it's honestly so embarrassing to find signifiers of wealth attractive but i really can't help it. it's so hot when someone has that sort of thoughtless entitlement and the power to completely ruin my life

you know in general i think that asking what someone's "first anime" was is a meaningless question that usually reveals nothing but what was popular in the time and place they were a kid. however my first anime was black butler and i'm like this. so. what do i know

it's simply not possible to meaningfully consent to anything a medical professional does to you. is perhaps my point

like. some doctors, especially younger ones, seem to understand that the medical industrial complex as a whole has a flippant disregard for patient autonomy, and their solution to this problem is to Be Nicer About It, which obviously does not work

i don't like that thing some doctors do where they tell you where and how they're about to touch you and make you respond before they do it. so much easier to deal with if you can just go silent and let them manhandle you