and awful. and wretched. who wrote this episode. they are my new enemy. I’m so angry bc meredith SAID MERE SEASONS AGO THAT SHE DIDNT KNOW IF SHE COULD MARRY HIM. they actually just committed such treason against who Meredith is and everything her character has done and been for 22 seconds and im deeply upset like thats my FRIEND.

*at a party and 0 drinks in* do you guys hate me

maybe i’m just high but i don’t get the hate for Wills coming out scene. he needed to face that potential judgement so vecna couldn’t use it against him. there’s also something to be said about will coming out during the aids crisis and having a supportive community despite the stigma around queer folks at the time

guys i fear i might get severely jumped but will and his epilogue boyfriend were a little cute ... like yes i’m a huge byler shipper but i was giggling at them just a lil

sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

i love reading the text posts on here that are like little windows into everyones lives. someones having coffee. someones waiting for the bus. someones buying their friend a gift. someone's crying, someone's laughing. someones going to bed

we can hum and haw about the quality of the season/episodes and arcs surrounding it, but that “Not you” from Gaten during the scene with Steve and Dustin on the stairs was a shot to the gut.