kat

brought nothing to the gun fight. whatever man

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

i love Not to jump the gun here but with rozanov’s permission…? i think shane in that scene was feeling fiercely protective over another person for the first time in his life. so bowled over by the intensity of his own emotions that he stumbled back to his hotel room in a daze and immediately jerked off in the shower about it. “what if rozanov got arrested and i had to use my immense hockey wealth to bail him out of jail and it was winter in boston. so he had hypothermia. and he had to live with me while we sorted out the legal situation and i yelled at journalists for him and helped him with his paperwork and hired the best lawyer in the world and nursed him back to health and he was like “hollander……..you saved my life 🥺” and he fucked me soooo hard every night for stress relief (obviously he couldn’t fuck other people. due to the lawsuit) and we fell asleep in each other’s arms afterwards. because there’s only one bed in my apartment and he’s too tall for the couch” stuff like that. normal fantasies

i love the phrase "sex pervert" like. as opposed to what? abstinence pervert?

i think they're called catholics

i actually think it was really hot for trinity santos to walk in on her first day with that amount of confidence, make nicknames for every loser in there, try and get to do as many cool procedures as she could, catching some asshole stealing drugs, flirt with a 30+ year old surgery resident and still bag her after stabbing her in the foot, and just in general walking around and taking up her rightful space. i think women should do that more

t shirt that says I MISS EVERYONE I WAS EVER FLEETINGLY CLOSE TO SO MUCH THAT IT KILLS

thinking about shane in the press room scene when he’s like “with rozanov’s permission,” and then waits for ilya to nod before continuing. in a world where everything means something, this little moment means one of my favorite things of all. and then their shoes touch. and the shoes touching, to me, is similar to the wink in the water bottle scene. it’s “thank you” but it’s also “good boy” in a way. it’s also “i’m here” and it’s so good. and we must all remember that in my world everything is about sex a little bit. and a lot of the time also BDSM. especially this. “with rozanov’s permission” is an excellent choice of words. and i think that whole scene is such a good example of the ways that shane is capable of giving to ilya. what he has to offer him, as it were. how well he understands/intuits the right ways to support ilya, even from the beginning. do you know what i mean? it’s not a kink scene in the traditional sense but in a way it is a good example of how they both benefit from their dynamic. shane is identifying that ilya needs something and he’s giving it to him in a way that still places control of the situation in ilya’s hands. he defers, he asks for permission, he puts himself in the submissive position. and he’s saying hey i see it i’ve got it take it from me it’s ok i want to give it to you. he does this again in the tampa hotel scene when ilya starts crying and shane says hey here i am take what you need i can give it to you i want to give it to you. and ilya takes it. because shane wants ilya to have it, because shane wants to give it to him. with rozanov’s permission. smiling through it all and i really mean that i’m just smiling so huge about it

Do they know it’s legal now

Yaaaawn! Call me when they're covered in blood and having gay sex