alright its been a hot minute since I've talked about my alterhumanity and I've made some recent notices soooo here they are!
i do not identify physically as a nonhuman anymore, cause well...those terms and labels don't resonate with me and probably shouldn't be used by me since now I feel, accept, and experience my body as human.
i think over the months I've simply grown more comfortable with having a human body and being human since my coming out. wow who wouldve guessed it was a bit of a gender thing too? my gender identity felt...well...nonhuman, but more specifically alien - isolating - so it bled into me feeling that I was completely nonhuman.
buuuut now that I've got that sorted out, and I've found that basically everyone in my life is accepting and supportive, I feel more confident in my gender and by extension - my body. so yay!! dysphoria begone!!! (of both the nonhuman and gender variety)
this isn't to say that my identification was "fake" or "just a phase" ...because yeah isn't there a whole thing about the reason/cause behind ones alterhumanity not meaning it wasn't real or invalid?
what I felt was real, what I learned through my physical alterhumanity and physical alter/nonhuman spaces was real and valuable!
I got to see how vast and cool the alterhuman spectrum is, along with the many different experiences and beliefs of the lovely people, beings, creatures, and entities that roam the world(s)
i got to find out even more parts of myself (like otherheartedness, otherlinking, being transspecies) through my physical alterhumanity and the community. so now even though I'm human once again, that doesn't mean I'm not not human ;>
side note: this doesn't mean I don't identify biologically, I still very much do (which some may consider odd since usually physical and biological nonhumanity intersect for most, but with biological nonhumanity I have nothing to prove im not not human ;> meanwhile with physicality its about to be explained the next sentence.)
really - Im human on no other levels except physical. (turned the table or whatever they say, lol) and when I say physical I mean appearance, bodily function, anatomy, and feeling.
but ermmm yup that's it! so bye for now and continue being the awesome amazing person/creature/being/entity that you are!!