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*im hungry all the time, and “treating myself” has no meaning anymore. i am never not treating myself. i have more food in one sitting than i should and i do that 5 times a day, 7 days a week. it’s hard to go out to eat with people who arent my very supportive husband because sometimes i just want two entrees ok. and by sometimes i mean always

the violent jump from december of 2020 to december of 2024– served up lovingly by my phone’s “memories” feature. aka remember when you were skinny and had perky tits? remember 145lbs ago?

day two of “suffering” from my family’s christmas cooking. yesterday we had waffles and fresh whipped cream, schnitzel and bacon-soaked green beans with cake for dessert, today we’re having endless cookies and brownies, a big ass hoagie for lunch with all sorts of meats stuffed into it, and shepherds pie for dinner, and more cake for dessert. i’m obviously indulging more than anyone. i’m going back for seconds and thirds like a good little fat girl. i’m definitely getting looks as well. is it obvious from how poorly my 2x shirt fits that i’ve put on 40lbs since i bought it???

after a day of eating, literally non stop, ending with all you can eat hot pot, i decided to measure myself. i started this year at a solid 50-46-54 bust-waist-hips ratio. i was shocked to find with my full belly i am now beyond my 60in tape’s capabilities around the belly and hips… which means in the past six months, i’ve put half a foot or more on my hips and belly area. and everything else has grown too, i’m at 54-50-60+ now. and then, to top it off, i weighed myself. holy crap! i’m full of food, i know but i am up to 343!!! i feel so fat and heavy, i know i’m turning all of the stuff i ate today into more heavy, soft fat, to grow my body even more.

ate about 2k calories of chipotle and busted out of my pants, but there’s still a little jiggle to my belly💖

i love coming home from work, undoing my zipper, and just eating junk in my easy chair for hours at a time. among other things, this entire box of pigs in a blanket were really tasty.

just got some new 4x sweatpants and they are already fitting a little tighter than i would like…. day three of downing boost smoothies to accelerate my gain and i’m Feeling bigger… cant wait to see what the scale says at my next weigh in!

trying to suck my gut in doesn’t work as well as it used to— i’m not hiding much. i am really packing on kind of a beer gut (and i don’t even like beer! i like a sugary cocktail way better!). i love that my belly sticks out even farther than my boobs: if i wasn’t so fat otherwise, people might think i’m pregnant!

i wanted to do a little retrospective on the anniversary of my first post— i want to thank you all for the love i’ve gotten on here for my gain and my content! i’ve gained sixty pounds this year, which is so much more than i ever could have hoped! i blew right past my original goal weight and into levels of obesity i’ve never experienced! here’s to more fat in 2025!

sorry the before pictures are so tiny but i was going back through my insta stories from 2020, a more than 150 lbs ago, and marvelling at how tiny i was… i NEEDED to do a comparison. i’ve grown so lazy and greedy i don’t think i could ever get back to that skinny body, i can only sit on my fat ass, eat and grow! i think i still have the black skirt in the first pic, should i try it on again for my onlyflans folks?

the way my belly almost touches the bed now 😭😭😭😭 i prayed for these days!!! would you grab my belly as you fucked me from behind?

it genuinely is my favorite thing, and i have no idea if i’ll be able to stop. as it is right now, i’m on about 3-5k calories a day and that doesn’t just stop out of nowhere. my tummy would feel so empty! imagine, not being able to eat whatever you want whenever you want to your heart’s desire!!!! imagine not ever feeling the orgasmic feeling of complete fullness, to the point that your belly is rounded out and sitting in your lap, to the point that you have to lay down, ever again! not ever eating a family size tray of mac and cheese again!!! i never thought i’d be 350lbs and here i am feeling tiny and skinny……… maybe 450 will feel the same way……….

hello everyone— sorry i’ve been so absent recently. i have honestly been trying to diet a little to get my weight into check due to medical reasons. alas, i was right, even when “dieting” i’m still a fat hog who can’t keep her stomach empty. for example, last night i went to a baseball game where it was “BOGO hot dog night”. well i know a savings when i see one, so naturally i at eight footlong hotdogs by myself. i already had to wedge my fat ass into the tiny stadium seat before eating eight hot dogs, let alone after. i was quite the sight to see for people seated around me, slamming dog after dog, belly growing more and more distended by the minute. happy to announce that rather than lose any weight at all, i’ve put on 5lbs since being away!

too stoned to sit up but holy shit i am Rotund. i’m literally so soft and round everywhere

mirror selfies from 2013 —-> 2025…. +200lbs….. and i can’t stop gaining… i can’t believe how fat i thought i was in that first picture and now i get out of breath from walking up the stairs. if little me could see me now she’d be so embarrassed at what a fat, sloppy hog i’ve become

absolutely i do… i have a crush on this thin guy at work who is maybe 4 inches taller than me but probably 200lbs lighter… i know if i sat on his lap it’d be over for him but somehow i still want to! i want to pin him down and have my way with him too…. but that’s a story for another time……